Chapter 29
He sparks something within me. I want to be his, and his only. -Reina
Reina
Brian’s blue gaze sparks with desire and he licks his lips. “Are your sure, Princess?” asks in a gruff voice. “Because once you’re mine, I’m not letting you go.”
I wait for panic to set in, or for some voice inside to say I’m not being smart about this, but at this point nothing matters. All I feel inside is passion and warmth for this man who waited so long to have me and listened while I spilled out my hopes and fears.
I tug at the bottom of the sweatshirt and pull it over my head. Brian’s breath comes out in a long woosh when he sees my bare breasts beneath.
“God, Reina, you’re so damn beautiful.” His voice is strangled as he looks up at me.
He parts his legs and I stand in between his knees, my breasts at his eye level. “In case you haven’t guessed, I’m sure. Positively fucking sure.”
A grin lights up his face. His arms wrap around my waist and pull me in closer. He takes one nipple in his mouth and sucks long and hard. I tangle my hands in his short hair and let out a long moan. “Fuck, that feels good.”
By the time he switches to the other breast, I’m soaked, and my hips are rolling instinctively. I feel so empty and needy. I’ve felt empty for months without him. I need him inside me, right now.
I tug at his hair, and he unlatches from my breast. “Now, Brian, now. I need you.”
His hands pull at the drawstring on my pants, and they pool at my feet before I have time to say anything else. I stand there in my black lace panties, waiting for his next move. My body feels so alive. Every nerve stands on end, waiting for his hands, his mouth, anything. But he looks me up and down in silence until I want to scream in frustration. I send him an irritated glare.
“I’m getting there, sweet girl. I’ve imagined this moment for so many months. I just want to enjoy it.”
I almost reach down to wrap a hand around the large erection that’s tenting his sweatpants, but I hold myself back. It’s not in my nature to be submissive, but something within me tells me to let him run this show.
He finally hooks his fingers into the side of my panties and pulls them down. I obediently step out of them and stand naked now in front of him with no self-consciousness at all. The lust burning in his eyes is my encouragement. I’ve never felt more desirable in my life.
He lifts one hand to stroke across my lower abdomen, skirting close to the patch of hair right above my pussy. “I can smell you. You smell like I knew you would. Sweet. So damn sweet.”
Before l have time to respond, he nuzzles his face into the skin below my belly button and places a soft kiss there. I can literally feel my juices leaking down my legs as he breathes me in and takes his time.
He finally pulls away. “Get on the bed, now,” he says in a commanding voice.
Whoever this meek, obedient girl is that I’ve become, quickly obeys and lays down on the bed, without a word.
He watches me, like a predator watches his prey, from the end of the bed. I ache to touch myself, but when I move my hand lower, he barks, “No touching, Reina. You don’t touch what’s mine.”
I inhale a shaky breath and remove my hand, reaching for the sheet instead, and curling my fingers around it.
I watch through a desire-filled haze as he palms his long, thick erection through the material of his sweatpants. He finally, lazily almost, pushes the pants down and his cock springs free.
Fuck me , is my first thought. Which is ironic since that’s just what he’s about to do. It’s the most beautiful cock I’ve ever seen. Long, thick, and sticking straight up. It beckons to me. Fuck, what I wouldn’t give to my mouth around him, to feel the spurts of him at the back of my throat and know that power. But, for now, I watch him, feeling anticipation and a want so intense it steals through my entire body.
He strokes himself, and I fist the sheets harder. I can see he’s leaking at the tip, and I want to suck those drops off so bad that I tangle my legs together to keep from exploding.
“Open those legs, Reina. Let me see the pretty pussy I’m about to feast on.” His voice is pure gravel and I do as he commands. I open my legs and let him look his fill.
When his knees hit the bed, I suck in a long breath. My thighs have already begun to shake in anticipation.
He strokes a finger along my opening, barely touching me, but making me feel him everywhere. “So pretty,” he murmurs.
I should feel self-conscious that this man is examining my folds as if I’m an art sculpture, but instead I lay there, completely at ease with his eyes on me.
He finally dips one long finger inside of me, and I let out a shuddering moan.
He sends me a cocky grin as he adds another finger, and my hips bounce off the bed. “Oh, the things I’m going to do to you, princess. All the things we talked about in our letters and more.”
When he withdraws his fingers, I almost sink into the bed in despair, but he replaces them with his tongue, and I’m lost. Drowning in a sea of bliss so deep I can’t even see the top. He licks at me like he’s tasting the sweetest ice cream. When he takes my tiny bud of pleasure into his mouth and sucks, I explode into a million tiny pieces. My body convulses and I let out a strangled moan.
He gives my pussy a few more intimate licks that send electricity skittering up my body in aftershocks, and then finally lifts his head and licks his lips. “The best, Reina. Your taste is better than anything.”
I let out a garbled answer. I’m not sure I’m capable of forming words at this moment, but in my mind, I think my jumbled thoughts run along the Thank you for the mind-blowing orgasm, now give me more pathway.
He places light kisses along my belly and gives each breast a fond kiss too before he moves to my mouth. When he finally kisses me and pushes his tongue inside, I can taste me, which I thought would be weird, but oddly isn’t. I pull him in closer, kissing him back, holding onto him and letting him know I’m beyond ready for him to be inside me.
I can feel his erection probing at my entrance and I want him so damn bad that I move my hands along his back, grabbing at him, trying to tell him with my body to fuck me.
He pulls back from our kiss. “I should get something. There are condoms in my bag. I, uh, bought some at the airport store, you know, just in case.” The tips of his ears turn pink, and I’m amazed that my commanding soldier has suddenly turned shy.
“Are you clean?” I ask, because the thought of letting him go now is killing me, and also because I just want to feel him.
“Yes, I’ve had tests, but if you’re even a little unsure…”
I stop him with a fingertip to his lower lip. “I’m on the pill and I’m sure. I’m clean too. I want you just like this.”
His jaw tightens. “Fuck Reina, I’ve never taken anyone bare before. I may not last long.”
I nip at the shell of his ear and give him a feisty grin. “I may not either. Let’s give it a go though, soldier boy.”
He hovers over me, and when he finally surges forward, my hips buck and I feel complete and utter fulfillment spread through me. So, this is what it means to have sex with someone who I care about. I could get used to it.
He pulls out and delves back in, finding a rhythm, while his blue eyes watch me intently. “Princess, God, princess, you feel so damn good. So tight. Mine, all mine.”
The thought that I really am his now makes me giddy. Pleasure spreads through me.
“Fuck, Reina, I’m not going to last long. So…damn…sorry,” he grunts.
His hand reaches down to find my clit and the thumb swirls around it, sending electricity up my spine. I close my eyes and reach for the stars again, my hips finding a rhythm with his, until finally I’m there too. “I’m coming too, Brian. Together.”
I open my eyes just in time to see those blue eyes change color, swirling into a dark navy blue as he comes long and hard. I feel him emptying into me, and it sets off my own release.
As we come down from our mutual highs, we cling to each other, forehead to forehead, and I can’t stop thinking how this all started with a few letters. Letters that made me love him a little more with each one.