Chapter Ten
Reckless
H AVING CALIANA IN my house is what I’ve longed for.
Now that it’s a reality and I can’t be there with her, I can’t get control of my shit.
The kids and her are behind the clubhouse in my home and she’s putting a mark on it with the things I bought her filling the space that’s been left mainly empty.
There are toys in the living room, one of the bedrooms has been officially turned into a nursery for Rory.
Bryce has his own room that’s filled with his clothes and bedding I bought for him.
A blanket covers the back of my couch where I know Cali sits and reads while the kids play.
She’ll cover up even if it’s not cold out as some kind of comfort instead of the need to have a blanket on her body.
She’s done this for as long as I can remember.
Most of the time I don’t think she even realizes she does it.
Caliana has her habits and quirks just like the rest of us.
Now, she’s doing them in my house and I want to be there with her and watch her move around the space I’ve envisioned her in instead of at the clubhouse in my empty room with nothing more than a bottle of Jack.
Since I know Cali never comes to the clubhouse, I’m sitting at the bar with a bottle of Jack in hand in the empty room.
Everyone is at work or the haunted house to put the finishing touches on it.
I worked all night at the garage I started with Kreed just so I knew I wouldn’t go to the house and see Cali and the kids.
Kreed was up there for dinner and to hang out for a while.
There’s no reason for me to get close to her.
I can see the kids and give her some time to herself without spending time in the house I built for her.
Cali talked about the kind of house she wanted to live in when we were younger.
I took every single one of those details and made it a reality for her.
I’m not even sure she realizes what I’ve done yet.
Until now, she hasn’t spent time in the house to take in the smaller details I put in every room with her in mind.
Carly walks up to me and drops to a crouch between my legs after she turns my seat.
I don’t bother stopping her as she reaches out and undoes my belt before unzipping my jeans and pulling my cock out.
She wastes no time wrapping her lips around my length and sliding her mouth up and down.
If there’s one thing I can say about Carly, it’s she knows how to give a good blow job.
Though, my thoughts are on Cali as usual.
I hate that I see her in my mind when I’m with someone else.
It’s been that way since I first started having sex. Today is no different.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doin’? I barely hear called out as my eyes snap open which shocks me because I didn’t realize I closed them.
Turning toward the door of the clubhouse, I find the last person I want to see standing there.
Tank, my uncle, is standing there with his arms crossed over his chest and my aunt standing behind him.
The glare he’s aiming in my direction is usually enough to sober me up if I’ve been drinking, but not today.
Today, I simply look back at him while Carly, one of the few Feral girls I know the name of, continues sucking my cock.
“Get the fuck off my nephew’s cock and disappear before I make you disappear,” Tank bellows, his voice echoing in the common room as Carly removes her mouth from me and jumps off but doesn’t move away from me. She clearly doesn’t know Tank and Maddie.
Tank wouldn’t touch a hair on her head. Maddie is a completely different story though. She’ll beat Carly’s ass and not think twice about it. She gets that from her dad and it’s a side of her not many people get to see. I’ve witnessed it more than a few times over the years.
“I don’t know who you think you are, but you can’t come in here and talk to the President of the Feral Dragons MC.
Reckless will kick your ass and you’ll be banned from the clubhouse for the rest of your life.
I’m sure you’ll face punishment from your own President for not completing whatever deal you’re here to make with the Feral Dragons,” Carly says as if she has any right to talk to anyone this way.
“You really don’t know who the fuck you’re talkin’ to, do ya?” Tank questions Carly as my aunt steps back out from behind her husband and glares at the skank next to me.
“My husband can do whatever the fuck he wants in this clubhouse and Caleb won’t do a damn thing to him.
I don’t know who the hell you think you are, but you’re not Caleb’s ol’ lady.
He’d never choose a skank like you. Someone who would suck his dick in the common room like a whore.
And before you give me an attitude, I’m Caleb’s aunt.
I’ll beat your fucking ass before dragging you out to his mom and grandma.
They’ll beat you so bad you won’t be recognized by your loved ones.
Then, you’ll be kicked out of the clubhouse and from all clubs the Feral Dragons associate with,” Maddie says, walking closer to where I sit with my jeans still open as I quickly set down the bottle of Jack and put myself away before she gets too close to me.
“Who the fuck is Caleb? That name means nothing to me,” Carly asks, confusion filling her face as I start laughing uncontrollably in her face.
“That’s how low you rank in this clubhouse.
Caleb is also known as Reckless. The President of this club and my damn nephew as I just said.
Tank, my husband, is his uncle and a man who can do what he wants in this clubhouse to a certain extent.
Calling his nephew out on doing some dumb shit is one of the things he won’t get in trouble for.
I suggest you disappear like he told you and don’t let me see you again.
I’ll make sure we handle you and the guys won’t touch you again.
Learn your damn role and quit overstepping bounds in your desperate attempt to become the ol’ lady of an officer,” Maddie states, knowing this bitch doesn’t have a leg to stand on because she’ll always outrank her in the clubhouse.
“I-I-I didn’t know you were his family,” Carly stutters as fear fills her when Tank starts walking our way.
My uncle is a big guy. I definitely wouldn’t want to meet him in a dark alley when he’s pissed off.
Right now, I don’t want to be near him either.
He’s still glaring at me and I know I’m about to have my ass handed to me.
He’ll either do it verbally or physically in the ring we have behind the gym.
I think it will be both ways today because of the shit I’ve been pulling.
My dad already chewed me a new ass last night while my mom was helping Cali get the kids settled in at the house.
He took me in my office and once the door was shut, he went off on me.
“I don’t know what the fuck your problem is right now, but the shit you’re pullin’ stops right now,” he yelled before I could move toward my desk to take a seat for the conversation we were about to have.
“I don’t know . . .,” I start to say before he cut me off by grabbing the bottle of Jack I left on my desk and threw it against the wall where it shattered like my heart does on a regular basis when I see Cali or hear something about her.
“Don’t fuckin’ lie to me, Caleb. I know you better than anyone but Kreed and you’re fuckin’ spiralin’ out of control.
You’ve got yourself so damn twisted over Cali that you’re hurtin’ yourself, the kids, and her.
You’re hurtin’ the club and every person you promised to protect when you accepted the position of President.
We all know you love Cali and want her as your ol’ lady.
You’ve got a twisted sense of betrayin’ Darren when he didn’t think twice about doin’ the same to you when you were younger and he went after Cali.
I know you’re better than he was and that’s why you won’t make a move on her.
Doesn’t give you the fuckin’ right to drink the same way Darren was before he died.
And it sure as hell doesn’t mean you can fuck your way through every woman out in the open when Cali and the kids could show up at any time,” he yells, slamming his fist on the desk in front of me before leaning in closer than he was before and leveling me with that look only a parent can pull off.
“Dad, you don’t understand. No one fuckin’ understands and you never will.
I know the shit you and Mom went through before you got together.
It’s not the same as the situation I’m in with Cali.
Everythin’ is different with her,” I tell him, slumping down in my chair and looking at the floor by my feet.
I hate disappointing my dad or anyone I love. Right now, he’s pissed, upset, and disappointed in me. I’ve hit the trifecta with him and it sucks. If I thought I was hurting before, it’s even worse now.
“I do understand where you’re comin’ from, Caleb.
I might not have been in the same situation with your mom, but it doesn’t mean I haven’t watched this story play out since you were nine years old and Cali moved to Benton Falls.
I was there the day you and Kreed met her and I watched you fall in love with her every single day after.
I know why you didn’t make a move and became a dick by datin’ the girl who bullied her