Chapter Twenty-Five #2
“Fuckin’ gorgeous, Cali. I want to trace every single one of your freckles with my tongue and paint patterns on your body from the pattern they create on your pale skin.
This is how I’ve always wanted to see you and I’m gonna take my time and explore every inch of you, Cali,” Caleb says and I know it’s a promise and not just something he’s saying because he feels he should.
Caleb will always be honest with me even when we’re at our most vulnerable.
I don’t say anything in response to him.
Right now, I couldn’t speak if my life depended on it.
I’ve dreamed of being with him in this way for as long as I can remember and I will admit there were times I thought of him and how he would compare to Darren in bed.
Darren wasn’t a selfish man, but he didn’t always care if he took care of me and there was never any foreplay between us.
Caleb resumes kissing down my body, his full, soft lips moving gently across my skin in a gentle caress. When he gets to the edge of my sleep shorts, Caleb looks back up at me with the unspoken question in his eyes.
“You can take them off me,” I tell him knowing he’ll say he needs the words again even though he’s not using any. “I want you to take them off, Caleb.”
In seconds, I’m completely bare before Caleb.
He pulls back and simply stares down at me.
His eyes slowly trail every inch of my body and I feel his look as if he were tracing my skin with his fingers instead.
I let my eyes wander over Caleb’s body as he stands from the bed and removes his shorts.
He stands completely naked in front of me and I take in every inch of him.
When I get to his dick, I can’t stop staring.
“You’re blushin’, Cali. I already know I’m bigger than Darren.
Also know this is only the second cock you’ve ever seen in your life,” Caleb says, his voice full of the ego I’ve witnessed him display on multiple occasions over the years.
He has nothing to be ashamed about as he climbs back on the bed with me.
He climbs between my legs, but doesn’t move up my body like I’m expecting him to. Caleb settles himself on his stomach and lowers his head slowly between my legs. I’ve never had anyone do this to me before and instinctually close my legs causing him to stop.
“Let me make you feel good, Cali. You’ll enjoy what I’m about to do to you, I promise,” he says, staring at me as I make my decision and I swear I hear him mutter something about a selfish fucker under his breath.
“Okay. I’ve just never had anyone do this, Caleb,” I tell him as he lowers his head completely while keeping his eyes locked on mine.
The first swipe of his tongue against me causes me to jump a little.
Caleb doesn’t let it stop him as he continues to use his tongue on my pussy while gripping my thighs to hold my legs open for him.
After a few minutes, he moves my legs so they rest over his shoulders.
Caleb sucks my clit into his mouth and starts to use his fingers as he slides one inside me.
It doesn’t take long before he’s adding a second finger.
I can’t stop moaning his name as I feel sensations I’ve never experienced in my life.
“Caleb!” I scream out when I find my release.
I try to wiggle out of Caleb’s grasp, but he doesn’t release me.
He continues to use his fingers and mouth to work me through my orgasm as I moan and squirm under his touch.
After several minutes, he finally pulls back and removes his fingers.
Caleb wipes his mouth on the back of his hand before once again lowering his head and kissing his way back up my body.
“You okay, Cali?” he asks me, his voice a gentle whisper across my skin.
“Yeah,” I manage to get out between breaths.
“You ready for more?”
“I’m ready for everything you have to give me, Caleb,” I say, arching my back when he brushes his lips against a ticklish spot on my side.
Caleb doesn’t stop moving until he’s back up to press his lips against mine.
Our kiss this time is slow and deep, pouring every ounce of longing and desire we feel for one another into it.
My hands leave the blanket and I move them to his arms, tentatively exploring his body.
I run my hands up his arms until I get to his strong shoulders before sliding them over to his back.
With every move he makes, I feel the muscles move under my fingers.
“Need you now, Cali. I can’t wait any longer,” Caleb says after breaking the kiss. “Are you ready for me?”
“Yes, Caleb,” I answer in an instant while never once stopping my exploration of him.
Caleb pushes his upper body off of mine and reaches between our bodies to line himself up with me.
I use this opportunity to lift my head and start pressing kisses against his solid chest. The feel of his chest hair rubbing against my face adds one more sensation to everything else he has me feeling.
“Fuck!” Caleb growls when he first enters my pussy. He’s not even in that far before stopping and looking down at me. “Cali, you feel like comin’ home, squeezin’ me already and I haven’t even gotten started yet.”
“Don’t stop, Caleb. I need you to keep moving,” I tell him, lifting my hips from the bed and pressing in close to him so I take more of his length inside me.
“I’m never gonna stop, Cali,” Caleb promises as he grabs my legs and wraps them around his waist.
Without another word, Caleb pulls back before pushing back inside me until he can’t bury himself any deeper.
He pauses for a minute while looking at me to make sure I’m okay.
When I whisper yes to him, Caleb starts moving again.
His movements are slow and measured as he moves in and out of me.
Leaning down, he sucks one nipple into his mouth, gently biting down on it while squeezing the rest of my breast. I arch up into him and squeeze my legs tighter around him.
“Faster, Caleb,” I moan knowing I need more than what he’s giving me.
Caleb doesn’t hesitate to give me what I want as I start moaning with every move he makes.
He’s ruining me for every other man after him with every move he makes and look he gives me.
Each touch sends fire along my skin in the best way possible.
With one finger, he traces the freckles on my chest and up to my shoulder while lowering his head once more and moving to press his lips against the sensitive skin of my neck.
Caleb starts moving faster and hard, reaching between us and using his fingers to rub and pinch my clit.
It’s as if he already knows what I need and I never have to tell him.
Caleb seems to know my body even though this is our first time together.
“Too good, Cali. You need to get there because I’m not gonna be able to hold back much longer. I’ve wanted this for far too long,” he says in that rough tone I’ve only heard in this moment.
With one hand, I reach up and run my fingers through Caleb’s hair, my nails scratching against his head as his eyes slide closed.
When we were younger and he would get headaches, I’d rub Caleb’s head and run my fingers through his hair.
It helped him a little bit, or so he said.
I can feel my entire body start to tighten and I know I’m about to have the best orgasm of my life.
“So close,” I murmur, pressing my lips against Caleb’s chest and peppering kisses against his hot skin.
Caleb continues to speed up his movements, almost becoming frantic with his need to chase his release. My eyes slide closed and I dig my nails into the skin of Caleb’s back, dragging them down as my release explodes.
“Caleb!” I scream out in so much pleasure my entire body tingles and I can’t stop shaking as I tighten myself around him.
“Caliana!” Caleb growls out into my neck as he finds his own release.
Caleb’s entire body tightens as he stops moving while remaining buried deep inside my pussy.
With my body wrapped around his, I feel every difference between us.
Where I’m soft, he’s hard. Caleb’s all muscle and strength while I’m soft and gentle.
His skin is tan while I’m pale. Our differences are numerous but we fit together perfectly.
I gently rub my hands up and down Caleb’s back as we lay wrapped around one another.
His large body is on top of mine, but he’s holding just enough of his weight back that he’s not squishing me completely.
Our breathing is slowly returning to normal and my heart is starting to become a normal, steady beat once again instead of beating out of my chest. When we can finally breathe and move again, Caleb lifts his body off of mine and I immediately miss the feel of him against me.
He stands from the bed before lifting me in his arms and carrying me from the bedroom into the bathroom.
Caleb never sets me down as he starts a bath in the giant tub Kreed had installed.
He runs the water and adds the bubble bath I brought from home before climbing in with me still in his arms.
Once we’re in the tub, Caleb pulls my body back against his and wraps his arms around my chest. I let my hands rest on his arms, slowly sliding them up and down just to feel close to him.
We don’t speak a word as the tub fills and I know once the morning light hits, one of us will be regretting what happened tonight.
For now, we’re simply enjoying the moment and the peace surrounding us.
The outside world is still hiding and we’re in our own world.
When the tub is filled, Caleb grabs a cup and wets my hair.
He massages the shampoo into my long length before carefully rinsing it out.
After putting the conditioner in my hair, Caleb grabs a washcloth and squirts my body wash into it.
He slowly washes my body as if he’s memorizing every inch of me.
His fingers skim my skin and cause goosebumps to break out once again.
When he’s done rinsing me off completely, I turn in the tub and give him the same treatment he just gave me.
I wash his hair and rinse the shampoo out before using my body wash to clean his body.
If this is the last time I get to touch him, I want to memorize every part of him.
Including all of the scars he gained from the military and the many battles he was in.
I lean in and kiss a few of them on his chest before tracing them with my fingers.
By the time the water has cooled down, we’re both cleaned and have spent what feels like hours kissing and running our hands over one another.
This isn’t about sex, it’s an intimacy I’ve never experienced before.
A gentle exploration of the one you love as you learn every inch of them and what they like.
Our touches are soft. Caleb’s skin is rough against mine as we continue to just be in this moment without fear or reservation.
For the first time, not only do I feel completely loved, but I feel like I’m home and at peace.
Nothing can touch me here to shatter this moment.
Caleb finally gets us out of the tub and dries me off before wrapping a towel around his hips.
He brushes out my long hair and lifts me back into his arms. Caleb lays me in bed and covers me up before removing his towel and putting a pair of sweatpants on.
He lets me know he’s going to check on the kids and lock the house down before coming back to me.
I nod my head as my eyes slide closed and sleep claims me with my heart full of love and memories I’ll keep with me forever.