Chapter 30
CHAPTER THIRTY
ALEX
I t took every ounce of restraint I had to walk away from her. I didn’t want to, and I knew from the look in her eyes she didn’t want me to.
So why was I hurting us both and walking away?
Because I wanted to make sure she was ready. Not tipsy on champagne, but fully with me, in the moment. Able to give me her full consent, knowing she wouldn’t regret it in the morning. But damn, it was hard to leave her looking so needy and sexy.
Once I’d reached my bedroom suite, I went straight to my bathroom and turned on the shower. Then I stripped my clothes off, throwing them into my laundry basket until I was standing there completely naked. I stepped into the shower and put my head under the hot water, letting it cascade over me as I closed my eyes.
Fuck, I wanted her. I wanted to do so many dirty things to her. Give her so much pleasure that she couldn’t handle it.
I pressed one hand against the tiles in the shower as I took my hard, throbbing cock into my other hand and started to pump slowly, picturing her on her bed, spread out for me, legs open. I’d crawl up the bed to her, like a wild animal ready to devour her. Then I’d tease her with my tongue, swirling it around her clit, pushing into her tight pussy before I used my whole mouth to suck and taste her properly. I’d tease her clit relentlessly until she orgasmed in my mouth, but I wouldn’t stop. I’d keep going, licking and sucking until she came again and again and again. I wouldn’t stop till her legs were shaking and her voice was raw from screaming my name.
Then I’d lift her legs, put them on my shoulders as I pushed my cock into her, losing my shit at how tight she was, how perfect she felt. Her wet pussy would squeeze my cock, milking me as I thrust into her. The fucking headboard would be banging on the wall as I slammed into her, and I’d watch her face as she climaxed. I’d feel her pussy walls clench, spasming around my cock, and I’d watch my cock as it sank into her over and over. I’d fuck her until the sun came up. I wouldn’t be able to stop.
I felt my balls tighten as images of her on her knees, choking on my cock filled my head. I thought about pushing her face first onto the bed and fucking her from behind as I teased her tight little asshole. Fuck, I’d pull out of her pussy and slide into her ass, too, making her scream and...
I started to come. Hot spurts spilling into the shower as my fantasies made me lose control. I swear I uttered her name as I lost myself in my orgasm. It wasn’t enough to fully sate me, but it would help ease some of the tension I felt. But I didn’t know how much longer I could hold back. And I knew, the minute she gave me the green light, I would never let her go.