Chapter 11 #2
Was this a booty call or had Kevin been right?
Was Gideon my boyfriend? I wasn’t the type of girl who slept around.
I believed in monogamy, relationships and marriage.
Someday I wanted a family of my own, but I couldn’t deny that I wanted a piece of Gideon as much as he wanted a piece of me.
I just hoped I didn’t end up with a broken heart after fucking my friend.
I scarfed down a couple more bites and rushed into the bathroom. Whatever was between Gideon and I started fast and was burning super-hot.
Did I really want to waste an opportunity to have sex?
I was at my wits ends, too…
Twelve minutes later, I was riding Gideon’s cock and kissing him like my life depended on it. My hair was wet and I didn’t have any makeup on. But I didn’t care. Being filled with his generously sized cock felt spectacular.
“This is exactly what I needed,” he muttered, tangling his hand in my hair and tugging on it.
“Me too,” I cried at the slit hint of pain. “I’ve been so horny. I almost asked Hector to get me off in the supply closet.”
“The fuck did you say?” Gideon reared his head back and yanked on my hair.
“Ouch!” I shouted, but it didn’t hurt that much. In fact, it sort of turned me on even more.
“No man gets my pussy.”
“It’s my pussy.” Wait. Was this that alpha possessiveness I liked in the MC romance I read? It was sizzling in the story, and it was right now.
“Kel, I don’t share. Especially not you. If you don’t want to be with me, then just say so. I won’t like the rejection, but I’ll respect your wishes.”
“I was just teasing you.” I kissed his cheek, then his lips. “My bad. I didn’t mean to ruin our quickie.”
“It’s just those kinds of jokes aren’t funny to me.” He clenched his teeth and kept a firm grip on my hair.
“I understand. It won’t happen again. Can I assume you won’t be having a club girl suck you off when you’re at your breaking point?” I raised my eyebrow like a warning. Literally, his life depended on giving me the answer I wanted to hear.
“You can’t count on it.”
Bingo. Good, boy.
“Why do you think I took care of myself in the shower?” He let go of my hair and captured my face in his hands.
“Good.” I wrapped my arms around his neck and resumed our activities, more impassioned and desperate than before.
That desperation ignited our releases to hit fast and at the same time, and it was everything.
“Fuck, I needed that tonight. It’s been a helluva day.” He held me against him, pressing his lips to my forehead and stroking my back.
“Anything I do to help?”
“You just did, baby.” He kissed me. “Do you have to work tomorrow? Can’t you call off?”
“Sorry, I can’t. We’re understaffed.” Which made the two nurses not showing up today hurt even more.
“I understand. We’re just dealing with stuff at the club.”
“Like what? You know you can trust me, right?” It wasn’t like I would tell the world any of his secrets. Never did when we were in school and I knew he was smoking and drinking when he shouldn’t have been.
“I know, but I wouldn’t want to worry you.”
“Trust me, I’ve seen and heard a lot of bad things in the emergency room. I have thick skin.”
“I know you do. You’ve always been a badass.”
“Exactly. Let me in, Gideon. If this thing between us continues. Shouldn’t we be open and honest with each other?”
“It hasn’t even been a week, Kel.” He shifted under me and I could tell he was uncomfortable.
But was he physically or emotionally uncomfortable?
“Okay.” I crawled off his lap and went to the passenger’s side to put myself back together.
This time I made him put on a condom, which I should have done the first time. Luckily, I tracked my cycle and ovulation, and I was in the safe zone, when we had sex the other time. I wouldn’t be taking any more chances going forward.
“You’re angry. I can’t see it on your face.”
“I’m not.” I put my flip-flops on. I’d worn a jersey knit T-shirt dress with nothing else under it to make it easier for our naughty activities. It’d been an excellent choice.
“I’m just afraid you won’t want to be with me.”
“If that’s true, then why get in deeper with me? If you believe I’ll cut you lose, why let me grow more attached to you? Don’t you know that will break my heart?”
He covered his face with his hands and growled. “I know. I know. Tensions are ramping up at the clubhouse. The situation with Cass just got worse.”
“Why? She’s been staying with Slay, right?”
“Yes, but one of her employees didn’t show up for work and she hasn’t been able to get ahold of her.”
“Have you contacted the authorities? I mean, what’s the wait time? Twenty-four or forty-eight hours? I can never remember which it is.”
“We don’t deal with the police. We handle situations ourselves.” He reached for my hand, and I let him take it. “I want to be with you. For the first time since my accident, I feel good about my life, and it has everything to do with you.”
He melted me on the spot. “I want to be with you, too.”
“What time do you get off tomorrow?”
“I don’t know. I might have to work late again.”
“Lemme pick you up in the morning and I’ll get you after work. We can have a late dinner, and I’ll take you to my bed so you can decide for sure if you want to be with me.”
“That sounds great… Sex in a bed?” I giggled, leaning toward him for a kiss. “What would that be like?”
“Well, we’ll be able to fully discover each other’s body, which for you, mine might disgust you.”
“Don’t be silly. My hands are very knowledgeable, and I like what I feel.” I continued to kiss him.
“But will you like what you see?” he asked in a serious tone. “I’m all scared up, Kel. The club girls were put off, though they didn’t say it. But I could see it in their eyes.”
My heart fractured for him. “Maybe that’s why you struggled to get an erection. Fear of rejection. The oxy didn’t help, but up here probably added to it.” I tapped my finger on his temple.
“I don’t know. Whatever you do, don’t fake it for me.”
“Gideon, I would never. But don’t you forget who I am. Physical beauty only runs skin deep. It’s the heart that means more to me. If you treat me well, and so far, you have, I’m never going to let you go.”
It was like my words were exactly what he needed to hear because he captured my lips and kissed me completely and utterly breathless.