Chapter Twenty-Nine
Grizz
Halloween was a success, as it usually is.
I think every kid from the town came by to get candy.
Maybe it was because we were handing out full candy bars, or maybe it’s just because the community trusts us.
Our charity events are always a good turnout, but I thought maybe that’s because it benefited them in some way.
Whether it be fixing up the school or the library or whatever else needs help.
Kids can get candy anywhere, but they came to see us, and that’s just really cool.
And also, maybe I’m looking at kids a little differently this year, since I have one of my own now.
Before I know it, that’ll be Dorothea out there Trick-or-Treating.
“I can’t wait until she’s big enough to eat candy.”
“Don’t say that,” Anastacia says, swatting at my chest. “She should stay little forever.”
I pull her to my side, and we stare down at our baby sleeping soundly in her bassinet. “Then you’ll miss all the good stuff. Her talking. Telling you she loves you. The hugs and kisses.”
“And the arguing and shouting. The periods. Hormones. Boys.”
“Whoa,” I say. “Let’s not go there.”
“See,” she says, nudging me a little.
I kiss her head and we stay there for another moment before I tell her I’m going to take a shower so we can go to bed.
I bring my sleep shorts into the bathroom with me, start the shower, and get undressed. When it’s hot, I step in and get to scrubbing myself clean.
The soft squeak of the door tells me someone has come in.
Sometimes Anastacia comes in because she has to pee and doesn’t want to go upstairs, but usually she says something…
she hasn’t said a word. I wait a few beats, not moving as I listen to what she could be doing.
I don’t hear a sound. Maybe it wasn’t the door?
I pull back the curtain and nearly fall on my ass.
Anastacia is standing not three feet from me, completely naked and hot as fuck.
“Holy fuck,” I rasp out.
“Can I join you?” she asks softly, almost shyly.
“Fuck yeah.” My dick starts to thicken. I have no idea what this means, her coming into the shower with me.
She’s never done this before. She’s never seen me fully naked like this, and I’ve definitely never seen her fully naked either.
I’ve seen bits and pieces, but never the whole thing all at once.
I pull the curtain back more to give her room to step in, and she does so carefully. I wish my dick would calm down, but there’s not really much I can do about it.
I gesture to it quickly and say, “I’m sorry. I can’t really control it. You’re… I’m just sorry.”
“I’m not,” she says, stepping forward and wrapping her hand around me.
“Fuck—” I hiss, placing my hand against the wall so I don’t fall.
“Lucian said I should get checked by a doctor before we have sex, but I know there are other things we can do.”
“Hold on,” I say when she starts to stroke my dick. “Wait—”
She frowns up at me, her small hand still holding my dick but no longer moving. I’m trying hard not to spill my load right this very second.
“We don’t have to do this,” I say. “There is no rush.”
“Do you not want to?” she asks, pulling her hand away and looking offended.
“Oh, trust me. I do. Very fucking much.” I cup her face, tiny droplets of water stuck to her lashes. “But I don’t want you to think you have to just because I want to.”
“I want this,” she says adamantly. “I love what we have, and I want more. I want a relationship with you, Grizz. A real one. A normal one.”
“Normal is different for everyone, Angel. It doesn’t have to mean sex.”
Her eyes fall closed. “Please don’t hold yourself back because you’re afraid I’m not ready.” Her eyes open, those beautiful chocolate brown eyes looking up at me with so much emotion. “I know what I want, and what I want is to make you come.”
“Fucking hell,” I grumble, looking up at the ceiling. My dick throbs, and I really want that too. Her hand goes back around my dick and I can’t help but look down at it.
“If you want me to stop, I will,” she says as she strokes me slowly.
“I don’t. Please do not fucking stop.”
Her hand moves slowly, unsurely, but it is the best thing I have ever felt in my entire life.
I step closer to her and she steps back. My hand goes to the wall behind her, boxing her in and she moves her hand faster. My eyes stay glued to the way she’s holding me, jerking me faster and more confidently as the seconds pass.
“That feels so good,” I whisper. “I’m so close.”
My free hand goes to her hip, digging my fingers in and holding on tight.
“Fuck, Angel—”
Her breathing is about as fast as mine, and I swear I hear her moan.
“I’m going to come,” I warn a millisecond before my dick erupts, the orgasm hitting me hard. My toes curl, and stars burst behind my eyes. The pleasure is like nothing I’ve ever felt before, rushing through my entire body.
When I open my eyes, she’s still holding onto my dick, staring down at the mess I made all over her stomach. She lets go of me, dragging her fingers through it like paint. She smiles, and I swear I almost come again.
“That was so hot,” she whispers.
“Goddamn right it was,” I growl, gripping her chin and kissing her hard. “Please let me return the favor.”
She nods against me and I drop to my knees, throwing her leg over my shoulder. I get a good look at her pink pussy that’s glistening for me, and I know it has nothing to do with being in the shower. She hasn’t even gone under the water yet. She’s just really fucking wet for me.
“I’ve thought of tasting you for weeks,” I say before dragging my tongue from her hole to her clit.
She cries out, hands going to my head.
“Oh my god—wow—”
I do it again, but this time I don’t pull away. I circle her clit, nice and slow, wanting to tease her and make it feel good. Her clit swells, pulsing under my tongue and I know she’s close already.
“I’m never going to stop tasting you now, Angel,” I warn, sliding my tongue back down to lick up her wetness spilling from her cunt.
“O-okay!”
“I want this every night before bed. Every morning for breakfast.”
I hike her leg higher and suck on her clit gently, before using the tip of my tongue again.
“Oh my—Grizz! Yes, please, don’t stop… don’t stop!”
I keep doing what I’m doing, knowing I’m going to make her come, and my dick is hard all over again. I so badly want to fuck her, feel her come on my cock, but I can’t do that. Not yet.
Her hips rock back and forth, riding my face, and I fucking love it. She gushes all over my mouth, tearing my hair from my scalp as she tells me she’s coming. Her head hits the wall, her body convulsing, the sweetest moans I’ve ever heard leaving her lips.
When her orgasm subsides, I carefully put her back on her feet and she looks up at me with a drunken smile. I run my thumb over her nipple, and a bead of breast milk drips out.
She must see the curiosity in my eyes, because she says, “You can taste it, if you want.”
I run my thumb over it, gathering it up and popping it into my mouth. Anastacia watches me with awe, her pupil’s dilating as I moan around my finger.
“Delicious,” I say, leaning down to kiss her. “Every part of you is.”
We kiss for way too long, and I finally have to pull away so we can wash up or we will be in here all night. The water will run cold if we don’t hurry up. We’re both clean and drying off ten minutes later. I shove my shorts on, then use my towel to dry her hair.
“I didn’t bring clothes in here,” she says with a small laugh
“I can get you some. Or… you can sleep like that.”
“I at least need my bra.”
I thumb her nipple again, causing more milk to come out. “Such a shame.” I bring it to my mouth, and her lips part, giving me that look again like she wants me to fuck her. “Don’t look at me like that,” I say with a smirk.
“Can’t help it,” she murmurs, taking my hand. “I really want you, Grizz.”
I kiss her again, pulling away breathless. “I want you too, Angel. So damn bad. I’ve never wanted something so bad in my whole fucking life.” My hand goes to her hip again. “But safety comes first. I promise, once the doctor clears you, nothing will stop me.”
She leans up to kiss me, and I have to lean down to meet her.
In the bedroom, she puts on her bedtime nursing bra and the sexiest fucking panties I’ve ever seen.
I swear she’s doing it on purpose. Still, I get into bed with her, pull her against me, and we sleep for a little while before Dorothea needs to eat.
I hold her while she holds the baby to feed her. Nothing will ever get between us.