49. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
Gemma7: Hey you.
My emotions tumble in and out of the wringer that is my heart, deciding how I feel about Jillian reaching out to Johnny after the night we had.
Even though, she’s technically looking for me.
But she doesn’t know that.
I log into her account and double check that she’s still blocked from other profiles.
My fingers run across her words, and I don’t get where this sting in my heart is coming from.
I’ve decided to only pack my shave kit in the leather duffle I brought with me. I have everything I need at home.
Not Jillian…A voice whispers and I want to scream, Who said that?
But I know who.
My ego. He’s going to get a talking to this weekend.
My phone beeps again, and excitement tickles me, thinking it’s Jillian, texting me. Me. Not Johnny.
But it’s my brother’s pilot.
“Fueled and ready to go, sir.”
Earlier, I sent him a message asking for the plane tonight instead of tomorrow. I can’t bear to sleep in this bed tonight without Jillian…