Chapter 36
I wasn’t sure where he was taking me. When we pulled into the cove, my anxiety sparked. Once we parked, we hopped out, walking towards the back of the truck; climbing in the back.
I’m not sure how long we have been sitting here. It’s dark outside, but I can see the city lights down below us, and the stars floating above us in the sky.
Looking over at Cade, I see him looking down at the city lights. He is hot as fuck and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t attracted to him. Maybe Jo is right. That I need to take the leap.
“Cade.” He looks over at me. “Why did you bring me here?”
“You don’t like it?” He asks.
“Of course, I do. It’s beautiful.”
He leans over towards me. Studying my face, like he is seeing me for the first time. My stomach is doing this weird fluttering. The moonlight shines off his face, making him look angelic in a way. I know he is far from an angel, but in this moment, I want him to save me.
He grips my chin, keeping his eyes locked on mine. He leans in, capturing my lips with his, kissing him back. Our mouths mold together as my lips part, giving him more access. Tasting mint as his tongue collides with mine before he pulls back.
“I need you to trust me. To know that I will never hurt you again. That I’ll never allow another person to hurt you again.” He states.
Opening my mouth to speak, nothing comes out.
“You were always meant to be mine, Little Poison. To be a part of my family.” He runs his hand along my throat. His touch is warm, gentle in a way.
“I’m scared.” I say, looking into his blue eyes.
“I know, but I promise I can make it better.” He smirks.
When our lips lock again, it’s like everything around us fades away, and all the sound dies down. Cade leans forward, his body on top of mine. In this moment, I feel safe, protected, and that’s when I know tonight will be the night. He pulls back again, looking down at me.
“You’re so beautiful.” My heart feels like it’s bursting open.
What if he is just lying to me?
Tears form in my eyes. I really am falling for them all, but I’m still so scared. I don’t want to be hurt again. Jo says, everyone gets hurt in their life, but it shouldn’t stop you from still living.
“Are you okay?” He has that look in his eyes, like my dad had when he looked at my mom.
“Yes.” It comes out shaky.
“I want to try something. You’ve got to trust me. “ He says with that stupid smirk that I’ve grown to laugh at.
“Okay, I’ll try, but I swear if you hurt me Cade, I’ll tell Stone to fuck you so hard that you can’t walk.” I narrow my eyes when he lets out a chuckle.
“Oh, little poison, does the thought of me taking dick turn you on?” He smiles.
I bite my lower lip as I think back on that day.
It does turn me on watching them.
“Yes,” I say breathlessly.
His hand slides up my dress, before I feel his fingers circling my clit, causing me to raise up.
“Is he the only one you take dick from?” I feel his hard dick harden.
He kisses down my neck, until he reaches my hardened nipple, taking it into his mouth, sucking on it before releasing it.
“Yes. But I’ve fucked around with the others.”
“Even Atti?” He nods.
“Yeah, we hooked up at Cherryville.” He smiles at me, moving down my body.
What the fuck is he up to?
“Enough talking. I want you to just lie back.” He smiles.
Lying back like he says, he lifts my dress, kissing my stomach, causing me to tense up. Can I really do this? I start to think back to that night when I hear Cade.
“Little Poison, relax, I got you. Don’t think, just feel. Can you do that for me?” He says from between my thighs.
I’m happy I went without underwear tonight. Even better is that Jo forced me to get waxed last week. She told me she needed me there for moral support, but she really just didn’t want me to know.
As soon as he makes contact, flicking his tongue along my pussy, I moan.
Oh fuck, is this really happening?
“I knew you would taste good.”
He dives back into my pussy, licking and sucking on my clit for a few moments before he slides his tongue down to my puckered hole and back. Reaching down, wrapping my hands into his hair, giving it a little pull. I saw how much he loved it when Stone did the same thing.
He lets out a growl, diving back in and devouring me like I’m his last meal. I feel pressure in my lower belly. I see stars behind my eyes as I feel a gush of fluid from between my thighs.
“Cade!” I scream his name as I ride out the wave.
Holy fuck!
I can hear slurping coming from Cade as my legs shake. He finally climbs back up, capturing my lips with his. He tastes like sin. Kissing him back, I reach my hand into his waistband, finding his dick and pulling it out.
What the fuck is that?!
He is fucking huge and pierced. Pulling back, I look him in his eyes, knowing I need this.
“Fuck me, Cade.”
“Are you sure?” He kisses along my neck, causing me to moan.
“Yes. Now.” He chuckles against my neck.
“Your wish is my command.” He slides his dick along my wet slit, coating his dick.
Shit, what about a condom? Fuck it, I’ll get a pill later.
“Ready?” He asks, looking me in the face just as his phone rings.
Thrusting into me, I grab his shoulders, digging my nails in.
Fuck, this hurts.
With each thrust, the pain subsides as pleasure takes over. He finds my lips, kissing me like he wants to suck all the air from my lungs. His phone starts ringing again, and again.
“Cade, please answer that. It could be important.” He continues to thrust while he sucks on my neck.
“Fuck that phone. I only want to talk to this body.” Taking my nipple into his mouth. The phone rings again and I panic.
“Cade, stop.” He stops his movement, letting my nipple fall from his mouth.
“What’s wrong, beautiful?” I know in this moment, I love him.
“Your phone. Please, just answer it.” He growls, reaching over and answering it.
“This better be life or death. I’m trying to fuck my girl.”
I can’t hear who is on the line, but whatever they are saying has Cade’s whole demeanor changes. He hangs up the phone.
“We need to go, now.” Tucking his cock away, as he climbs out of the truck.
Once we are back in the car; he starts it up and speeds back home. The rest of the ride is pure silence, and I wonder what I did wrong.