39. Chapter 38
Chapter 38
Alisha
F elix accompanied me back to the chalet, our hands were clasped together as we walked in unison. My heart swelled more than ever for him, how patient and kind he had been while teaching me to ski. Tomorrow, I’d be going down a red run and although it raised my heart rate a bit, I was determined to see it through.
The two of us bustled through the front door, taking off our coats and the rest of our winter gear. I sighed as Felix’s hands found their way to my shoulders, giving me a gentle massage. Wow, I needed that.
No sign of Ophelia, I wondered if somehow she knew we were coming and was hiding away in her room. I turned to Felix and tilted my head up, to meet his hazel eyes.
“Can you run the bath? I’m just going to see if Ophelia’s in her room,” I told Felix, who nodded and understood. I wanted to check on my friend and ask how her day was. I didn’t want her to feel like I had pushed her aside for a man, I valued her friendship and I always would.
I knocked on her door which was slightly ajar and then entered, to see that Ophelia was lying on her bed and snoring away. I smiled at this and then quietly backed up, not wanting to disturb her. I’d check on her in an hour or so. She seemed to be having a peaceful sleep, her head buried deep into her bright pillows.
I rejoined Felix in the bathroom, just as he was adding bath soap to the water. I pulled my shirt off over my head, to reveal my dark blue bra. It wasn’t a push up one, those I didn’t find comfortable. Just a standard bra. This still made Felix’s eyes widen as he started at my chest. Usually I didn’t like when men stared there but with Felix, he could look all he wanted. He had a perfect chest too and his own shirt fell to the floor, in a crumpled heap with mine.
“Is Ophelia okay then?” Next came Felix’s trousers, revealing the V-line that made my mouth water.
“She’s sleeping. I’ll check on her again soon. How’s the temperature?” I dipped my finger into the water and found that it was just right. The tub was half full but I’d get into it anyway.
“I added some of that rose scented bath soap, I know you like a lot of bubbles,” Felix said, pulling down his boxers to reveal his semi-erect cock. This turned me on in no time and all I kept thinking about was bath sex. I’d never had it but something about it was hot. The only thing was we didn’t have a condom.
I hadn’t told Felix this but I’d been on the pill for a few months now, mainly for my periods to stop as they were quite intense. I had a clean record too, I’d only ever had sex with one other person until Felix. So I was healthy as a horse. I wanted to try bare sex with him, to feel him fully.
I slipped into the water once I was fully undressed, beckoning Felix to join me. He sunk into the water on the opposite side of the tub, he was a little too tall for it and it made me laugh.
“Pass me the flannel, I want to wash you,” Felix said. I picked up the flannel that was lying by the gold bath taps, squeezing a little soap on it and passing it to Felix. I twisted my body round so that my back was against Felix and sighed when his lips kissed my shoulder and then my neck. My hair was tied up so he had more access.
We didn’t exchange words as Felix massaged the flannel into my skin, starting from the small of my back and up to the base of my neck. It felt amazing and I relaxed into his body.
“You are fucking sexy, Miss Dutta,” Felix grumbled into my ear as his flannel covered hand dipped in between the valley of my breasts and then in circular motions just above my belly button. I knew where he was going and I wanted it badly.
“Is this okay?” Felix moved the flannel lower, just above my pelvis.
“Yes. Please keep going.” I bit down on my bottom lip as he obliged. His other hand found its way to tweak my right nipple, already hard and perky for him.
“You drive me insane, sweetheart. I want to fuck you in here.” Felix’s words sent me over the edge and his hand was now resting on my throbbing pussy. But now I didn’t want to fuck in the bath, I wanted us on the bed as the idea of water sloshing around us didn’t seem appealing. Especially when I wanted to feel all of his cock sliding in and out of me.
“I think we should take this to the bedroom, Mr Bauer,” I half-whispered to him, cupping his face from behind. Felix finished cleaning me and then himself before picking up the towels I’d left on the floor for us. I stood up as Felix got out and he wrapped a crisp, white towel around my body.
“You look like a soft burrito. My burrito,” Felix cooed and I rolled my eyes, blowing a raspberry at him.
“How rude. Just for that, I’ll spank you.” He feigned shock. Yes please.
“Do it. I deserve it,” I teased and he hoisted me in his arms, lifting me out of the water. I was careful not to shriek, I’d never get over how strong he was.
He was dripping wet but he didn’t seem to care as he carried me to the bedroom. I would drain the bath later but for now, my focus was on Felix. He had somehow picked up his trousers and as he placed me on my bed, he rummaged through his pocket to pull out a purple foiled condom.
“Felix?” I was going to tell him that we didn’t need it but I wasn’t sure how he’d react.
“Yes?” Felix was about to tear the condom open until he raised his head to look at me.
“Um, we won’t need that. I’m on the pill. And I get regularly tested,” I said, my body was tense as I waited for him to reply.
“So do I. Before you, it was only my ex. Are you sure you want this?” Felix placed the unopened condom packet on the table before hovering above me.
“Yes, I really do. I want to make love to you with no restraints in the way.” Goosebumps were showing up on my skin and I could tell they were on Felix’s too. This was going to be a new experience for me and I would have no regrets.
“Music to my ears.” Felix cupped my face with his large palms, giving me a scorching kiss. His tongue edged in my mouth slowly and he let out a low growl as my hand wrapped around his steel hard cock.
His mouth trailed kisses further down my body and his tongue darted out to lick between my slick folds. He sucked hard on my clit, slipping in one finger at the same time. I needed to be lubricated before he fucked me with his bare cock.
Felix hovered his body above mine once his mouth left my pussy and his hands pinned mine into place above my head. I loved it when he took control.
As his cock slowly sunk into me, my legs latched around his waist. He pumped into me slowly until he was fully inside me and I gasped as a wave of pleasure came over me. My pussy fit around his cock like a glove but still, I wanted him closer.
“I don’t think I will last very long, sweetheart. I can’t wait to fill you up with my come,” Felix muttered into my hair. All I could see, smell and feel was Felix.
His kiss was hungry as he hungrily took my mouth in his, easing in and out of me slowly. Whimpers eluded from me, ones I couldn’t control as he felt so good, like he belonged only with me.
Every thrust became more desperate and it truly felt like we were making love, like we were starved of one another. Both my legs locked around him in a tight grip as his hands traced my neck and then my face. His eyes were closed but I kept mine open so I could watch him, how beautiful he looked whilst making love to me.
I felt so strongly for Felix now that I was close to tears but in a good way. I couldn’t stop from falling out of my tear duct and down my cheek, as my mind was screaming to me that I’d be a thousand miles away from the man I was growing to love soon.
Felix had noticed and stopped his movements, looking very concerned.
“I didn’t hurt you, did I? Please tell me I didn’t.” Felix wiped the tear away.
“No, these are happy tears. I don’t want to lose this,” I told him, holding him close against my chest.
“Do you want to stop?” Felix was about to slip out of me but I pressed a flat hand against his chest, shaking my head.
“No, I was so close to coming. I think you can get me there again.” I giggled, gently pinching Felix’s peachy ass. He let out a small yelp before moving inside of me again, his cock thickening. His thrusts were slow but firm and his mouth pressed warm kisses to my neck and breasts, branding me.
“Oh, Felix. I’m coming.” He was hitting the right spot and as I announced this, his thrusts became rougher and deeper until he reached his own ending. I could feel his hot seed streaming through me as he let out a deep groan, head tilted back.
“Wow.” Felix fell against me, his chest slick with sweat. I ran my fingers through his hair and listened to his heart beating rapidly.
“Felix, can you teach me some German?” I asked a few minutes later, when Felix had gone limp inside me and then pulled out to spoon me.
“You’ll have to start paying me, sweetheart. Teaching you skiing and German is costly,” Felix said and then laughed, as of course it was a joke. I loved that we could joke together, another sign that this was going well.
“Where do you imagine yourself in five years?” In a way, I was curious to hear if Felix could see me in his future. That was why I asked the question.
“I’m not sure if I could go down the altar again, given the first experience I had. I’m not sure. But with the right person, it is worth it. I also want kids, I’d be nearly thirty-two by then so having at least one would be great. How about you?” Felix started to stroke my hair, which was very smoothing. I could almost fall asleep.
“I’ll be thirty by then, so I’d hope to be married and have had my first kid. I love the idea of spending fifty plus years with someone. Do you believe in soulmates?”
“I don’t know. It’s never been something I’ve thought about,” Felix said. I didn’t believe in soulmates, but I believed in true, everlasting love with the right person. Truth be said, I could see Felix in my future but I was worried he didn’t see me in his. Now that he was pursuing another career, would there really be room for me in his life? Would he come and visit me in England? Would we keep the passion alive between us?
I couldn’t shake these thoughts and endless questions away throughout the rest of the evening but I had to remind myself that it was still very early in our relationship, all I needed to do was appreciate the present and worry about the future later.