Chapter 3
Rock makes me sit on the kitchen island before devouring my lips. If a kiss could melt you, this one is definitely one of those and the more it goes on the more I crave for this oxygen I’m feeling fueled.
He breaks the kiss and looks at me. I’m so turned on I just want more, more of him.
Rock’s fingers trace an imaginary line from my hips to my foot, undoes the stings and takes off my high heels. He does the same with the second as I take off my jacket.
Slowly caressing my legs back to the hem of my dress, he waits for me to stop me. Should I? No, there’s no way, I need him.
He kisses my neck, moving his hands underneath my dress, setting me on fire. I”ve never felt so wanted.
“Make me,” I pant, while he takes my dress off. Starting to untie his shirt, I feel his hot skin under the palms of my hands and hearing him grunt makes me even bolder and I kiss his broad chest.
“Where’s your room, Princess?” His husky voice is so freaking sexy that I wrap my legs around him and pull him closer while biting on his skin.
He fists my hair, forcing me to look at him. “Upstairs,” I breathe. Rock picks me up and carries me to my bedroom, placing me in the middle of the bed.
“If you want me to stop, say it now,” his eyes are glued to mine as he toes off his shoes. Jeez, the flames in his eyes are full of promises.
My hands are shaking because of my nervousness, but I push it back and crawl to the edge of the bed. Please don’t stop, not tonight nor ever. My hands fly over his jeans, unfasten his belt then pull them down. His erection bounces out in front of me. For fuck”s sake, he’s way too big for me, I could never make it fit anywhere. The thought of having him arouses me more than I could ever imagine. I lick my lips while looking up at him, feeling so damn powerful but at the same time like the only one for him. I stick out my tongue and dart it over his thick cock.
“Oh, fuck, Princess,” he growls, sending chills of pleasure down my spine. While taking it in my mouth, his hands stick in my hair, but still he awaits. For once, I want to enjoy it too, not be forced or rushed. I brush my lips along his shaft not taking my eyes off him. I want to know what he likes or doesn”t. When I take it in my mouth, I can see his eyes rolling back and I start to pump while sucking it harder.
“Yeah baby, keep going,” he murmurs, making me want to take it all. He tightens his grip on my hair and starts thrusting into my mouth hitting the back of my throat. My eyes well up with tears while he keeps using my mouth but slowing his pace too. The more he lunges, the more I feel my pussy drench and when he shoves it all down my throat I gag gasping for air. Oh my, I want it more.
He pushes back, making me whim. “On bed, now!”
I crawl back to bed unsure if I did something wrong. I swallow when I feel his fingers rolling down my spine and jolts of pleasure rushes over me when he cups my ass and strokes the inside of my thighs. His breath against my neck, and his tongue that licks up to my earlobe makes me wiggle under him. I’m intoxicated with his musky scent and all the pleasure shivers make me dizzy. Rock moves away, lifts my hips so they’re off the mattress. I’m on all four, so exposed to him, shaking and ready to know what comes next. I peer over my shoulder but feeling the mattress move I shift my gaze under me as he grips my hips pulling me down on his face. Fuck, I’m sure I’ll suffocate him.
“Don’t hover, just sit on my face, Princess.” And I do. When his tongue darts on my lips, a powerful moan escapes me. Holy fuck! I feel my legs already like jelly but Rock continues mercilessly, his tongue forcing my lips apart while he circles my clit. He thrusts his tongue deep inside of me, thrashing it mercilessly against my clit while I ride his face.
“Oh, God,” I moan while cupping my boobs. “Rock, I can’t…” I start to pant when he increases his assault and a powerful orgasm blows my mind. He has rocked my world. I’m out of breath while still shaking over him. Dear Lord, I”m a complete mess. Rock makes me roll over the bed, crawls on me while nibbles my sensitive skin. When he cups my breasts, and brushes his thumbs over my nipples, instinctively I arch my back at the feeling. I can”t stay still; I”m feeling hot but at the same time I don”t even care I”m letting someone I barely know touch me. My hips buckle while rubbing my clit against his shaft. He bends down and kisses me while forcing his tongue in my mouth. I feel his cock at my entrance as he slowly pushes it forward, but then he freezes.
“Ash…” his deep voice sinks into my bones. “You should have told me.”
I get up on my elbows. “Should I have told you? When? How?”
He moves backward. “Fuck, baby, I don’t wanna hurt you.”
“You won’t.” I breathe, pushing myself up and wrapping my arms around his neck while pulling him in a kiss.
“I’ll ruin you,” he murmurs on my lips.
“I want you to.” I’m sure he wants it as much as I do. “I’m not tipsy, I know what I want, Rock.”
He takes hold of my lips, devouring me. I’m so sensitive from my orgasm that every touch feels like electric jolts zapping all over my body. He swallows my moans as his fingers press against my entrance. I’m soaked and I break the kiss, unable to focus on his lips. He increases his fingers” speed as I helplessly rock my hips onto his hand.
“Yes, baby, that’s it, come for me,” he coaxes as I shake with another orgasm. Slowly, he slides his cock into me. The fear of getting hurt makes me hold my breath. “Relax, Princess.” He guides me onto him, pushing further. “Breath, baby.” He kisses my jaw.
“It won’t fit in there.”
When Rock starts to kiss my neck, I lose track of time. The burning feeling along with the pleasure of his short thrusts cloud my mind. It”s a million times better than anything I”ve ever felt before. His skin is so hot and smells even better. I can”t help but graze my nails over his back while meeting his thrusts. It”s all natural and I”m starting to lose control over my body.
Holding on his elbows, I feel his cock going deep that feels so good. Rock works his hips in a slow motion while his mouth savors my skin. He cups my tits, and sucks on my nipples so hard that make me roll my eyes backward while I meet his thrusts, feeling the urge to have him even closer. “Please, I can’t…”
“You can, baby. Come for me.” he whispers as I run right into my next orgasm. “Fuck, baby.” He growls as he backs away; his hot spurt ends on my belly, and I can’t help but rub it and stick my fingers in my mouth, savoring it with a moan under his hungry gaze.
After a shower I feel the urge to take her in my arms and cuddle her. Not sure why since it’s not something I usually do. It has always been just sex. A physical need to release the tension more than enjoy it but this time was different. I have never felt so good with any woman so far. Ever. Even with Caroline, it wasn’t this intense.
Truth is guilt rushes over me each time I dare to imagine my future. Each time I had a nightstand I”ve always picked a girl that looked like Caroline, but still it was her I was imagining having sex with. Now though, Ashley has managed to shut my brain and all I am focused on is her. Her moans, the way her body fluttered under my touch and my kisses, the way she has taken me and fuck, the way her pussy squeezed me. I didn”t even imagine my heart could beat so hard for someone and now I find it even worse because it”s not for Caroline that it beats. Fuck!
When Ashley’s breath gets steady and falls asleep, I sneak out of the bed. I pause and watch her, memorize every part of her before gathering my clothes and going away. I pick up her cell phone, call myself, and save her contact.
After having left a note on the kitchen island, I dress up while some pictures on the shelves catch my attention. Walking in the living room, I text Blue the address to come to pick me up.
Approaching the shelves I spot Ashley framed with her friends in Paris, she looks so happy. Then there”s several where she”s alone in so many different places I don”t even recognize. I move to the next picture where she”s little, with her mom skating. She was gorgeous even as a baby. The serenity and happiness I read in her eyes is something I”d never be able to give her.
When Blue texts back saying he”s already here, I take a deep breath and glance for the last upstairs before walking out of the door and her life.
Sipping my coffee, I wait for it to kick in. My head is already throbbing, and I”ll have a long day ahead.
“Morning, Rock. Is she sleeping?” asks Di and I cock a brow at her. “Uh-oh, you didn”t get laid, huh?”
I hold my hand up for her. “Di, stop it. Not today.”
“What happened?”
“Di,” I warn her not to continue, and she eventually scoffs and leaves me alone. Thank fuck!
Even if I”ve slept just for a couple of hours, I”ve dreamed of her, and the guilt kills me for having left that way. I”m not a guy someone wants to date, and above all, she doesn”t know who I am. If she finds out I”m pretty sure she”ll watch me as the devil because that”s what I am.
Since I spend all my day in the office at the Clubhouse, I feel the urge to stay alone and I ride back home. It”s almost three p.m. when my cell phone rings.
“What”s up Brick?” It”s his turn to look out for the ZBE and his call surprises me.
“Hey, man, a chick was looking for you.”
I pause while I chuckle out. “You should be more specific than that.”
“A sexy bomb, black hair, green eyes…” His amused voice gets on my nerves.
“Okay, got it.” I cut him off. “I”ll take care of her.”
“I can do that for you,” the cocky bastard fires back.
“You check the orders, she”s off limits for ya,” I bite, ending the call. Scrolling down on my contacts, I hit the call button.
“Hello?” Her voice is as sweet as her moans.
“Hey, Princess.”
“Rock? where did you get my cell phone number?” Her surprised voice makes me smile.
“Took it this morning, are you okay?”
“We need to talk.” Her voice gets serious. Angry even.
Fuck, she found out who I am.
“Okay,” I say while sending her my address. “Come over.” If she’s wise, in front of the gate she’ll turn back.
“See you later.” She hangs up without giving me the chance to reply.
Twenty minutes later a bike roar catches my attention. I clean my hands on a cloth, tug my gun behind in my waistband and head outside the garage. No one I know owns a red bike, but getting lost here is impossible. You need permission to get through the main gate and no one called me for it.
“You get lost?” I ask while getting closer.
The biker takes off the full-face helmet. “No, I”m in the right place.”
My mouth drops open seeing Ashley. “How did you get in?”
“Di brought me here.” I can see the sparkle in her eyes.
Di. Fuck! Now she’ll be on my neck! I mentally shake my head, focusing on the beauty in front of me. “Nice Busa, Princess.”
“Oh yes, beautiful and savage.” She caresses it as I stand by her. “You left without even waking me up, why?” Her chin moves up. Uh-oh, she’s pissed but tries to control herself.
“I don”t sleep much, and you were sleeping blissfully.”
She rolls her eyes at me. “Bullshit, try again.”
I ran away because the way I felt with you scared the shit out of me.That”s what I should have said, but my brain chooses a different path. “Look Princess, I… I don’t know.”
“Well, Rock, when you”ll get that answer, you know where to find me, or not.” She shrugs while starting the engine. “You know what?” She wears her helmet. “Never mind. Thank you for making my birthday special.” Ashley pulls down her visor and within a second, she disappears. What the fuck? She left? She really did without waiting for me to talk to her.
I try to call her but it goes right to her voice mail. Fuck my life!