Chapter 25
Chapter Twenty-Five
Blair
It took two hours and eight dresses to find the one I wanted for Fallon’s wedding. It was powder blue and simple, but I absolutely loved it. I just hoped Drea would too.
I went into the dress shop with the intention of getting something I would love, not thinking of anyone else.
But as I started trying on dresses, I couldn’t help but think of her. Would she like this one? How would it feel to have her take it off? Was this one easy to put on and slip off? Would she think I looked beautiful or would she tell me if she didn’t?
After that, every dress I tried on, I asked myself if she would like it. The employee who was working was very helpful and asked me what I liked and didn’t like about the dress. Eventually, I broke down and admitted that I was going with someone and I wanted her to like it too.
“Oh, sweetie, I wouldn’t worry. You are gorgeous, and I’m sure she will like you in anything you pick. Choose something for you,” she told me after the sixth dress I tried on.
I knew she was right, so I tried on a few more until I found the one I loved. I felt confident in it, so I knew it was the one.
After I left the store, I walked around the mall for a little while longer, stopping to grab a pretzel since I hadn’t eaten all day.
As I was heading out toward my car, I noticed a store I would’ve normally walked by without another glance, but being with Drea, I’d been doing things I’d never even thought about doing before, so why not?
I walked into the lingerie store and smiled shyly at the cashier who greeted me. I told her I didn’t need help, that I was just browsing, and I was thankful she didn’t try to insist. Perhaps she noticed my red cheeks and shy demeanor and decided to leave me alone.
I had never worn anything like these before—lacy and barely there. But I was still thinking about Drea. I wanted to do something she wouldn’t expect, and I wanted to get her reaction.
The thought of her getting so turned on just by how I looked, and fucking me senseless while wearing one of those, turned me on so much I had to clench my thighs together. I was definitely leaving this mall with two bags.
I walked around the store, taking in all the different options. The lace, the leather, the strings. It was all too much and I felt out of my element, but I had made it this far, so I was determined to at least circle the rest of the store.
I made it to the back of the store where they had things that were more up my alley. Lacey corsets and babydoll dresses. They had schoolgirl outfits and other kinds of costumes as well.
There were so many options that I didn’t know what to go with. I knew I wanted something I could be confident in, but also something comfortable.
I started looking at the babydoll styles. They looked cute and very comfortable, and I could wear them without underwear, so that could work.
They had different colors, but I felt like a forest green would be the best. Partly because I loved the color, and partly because Drea’s first compliment to me was when I was wearing a forest-green dress.
This babydoll dress was short, as I suspected it was supposed to be, and left the boobs exposed. I knew my boobs were her favorite part of me, seeing how she could never keep her hands or mouth off them anytime she was around them, so I knew this dress was the perfect choice.
I took it off the rack and headed for the counter to pay, when I stopped.
A display right before the counter had a variety of toys and other pleasurable items. A hot-pink one caught my eye.
I’d been wanting to try something like it for a while, but the idea of trying it with Drea sent a spark of pleasure through me.
I grabbed it a little too eagerly and made it to the counter. The cashier greeted me with a bright smile. “Hi, did you find everything you needed today?”
I tried to hide my blush. I wasn’t used to buying anything from a sex store. “Um, yes, thank you.”
She started scanning the items, and I couldn’t help but fidget and look anywhere else. “Oh, this is a very good choice. My partner and I have used it on more than one occasion. You’re really going to enjoy it.”
I blushed at the thought of using it with Drea. I had an idea as to what we could do with it, and now I was even more excited, in more ways than one. “Oh. Thank you,” I said nervously.
I was grateful she seemed to have picked up on my shy expression and didn’t continue to try to have a conversation as she finished checking me out.
I left the mall in a good mood and desperate to try out my new purchases.
When I got home, I immediately headed for my room and started unpacking my bags from the mall. I hung the dress I was planning on wearing to Fallon’s wedding in the closet and paused when I pulled out the lingerie I had purchased.
I stripped off my clothes and replaced them with the dress. When I looked in the mirror, it lit my whole body on fire. I looked good; more than that, I felt good. I felt sexy and could not wait to wear it for Drea. I just hoped she thought I looked as good as I did.
Thinking of wearing this for Drea, I could almost feel her fingers on my skin as she slowly slipped it off my shoulders, watching it fall to the floor.
I closed my eyes and let my hands roam over my body, wishing they were her hands instead.
I snaked them up my chest and to the back of my neck slowly, taking my time and exploring myself.
I had masturbated a handful of times since meeting Drea, but this somehow felt different. It felt tender and loving, like I was cherishing every moment.
After my hands found my breasts and I began to squeeze and tug them with more pressure the more turned on I got, I slowly trailed one hand down past my stomach and in between my legs.
I didn’t want to use any toys this time. I wanted the feeling of skin on skin, even if it wasn’t the skin of the person I craved more than anything.
After feeling my own wetness coating my fingers from just a few gentle strokes, I decided to make myself comfortable on the bed.
I didn’t lie down right away. Being at the mall and trying new things, I wanted to try a different position, so I put my forehead on my pillow and got on my hands and knees.
I’d never tried this position alone, but if I’ve learned anything from exploring my sex life with Drea, I really loved the filthy way I felt from getting fucked with anything from behind. Maybe that was just with her, but I was about to find out.
I put one hand above my head, gripping the pillow, and the other sliding down my neck and back to my breasts.
I flicked and tugged on my nipple until a burst of pleasure shot straight to my core.
I loved touching myself and feeling my reactions.
I knew my body well, and I knew the right buttons to push, but I wasn’t the only one.
From our very first time together, Drea seemed to know all the right things to get me to combust almost instantly. She knew the right things to say and the right outfits to wear. She knew how to hit the right spots with her tongue or fingers to have me whimpering and begging for more.
As I started to insert two fingers deep inside, I cried out from the sensation. I was so wet, and they went in with little to no friction. Thinking about Drea always got me so hot, but it also warmed something in my chest.
I wasn’t just falling in love with her; I was already there.
It was crazy to think about where we were in our lives just a few months ago.
I hated her, God, did I hate her! Anytime Cara mentioned her name, I would tense up and force myself not to go on a rant on how much I truly despised that woman!
Seeing her at our first meeting after not seeing her for a long time triggered some of the old anger, but it also brought out some new feelings.
On the outside, she didn’t look any different, not really.
But something about her energy drew me to her.
It was like I was blinded by my anger for so long I didn’t give myself a chance to really see her.
Something about her looked different. Maybe it was the way she looked at me, like it was the first time she truly saw me. Whatever was going on in our lives that caused us to see things differently I was beyond thankful for because it brought us to this point in our lives, together.
I moved my body up and down on my fingers as I thrusted harder and harder inside. “Fuck! Oh, yes!”
I was so close to coming I could feel it in my teeth. My muscles were tensing, and that familiar spark of pleasure was building in my lower stomach.
I slowly took my fingers out and coated my clit in my arousal. A few strokes had me screaming Drea’s name and coming all over my sheets.
“Shit!” I breathed out as I collapsed on the bed with a smile on my face.