Chapter 38 Thea #2
I nod. “Yeah it takes time, and it’s best not to get validation from others, rather from yourself on your body image.
Regardless, I mean it with my entire being that I am attracted to you Parker.
I’ll prove it.” Before he can react I’m kissing him.
His returning kiss is so tentative, and I’m the one in control.
Pressing my hand to his chest and bracing myself, I sit up higher, not breaking our kiss as I bring my other hand and run it through his hair.
I lightly pull on it, making him gasp, opening his mouth for me to play with him further.
Minutes go by and Parker has completely melted into our kissing, almost submitting to me.
That thought turns me on more. By this point I’ve fully climbed into his lap and feel his hardening cock underneath me.
I start grinding my hips against him and he whimpers at the contact.
I break away from our kiss but keep my hips moving slowly. He’s a bit breathless when he says, “Fuck, Goddess.”
Resting my forehead against his, I look into his darkened green eyes. “Now what were you saying about me finding you unattractive?” I take that moment to grind just a little harder against him.
“I…uh…was wrong. Forgive me Goddess.”
I give him a light kiss. “Nothing to forgive. We just have to work on that self-talk, yeah?”
He’s nodding enthusiastically. Doing all of that did turn me on, I actually want to go further but, he may not be ready for more. “Parker?”
“Mhm.” He’s definitely a little blissed out, I should stop moving. As I do his brows scrunch together in confusion. “Did you want to stop?” he asks.
“Only if you do. I’d like to continue if you’re comfortable with it.”
“You’re asking me?” He seems shocked.
“Yes, you.” I kiss him playfully on the nose.
“I need to worship my Goddess.” And then he’s kissing me like I’m going to disappear at any moment.
I break away to take off his shirt and my own.
I can see his insecurities coming back but I quickly move my kisses down his neck and along his soft chest. I wish he felt how I do right now about him.
As I kiss down his chest and stomach, moving lower and adjusting my position I finally see the bulge I’ve been grinding against. No wonder it felt so good.
I check in with him again as my hands hover over his waistband, and he nods.
He said he needed to worship me but today I need to worship him, show him he’s mine in every way.
Pulling his pants and underwear down, I move and take them off completely.
He’s now fully naked before me, his hard cock springing up, precum leaking in steady drops.
Leaning down, I swirl my tongue around his wet head, tasting him for the first time.
Both our scents are heavy and I’m perfuming.
I slowly begin sucking his cock, little by little, taking it into my mouth until it hits the back of my throat.
I’m out of practice, but I hold it there, swallowing around his tip, hearing his moans as I do.
Suddenly he’s pulling me off, both of us breathing heavily.
“It’s…too good. Need a minute,” he says breathlessly.
Smiling, I kiss him deeply knowing he’ll be tasting himself on me.
His hands are wandering, cupping my tits, then pinching my hard nipples, making me gasp into our kiss.
It appears it’s his turn to explore as his mouth finds its way to my nipple, sucking it greedily into his mouth.
I tilt my head back on a moan as he lightly bites it.
That spurs him on. With his mouth busy, his hand goes under my leggings and, feeling how slick I am, he moans against me.
Then his fingers are tracing circles around my clit.
My hips are moving against his hand, demanding more.
More feeling, more connection. My body is covered in a sheen layer of sweat from the heat he’s causing to build in me.
I need more. Backing off slightly, I quickly take off my bottoms and return to his lap, running his hard cock through my soaking wet pussy.
“Please,” he begs, as if he doesn’t know what for but I do.
It’s what we both need. Reaching down I angle him just right and sink down on his cock.
He has more length than girth, but it’s no less satisfying.
Our breaths are labored as I slowly move my hips.
It’s so hot. My body keeps screaming at me.
More. More. We’re kissing sloppily as my hips move faster.
His knot is inflating quickly as I’m teasing it for the both of us.
I kiss down his jaw and suck on his neck.
I want a mark on him. So he knows he’s mine, my alpha, and I’m proud of it.
More. More. My teeth scrape at his neck, not breaking skin, but he sucks in a breath all the same.
Then I slam down on his knot, triggering his orgasm as well as my own.
More. More. My teeth are sinking into his neck, marking him completely as mine.
So right. Holding him to me, I lick and suck at it.
With more strength than I thought, he pushes me off his neck and then suddenly bites my left tit.
His returning bite triggers another orgasm.
I actually feel a little out of it for a minute as a result.
He takes his time tending to the bond mark.
When he’s finished, I collapse against his chest as we’re still locked together by his knot.
I send all my pride and…caring down the bond to him.
The shock I feel in return from him doesn’t surprise me.
I was him a long time ago. He deserves to feel confident, happy, in his own skin and place in the pack.
Suddenly a wave of love and devotion are flooding the bond from Parker.
These alphas are just going to constantly make me cry if they keep doing that.
I’m holding back my tears, even if they’re happy because I’m so sick of crying.
I don’t know how much time passes, but we stay like that until there’s a knock on the door. A moment of panic rushes through the both of us, but then we hear, “It’s Keelan.”
Oh Gods did he feel what happened? I really need to learn more about having multiple bonds. I can’t ask Sophie, I don’t need to know those details from her. Liam will know.
“Come in,” Parker shouts, making me jump. “Sorry.”
Keelan walks in, shutting the door behind him quickly. He doesn’t look surprised at all. He crosses his arms and with an eyebrow raised, says, “Have fun you two?” Before a big grin spreads across his face.
“You’re not mad?”
Now he rolls his eyes at me just as I feel his love push down our bond. “Of course not. I know you’re going to bond eventually with the pack. Though I don’t think this was planned, was it?” he asks.
“Not the bond.” I then quickly clarify, “Not bonding today. I knew it would happen eventually, but doing it today was a surprise for the two of us.” I look to Parker who just nods.
Keelan looks contemplative as he strokes his beard.
That should not turn me on. “Take some time together and then get cleaned up. We have about two hours until pack dinner tonight. We need to talk about this. It’s obvious these mini heats are triggering this; Liam might know the best way forward until your actual heat arrives. ”
“Okay,” I say softly as I rest my head on Parker’s chest. Keelan grabs a blanket from the basket next to the chair and puts it around us. Well, mostly me but Parker by extension. My eyes close as I feel myself nodding off, smiling. “Thank you Teddy Bear.”
I hear Keelan grunt and Parker burst out laughing. I don’t care. I feel so good right now. Plus Keelan’s bond is radiating with affection. He likes it even if he won’t admit it.