Chapter 48
Noah falls asleep not long after the small epiphany that made me understand myself a little better.
So why Noah? What about him has me falling in love, that I let him call me out on my shit?
I don’t know the answer, and maybe I don’t need to.
All I need to do is listen and learn from him.
If I can teach him how to fly under the heavy fronds of a flogger, then I can learn how to talk through my concerns.
I know damn well I’m an excellent Dom, and I know that it’s not something I can turn off when it comes to my sexual side of loving Noah.
He doesn’t want me to; he wants me to dial down the controlling side in our day-to-day life. To let him be an equal.
I’m not sure when I fall asleep, but I wake up with my cock in the very hot, wet heat of Noah’s mouth.
My hips flex as my hands slide into his hair.
The last time he did this, he got a punishment.
What the hell was I thinking? Why couldn’t I have enjoyed it for what it was?
A great blowjob. I didn’t need to control the situation, and that’s the exact point he’s making this morning.
If he’s going to wake me up like this every day, then there’s no way I’m going to tell him to stop or take control.
His skill is second to none now, and his tight throat swallowing around my cock has my balls drawing up tight in my body. He senses it, pulls off, and shimmies up my body, emerging from under the duvet with a smile that outshines the sun.
“That was close.” He grins and leans in to kiss me. “I’m going to ride the fuck out of you.” He straddles me, lifting up to take hold of my dick and press it to his slick, soft entrance. He’s worked himself ready before starting his torture. “So, lie back and enjoy.”
The first slow slide down my length has us both groaning loudly, but when my hands move to his hips, he shakes his head and moves them to up above my head.
From this position, he can kiss me, and after a long, drawn-out tongue-tangling dance, his hips start to work, and oh my god, I lose my ability to think as his arse clenches and ripples around my dick.
“I’m not going to last, babe. You’re just too good at this.
” I pant as he releases my hands and sits up and moves up until just my head is inside his opening.
Fuck, the strength of his thigh muscles is incredible.
“Fuuuuuck!” I shout out. My orgasm comes from nowhere as he grinds down my full length.
Panting, Noah drops down onto my chest, his breaths ragged as he heaves in lungs full of oxygen. As I wrap my arms around his body, I feel his smile on my skin as he presses kiss after kiss on my pecs, then bites down on my nipple.
“Ow.” I flinch and roll him over so I’m over him. My softening dick slides free, making Noah mewl at the loss, and the sound has my dick twitching again.
He must feel it, because he laughs. “Not going to take you long to be ready again. Is that a Dom thing?”
“It’s a you’re too fucking sexy for your own good thing.” I kiss him until we’re both desperate for breath, and I roll off him.
“Was that okay? I mean, I’m not going to be punished for that?” I hate the hesitancy in his voice, the wariness in his eyes as he waits for my response.
“It was amazing, I think it may be my new favourite way to wake up. Am I going to get this treatment when we live together in my place, our place,” I correct myself.
Noah blushes at the compliment or the renaming of my flat, I’m not sure.
I like it, though, and want to see him this happy all the time.
“Are you sure? I don’t mind living here a little longer.
Your parents helped me so much to get and furnish this place.
Is moving out so quickly going to snub them?
We haven’t spent time with them since, well, you know when.
Plus, I’ve got a lease here for six months. ”
Of course, I was pissed off with their opinions and nosiness, so I’ve avoided them, and I know from Knox that Noah hasn’t been there either.
“Do you want to go and see them? I know they’ve been worried about us both.
Royal has been filling me in on all the family news, while I’ve wallowed miserably without you. ”
“We can do that, but at the weekend. I’ve got three really busy days ahead of me. I’m going to be working late every night. In fact, I need to get up and ready. What are you doing today?” Noah moves away from me to get out of bed.
“You didn’t come.”
“What, didn’t come where?” His forehead is creased with a deep frown. I chuckle at him, which only makes it frown harder.
“Um, not where, babe. I owe you an orgasm. You didn’t come when you woke me up.”
His blush is back. “Oh, um, yeah. It’s okay, you can owe me.” He tries to move again.
I pull on his arm. “No way. Get back here, boy.”
His eyes darken at the dominance in my voice. “Yes, Sir.”
“What time is your first appointment?” I wonder how much time I’ve got to make him scream out my name.
“It’s eleven-thirty, but I need to check the final drawing with him, so I think he’ll be in a bit earlier.”
As it’s only just past nine, I’ve got plenty of time. “Hmm, I think that’s plenty of time for me to get at least two orgasms from you. Get on your hands and knees, chest down, arse up and knee spread wide.”
God, just the sight of his perfect pink star has my dick rock hard.
The soft down of hair over his cheeks is hella sexy too.
Now to torment him. From the first lick of my tongue, Noah moans and sways his hips, pushing back into my tongue I can taste my cum.
My every instinct is to chastise him, to leave a bright red handprint on his perfect round arse cheeks.
But it isn’t a scene, it’s just us, and all I want to do is make him feel.
As my finger curls over his prostate, Noah’s balls pull up high into his body. I haven’t even got my cock back inside him yet. Words flow from his lips in almost a prayer. “Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me,” he mutters rhythmically.
“You want my dick inside you, boy. You want a slow fuck, me just rocking in and out of your body.” I stroke over his prostate as I ask into his ear and bite down on his shoulder.
“No, fuck no. I want to come. Fuck me hard, leave bruises from your grip, make me feel you all day long. Please, Saint. I need you.”
I’m not going to say no to that plea. A hard fuck will set us both up for the day. “You asked for it.”
I slam into him, making his legs give out and a cry burst from his mouth.
Doing just as he asked, I pull him back onto his knees and hold on to his hips.
I don’t think I’ll ever have enough of this tight heat as he clenches around me, begging for more.
His voice will be sore for the day if he carries on screaming.
Although that’s exactly what I wanted from him.
I keep him just on the edge of tipping over into oblivion until I feel the tell-tale sign of my imminent climax.
Yes, the first tingle down my spine shoots straight to my balls, and I’m not going to be able to hold on.
I reach up his body to pull him up against mine, his back to my front, and take hold of his dick and stroke him, firm and hard with a twist at the head, just the way I know he likes it. Then whisper the word to him.
“Come.”