Chapter 28 – Naturally Amazing? #2
I set the punch down and grabbed his hand.
“Come with me.” I pulled him out the doors on the other side of the cafeteria.
Axel had made each first he’d already stolen very memorable.
I wanted this one to be memorable for him.
He’d said he didn’t want to steal this next first in a dark closet.
So I pulled him into one of my favorite rooms of the school.
“What are we doing in the library?” Axel asked.
“Sh,” I said, like the ornery librarian usually would.
Axel laughed as I pulled him toward the last row of bookshelves. We walked down the row and I stepped forward, pressing his back against the shelf. And then I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him.
His hands slid down my back to my ass, pulling me even closer. He kissed me like he always did. Like he was greedy for more. And tonight I was going to give it to him.
I heard a few books fall to the carpeted floor, but I didn’t care. I just kissed Axel harder. The same way he kissed me.
It didn’t take very long for me to feel him grow hard against me.
I thought about all those times he’d woken up hard in my bed.
I’d pretended not to notice. But now I knew it was because his body had been pressed against mine.
He’d wanted me. He’d always wanted me. And it was okay that he’d already had this next first a long time ago. I’d get the rest of them.
I pulled back and put my hand on the front of his black t-shirt. It was dark in here, but there was moonlight shining in through the windows. It was enough light to make sure I saw the expression on his face. I kept running my fingers down his abs and stopped at the button on his jeans.
His Adam’s apple rose and then fell.
Yes, Axel was more experienced than me. But I still had some experience now. I knew exactly how to warm him up before we had sex. I unbuttoned his jeans, pulled down his zipper and dropped to my knees. I pulled his jeans and boxers down.
“Scarlett, are you sure...”
Instead of responding, I wrapped my lips around his tip. This was one thing I knew I was good at. One thing I could give him.
Axel groaned and his head fell back, knocking another book off the shelf.
I stared up at him as I slowly went all the way down. Well, as far down as I could go.
He cursed under his breath as his fingers tangled in my hair.
I wrapped my hand around him, but realized I was still wearing my 50s inspired gloves. I wanted to feel him. I pulled my gloves off, tucked them into the pockets of the jacket, and put my hand back. I gripped him and moved my hand in sync with my mouth.
“That feels so fucking good, baby.”
I tightened my lips and he groaned again.
“Fuck.”
I looked up at him as I moved faster, up and down.
He came quicker than I expected. But I knew how not to choke. His body shuddered. I kept moving up and down as I swallowed every ounce.
His fingers tightened in my hair once more and then slowly eased. He looked so pleased with me as he stared down at me. His chest rose and fell fast. “Jesus, Scarlett. That was amazing.”
His compliment made me feel a million times better about everything. I slowly pulled back and looked up at him.
Axel ran his thumb beneath my lower lip. “I knew that would feel good but I never expected it to feel that good. You are so naturally amazing at that.”
Naturally amazing? I laughed. “Right. Naturally.” I winked at him.
He lowered his eyebrows. “What does that mean?” He looked genuinely upset by what I’d just said.
My first instinct was to lie and tell him he was right.
That I was naturally good at it. But he wasn’t allowed to be upset here.
He’d had his dick in half the cheerleading squad.
I slowly stood up. Besides, if there’s one thing I’d learned recently, it was to not lie to my boyfriend. I’d learned my lesson about that.
“Seriously, why did you wink?” Axel asked. “You haven’t done that before, have you?”
“Um...” God, why did he look so mad at me? “When the kiss thief said he was going to steal third base, I didn’t know which way he meant. So I asked Jacob if I could practice on him.”
“You gave Jacob a blowjob?”
“I mean...more than one. Several times. He taught me to...”
“I can’t believe this.” Axel pulled up his pants.
“Why are you mad?”
“Because you had your lips around my best friend’s cock, Scarlett!” Axel shook his head and grabbed some of the books that had fallen off the ground. He shoved them back onto the shelf.
I opened my mouth and closed it again.
He slid the last book back in place and slowly turned around. “That was it, right? You didn’t go further? I know you were planning on doing it after that party...”
I shook my head. “No, we didn’t go further. But he went down on me too.”
Axel cursed under his breath. He tried to run his fingers through his hair, but couldn’t because of the gel. “I need a minute.” He turned to walk away.
“Axel.” I caught his arm. “You can’t be upset about this. I’m not mad that you’re not naturally good at going down on me.”
“You didn’t like that?” Now he just looked hurt.
“What? Of course I liked it. I was just saying I know you’ve had lots of practice...”
“What are you talking about?”
“All the girls you’ve been with. Am I happy about the huge list of people you’ve already gone to third with?
No. But I’m not going to stand here being pissed about you getting a million blowjobs before this one.
But I am going to be pissed if you’re pissed.
You’re such a hypocrite. Who cares if I blew Jacob first? ”
Axel just stared at me.
“It wasn’t like that was some grand first you were saving for me. You were so obsessed with stealing all my firsts and you already gave all yours away, Axel.”
“Is that what you think?”
“It’s not what I think. I know you have.”
“You don’t know anything, Scarlett.” He turned and walked out of the row of books.
“Where are you going?!” I ran after him.
“I said I need a minute!”
“Axel...” What the heck was going on? “Axel, stop!”
He spun around. “Did Jacob go down on you before or after I did?”
“What?”
“Did I get that first or did Jacob get that one too?”
“I did that with him after I did it with you.”
Axel just shook his head and stared at one of the bookshelves.
“I don’t understand why you’re upset,” I said. “I saved all my firsts for you and you didn’t save any of yours for me...”
“I saved all of them for you!”
“What? You...” I shook my head.
Axel stepped back toward me. “That was the first time I’ve ever gotten a blowjob.”
I shook my head again. That wasn’t possible. “But all those girls you dated...”
“I only ever made out with them in front of you to make you jealous.”
I opened my mouth and closed it again. “But Gigi just told me a few minutes ago that the two of you made love.”
“Well Gigi’s a manipulative bitch.”
“Who you said you loved.”
“It was all an act to make you jealous! Damn it, Scarlett.” He tried to bury his fingers in his hair again and couldn’t. “I only kissed anyone else because I’d already fucked up that first. I saved everything else for you.”
“I...” WHAT?! “You haven’t had sex with a hundred girls?”
“Why would I have had sex with someone else when I’ve only ever loved you?”
“So that’s a no?”
“Yes it’s a no!”
Axel was a virgin? He’d waited for me? Wait. No. He was lying. I knew he was lying. “But I saw that huge box of condoms in your room.”
It took Axel a second to realize what I was even talking about. “I give out condoms to my teammates during the season so they don’t do anything stupid that would make them miss a game. They’ve been through several boxes.”
Oh my God. “Really?”