Chapter 28 – Naturally Amazing? #3
“Yes, really. I’ve only ever wanted to be with you.”
I couldn’t believe how much I’d misread this situation. “Axel, I’m so sorry, I thought...”
“I need you to tell me the truth, Scarlett. You wouldn’t have done that stuff with Jacob if you didn’t love him. I’m not an idiot. Just...please just tell me that you’re really over him.”
I’d never seen Axel look so unsure of himself before. He was always so confident.
I reached up and touched the side of his face. “I love you and only you. We only missed out on a couple firsts.”
He lowered his eyebrows. “What other firsts?”
“First boyfriend...”
He stepped forward, slamming my back against one of the bookshelves. “Stop saying that. I was your first boyfriend.”
“We were like three...”
“I was your first.”
I smiled up at him. “I know.”
His chest was still rising and falling fast. It seemed like he was seconds away from storming out of here and punching Jacob.
I cradled his face in my hands. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know. I thought you were going through women left and right.”
Axel sighed. “So I gave away my first kiss. And you gave away your first giving of head. I’ve been beating myself up for half my life and yours was so much worse.”
I groaned. “I’m so so sorry, Axel. But you liked what he taught me...”
“Please stop talking.”
I nodded. “Done talking.”
Axel dropped his forehead against mine. “When you said I wasn’t naturally good at eating you out...”
“I just meant I thought you were so good at it because you’d had lots of practice. I really, really like when you do that.”
His lips fell to my neck. “I can’t believe you let someone else taste you.”
I didn’t even know what to say to that. And I was very distracted by his lips on my skin.
“You’re mine,” Axel said. He kissed the side of my neck hard.
“Every inch of you is mine.” One of his hands fell to the inside of my thigh.
He slowly trailed his fingers up as he kept kissing the side of my neck.
“I’ve only ever touched you.” He slid my thong to the side and shoved two fingers in me hard.
I moaned.
“I’ve only ever tasted you.” He bit the side of my neck as his fingers slid in and out of me. “Fuck, I’ve only ever stroked my cock thinking of you.” He moved his fingers faster. “Tell me, did you ever touch yourself thinking of me, baby?”
I swallowed hard. “Yes.”
“Those pictures you texted me. In that bathing suit? I fucked my hand so many nights to those.” He moved his fingers even faster. “And that little silky sleep thing you wear at night? Fuck, Scarlett. You were slowly killing me.”
“I thought you hated that.”
“It shows every single curve. I hated it because I couldn’t touch you in it.”
I wish I’d known that.
“But you look very sexy in that flannel number too,” he said.
I laughed, which made me tighten around his fingers.
He groaned. “Tell me. Did he make you feel like this?”
I slowly shook my head. No one had ever made me feel like my kiss thief had. Like Axel had.
Axel dropped to his knees, pulling one of my thighs over his shoulder. “Did he kiss you here?” Axel lightly kissed the inside of my knee.
Jacob had kissed me there. And I didn’t know what to say.
Axel lightly nipped the spot when I didn’t respond. “I’m going to make you forget that his tongue was ever inside of you.” He nipped a little higher up my thigh.
I moaned when he reached the top of my thigh.
He didn’t even bother pulling my thong down. He just shoved it farther to the side and replaced his fingers with his tongue.
I swear there were stars in my eyes. I loved hooking up with the kiss thief. But actually staring down at the top of Axel’s head while his face was buried between my thighs? Nothing compared to this. The moonlight made his homecoming king crown shimmer.
This did not seem like very princely behavior. And I freaking loved it.
His tongue swirled around me as his thumb rubbed circles on my clit.
It felt like Axel had done this a hundred times because it felt so good. But it was so much better knowing that he was just made for loving me. We fit perfectly together because we were always meant to be.
The shelf behind me tilted a bit backward and I shifted forward so it wouldn’t fall.
Axel groaned as I pressed myself against his mouth. He grabbed my ass and pulled me more flush with his face.
I moaned and threw my hand back to steady myself. I knocked over a book as I started pulsing around Axel’s tongue.
He groaned, his fingers squeezing my ass as he devoured me.
I wasn’t even sure how he kept me upright as my body shuddered. It felt amazing when he was my kiss thief. But it felt even better when he was just being him.
Axel placed one last long stroke against my wetness. And then he looked up at me.
I was having a hard time catching my breath.
He pulled me down into his arms.
I straddled his lap.
“No one else will ever touch you again. Taste you. Kiss you. Fucking look at you.”
I wrapped my hands behind his neck. “I’m all yours, Axel.” I couldn’t believe he’d saved the rest of his firsts for me too. I was excited to take the next one.