Chapter 56 Freya
FREYA
Cole looks larger than life as he looms over me.
He has one hand planted on the mattress next to my ribs, and the other is wrapped around his dick. And holy cow, is it a sight.
Thankfully, with his equally oversized hand wrapped around it, it looks less terrifying.
Nerves rattle through me at the thought of how that’s going to feel inside me. Incredible, hopefully, if it fits.
“It’s okay,” Cole rasps, his eyes lifting from where we’re about to be joined to my eyes. “I promise I’ll take care of you.”
I nod, because I know he will. It’s what he’s been doing since the very first day I turned up here.
I thought I was probably going to fail at keeping him fed in the way he’d want and that I’d be sent on my way just as fast as I’d been hired. I never in a million years expected to find anything close to this.
If you’d have told me a couple of months ago that I would get to know this incredible man and find myself falling faster than I thought possible, I would have laughed in your face.
But as it is…here we are.
My heart races and my chest heaves as I stare up at him.
Desire shoots around my body as he continues to tease me with the head of his dick, dragging it through my folds, coating himself in my juices, and circling my clit.
He’s already made me come twice tonight, but I’m just as desperate now as I was when he had me on the kitchen counter earlier.
“Still sure?” he asks, dropping his dick to my entrance and waiting there.
The muscles in his neck ripple as he fights to hold himself back. I can only imagine how he’s feeling right now. He has the kind of self-control that most people can only dream of.
“Yeah,” I say, sliding my hand up his arm beside me until I can wrap it around the back of his neck.
His entire body trembles with pent-up desire as he lowers himself to kiss me.
He’s so gentle with me, so thoughtful and caring. Every slide of his tongue against mine brings tears to my eyes.
“Please,” I whimper when he finally pulls back from my lips.
Continuing to hold himself up, he shifts our position slightly, hooking one of my legs around his waist, fully opening me for him.
Unable to stop himself, he looks down. The deep groan that rumbles in his throat when he sees us together sends a rush of heat to my core.
“We look so fucking good, baby.”
“Do it.” The words leave my lips as barely a whisper, but it doesn’t matter; he hears them loud and clear.
My gasp fills the air as he pushes in just slightly.
“Relax for me. I promise I won’t hurt you.”
“It’s just…it’s been a long time.”
He closes his eyes for a moment. “I’m a selfish asshole, baby. Because I fucking love that.”
Reaching out, I cup his jaw and rub my thumb across the stubble covering it. “Me too,” I agree.
It would have been so easy to fall into worthless one-night stands to try to boost my confidence after walking away from Rowan. But I’m glad I didn’t. All the pain and heartache were so worth it to get this moment with Cole.
He ducks down again to kiss me as he slowly pushes a little deeper inside me.
It stings, but then I think it would no matter his size.
Sure, there might be a little pink bullet in my nightstand for when the need arises, but that barely counts in the grand scheme of things.
This, though…
“Oh,” I breathe as the sensation of him moving against my walls sends pleasure shooting through my body.
“Good?”
I bite down on my bottom lip, focusing on the alien feeling of having a man inside me.
The smile Cole gives in return would knock me on my butt if I were standing. Pride fills his eyes as his muscles continue to pull with his restraint.
“You’re so tight, baby. So hot and perfect.”
His praise lights me up, and I shift my hips a little, getting more comfortable with the invasion.
He slips a little deeper and we both groan, our eyes locked.
My body burns red hot as he continues to work himself inside me slowly. He’s still got a way to go, but god, it’s so good.
The size of him, the pressure every time he thrusts forward, it has an inferno growing inside me.
“You’re going to come on my cock, aren’t you, baby?” he asks, reading every one of my tells. “Fuck, I can’t wait to feel you strangling my dick.”
I have no idea what I say in response; some garbled words spill from my lips as the slight sting of pain is almost entirely eradicated by pleasure.
Letting go of himself now that he’s almost fully seated, he shifts his hand and presses his thumb against my clit.
“Oh shit,” I cry as a whole new sensation rushes through me.
“Fuck,” Cole grunts, dropping his head to my shoulder as he sucks in deep, calming breaths.
“It’s okay,” I gasp, twisting my fingers in his hair and scratching his scalp. “You can let go.”
“No,” he says, nothing but pure determination in his tone. “Not until you do.”
He takes another couple of seconds before he fully sits on his haunches.
The sight of him. Holy freaking moly.
He’s a god.
The ink covering his skin glistens in the low light of the lamp; his muscles are taut and so freaking hot. But it’s his eyes that really get me.
The desire reflected back at me takes my breath away.
I’m bringing this incredible man to his knees, and it blows my mind.
His thumb begins moving in faster circles, and I cry out when his thrusts also pick up speed.
“That’s it, baby. You’re taking me so well. I’m almost fully inside you. Can you feel it?”
I nod frantically as my fingers twist in the sheets, my release growing hotter and hotter.
“You’re going to look so incredible when you come all over my cock. Is that what you want to do, Whirlwind? Use me for your pleasure?”
“Yes, yes, please.”
He thrusts forward, but this time, he doesn’t hold anything back. There’s a little pain, but nothing I can’t handle, and then he’s fully seated, hitting such a deep part of me that my eyes cross.
“Look at you. So beautiful, and such a good girl taking my cock so well.”
“Cole,” I gasp. “Cole. Cole. Fuuuuck, yes,” I cry as my release slams into me.
I free-fall into mindless pleasure, but that doesn’t mean I miss his low, guttural groan as he finally allows himself to let go with me.
His cock jerks inside me, ensuring my release continues longer than I’ve ever known before.
By the time I come down, my body is wrung out, my head is spinning, and there are tears leaking across my temples and soaking into my hair.
The second Cole sees them, he freezes, pure fear coating his face.
“F-Freya?” he questions, his voice unsure and scared. “Did I…did I hurt you?”
I shake my head, unable to form words. A second later, an erratic laugh bursts out of me as a million different emotions collide. There are so many, I don’t stand a chance of identifying them all. But the biggest is relief.
I bumped into the man who’s haunted my nightmares for the past couple of years, and I’m okay. No, I’m more than okay. I’m freaking fantastic.
A smile begins to appear on Cole's mouth at my reaction.
“You’re okay?” he asks, still unsure about what’s going on.
Reaching for him, I give him little choice but to fall to the bed beside me. As soon as he does, I wrap both my arms and legs around him and kiss him breathlessly.
“I’m incredible,” I finally say when I let him up for air.
“Glad to know I still have it,” he teases, his cocky smirk appearing as he pulls the condom off and tosses it to the floor to deal with later.
With a laugh, I swat his shoulder.
“There is no room for your over-inflated ego in this bed, Handsy.”
“Damn, I’d better order a bigger one then.”
I can’t help it; I giggle like a schoolgirl.
I don’t know what Cole just did, but I feel high.
“I like this look on you,” he muses, gently brushing his knuckles down my cheek.
“Oh, yeah?” I breathe. “What’s this look?” I ask, knowing full well what it is.
“Thoroughly fucked.”
“Hmm…honestly, I’m not sure I’ve ever felt quite like this before.”
His grin widens. “Careful, I thought you were trying not to boost my ego.”
I shrug. “Just the truth. There’s a chance it was just a lucky first time, of course.”
“Whoa.” He gasps, his brows tugging together. “I don’t think so.”
“No?” I ask, rolling away from him as if I’m going to get up. “I’ll believe it when I see it.”
I shriek when he reaches for me. One moment I’m about to climb out of bed, and the next I’m straddling his lap and gazing down at him.
“Hi,” I whisper, suddenly feeling a little self-conscious.
It’s ridiculous; I’ve been naked for quite a while now. But there’s something safe about lying amongst sheets. Up here, though, surrounded by nothing but air, I’m stripped bare.
“Hey,” he replies, a wide, sated smile on his lips.
Beneath me, his dick jerks, and I look down, finding him hard again between my thighs.
“Again?” I ask, desire pooling low in my belly as I think about the fact that I’m the one making him hard.
His hands massage my thighs.
“Only if you think you can take it. As much as I’d love to fuck you until you can’t walk tomorrow, I’d also like you to be able to walk tomorrow.”
“You just want to make sure I’m able to make breakfast,” I tease.
“Gotta be better than me trying to do it again.”
“You did good.”
“Don’t lie to me, baby. I did below average at best.”
“You’re being too hard on yourself. You did great. A few more lessons and you won’t need me.”
“Uh…I don’t think that is going to happen. Like, ever.”
His words make my heart happy.
“I need you, Freya. And not just in my kitchen. I need you in my bed—” I quirk a brow at him, but it doesn’t stop him. “In my life. Everywhere.”
“I like the sound of that.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah,” I confirm, rolling my hips and dragging my pussy over his dick.
“Shit, baby. You feel so good,” he groans, his fingertips digging into my hips as he helps me move. “And you look fucking insane.”
“Cole,” I groan as he hits that perfect spot.
“You’re gonna come all over my dick again, aren’t you?”
“Maybe,” I gasp breathlessly.
“Fucking love how responsive you are. Could make you come all night long, baby, and never get bored.”
“I can get on board with that.”
Releasing my hips, he reaches up and begins teasing my breasts.
“Oh god,” I moan, watching his hands working me.
I feel tiny against him, but instead of feeling insecure about it, I embrace it. It sure helps feeling his hard dick beneath me.
“Come all over me, Whirlwind, then I want you to put me inside you. I want to watch you ride my cock.”
And that is exactly what I do.
I have no idea what time it is when we finally allow our exhaustion to consume us, but it’s late, or early.
I fall asleep, sated with every muscle in my body twitching from countless releases, and wrapped up in Cole’s protective arms. Any thoughts that don’t involve him are far from my mind, exactly where they belong.