Chapter Eighteen – Jo
I yawned as I made my way up the stairs, running a hand through my hair. God, it had been a crazy shift, and I just wanted to curl up in bed and get some sleep.
Even harder than usual, too, because I hadn’t had Avda or Sasha around to keep me company. Normally, at least one of them was on at the same time with me, and I had to admit, I didn’t like being out on my own. I missed them, and I wanted to know how that conversation between them had gone; Avda had promised me that he would talk to Sasha about their kiss, and I was curious to know how it had unfolded, whether Sasha had been willing to hear him out or if they’d gone back to the antagonistic shit they’d been pulling before.
I was still trying to wrap my head around what Avda had told me, but the more I thought about it, the more it made sense that he had acted the way he did when I had told him about Sasha. He was resentful, pissed that Sasha seemed able to accept that about himself when he was doing everything he could to keep his own desires under wraps. Even harder when the guy he seemed to be crushing on was right there working with him, and he knew there was nothing he could do to act on it without giving something away.
I thought I would feel jealous of someone I was with having feelings for someone else, but with Avda and Sasha, it seemed...different. It didn’t bother me, didn’t spike my self-doubt the way I had imagined it might. I knew their feelings were different than the ones they had for me, and I couldn’t have expected them to just cram them down and ignore them as best they could.
And, honestly, deep down...there was a part of me that found them seriously hot, too. A part of me that really liked the idea of the two of them together. I knew the priority was about them accepting themselves, and how I felt about all of his really didn’t matter, but I couldn’t help but let my mind wander, sometimes, to how good they would have looked together. I already knew how hot they both were on an individual level, but together? Oh, it was enough to get me a little hot and bothered just thinking about it...
I unlocked the door to the apartment and slipped inside, expecting to be greeted by Catherine, dozing on the couch – but, instead, my jaw dropped when I saw who was waiting for me.
”Avda?” I gasped, as I stared into the kitchen, where Avda was filling up a glass of wine for me.
”Not just him,” Sasha’s voice came from behind me. I turned, to see him emerging into the living room, a smile on his face.
”What are you doing here?” I asked, so dumbfounded I could hardly get the words out.
”I came by to let off the babysitter,” Avda explained. ”Sasha and I wanted to get the place cleaned up for you, get Kyra to bed, and get some groceries in before you got back.”
”Why?” I asked, as Avda pressed the glass of wine into my hand.
”So you could relax,” Sasha replied, slipping his arm around my waist and leaning down to plant a kiss on my neck. The easy, casual intimacy sent a little shiver along my spine – but he was doing it right in front of Avda. Wasn’t that a problem?
”You didn’t need to do all this,” I told them. I couldn’t believe they had gone out of their way to take care of all of this for me – the entire apartment was sparkling, and I could see that the cupboards were just barely closed over all the food that had been loaded in there. I could have cried with gratitude – but, having them both this close to me, tears were the last thing on my mind.
”We didn’t have to,” Sasha agreed, pulling me a little closer. ”We wanted to, Jo. You deserve a chance to relax.”
”I-”
”You’ve been so kind with both of us,” Avda continued, cutting in, moving his hand to my chin and tilting my face towards him as he stood on the other side of me. ”So accepting. You’ve helped both of us come to terms with who we are...the least we could do is give you a night to relax in return.”
Having them both this close to me, God, it was electrifying. I could feel the chemistry burning in the air between us, around us, and I ached for more. Sasha nuzzled his face into my neck again, and Avda slowly sank his mouth into mine, tasting the wine on my lips. So being between these two was far more intoxicating than any merlot could ever have been...
I let out a soft moan, the warmth of their bodies on either side of me making my entire system tingle with excitement. Sasha moved his hand across my belly, teasing up the bottom of my shirt, and I swear, I nearly swooned into him. He turned his head slightly, lifting it a little, and, before I knew it, right in front of my eyes – Sasha and Avda were making out.
I gasped at the sight of it – I had never seen anything like it before in my life, but the desire that throbbed through every part of me in response was undeniable. Seeing these two men, these two gorgeous, masculine men, wanting each other, kissing each other, tongues in each others’ mouths as their hands were still on me...it was an indelible image, one that I knew had already burned itself into my memory.
”Bedroom,” I breathed to them both as soon as they pulled away from each other. ”Now.”
Sasha chuckled, but he led me the way to the bedroom - which was filled with a few soft candles, as though they both knew this was where we were going to end up. I had no idea what this would look like, having them both like this, but I knew there was no way I would be able to resist. I knew I needed them. I needed that feeling of both of them wanting me just as much as they wanted one another, and I needed it now.
Sasha guided me down onto the bed as Avda slid between my legs, reaching up to undo the buttons of my work pants and slowly inching them down my body. Sasha eased my shirt off over my head, and I suddenly felt completely and utterly exposed – I wrapped my arms around my body, and Sasha kissed my shoulder softly, smiling at me.
”You’re perfect,” he murmured.
”So fucking sexy,” Avda added, from between my legs, as he brushed his mouth up the inside of my thigh. I groaned, the pleasure getting in the way of my nervousness. If both of them wanted me, nothing else mattered. Nothing else could come close to mattering.
Sasha gently unhooked my bra, his fingertips tracing out a line across my back that shivered with goosebumps beneath his touch, as Avda hooked his fingers around my panties and began to inch them down. Even though both men were still fully dressed, I couldn’t have cared less – no, not when it felt this good.
Sasha reached down to push his hand into Avda’s hair, guiding him along my thigh slowly – I could feel his stubble against my soft, sensitive skin, and I groaned with pleasure as Sasha let his lips trail up the side of my neck again. Feeling both of their mouths on me like this, fuck, it was a kind of pleasure I had never even imagined possible before.
Avda slid his hands under my ass and pulled me to the edge of the bed, Sasha’s hand still gripping his scalp, and he looked up at me, a smile on his face and his eyes dark with desire. And, finally, not moving his gaze from mine, he planted his mouth against my pussy for the first time.
Sasha kissed me as I groaned in pleasure, doing my best to keep my voice down to keep from waking Kyra. But, as Avda swirled his tongue around my clit, it was hard for me to think straight, let alone stay quiet. Sasha’s tongue slipped into my mouth as Avda’s moved across my clit with a practiced skill, and I felt my thighs beginning to tremble, the sheer intensity of this sensation almost more than I could take.
”Fuck, that’s hot,” Sasha breathed to me, as he looked down between my legs to watch Avda going down on me. I leaned my forehead to him, trying to ground myself as best I could, trying to focus on this moment, right here, nothing outside of it, nothing that was to come next – no, nothing else could matter, not when we felt this good together.
”Let me have a taste,” Sasha murmured, and he leaned down to kiss Avda again – I could see the wetness from my pussy smeared across both of their mouths, and moaned again, my hips bucking against the air as I silently pleaded for more stimulation. Avda, as he pulled back from Sasha, flashed me a grin before he returned his attention to what he had been doing before.
But I was craving more, more stimulation, more from both of them. I knew I needed to feel a cock inside of me – it was like that need to be emanated from someplace deep within me, a raw, helpless want that took complete and utter control. As Avda traced his tongue down to my slit for a moment, I slid my hand over Sasha’s cock, feeling the hardness of it through his pants.
”You want one of us to fuck you?” he asked me, and I nodded.
”I want both of you to,” I breathed back. Sasha grazed his lips, musky with my wetness across mine.
”And you get everything you want, baby,” he assured me, as he drew Avda up from between my legs and guided us both down onto the bed. I was lying between them, facing Sasha, Avda pressed up against me from behind – I could feel his erection pressed against my ass like he was already desperate for me.
”You take her first,” Avda told Sasha, as he slid his hand down to my bare hip. ”I want to watch...”
Sasha didn’t need telling twice, taking his cock into his hand and guiding it against my slit for the first time – I was soaked, and it was easy for him to slide into me all the way up to the hilt, the fullness of it making my head spin and my jaw slacken with desire. I leaned back against Avda, who guided my hips down against Sasha, almost as though he was fucking me against his cock.
”You look so fucking good like that, Jo,” he told me, his lips grazing my ear as he spoke, the two of us watching as Sasha pushed into me deep, hard. Knowing that he was taking this in, knowing that he was getting off on it as much as I was, it was so sexy I could hardly think straight. How could I, knowing how much these men wanted me – and how much they wanted each other, too?
Sasha took his time like he was savoring every thrust into me, and then, slowly, eased himself back, leaving room for Avda to take over. And Avda didn’t wait – he arched me back towards him so that he could move into me, the different angle sending a whole new set of shimmering sensations through my body, as Sasha kissed me once more. I could feel their hands on my body, hands on each other, this want they had translated through me, and I would have done anything to make this encounter last as long as humanly possible...
We went back and forth like that for a while, each of them pushing into me deep until they were close to the edge, and then pulling back to allow the other a chance to pick up where they had left off. The pleasure came in long, endless waves for me, cresting and falling over and over again – but, as Sasha fucked me once more, and Avda reached down to play with my clit as his new lover moved inside of me, I felt the orgasm starting to build to that point of no return.
”Oh God, oh, fuck,” I moaned. Behind me, I could hear Avda stroking himself, his breath coming harder and faster as he massaged my clit and watched Sasha fucking me hard.
”You close, baby?” Sasha asked me, that cocky grin on his face like he already knew and already wanted to see me go over the edge. I nodded. I couldn’t speak. My head was a mess, all the words falling away till there was nothing left but this pure, intense pleasure...
”Good,” he groaned. And, with that, he pushed himself into me and bottomed out deep inside my pussy.
I gasped at the feel of him flooding me like that, my body spasming with pleasure as my own orgasm hit me – a moment later, his hand still on my clit, I felt Avda finish too, against the small of my back, the warmth of it dripping down my back, like he wanted to mark me too.
And I wanted to be marked by them, God, I did - I wanted them to make me theirs, I wanted them to leave no doubt in my mind that I belonged to them. I turned my head and felt Avda’s lips sink into mine, Sasha still gripping my waist and pulling me close to him like he couldn’t imagine being anywhere else. The orgasm was still pulsing through my body, thudding inside of me with every beat of my heart. I looked down, to see Avda and Sasha’s fingers interlocked against my hip, and I couldn’t help but smile. Fuck, they were cute.
But more than that, they were hot as hell. And being the one who got to share in their desire? Yeah, that was about the best thing I could ever have asked for.
I slumped down into bed as Sasha slowly pulled out of me, and, with their arms around me, I drifted off into a delicious, comfortable sleep.