Chapter 48 Emma
EMMA
Dear Bruce,
Bruce, Bruce, Bruce. Will I keep writing to you when all these renovations are done?
When some form of normalcy has returned to the Shadowhunters?
Or is normalcy over— is the crack in the world one that can’t be healed but will only widen over time, with more and more changes, until finally there is too much change to bear?
In that case, I guess I will keep writing to you, Bruce, as a silent witness to the strangeness of the times.
Sorry. I am feeling a little poetic tonight because Jem and Tessa and Kit and Mina arrived today and, well, it’s just how Jem and Tessa talk.
Being, you know, way old. And because it feels like all this business with the cursed house is in its final chapters and I don’t have any idea how things are going to be after that.
In any event we didn’t do anything about the curse today.
We only relaxed and visited with the Carstairs-Herondales, who should definitely pick a shorter name we can use for them.
Team Victorian Era? Team Time When Everything Was Very Romantic But It Took Forever To Get Anywhere?
Hm. I guess I’ll ask them for ideas, since mine are, uh, bad.
There was a complication right when they arrived.
We had picked out bedrooms for them to use and asked the brownies to make them up with sheets and towels and all that.
We checked the rooms before the guests arrived, and I’m glad we did, because the faeries had made up all the rooms for…
birds? Like, for huge, person-sized birds.
Big nests of sticks, six feet across, and branches to perch on.
Big balls of birdseed hanging from the ceiling.
So we had to ask them to redo the rooms and the brownies looked so disappointed.
(We didn’t say the guests were birds! I have no idea why they thought that!) The worst part is they did a really nice job, like, if we were being visited by giant birds they would have been very comfortable.
They still seemed puzzled when everyone did show up that Mina wasn’t a big egg. Faeries, man.
Speaking of Mina, who is not a big egg but rather a small toddler, she is extremely cute.
She is walking now, or toddling, I guess, and she says “Mama” and “Dada” and also “Kish” which apparently is what she calls Kit.
And she has a little wooden toy stele that she is constantly trying to scribble on everyone with.
Apparently Kit has been learning runes and Mina wants to learn them too.
We should have gone straight into curse breaking, but to be honest we were just having a nice time hanging out.
Tessa and Jem are very easy to spend time with, which is great given how high-strung most of our other friends are.
I suppose once you’ve gone through all that’s happened to them, it takes a lot to upset you.
Just the way Jem talks about the curse makes me feel more reassured that we’ll be able to fix it, even though we don’t really know what we’re doing or what’s gone wrong so far.
They seem impressed by the house, also, which makes Julian look all proud of himself in a highly adorable way.
Tessa said the last time either of them were here was after Tatiana was arrested and sent to be an Iron Sister, and they were searching it for demon stuff.
(Most of which, she admitted, they clearly didn’t find.
It seems obvious from the way she talks that they didn’t understand how dangerous Tatiana actually was until it was too late—I really want to ask her about it, but it seemed a dark topic while we were all having a good time.) Jem told us the house was already in bad shape way back then, but Tessa said she saw the house once “in its prime” at a ball, and then she blushed a little.
Whatever happened during the ball must have been pretty impressive if she’s blushing about it one hundred thirty years later!
Of course there’s still the overall shroud of heavy memory that hangs over the place, and no amount of new paint and replaced windows can help.
That’d be the curse, of course. Still, it felt cheerier this evening than it ever has before.
For the first time I felt a little like it was our house and friends had come to visit and it was surprisingly nice and ordinary.
As long as I didn’t think about what’s going on with the Clave
One concern within the house: Kit. He hung out with us most of the day, but he was really quiet, for him, and a couple of times he excused himself to go take a walk in the garden.
Julian said he thinks Kit broke up with his girlfriend and maybe he’s sad about that, but I don’t know.
He was jumpy whenever any of the builders were around and kept a close eye on them.
Round Tom introduced himself and Kit nodded, but he didn’t introduce himself back or say much of anything else.
I mean, you can hardly blame him. His relationship to faeries, and Faerie itself, is complicated.
According to Tessa, Cirenworth is very tightly warded against faerie incursions, and even the town and the roads nearby are protected.
Magnus and Catarina made sure of it. So this would be one of the first times Kit has been around faeries since the big battle outside Alicante.
Even though these faeries are safe, it must be weird for him.
But you know Kit. Even at the best of times, he has this aura about him like he doesn’t want to answer any questions about himself.
Today he’s been out front, watching the faeries in the garden—it could be he’s worried about them, or maybe he wants to join them?
I don’t know. Maybe Julian or I can get him to open up a little while he’s here.
Or maybe I’ll get a moment to ask Jem or Tessa if they know what’s up.
So that’s all from me for now, Bruce. Tomorrow we break a curse! I hope!
Emma