Chapter Five Carden #2
Carden gave him a look, and Marius laughed again. Carden liked hearing Marius laugh. It invited you to share his amusement. It seemed this man didn’t have a single mean bone in his body.
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“I usually don’t put out on the first date,” Marius said as he parked his blue everyday car in front of Carden’s building.
“Liar. We had sex the first time we met.”
“Ah, but that is different, because that was meant to be a one-night stand. One-night stands don’t count as dating, Carden,” Marius replied.
“So, what you are saying is, after a month of imagining the most wicked things we could do together, you’re just going to drive home and do what? Masturbate to thoughts of me naked? Instead of being, you know, with me, also naked?”
Marius groaned. “I might make an exception to my usual dating rule.”
Carden smiled sweetly. He had perfected that smile. It was the one he liked to use when he wanted something or when he wanted someone. Pretty and vulnerable did the trick more often than not.
“I wouldn’t want to corrupt you. Morals are important.”
“Fuck,” Marius said, and then he curled his fingers around Carden’s neck gently and pulled him close.
Carden had expected something more aggressive, so he wasn’t prepared for how tender and sweet the kiss was.
It was a slow seduction. It made Carden’s pulse speed up and made his heart flutter in his chest.
He licked his lips once Marius pulled away. Marius was watching him.
“Come home with me,” Carden said; it wasn’t a question because he didn’t really want to give Marius the chance to say no to him. He would accept it, of course he would, but he really wanted Marius to say yes. He wanted Marius naked and hard and pressed against his own naked body.
“I’ve been thinking about you a lot,” Marius said.
“Yeah, that’s good, because I’ve been thinking about you a lot too.”
“I want you, and I think that’s pretty fucking obvious,” Marius continued.
“Yeah, same,” Carden said.
“But-”
Carden pressed a finger against Marius’ soft lips. “But is not a good word to start a sentence with, Marius.”
Marius pulled Carden’s hand away from his face gently. “But it makes me wonder why someone like you would want to be with someone like me.”
“You didn’t seem like someone with low self-esteem when you fucked me into the mattress or flirted with me or danced with me at the club.” In fact, he had seemed very confident and self-assured then, and that had been sexy as hell.
Marius ran a hand through his black hair, messing it up.
It gave him that just-out-of-bed look. “I’m usually not, but the dancing and sex, that was the one-night stand.
There were no expectations except having a good time, and I like sex and am good at it.
I know a lot of people want to fuck someone semi-famous. ”
“You think that is what I’m after? Some famous boyfriend who could be my sugar daddy?”
Marius grabbed his hands and squeezed gently. Carden took a deep breath. He needed to calm down. He didn’t want to fuck this up before it even started.
“No, no, this isn’t about you. It’s about my own insecurities when it comes to someone as handsome and talented as you.”
Carden frowned. “Well then, what do you want me for then? I mean, you are on your way to becoming rich and famous. That waitress totally knew who you were. What do you want me for? Arm candy? Someone who looks pretty on the red carpet and in photo ops?”
“What? NO!”
“Okay, good. Now that we’ve cleared that all up, wanna come upstairs with me? To do dirty things naked together?”
Marius laughed. “Yeah, totally.”
“Good,” Carden said and threw the car door open.
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Carden had expected the frenzy from last time, and he didn’t even know why.
Nothing about tonight was like last time.
Carden had lost his shirt pretty much the second he closed the door behind them.
Marius had him pressed against the closed door of the studio, but his kisses were unhurried, like he had all the time in the world to map out Carden’s mouth.
And once he was done with that, he would just move on to other parts of Carden: his neck, his shoulders, his chest, and his stomach.
Only to come back to Carden’s lips again.
It was slow and warm, and Carden loved every second of it.
He felt cherished, worshipped even, and then Marius sank to his knees and looked up at him.
Carden reached out to smudge Marius’ eyeliner with his thumb.
“Wanna suck you,” he said, but it was kind of a question too.
Carden nodded, because yes, of course Marius could suck his cock. Carden was dying for Marius to do it. To feel his pretty, hot mouth around his hard length.
He watched as Marius nuzzled at his still-covered dick and then opened and pulled down his jeans. Right along with his underwear.
“Everything about you is pale pretty or pink pretty,” Marius said, but Carden didn’t think he was talking to him; it seemed Marius was talking to himself.
Carden glanced down at his cock. It was his cock. He’d seen it a million times and didn’t really pay attention to it in his everyday life, but he looked now. Really looked. It was flushed a pretty pink.
He wanted to say something, but then Marius kissed the tip, and thoughts fled his head.
He could only stare as Marius kissed, licked, sucked, and worshipped his cock.
His fingers found their way into Marius’ hair, just to have something to anchor him.
Marius hummed, and it sent pleasure down Carden’s spine.
He could barely keep his orgasm at bay. It was embarrassing how close he already was.
“Gonna come,” he got out, and Marius hummed and then pulled away slightly. Carden could still feel Marius’ breath on his cock; every little exhale made him shudder and his cock twitch.
“Yeah,” Marius said. “I’d like to see you come.” And he went right back to sucking Carden off.
Carden bit his lip when he came and felt boneless after. His legs were a bit shaky too. He was glad he had the door at his back. Marius leaned his head against Carden’s stomach, and Carden could feel his harsh breaths against his skin. Tiny puffs of hot air, a staccato rhythm of want.
He ran his fingers through Marius’ hair and then down his neck. For some reason it felt possessive to him. He didn’t want Marius to leave. At all. Ever.
Marius looked up at him. “You look gorgeous when you come.”
Carden felt himself blush. “I wanna ride you,” he said. Blurted out really.
Marius grinned. “Yeah.”
“Bed,” he said, but neither of them moved for a whole minute as Carden massaged Marius’ neck.
It didn’t really matter; they would get to the bed eventually.