Chapter 15 Knox #2
“You won’t hurt me.” She kisses my back, and her tongue comes out for a taste. “Let me take your pain away like you did mine…please let me do this for you.”
The word please has me turning around and lifting her in my arms as I walk us to the shower. Her legs wrap around me as her mouth focuses on my neck. Turning the water on, I pull us under as her teeth scrape my skin.
“Harder. I need to feel you.” Her mouth sucks and pulls my flesh, biting softly at first but going deeper the more I encourage her. I want to feel pain…anything to dull the storm inside me and to take away all the other emotions that want to rise.
Pressing her against the slick tile wall, my fingers dig into her hips as I let her mark me until the need to touch her becomes unbearable.
“Hang on.” I bark out the order as her legs tighten around my waist. Grabbing both her wrists in my hand, I hold them above her head, exposing her breasts to me as I feast and sate the beast inside of me.
The shower rains down as I lick and suck the perfect tits in front of me. Her pink nipples are hard and tight as I pull them deeply into my mouth. Every moan and whimper from her only fuels my pent-up desire.
Her pussy starts to rub against my cock as I reach between us and press my tip into her opening before filling her hard in one thrust.
I silence her cry with a kiss as I pour all my emotions into her, letting her take all the bad away. She matches my passion with her own as her heels dig into me, meeting my thrusts and taking me deeper.
Dropping her wrists to get a better grip, I hold her ass in my palms as I sink into her pussy over and over again.
Her slick walls slide against my cock, and without a condom, everything is heightened to a whole new level.
I’ve never once gone bare, and once again, I can’t seem to keep a single rule with her.
My only focus at this point is getting to feel this sweet pussy surrender to me.
Slick with water, her body slides against mine. Each rub of her breasts against my chest sends jolts of pleasure shooting through me as I take her harder.
“I’m going to…” Her words die off as her orgasm tears through her, feeling her walls pulse around me. My name passes through her lips on a cry, and something deep inside knows I’ll never be okay if it’s ever another.
I make sure she’s fully satisfied before pulling out, and shooting ribbons of cum between our joined bodies as I groan from the force. My chest heaves against her as I watch the water rinse away the last evidence of how much of a selfish bastard I am.
Reality comes crashing down hard, and suddenly, I feel ashamed that she saw that part of me. I slowly lower her and grimace when I see the red marks on her hips and breasts.
“Fuck, Savi. I’m sorry.” I can’t even look at her as I swallow down the shame I feel.
“You have nothing to be sorry for. These marks don’t hurt, Knox. All I see when I look at them is how good it felt to be needed by you.”
Putting my hands on the wall, I stand under the shower with my back toward her—suddenly exhausted from the weight I always carry.
“When are you going to realize that you don’t have to hold all this pain on your own?” She lays her hand gently on my back and softly places a kiss against my skin.
“Pain is the easy part,” I admit quietly. “It’s the guilt that eats me alive.”
“Then maybe it’s time we figure out a way to let some of it go.”
“This isn’t your problem, sunshine.”
She slips in front of me as her arms wrap around my neck.
Waves of wet, dark hair cover her breast, and her makeup has long been washed away.
She’s breathtaking and easily the most beautiful sight I’ve ever seen.
She has a way of looking at me that almost makes me believe there’s something good in me that’s worth finding again.
“What happened to me wasn’t your problem either, Knox,” she shakes her head sadly.
“Yet, you held my pain for me that day, and did everything you could to make it better. Even after all these years, you are still here, taking it all away.” She places her hand over my heart, and the tattoo that means the most to me.
“I know it’s not my problem, but I’m here asking you to let me take some of it away. ”
“That’s a lot to ask of me. I don’t let people in.” I brush her hair over her shoulder and slide my fingers around her neck as my thumb strokes over her slender throat. It’s becoming harder and harder to be near her without feeling the need to touch her.
“Tell me something I don’t know.” She rolls her eyes and tries to make light of the situation, which works when I feel some of the tension melt away.
“You aren’t going to like what you hear,” I warn her, taking the shampoo off the shelf. “Turn around,” I say softly.
When her back is to me, I start washing her hair. It’s the most natural thing in the world for me to take care of her, and it’s one of the few things that make me feel good.
“Mmm,” she moans when I massage her scalp. “You have magic hands, Stone.”
“I know.”
Her elbow juts out behind her, and I dodge it as a smile finds its way through my darkness.
“You are also good at distracting me, which isn’t going to work this time. When you are ready to talk about what upset you earlier, I’m here. Since you proved yourself tonight in the bedroom department, I won’t be going anytime soon.”
“Good to know,” I chuckle. “It would be a shame if you were to leave so soon because I haven’t even begun to show you what I’m capable of making you feel,” I whisper in her ear before smacking her perfect ass, causing her to yelp. “Turn around so I can rinse you.”
“So bossy,” she grins.
“Sunshine, you have no idea,” I laugh, feeling lighter than I have in years.
I ignore the fear that wants to creep in when I think of telling her about my past. I’m worried that when she learns the truth, it will be too much for her, and she’ll run.
What terrifies me the most, though, is becoming him if I lose her.