Chapter 20 #2
“Yes.” His reply shoots lust straight to my groin. I have to grip my base to keep from shooting at knowing I’ll be the first person to ever be inside him.
And as if Eli hasn’t worked me up enough with his words, he throws out another bomb. “You’re already my first kiss,” he mutters, his eyes shifting to anywhere but me.
I grab his chin and force his gaze onto me. “I’m your first kiss? You’ve never kissed anyone else before?”
“So what about it?” Eli answers with a glare.
“Why are you so defensive? Do you think I’m going to think less of you for never having kissed anyone before?”
The hesitation in his eyes tells me the answer. “Well, are you?”
“Fuck no, baby. If anything, I want to scream off the rooftops that I’m the first and last person you’ll ever kiss—the only person you’ll ever be with. You’re completely mine, and I don’t plan on ever sharing you.”
“Oh,” he breathes, his pupils dilating.
“You’re my first, too,” I tell him.
The look he gives me is full of such disbelief that I’m laughing. “You are,” I say, still smiling. “I’ve never done anal before.”
“Oh,” he repeats. “Is that something that turns you off?”
I give a pointed look at my raging cock. One touch and it’ll probably explode.
“Baby, if anything, I’m going to come the second I’m inside of you.”
His eyelashes flutter when he gives me a sweet smile. “I like it when you call me baby.”
“Yeah? I can call you that as much as you want.”
I push him onto his back and repeat the term of endearment over and over until he’s giggling.
“I’ll make sure it’s good for you,” I say when the laughter stops and our erections are too hard for us to ignore.
“I trust you,” he tells me, and that solidifies my determination not to hurt him.
I’ve never done anal before, but I’m sure I can figure it out. I just have to listen to Eli’s cues for what feels good for him, and I know something he enjoys a lot.
Grabbing one of my pillows, I flip Eli onto his stomach and slide it under his hips.
“What are you doing?” he asks over his shoulder.
“I might as well take all your firsts today,” I reply and spread his cheeks. I’m going in headfirst and feasting before Eli can react.
Whatever words he had on the tip of his tongue turn into sexy moans that echo inside my bedroom. They spur me on, and I’m working my tongue inside his twitching pucker.
It’s cute the way his hole trembles around me. I know it’s going to feel so fucking good around my cock. I’m driven with lust as I work him open fast, needing to get inside of him sooner. I work a finger into that tiny hole of his.
He’s so tight, I wonder if I’ll even be able to fit inside. I try going in deeper, but stop when I notice he’s shaking.
“Have you played with your hole before, baby?” I ask.
He says something in reply, but it’s muffled by the pillow covering his face.
“Baby,” I say and use my free hand to smooth up his back. It elicits a delicious shiver from him, but also serves to get him to look at me.
“I’ve tried using my fingers before,” he admits shyly.
“Your experience—however much or little you have—is nothing to be ashamed of,” I tell him firmly so that it gets into that pretty head of his.
I wait for him to nod before continuing, “I’m so fucking lucky to be the first person to see this side of you, but I want to make sure I don’t hurt you.
So don’t hold back. Tell me if it doesn’t feel good. ”
“It does, but I don’t like not being able to see you,” he admits.
“That’s an easy fix,” I say with a smirk and flip him over.
I rub and kiss up his soft skin to help him relax, and he’s quick to hug me. I don’t kiss him on the mouth, since my tongue was just up his ass. Eli doesn’t seem to care, though, and pulls me down for a kiss anyway.
“I’m okay now,” he says, looking much more at ease. He’s not shaking anymore, which I take as a very good sign.
“Tell me if anything makes you feel uncomfortable,” I say and grab the lube and condoms from my bedside table.
He eyes the items but nods. The gel is cold, so I take my time warming it up with my fingers before sliding a digit inside of him. Eli winces at the initial intrusion, but he adjusts more easily this time. He grabs one of my pillows and tries to cover his face with it, but I stop him.
“I want to see you. It’s one of my favorite things, you know?” I tell him.
“Watching your partners in bed?” he scoffs. “Why are you even thinking about other people right now?”
“No, watching you. It doesn’t matter the time or place, you’re always making the cutest expressions. Whether it’s the glare you used to don exclusively around me, or the way you purse your lips in your sleep—”
“I do not do that!”
“You totally do. It’s cute, really. You smack your lips too, like you’re dreaming about munching on something delicious.”
Eli grumbles and presses his nose to my pillow.
“I’m never sleeping with you again,” he mumbles.
“Just admit it, you love sleeping with me. You sleep like a baby when you’re in my arms,” I tease.
He mutters something else that’s unintelligible. It doesn’t really matter anyway, since Eli is soon too busy moaning to speak.
I manage to get two fingers inside him while he’s distracted, and it doesn’t take long for me to find a spongy organ. I crook my fingers and hit the spot again, and Eli moans louder into my pillow.
He tries to cover his face again, but I stop him. “Don’t hide from me.”
Eli is blushing, but he complies and brings the pillow down to his chest again. He’s self-conscious, but that just means I have to work harder so he doesn’t have time to worry.
I take his cock in my hand and stroke in rhythm with the thrusts of my fingers.
“Nathan,” he moans my name so deliciously. His hips buckle, and his eyes almost roll to the back of his head. He looks so fucking erotic that precum is leaking down my length. My dick wants to join the party, but I ignore it and focus on making Eli feel good.
“More,” he whispers, and I’m more than happy to give him another finger.
“You’re so tight, baby. You’re going to feel like heaven wrapped around me,” I murmur and admire the way his hole takes my fingers. His ring is swollen and pink from the stretch, and my dick throbs with need.
“You’re going to take me so well, baby. You’re going to look so fucking perfect on my cock, and I’m going to be the only person who ever gets to see you like this.”
Eli’s eyes are shining with lust as his hips grind down on my fingers. He lets out a deep moan as his dick pulses, but I release him before he comes.
“Fuck, Nathan,” he whines. “I was so close.”
He rocks his hips to try to get more friction, but I stop them.
“I want you to come when I’m nestled inside where I belong,” I tell him.
“Then hurry the fuck up,” he demands and wraps a leg around my waist to pull me down to him.
I chuckle and quickly slip on a condom. When I line myself up, all of Eli’s bravado seems to be replaced with nerves.
Pressing a kiss to his forehead, I murmur, “I love you.”
The nerves melt away and are replaced with a soft smile that tempts me into a kiss.
“Tell me if it hurts, and I’ll stop,” I say when the kiss ends.
“You better not,” he shoots back, my sassy man back in action. He hooks an arm around my shoulder as if telling me he’s not letting go. “I was promised an orgasm with you inside me, and you better deliver. I don’t date liars.”
I smile. “That settles it,” I say and slowly push inside. “I can’t let anything get in the way of my title as Eli Madison’s boyfriend.”
He rolls his eyes, but there’s a smile on his lips. I like that I can make him stop being his in his brain and focus on the moment—focus on me.
I’m still inching inside. He’s so fucking tight I have to stop every few seconds to give him time to adjust. Eli’s brow wrinkles, and I stroke his cock to distract him.
I watch his expression closely, so I see the moment when he starts feeling good. The flush never leaves his face, and his eyes are still watery, but his expression relaxes.
His hips roll too, pushing me further inside until I’m all the way to the hilt. I hiss at how good it feels. It doesn’t help that Eli’s making the most erotic expression as he looks at me, and every time he grinds his hips, a jolt of pleasure goes down my spine.
“God, it’s even better than I imagined. You’re so fucking perfect for me, baby,” I say and steal his lips. I try to stay still to give Eli time to adjust, but he’s the one grinding down harder and making it very difficult to keep my cool.
Eli moaning my name is almost my undoing, but his words are the real killer. “Need you to fuck me like you mean it.”
My cock throbs. He’s making it impossible to take my time.
“Just for the record, you asked for it,” I breathe onto his lips.
Eli opens his mouth, probably for another snarky comeback, but all that comes out are screams of pleasure as I pull out and thrust hard back into him.
Two thrusts are really all it takes for Eli to get what he wants. He’s coming hard on my cock, twitching so fucking good around me that it sends me into my own orgasm.
I take his lips and kiss him through the shockwaves. The kiss slows and turns languid as we both cool down.
“That was fucking awesome,” Eli murmurs. “We’re so doing that again, and often.”
I laugh and kiss him again and hold him tight. How can one person be so precious?