Chapter 12
Rowan
This was happening. It was actually happening. Or I was having the most amazing fever dream.
I didn’t know what I expected. Nothing really, since I’d never expected Reid to be interested. Maybe I thought he would just take what most alphas wanted and be on his way?
I didn’t expect him to help me sip more water slowly, then help me out of the bed. The sheet fell off my hips, as I stood, exposing my naked body to the elements. The air was cold, but my body was electrified.
Reid’s gaze roved over my body, and he let out appreciative growl.
I knew I looked good. I worked out almost as much as the team did, since I had access to their workout room.
My legs were toned, my thighs bulging with muscles, and my butt—it rivaled any of the other guys on the team.
That didn’t stop me from worrying that maybe Reid might prefer a different type of omega.
Maybe one with a little more roundness to them.
Reid cupped my cheek, his fingers threading into my hair.
I leaned into his touch. The heat of his palm on my skin was like an accelerant, and my cock jerked, begging for his touch.
My body swayed as I tried to get closer to him.
Reid put a hand on my hip to steady me. Everywhere he touched just fanned the flames and made me ache with want.
“Easy. Let’s get into the shower.”
“Mhmm, want you,” I said. I licked my lips and leaned into him again, seeking out the taste of him.
His grip tightened. “I know. You’ll have me. But I think a shower will help. I promise, I’ll take the edge of once we’re in there.”My hips jerked, and precum beaded at the tip of my cock. I put a hand to my shaft and stroked.
Reid gripped my wrist, stopping my movements. “Not yet, kitten.”
I couldn’t help it, I whined.
Reid let out a rumble of laughter that vibrated through me, which didn’t help. It was like every cell within me was lit up like a circuit and he was my power source.
We stepped into the bathroom. I didn’t bother to take in my surroundings, all I cared about was watching Reid.
The entire background faded into a blur, and I only saw him.
He turned on the shower, and as it warmed, he removed his clothes.
Clearly he was affected by my heat, because his cock was large and rock hard.
I went to him and tried to drop to my knees, I wanted to taste him, but he caught me by my armpits and held me up. “Not yet,” he said.
I whined, but he stopped the noise by putting his mouth on mine.
Now the whole world truly faded away and all there was was him. His lips on mine, his tongue coaxing my lips open.
I barely noticed when he walked us into the shower, but then there was water cascading over us.
Still my lips never left his. He was firm in the way he kissed, sure of everything, just like he was on the ice or coaching.
I let him lead, let him position me exactly how he wanted. I simply enjoyed the ride.
I didn’t know how long we spent kissing, exploring and tasting each other, but all too soon his lips were off mine, and then he was dropping to his knees.
I put my hands on the wall to keep from falling to the floor with him. I wanted more of his mouth on mine, but then his mouth was on my cock and I wanted that, too.
He worked quickly, with more finesse than I would have had in my limited experience. He licked up and down my length, then closed his mouth over the head and hollowed out his cheeks, and he sucked and flicked his tongue on the underside of my cock.
It had been too long since my last release, and I had been holding back this heat for too long.
Plus, it was Reid in front of me. Perfect, unattainable Reid. On his knees worshipping me like I deserved his attention. Like I was precious.
Maybe I was. At least in this moment.
Precious to him, like he was truly my alpha who was spending my heat with me because that was what he wanted and not just because we were victims of circumstance.
His eyes flicked up toward me, and he cupped my balls.
The way he looked at me, like I truly was precious, sent me over the edge. I could almost believe that I deserved this, that I was worthy of his attention.
I meant to warn him when I was going to blow, but it came on too fast.
He swallowed down my release and sat back, looking up at me with his face dripping from the warm water. He smiled.
“Better?”
I nodded. “Amazing,” I said.
“We’re just getting started.”
After washing me gently, then drying me with the fluffiest, warmest towel in existence, Reid guided me toward the bed. My heat had been satiated temporarily with the orgasm, but it was quickly coming back.
I reached for Reid’s cock, but he grabbed my wrist. “Shhh, patience.”
I whimpered, a noise that in any other moment would be pathetic. “I want you. Please. I can please you.” I really didn’t know that for sure. I had no idea what I was doing, but what I lacked in experience I more than made up for in enthusiasm and desire. I wanted this. With Reid.
I’d never wanted to share my heat with anyone before now.
Reid laid me down carefully and spread my legs. He kneeled before them and hefted my legs over his shoulders and buried his face in my groin.
“Oh fuck!” I shouted when his tongue met the space between my balls and my hole. His fingers circled around my entrance, then his tongue. Then he was carefully opening me, alternating between putting a finger inside me and his tongue.
“Oh! Oh!” I squeaked, and my legs quaked. I’d never been touched like this. Reid didn’t seem to be rushing in any sort of way, even though I wanted him to.
I desperately wanted him inside me, filling me up. For now, I’d settle for his tongue and two fingers. When he grazed the spot inside me that had never been touched by another person, my hips shot off the bed, and I shouted. My cock leaked precum, and my hand went to my shaft.
“Oh, Reid,” I moaned out his name again and again as I thrashed. “Please, please, I want you inside me so bad. So bad it hurts.”
My hole clenched around his fingers, then they were gone and I was empty again. I let out a whine.
“Easy, kitten, I’m just getting a condom.”
Reid sheathed his cock as I watched.
“I’m on the pill, too. There are still risks, but I can take the—”
“Shh, we’ll worry about all that later. I trust you, and I promise to keep you safe.”
“Thank you,” I said. “I’ve—I’ve never done this before.” I bit my lip, looking away from him. I didn’t want to see the disbelief in his eyes. I knew the impression that I’d left on him all those years ago, and it wasn’t that of a blushing virgin.
“I’ll take care of you, always.”
He couldn’t mean it. But fuck, how I wanted that to be true.
His hand cupped my cheek, and I turned to face him.
His body settled over mine. His sheathed cock pushed at my entrance.
My body opened for him like he was the key I was waiting for.
He entered me slowly, letting my body adjust. I moved my hips, drawing him deeper into me.
His thick cock filled me so completely, I thought I might combust from the pleasure of it.
And then he moved.
His hips rocked gently, his cock moving in and out of me with a desperate slowness that drew out the pleasure in torturous tugs.
“Faster,” I pleaded. “More. More.”
Reid’s lips captured mine, swallowing my pleas. He kissed me like he meant it. Like I meant more than just the heat.
He moved quicker. His hips slapping against mine, and he thrust into me. His cock grazing against that spot inside of me that made me see stars.
Before I knew it, those stars were getting closer, my release within reach. My back arched as I chased the pleasure that Reid gave me.
His mouth left mine, and he latched onto my neck, sucking on the skin there.
My release slammed into me, my cock spurting cum between us. Reid’s thrusts became more erratic, then he slammed into me one last time. His hot cum filled my channel.
My heat satiated, temporarily.
I stroked a hand down his back as our breathing slowed. “Holy shit,” I said.
He chuckled. “Indeed. There’s more of that, or there can be.”
“There is?”
He nodded. “I can make it better for you. Slower. Different positions. All the things.”
I knew this, of course I knew this. But I couldn’t imagine it getting better. “Show me.”
And he did.