Chapter 12
I didn’t know what possessed her to slide her sexy ass astride my lap, but I was grateful. My dick had been begging to feel her insides for the past two weeks. From the first moment I saw her, I knew she was the one for me. However, I knew she was using me right now to make herself feel better. She could use me the fuck up. “Denishia, damn,” I said when we separated our kiss.
I slid my hands up and down her back as she rested her forehead on my shoulder. Finally, she said, “Ugh! I’m sorry.”
She tried to slide off my lap, but I held her in place. “Where you going, and what are you apologizing for?”
She wiggled away from me and slid to the couch. “I just took charge. I can be aggressive at times, but I didn’t consider how you felt about me being on you like this.”
I frowned and stared at her like she was crazy. “I been trying to get with you since I first met you. How you think I feel about this moment? Shiiiid, I’m the happiest I’ve been since I’ve been in town. Get your ass back up here.”
She gave me a small smile then swung her leg across me again as my hands went to the small of her back. The way she was staring at me, it was like she was saying, “Fuck me, Zeke.”
I licked my lips and watched her eyes dip to my tongue. Leaning in, I kissed her neck and licked her earlobe as she moaned. I wanted to grab her ass so bad, but I didn’t want to assume that she wanted to go there. All doubt went out the window, though, when she rolled her hips against me slowly. My dick was already hard, but just that had him leaking. I slid my hands to her ass slowly and gripped it as I closed my eyes.
I couldn’t help but emit a moan as I imagined her hot shit coating my dick. Taking it to that point would be totally up to her. I didn’t want her to feel like I was taking advantage of her vulnerable state. I leaned back on the couch and stared at her as she subtly ground her hips on me. I literally wanted to allow my eyes to roll to the back of my head. Her gaze never wavered.
I was feeling rough as fuck and wanted to grab her ass by that piercing between her nostrils and stick my tongue and dick in the main three orifices of her body. Savage mode couldn’t be getting activated already, but she was taking me there. Finally, she asked, “What are you thinking, Ezekiel?”
“How hot your pussy is. What about you?”
“How I want to let you find out just how hot it can get.”
My eyebrows lifted slightly as she pulled her T-shirt over her head. I was stunned for a moment. I wanted to question her actions, but at the same time, I didn’t. I didn’t want her to overthink this moment, and questioning her could possibly cause her to do that. Plus, I wanted to feel just how hot her pussy could get too.
I licked my lips as I watched her reach behind herself to unfasten her bra. When the straps slid off her shoulders and it dropped between us, I sat up and lowered my mouth to her hard nipple. I loved her milk chocolate complexion, but these Hershey kisses she had for nipples were attractive as hell. She was going to have me overdosing on her tonight. There was no way I would be able to take her back to her hotel room tonight. Not after this.
She placed her hands on either side of my head, allowing her nails to slide along the back of it. A chill slithered up my spine, and I wanted to flip her onto this sofa and fuck the shit out of her. I knew I needed to take my time though. This woman was opening up to me in ways I thought would take weeks. She was saying that she trusted me with her heart, and I would do my absolute best not to let her down. I could only hope she didn’t regret this moment later.
At least I knew she wasn’t inebriated yet. She’d only consumed a small glass of Crown Black, and it was only half full. She had only taken a couple of sips from her second glass. When I released her nipple and stared up at her, she was staring at me. My eyes quickly scanned her erect nipples, then I pulled my shirt over my head. She slid her long nails down my chest, and before I could even think about what I was doing, I gripped her neck.
I released her just as quickly, but surprising me, she grabbed my hand and brought it back to her neck. Shit! I gripped it once again, and she allowed her head to drop back. She released a moan that had me trying to get into her pants with only one hand. Without breaking her focus on what she was feeling, she brought her hands to her waistband and unbuttoned and unzipped her jeans. When I pulled at them and realized they were stretchy, I slid my hand inside, going straight for her trigger.
She opened her eyes and lowered her head, staring right at me as I massaged her pearl. Her lips were parted, and her breathing was heavy but steady. I wanted to move faster, but her gaze had pinned me to the fucking sofa. When she began rocking, I couldn’t help but slide two of my fingers inside of her. “Fuck… your pussy hot as shit, baby.”
“Mmmm,” she moaned, allowing her head to drop back.
She was quieter than I expected during this moment, but the intensity of it was a lot stronger because of it, it seemed. I couldn’t take the limited access though. I pulled her legs to where her feet were flat on the sofa, then placed my hands at her waist to lift her to a standing position. I began pulling her pants down, giving me the access I needed. That shit was right in my face though. I slumped in the couch, preparing to taste all that she had to offer, as she stepped to the floor to completely pull her pants off.
I took the opportunity to pull my pants and boxers off as well. No sooner than I had, Denishia was on her knees in front of me, pulling my dick into her mouth. I bit my bottom lip as she nearly digested my shit. “Oh fuck!”
She stared up at me as she swirled her tongue around the head, gripped the base with one hand, and massaged my balls with the other. I thought I tasted blood for a moment with how hard I was biting my lip. The frown on my face was giving me a damn headache. I relaxed for a moment, laying my head back against the sofa cushions. My dick was so damn hard I was surprised I hadn’t fired off yet.
Her saliva had drenched the area, and I was in heaven. When her finger breached my asshole, I clinched my cheeks tightly, preparing to tell her that was a no-go for me, but I flooded her mouth without warning. That shit took me down faster than a balloon with a hole in it. “What the fuck?”
I snatched her up from the floor, pulling her to me somewhat forcefully. I loosened my grip as I said, “Set that fat pussy on my face, girl.”
She had me so gone, I was ready to die for this shit. She stood on the couch as I slumped even more, then lowered her pussy to my lips. She was hovering like she was on a public toilet or some shit. I grabbed her ass and pulled her down to me, then smacked her ass. This woman was so fucking fine.
“Ezekiel, my stomach and thighs are going to suffocate your ass.”
I lifted her slightly. “I know how to turn my head to breathe. Give me this good shit, baby.”
After that, she sat on my face and rode my shit like she was at a trail ride with Beyoncé. I was all for that shit. Her juices were running down my chin and neck, marking its territory. “Oooooh, fuck!” she yelled.
That was the most vocal she’d been. She unleashed her flavor all over my face, and as soon as her bucking slowed, I lowered her to my dick. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head as she continued to buck on my shit. It was so damn hot and wet I knew I wasn’t built to last in her pussy. Nothing about me was Ford tough while I was in this hot shit. I grabbed her ass and assisted her movements as she opened her eyes and stared at me.
I returned her gaze, refusing to look away until she did. I could see the sorrow and torment in her eyes. The pain she was feeling from losing her mother and her relationship was speaking loudly through her actions tonight. She didn’t strike me as the type to move as quickly as she had. “Ezekiel…”
“Yeah, baby?”
“Your dick is amazing.”
“So is your pussy. My new obsession.”
She closed her eyes and said, “I’m trusting you. Don’t let me down.”
“I want you too badly for that. I gotchu. Whatever you need from me is yours.”
She moaned softly, then her pussy squeezed all the joy out of my dick. I nutted within her depths, not really caring what became of it. I’d planned to pull out, but when her shit grabbed ahold of me, I didn’t have time to. Her pussy was still pulsating as it spit its affection for me everywhere. She fell against me, and I wrapped my arms around her waist, holding her close.
“Damn, Denishia. That was so good, baby.”
She didn’t respond. She just laid her head against my shoulder as I slowly caressed her back. We’d abruptly crossed into uncharted territory, and I just hoped she was ready for what that meant. I wasn’t fond of casual sex, especially not with her. I wanted a relationship. Being that she just got out of a relationship, I knew I would have to be patient with her, but it also wasn’t my job to tiptoe around her either.
I allowed my dick to slide out of her and kissed her head. “You good, baby?”
“Yeah. Thankfully, I’m on birth control.”
I chuckled softly. “Yeah, that was risky. I just couldn’t let you get away from me or change your mind because I gave you too much time to think. I would have had to search for the condoms. I don’t even remember if I have any here. I don’t usually engage in these sorts of activities when I’m at home.”
“Do you engage everywhere else?” she asked and lifted her head.
“I wouldn’t say frequently, but every now and then. You don’t have to worry about that anymore. You’re the only woman I want to be engaged in. I want to know everything about you… the things that make you happy and the things that piss you off so I can make sure to steer clear of that shit. I truly want to be so good to you until you no longer think your desires only happen in fairy tales or romance books. I’m not going to be perfect, but I want to be perfect for you.”
The tears fell from her eyes uncontrollably. I didn’t try to shush her. I simply caressed her cheek as she released her emotions.
“I’m never this emotional. It’s just… I feel like you’re everything I ever wanted. Time will tell just how perfect you are for me. Forgive me if I don’t have as much faith in this as you do. I’ve been hurt, and part of the reason was because I expected too much and way too soon. I refuse to make that mistake again. I’m going to need you to put action behind your words. Secondly, my career is important to me, just as I’m sure yours is to you. I need you to respect that I won’t always be available when you need me to be.”
“I get all that, baby. I have a demanding career at times as well. Does this mean you’re giving me a chance to prove just how right for each other we are?”
She closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. “I guess I am.”
I kissed her lips tenderly. “I promise you won’t regret it. When one man won’t, there’s always somebody else who will. I’m him.”
She gave me a one-sided smile, then lifted her hips and slid down my awaiting dick. “Mmmm, yeah, baby. This shit so fucking good,” I said to her.
“It really… is. Oh shit!”
She squirted all over me. I couldn’t contain the savage in me any longer. I flipped her to the couch and reentered her, giving her the dick she craved. She wrapped her legs around me and pulled my face to hers and kissed me hungrily. A chill went up my spine as I indulged in what I already knew would be my favorite pastime. While I knew we had more to talk about, I couldn’t concern myself with that right now.
My focus was on her having multiple orgasms and being so spent until she had to stay until it was time for her to get on the road. I didn’t tell her whether I was going to Beaumont or not, but hopefully my presence would do her some good. I had a feeling her ex-nigga would be sniffing around, trying to cause unnecessary problems, disguising it as concern. That wouldn’t go down on my watch.