Chapter 14 #2
“You’re sure?” He asked Jaylin, cupping his face. “I’m not—I’m not pressuring you or—”
“I’m sure,” Jaylin told him in a rush. “I want this. I want you.” He met Hiro’s eyes. “More than I’ve ever wanted anyone before.“
Hiro let out a groan and tugged Jaylin forward, catching his mouth again as his hands started to wander. They touched him in a way they never had before, every brush against Jaylin’s skin lighting him up with hot want. Jaylin eagerly returned the favor.
They stripped each other bare as their kisses turned heated, leaving clothing in piles on the bedroom floor. Jaylin’s back met the soft sheets of Hiro’s bed, and then Hiro was blanketing him, covering Jaylin’s body in a way that made him eager and wanted and hot, not trapped.
“You’ll have to tell me what you like,” Hiro murmured against his mouth, moving to kiss the underside of Jaylin’s jaw as he stroked his hands down the planes of Jaylin’s body.
Jaylin’s breath hitched at being bare to the room, naked but unafraid.
This wasn’t a space where Jaylin was going to be hurt or humiliated.
Hiro would take care of him. Jaylin trusted him to.
“You have no idea—” Hiro took a great shuddering breath. “You’re so amazing, so beautiful. Sometimes I wake up and see you sleeping next to me, and I can’t believe you’re mine.”
“Hiro,” Jaylin gasped. “What? No, I—you’re the amazing one. You’re smart and handsome and funny and kind and— ah— ”
Hiro looked incredibly pleased with himself, from his position on top of Jaylin. His hand had curled around Jaylin’s cock, cutting his words off. Jaylin couldn’t believe this was his life now, that this was something he got to have with someone he cared for so much.
“Yeah?” Hiro said, voice low as he gave Jaylin a long, slow stroke. “That good, baby?”
Every nerve ending Jaylin had was lit up, focus points everywhere Hiro was touching him, from his mouth on Jaylin’s neck to his chest pressed to Jaylin’s own, to Hiro’s big, warm hands circled loosely around Jaylin’s cock.
Jaylin wanted more of everything then, all at once.
He wasn’t afraid he’d get lost to the inferno.
“That’s—not fair,” he panted. “I was complimenting you.”
Hiro grinned at him and gave him another leisurely stroke, just enough to be a silken tease. “You know what they say, sweetheart. All’s fair in love-making and war.”
“They—definitely don’t say that,” Jaylin said, catching himself on what could have been a giggle.
Being with Hiro could swing from serious to silly so easily.
He loved it all. “A-and anyway,” he gasped as Hiro kept up that delicious, teasing motion, the precome Jaylin was dripping everywhere, making the glide easy.
“You need to stop because if you keep it up, I’m going to come, and I want you to fuck me first—”
Hiro froze and pulled back from mouthing at Jaylin’s neck to stare at him, lips parted. “Yeah?”
Jaylin squirmed under the scrutiny, but this too was easy. “Yeah. Yes. Please.”
Hiro groaned. “With pleasure.”
There was a slight scramble then, as Hiro rolled off of Jaylin to rummage in a nightstand drawer, pulling out a bottle. Jaylin had known it was there, he’d found it by accident when he was straightening up the bedroom weeks ago. Thinking about Hiro using it had made him flush red hot.
Now he was blushing for a different reason entirely, and he eagerly bent one leg up as Hiro returned to him. “What do you like?” Hiro asked, skimming his fingers up Jaylin’s inner thigh. Now that he’d gotten permission to touch Jaylin, he didn’t seem to want to stop, which was a heady feeling.
“I like you,” Jaylin said. “A-and I don’t know. I guess maybe—maybe not too fast?” With Brent, prep had always been too fast, too rough, because Brent was impatient and didn’t care, and Jaylin just wanted to get over it because it shortened the time that Brent touched him.
But Jaylin didn’t want to think about Brent anymore. That part of his life was over.
Hiro’s expression turned devilish. “You mean I get to take my time with you?” He touched one slick finger to Jaylin’s hole, not breaching yet, just gently rubbing. “Open you up real slow, baby?”
Fuck, Jaylin needed Hiro’s fingers in him now. He felt like he was burning. “Yes,” he panted. “Yes, yeah, please.”
Hiro pressed a kiss to Jaylin’s shaking knee and slowly, slowly pushed his finger inside his body.
Jaylin let out a quiet moan as Hiro’s finger slipped inside of him, the lube and Jaylin’s arousal making it easy. “Fuck.” Hiro had big hands and thick fingers, it was a delicious push, especially as Hiro started to slowly thrust his finger in and out. “Oooh, fuck.”
“Yeah?” Hiro was watching him, eyes dark, expression rapt. “Good?”
“So good,” Jaylin breathed, jerking when Hiro’s other hand, also slick with lube now, wrapped back around Jaylin’s cock. “Ah—!”
Hiro seemed determined to take Jaylin apart by inches, thrusting his finger in slow and deep, rubbing against Jaylin’s inner walls as he played with Jaylin’s cock just as maddeningly slowly.
Thumbing under the head, twisting his wrist just so, and Jaylin writhed in the sheets under the ministrations, gasping out moans and Hiro’s name while Hiro watched him with dark, dark eyes.
“Hiro,” Jaylin begged, one of his trembling hands coming up to wrap around Hiro’s wrist, stilling him. Hiro was three fingers deep in him now, touching Jaylin’s cock so lightly it was the worst kind of tease, and Jaylin needed Hiro’s cock in him yesterday. “Hiro, please—”
“I thought you wanted me to take my time,” Hiro purred, punctuating his words with another insistent rub of his fingers over Jaylin’s prostate.
Lightning sparks of pleasure lit up Jaylin’s spine and he cried out, almost too sensitive. “I’m ready, I’m so ready, I want you to fuck me—” he babbled, desperate for it. “Hiro please, I’m going to come, please I’m ready—”
“Fuck, you’re so gorgeous,” Hiro said, voice gravel. He mercifully let go of Jaylin’s cock, sliding his fingers out of Jaylin’s hole, leaving him empty. “You know I love to give you what you want.”
Jaylin sucked in air as Hiro tore open a condom wrapper and rolled it on before slicking up his cock.
“Breathe, baby,” Hiro said, and started to push in.
Jaylin was so wound up that he nearly sobbed as Hiro’s cock made room for itself inside Jaylin’s body.
It wasn’t an intrusion, it wasn’t something he was gritting his teeth to get through.
This was a way to be closer, an intimacy so intense it had Jaylin wanting to hide his face with how his emotions threatened to overwhelm him.
“You feel amazing,” Hiro gritted out. “So good for me, taking me so well, fuck.”
“Hiro,” Jaylin gasped out, reaching for him. “Hiro—”
Hiro folded himself down, cock hitting deeper inside as he curled his arms around Jaylin’s body. “I’m right here,” Hiro murmured, and they were so close like this. So close and Jaylin felt so good, full and enveloped and safe.
Jaylin clung to Hiro as hot tears slid down his cheeks. “I didn’t know—” the words tumbled out of him, wet and clumsy and almost pained. “I didn’t know it could feel this good.”
Hiro kissed his forehead, his cheeks, his hair. “I’m so glad,” he said, voice fervent. “I’m so glad you’re feeling good. I’m so glad I’m the one who gets to make you feel good. You’re worth so much, sweetheart. You deserve everything.”
Jaylin let out a half-sob, clutching at Hiro’s back. “I—please—”
“What do you want, baby?” Hiro asked. “Anything, it’s yours.”
“Move,” Jaylin gasped. He wanted Hiro to destroy him. Wanted him to put Jaylin back together and hold him afterwards. “Please—”
In answer, Hiro started to roll his hips, lighting Jaylin up inside.
The way Jaylin was clinging to him, Hiro couldn’t get much leverage, couldn’t fuck in fast or hard, but that wasn’t what Jaylin wanted anyway.
The slow, deep rolls of Hiro’s hips were enough to drive Jaylin out of his mind, and he reached out for kisses until he couldn’t focus enough for them anymore, only able to moan out Hiro’s name as Hiro fucked him exactly the way Jaylin needed.
“Gonna—gonna come—” Jaylin moaned. “So close, ah, please, Hiro—”
“Do you want to touch yourself baby?” Hiro panted as he kept rocking into him. “Do you want to come for me? Show me how pretty you look when you come?”
Jaylin let out a broken little sound and worked one of his hands down between them, circling around his cock. “Fuck, fuck, fuck,” he hissed as he jerked himself. “Hiro, fuck, please—”
“Just like that,” Hiro growled. “Just like that baby, come on. You’re perfect. Come for me.”
Jaylin did, crying out as his body tensed and shook, white flashing behind his eyes.
When it was over, Jaylin sank boneless against the sheets, chest heaving. “Don’t stop,” he managed, even though he was shocky with over sensitivity. He wanted Hiro to finish inside of him. “Don’t stop, please, wanna—wanna feel you come.”
“Fuck,” Hiro gritted out, and it was only a few more hard thrusts before he was letting out a low groan, hands fisted in the sheets above Jaylin’s bed.
Jaylin watched, limbs loose and thoughts hazy, as Hiro pulled out of him. Letting out a happy sound as Hiro leaned down to kiss him, soft and close-mouthed.
Hiro pulled back just enough to make quick work of the condom, removing it and tying it off, before crowding back in, winding his arms around Jaylin and pulling him close.
Jaylin sighed and sank into the feeling of being cherished. “Mmm.”
“That was amazing,” Hiro murmured, kissing Jaylin’s temple. “You’re amazing.”
Jaylin hummed happily and pressed his own kitten-kiss to Hiro’s neck.
They lay there in quiet silence for several long minutes as Jaylin drifted, just…. so happy. Happy and content.
“Here,” Hiro said quietly after a while. “Let me go get something to clean you up, okay?”
“’kay,” Jaylin managed sleepily, and that was amazing too. Hiro wanted to take care of Jaylin after. Wanted to stay.
No one had ever wanted to do that before.
Before, Jaylin would have said he didn’t deserve it anyway.
Hiro pressed one more kiss to Jaylin’s hair, then unwound his arms and slipped out of the bed. He returned with a warm, wet cloth, wiping down Jaylin’s chest and stomach as Jaylin luxuriated in his gentle touch.
“Thank you,” Jaylin mumbled as Hiro curled back around him. “Love you.”
There was a sharp intake of breath. “Sweetheart,” Hiro whispered. “I love you too.”
The pleasure that hit Jaylin at hearing those words left him breathless and he pushed his face into Hiro’s neck, wanting to get as close as he could get.
A few more minutes, Jaylin told himself.
He’d cuddle up with Hiro for a few more minutes, and then he’d get them both up to actually eat the dinner Jaylin had made.
Jaylin would tell Hiro about the comic being published.
Maybe he’d tease Hiro about the fact that Jaylin had never heard him curse so much before.
Maybe he’d tell Hiro that he loved him again. Say the words out loud and relish how much he meant them.
For now though, Jaylin thought he deserved a few more minutes of cuddling with the man he loved.
He thought, finally, that he deserved a lot of things.