Chapter 5 #2
Todd, a guy we know, is paying me extra attention.
I think he is scenting action, either that or my suspicions tell me Abbie has told him I like him.
Liar. Why is he so short? Actually, he isn’t that short—it’s just that I’m attracted to giant men, six foot two being my cutoff, or maybe six foot four like Joshua.
Stop it, you idiot. Todd has started following me around and dancing a little too close.
He keeps talking to me and because it’s so loud he has to talk into my ear.
He keeps lingering a little too long after he speaks, waiting for a reaction.
How in the hell do I get out of this? I’m starting to feel uncomfortable.
I head to the bathroom to try and gain some distance and give myself time to think.
As I sit on the toilet with the lid closed, I give myself a pep talk.
Come on, Natasha, snap out of it. It’s now or never.
I do suppose Todd is as good as anybody, at least there is absolutely no chance of falling in love with the dick.
And, anyway, even if Josh did want me, do I really want to live my life having slept with one person?
That’s just stupid, really stupid. I finish up and wash my hands and it’s with the last thought in my mind that I look at myself in the mirror.
He doesn’t want you, Natasha, move the hell on.
Thirty minutes later and with a serious pep talk from Abbs under my belt I find myself dancing with Todd.
We have moved across the whole dance floor toward the back wall, as he keeps moving forward and I keep moving back.
I can’t help it. I’m really trying, but I’m just not into him at all.
Just when I think it can’t get any worse, he slides his hand down the length of my arm and grabs my hand.
I look down at our entwined fingers and I know I have to make a decision.
Sink or swim, Natasha, what’s it going to be?
He moves in for a kiss, but I duck my head and he rests his lips on my forehead.
“Natasha, look at me.” He puts his finger under my chin to bring my face up to his.
“Fuck off!”
I jump back in shock. My eyes widen as they fly up to Joshua who is breathing heavily and glaring at Todd.
“I said fuck off!” he repeats. Oh shit, impeccable timing, where did he come from?
“Joshua, stop it,” I stammer. Immediately my heart races at the sight of him. Todd goes to grab my hand, but I pull it away.
“Don’t, Todd.” I shake my head. Abbie is aware of the impending situation and quickly comes to my rescue, grabbing Todd’s hand and leading him away.
And there he stands, all six foot four inches of male perfection.
Testosterone is obviously coursing through his veins as he sucks in precious air to try and calm himself.
And here I stand, absolutely off-the-charts thrilled that my knight in shining armor has come for me.
The smile on my face is nearly beaming off my face.
He grabs me around the waist and jerks me to him.
“You find this funny?” he snaps.
“Yes.” I smirk. That sounds ridiculous. I should be mad, I should be fuming.
What I am is thoroughly thrilled. Just the sight of him, no wonder I’m not attracted to anyone else.
He’s beyond beautiful, even when he is acting like a psychopathic maniac.
He pulls me close and wraps his large arms around me, then he puts his lips to my temple.
“Stop making me act crazy,” he whispers as his hands clasp the back of my waist.
“Act crazy, you are crazy.” I do wide eyes at him to accentuate my point as I smile.
“And that is funny because?” He looks puzzled.
“I attract crazy people, Josh.” The alcohol is finally starting to kick in and I find myself woozy on my legs.
“Were you going to fuck him?” he snarls in my ear. I step back, shocked and hurt that he would think that, although it could have been true. I shake my head.
“Liar,” he snaps. His voice has dropped several degrees. He snarls again. “Tell me,” as he gives me a jerk.
“Josh, stop it, let me go.” He’s beginning to frighten me. I try to pry his hands from around my waist. “Stop it,” I repeat.
“So, you want to be fucked tonight, do you?” he whispers in my ear as he grabs a fistful of my hair and pulls my head back.
Goose bumps scatter over my body as his breath blows onto my neck.
He jerks me again. “Answer me.” My eyes dilate as I look at his lips.
I can’t help it, I slowly lick my lips and look back up into his eyes.
Yep, alcohol’s taken the inhibitions alright, too bad it’s with the wrong man.
“Kiss me,” I whisper.
He stills. “What?”
“Kiss me,” I repeat.
“That’s not a good idea,” he whispers.
“Why not?” I ask.
“Because if I kiss you, I won’t be able to stop.”
“Then don’t,” I whisper again. Oh no, dog on heat act two happening here.
“If I kiss you, in about two minutes you will be flat on your back on the bar with those sexy little boots around my ears, while I fuck you so damn hard you won’t remember your name.
” Mmm, that sounds good. I look to the bar as the visual picture rolls in my head.
My breath catches and I slowly look back at him. He narrows his eyes at me.
“You like the sound of that?” He frowns.
I slowly nod and smile as I bite my bottom lip, and my blood heats further.
The next thing he is on me. I’m pushed up against the back wall as his tongue dives into my mouth.
His grip on my hair is painful, as he moves my head to bite my neck.
His magnificent strength takes me over and his hand runs down the length of my body and moves up my skirt, hitching my leg around his waist. I am losing all coherent thought and the word ho rolls around in my head as I imagine what we must look like.
People talk about girls who do this in public.
The backs of his fingers skim my G-string, and he breathes heavily into my ear.
Once again, he takes my lips in a seductive slow pattern as he slowly slips his fingers under my G-string and rubs the backs of his fingers through my dripping-wet sex.
His eyes close. “Fuck,” he whispers. Oh yes, what this man does to me.
He moves his hand and grabs my behind as he pulls me forward into his waiting hard cock.
God, I want it. I want it now. We are suddenly bumped from the side.
I look up to see Josh looking at someone over my shoulder.
He looks down at me and gives me a quick kiss on the lips.
“Go home, naughty girl.” I frown and then he pushes me to the side as Todd comes in with a punch.
What the hell? I feel like I am in a scene from Fight Club.
Joshua and Todd are in a full-on fistfight in the middle of the dance floor.
I am getting bustled around by the crowd when I feel a hand grab my arm and pull me free.
I turn and see Adrian looking very concerned.
“Natasha, come with me.” I nod and follow him off the dance floor just as I see Ben run onto it.
He separates the fight, but the bouncers have a hold of the two of them and drag them off somewhere. Ben follows.
Holy shit, what the fuck just happened?