21. Renzo
21
RENZO
N othing.
Nearly three weeks of nothing from her.
She simply laid in her bed, not moving. Not speaking. Not eating on her own. We tended to her wounds, but couldn’t get anything out of her. We had to feed her, but she often just let it fall out of her mouth. We had to force water into her. It was like she’d just given up on living.
We’d had this happen before and we’d simply killed that bitch.
Misery was different. We were doing all we could to save her.
Roman was a fucking mess. I’d wake to hear him throwing up. He’d spent most of his days high or drunk off his ass. He wasn’t talking to anyone either. When sent out to work, he’d kill without fanfare before returning home to his room.
He wasn’t even speaking to me. We’d never gone five minutes without talking to one another.
“Hey,” I murmured as I raked my fingers gently through Misery’s hair that evening. “I brought you some soup.”
Like always, she simply stared past me, tears in her eyes.
“Misery?” I tried again. “I need you to eat. You’re wasting away on us.”
Again, nothing.
I placed the bowl of soup on the table next to her bed. Carefully, I sat her up. In the beginning, she’d fight against any touch. Now, she just let us position her however we wanted.
I picked her bowl up and scooped some warm soup onto the spoon and offered it to her. She didn’t open her mouth for me.
“Please?” I called out softly. “You have to eat. You’ll die.” My voice cracked at those words. “I-I don’t want you to go.”
I placed the bowl back on the bedside table and leaned forward to lick away a tear. I placed a gentle kiss on her cheek where the tear had been.
“Please?” I begged, tugging her toward me. “Please stay. What do you want me to do? I’ll do it. We all will. Roman didn’t mean what he did. Our father would have made things so much worse if Roe hadn’t done that.” We’d all explained it to her a hundred times, but she never seemed to care.
I held her tightly. “My Sweet Misery, please. Tell me what you need from me to make this better?”
Nothing.
Silence.
I exhaled a shaky breath.
“We’re working out a plan to kill him. Our father. We want him dead just as much as you do. Once he’s gone, it’ll be better. I swear it will.”
I sighed and got to my feet, scooping her up with me.
She’d lost so much weight. I hated that.
Gently, I carried her from her room to mine and placed her in bed. I undressed and crawled in beside her. We’d changed her t-shirt. As much as we wanted to give her something else to wear, we knew better. If our father showed up again unannounced and saw her being cared for, he’d flip his shit.
“I’m sorry.” I apologized again for what had to be the millionth time.
She let out a soft sigh and reached for my hand. My heart pounded at the contact. It was the first she’d done to any of us.
“I know you’re sorry,” she murmured. “I just… I thought maybe I’d be safe now. The realization that I’m just as close to death scared me. I’m scared, Ren.”
“Fuck, baby. I know. We’re working on a plan to kill his ass. I promise we are. He’s so fucking guarded though. I don’t know how we’re going to do it short of just launching a rocket into his house.”
She nodded and sniffled.
“If I die, just know I didn’t hate you. I didn’t hate any of you.”
I was quiet for a moment, her words making me sick. And furious. This beautiful creature should never have to worry about this shit. While I enjoyed torturing people as much as the next psycho, I didn’t want it to be her. At least not in a cruel way. If I was torturing her, it was because my dick was buried to my balls and she was begging to come for me.
“I won’t let you die, Misery. I swear to you.” I tugged her against me. She curled along my body like a sweet kitten.
The door to my room cracked open. I didn’t need to look to know it was Roe. He crept over to the edge of the bed and stared down at us, his face blanketed in an emotion I’d been seeing way too much on him.
“Misery,” he whispered in a choked voice.
She clung to me tighter.
I nodded for him to join us, hoping she’d come around for him.
He immediately stripped out of his clothes down to his boxers and slid in behind her. Tentatively, he pulled her away from me and held her, whispering things I couldn’t hear.
Within minutes, she was kissing him, her fingers tangled in his hair. He removed her t-shirt and tossed it aside, hitting me in the face with it. I grunted and pushed it off before joining the fray, my lips on her shoulder, and my hands traversing her body.
It didn’t take long for my dick to come out of my pants. I wanted this more than I wanted my next breath.
Roe lifted her leg. I knew he was going to go for pussy. She let out a soft cry as he speared deep inside her.
At least he was on the same page as me because he angled her out for me, inviting me inside.
I grasped my cock and ran it against his as I tried to join him in the tight space. She clawed at the side of my thigh as I slowly broke through and tried to work my way inside.
“Easy, baby,” I cooed in her ear. “Relax for me.”
A soft cry left her lips.
“Let Ren in,” Roe added. “If you don’t, he’ll have to fuck that sexy as hell ass of yours.”
“I’m going to fuck it anyway,” I groaned out softly as I bottomed out inside her tight space. “I just didn’t want to miss out on this pussy too. I’m greedy, baby. Tell me I’m a greedy boy.”
“You-You’re so greedy, Ren,” she whimpered out.
“Yeah, I am.” I nipped at her shoulder.
Then we moved, her sandwiched between us as we plunged in and out of her. We weren’t as rough as we could have been, and that in itself was hard since rough was all we knew how to do. But she’d been hurt and scared. We only wanted her to feel good.
The door opened and clicked closed again and Sever appeared at the foot of the bed.
“Hey, little brother,” I husked out. “Come to join us?”
Sever nodded, but didn’t strip down to join us. Instead, he sat in an overstuffed chair in the room and watched. I chuckled at that, especially when he pulled his dick out and slowly stroked it.
“Must be hell watching us fuck your girl,” I taunted him softly as I thrust deep inside her pussy with Roe who groaned softly.
“It’s not paradise,” Sever answered softly, still stroking himself.
I chuckled at that.
“Ari, are you OK?” Sever called out.
“Y-Yes,” she answered breathlessly.
“Roe. Ren. Tell me what she feels like,” Sever said in a husky voice.
“Like fucking heaven,” Roe moaned softly. “So hot and wet. So fucking tight.”
“Mm, both our cocks buried in her little pink pussy. Tell Sever you like having two cocks inside you. Tell him you’re our dirty little whore.”
“I-I like both their cocks inside me,” she said. “I-I’m their dirty little whore.”
Sever groaned softly, making me smile. He was going to be our dirty fucking cuck.
“Let’s give Sever a show,” I said to Roe.
Roe grinned at me from over Misery and nodded. We both pulled out of her. Roe moved to the end of the bed with his head at the foot. I guided Misery to straddle him and held his cock, stroking him gently, my eyes locked on Sever.
“You jerking our brother off?” Sever called out thickly, still stroking himself.
I smirked at him. “Do you like when I jerk him off?”
Sever scoffed. “I don’t fucking hate it.”
“You’re dirty, little brother,” I mused, taking in Misery kissing Roe now, her pussy on full display from the back.
I leaned forward and ate her, earning a soft moan from her before I sucked Roe deep into my mouth, his groan filling the room.
I knew how my brother liked his cock sucked. He thrust upward into my mouth. I gave him what he wanted, deep throating him for a moment before releasing him and pulling Misery back onto his waiting dick. She sank onto it with a soft cry, much to my satisfaction.
I spit on her asshole and gathered her wetness and rubbed it on my cock. I liked fucking a girl’s ass with just her juices as lube. Or her blood. I wasn’t picky.
I pushed the head of my cock against her tight ring and breached her amid her soft protest.
“Don’t tell me no, kitten,” I called out. “Tell me yes.”
“Y-Yes,” she rasped.
I smiled at that and pushed deeper inside her. Once fully seated, I reached out and wrapped my hand around her throat and brought her upward so she was looking at Sever stroke himself.
“Keep your eyes on Sever while we fuck you. Don’t look away,” I ordered. “Let him watch while we fuck his darling star .”
Sever let out a soft snarl as we pounded into her body, her moans and gasps filling the room.
Sever matched our thrusts with his hand on his cock, his eyes locked on hers as we fucked.
Her body tensed, her releasing flowing out of her like a goddamn rushing river, her shouts of pleasure filling my ears.
“We made your girl come on our dicks,” I called out to Sever. “How does that make you feel, little brother?”
“Good,” Sever answered breathlessly as he continued to jerk himself off.
“You going to come for us too?” Roe asked as he thrust up into her pussy.
“You fucking know I am,” Sever answered.
“Little snowflake, tell Sever to come for us. Tell him to blow his load into your mouth so you can taste what a bad boy he is,” Roe continued.
“Sever,” she called out, her voice wavering with pleasure as we continued to wreck her ass and pussy. “Please. Come in my mouth.”
Sever didn’t need telling twice. He was on his feet in a heartbeat. He pressed his cock to her lips before slipping inside amid a groan.
It took him all of a minute of fucking her pretty mouth, his fingers tangled in her hair, before he was coming, his head thrown back.
Shaking, he withdrew and backed away. She didn’t swallow. Instead, she pressed her lips to Roe’s and shared Sever’s come with him.
To say I was turned the fuck on was an understatement. I flattened her against Roe and kissed him too, tasting Sever on his lips and tongue.
“You guys are so fucked up,” Sever mumbled.
I chuckled against Roe’s lips before pulling away and thrusting twice more into Misery’s ass. I came hard, filling her tight little hole, my groan loud and feral. Roe followed a moment later, Misery coming with him.
Sated, I pulled out, watching my release trickle from her asshole. Carefully, I pushed it back in with my finger before moving away.
Sever wasted no time tearing Misery away from us and bringing her to his lap on the chair, spearing her without fanfare.
“Fucking ride me,” he called out gruffly. “I’ve missed you, darling star.”
Roe and I watched as he guided her on his cock, moving her how he liked until she caught on. She fucked him, bouncing and grinding on him, making him groan and shiver. He looked completely blissed out.
“They’re fun to watch,” I commented.
“She’s fucking magic,” Roe agreed softly, watching as they kissed and moved against one another.
“I should be angry my girl is fucking my brothers, but I like it,” I murmured. “I like it way too fucking much.”
“Too bad Mass wasn’t here,” Roe added. “I like watching him fuck too."
I nodded, smiling. Watching Mass fuck was always a treat. He was fierce and powerful. He’d had to go out and deal with some drug issue for our old man. I’d offered to go but he said he wanted us at home to make sure Misery was safe. I didn’t like Mass going without one of us, but he’d brought some of our trusted men with him, so that at least soothed my worries.
Misery came with cry, Sever coming with her. We watched while they kissed gently, his hands traversing her body.
He was in love. It didn’t take a genius to know it. I’d never been in love before. None of us had to my knowledge, but I knew myself and my brothers well enough to know when we’d fallen in deep.
We were all in love.
Even Mass who tried to avoid feelings.
“I love you, darling star,” Sever murmured before kissing her lightly.
“I love you too.”
Another kiss.
I sighed and got to my feet and went to them, Roe following.
Sever lifted her off his cock and she turned in his lap to face us. We went to our knees before them, each of us taking a hand from her.
“I love you, kitten,” I said, my heart welling with the words.
“I love you too,” Roe adding, kissing her knuckles. “We’re going to figure this out.”
She nodded and squeezed our hands. We both rested our heads on her lap as she settled against Sever, her fingers raking gently against our scalps.
If this was love, I was hooked and willing to die for it.
More importantly, I was willing to kill for it.