Chapter Twenty-Two #2
‘Nope. No.’ He shifted away from my mouth. ‘If you keep doing that, I’m going to embarrass myself.’ He ran a thumb over my swollen lips. ‘And I need to touch you.’
Ren guided me up the bed, kissing me. His erection pressed into me right where I needed him, and I gasped. Ren smirked as he shifted us and timed his tongue with the pressure of his hard cock on my clit. He kissed down my neck, and I wriggled, needing more.
‘So impatient.’ Ren tutted as his hands drifted lower. He toyed with the lace of my thong.
‘Stop playing.’
I stared at his smug smirk as he pulled the lace aside and ran two fingers over my clit, deliciously delicate.
‘I was right, Lydia. You’re so wet.’ He tutted, and I hated how much I liked the tone. ‘All of this for me, huh?’
‘Yes.’
His dark eyes met mine. ‘You’re such a good girl.’
Ugh. Did I have an undiagnosed praise kink?
‘Yes,’ he murmured in my ear. ‘Such a beautiful, wet pussy. I can’t wait to make you come apart on my cock, Lydia. You’re going to take me so well, aren’t you?’
I moaned, as he moved his fingers quicker over my clit. Still light, but just enough to feel my orgasm build. His voice was helping.
‘Tell me you’re going to take me so well.’
‘I’m – I’m,’ I gasped as he pushed two fingers inside me. ‘I’m going to take you so well.’
He gave a dark chuckle. ‘Tell me you’re going to come all over my cock.’
‘I’m going to come all over your cock.’
‘Good girl. I can’t wait to see the mess you make.’
It was all too much. I could feel his body on top of me, his fingers inside me, his breath at my neck and his words in my ear.
Everything was building, I was so close.
I desperately wanted to throw myself over that edge and feel some relief.
We’d been playing around this – this tension – for days, maybe weeks, if I was honest with myself. And I needed release.
Now.
And, of course, Ren pulled back, slowing down. I groaned into his neck.
‘Ren.’ He pressed his fingers against my clit again, like he liked the sound of his name. ‘If you don’t make me come in the next thirty seconds, I’m going to kill you.’
He gave a low chuckle. ‘I’m at your command.’
He moved quickly, shifting us and lowering himself down my body. He pulled my thong roughly aside, and I felt his warm breath on my sex. Ren sucked on my clit hard and pushed his fingers inside me. Oh. Oh.
‘Play with your tits for me. I want to watch.’
I did as he said, and I glanced down. His eyes rolled back in his head at the sight of me playing with my nipples.
I gasped as he sucked harder, then soothed with slower sensual strokes of his tongue.
My back arched as the orgasm built again.
It took me less than ten seconds to come, stars exploding.
The rest of the world disappeared until I came back down to earth, heart racing and breathless.
Ren kissed my thighs, gliding his rough hands in soothing circles across my legs and up my chest. He grazed my nipples, and I arched again, feeling both sensitive and ready for him again.
Ren’s voice was strained. ‘That was so hot. I could come just from you clenching around my fingers.’
‘Come here,’ I said, my voice hoarse. ‘I need you.’
Ren smirked, moving towards me without hesitation. ‘If I heard you say that every day, I think I’d die a happy man.’
Ren kissed me, and I could taste myself on his lips. Above me, Ren rolled his hips, his hardness hitting my softness, making me gasp.
‘Please, Ren.’
‘I love hearing you beg.’ He murmured into my hair, ‘What do you want? I want to hear it.’
I grabbed a handful of his arse, pulling him closer to me.
‘Please fuck me, Ren.’
‘God.’ Ren shuddered. ‘Yes. Yes.’
Then suddenly he froze, his body tensing. ‘Shit. I don’t have any condoms.’
‘I’m on the pill,’ I said quickly, searching his face. ‘And I got tested after Casey.’
Ren’s eyes flicked up to mine, his voice steady, certain. ‘I got tested before I left, but it wouldn’t matter because I haven’t been with anyone else since…’
Since you.
I stilled, processing his words. My brow furrowed. ‘You haven’t been with anyone in two years?’
‘I meant it when I said I was miserable without you, Lydia.’ His voice dropped lower. ‘I didn’t want to be with anyone else. I don’t want to be with anyone else.’
My heart hammered. God, when he said things like that – well, it made me feel… alight. Like I was floating. Like I wanted to blurt out the words I hadn’t heard from his mouth yet.
But it was too soon, so I answered by pressing my mouth to his.
Then I pulled back to look down at us, at where our bodies aligned.
His skin against mine. I marvelled at Ren’s flexing biceps as he held himself above me.
I leaned down and touched his cock, giving it a stroke that had him gasping, then brought him closer to my centre, not wanting to wait any longer.
Ren took over, pressing his cock into me, slowly. There was a pressure. Delicious and firm.
He rasped in my ear. ‘So tight.’
I bit my lip to keep the moan from escaping as Ren pressed into me, stretching. He was big, but it felt so good after I just came – the perfect friction. I gasped as Ren pushed deeper, his hips rolling against mine.
‘Are you okay?’
‘Yes. Yes, I’m perfect.’
He glanced down, eyes wide, panting a little, like he was fascinated by watching himself fill me. He pulled back out and then pushed back, slowly, too slowly.
‘Harder,’ I moaned. ‘Please.’
‘More demands, baby?’
Ren had the cheek to smirk at me as I was sweating and desperate.
His confidence was hot, even if I’d never admit it.
But he did what I asked – pulling back and slamming home, making us both groan.
He kept at that pace for a while before he lifted my legs higher, hitting even deeper.
My leg kept going until it was by my ears.
‘Flexible, huh?’ Ren’s voice was laced with wicked amusement as his hands traced over my calf. ‘That’s gonna be fun… seeing how far I can bend you.’ He rolled his cock into me, chuckling. ‘Over the back of the sofa. On my kitchen counter. In the back of your car.’
I groaned as he tucked my other leg over his shoulder, taking me deeper.
Wet kisses landed on my cheeks and neck, and Ren rocked against me.
I couldn’t help but arch. Ren’s fingers came between us, stroking my clit, making stars shine behind my eyes.
I clenched and Ren moaned, and he kept thrusting and retreating, picking up the rhythm.
‘Ren,’ I panted. ‘I’m close again.’
‘Come for me. Be a good girl and come all over my cock.’
Yep. I definitely had a praise kink.
He sped up the movement of his fingers and slowed down the pounding of his cock, the combination sending me hurtling over the edge for the second time.
He murmured praise as the orgasm crashed over me, just like that, you’re perfect, I missed this so much.
The caresses between my legs didn’t let up – he kept his hand there, stroking more gently, as he captured my mouth again, his tongue and talented fingers working in tandem.
And suddenly, I was near the edge again. I clamped down on his cock again, but this time, it was met with a rough groan as Ren spilt into me a few seconds after.
We were panting, a sweaty mess, as Ren pulled out of me.
Another groan escaped his lips, along with a muttered so perfect that made me smile.
I had that stretched-out, spent feeling that I got after a good workout.
The air was already cooling the sweat on my skin.
I loved feeling my muscles ache, knowing where Ren had gripped me, filled me.
‘If you’re smiling like that, I must have done something right.’
I turned my head to see Ren staring at me with a matching, soft, satisfied smile.
He lifted his arm, ‘C’m’ere.’ I tucked into his side and Ren pulled up the sheet to cover us from the growing chill.
‘I’ll clean you up in a minute.’ He gave me a rough kiss to the temple. ‘Just want to feel you first.’
So I let myself be held, let the warmth of him soak into my bones, and drifted to sleep to the hush of the room, and the rhythm of his heartbeat under my cheek.