Chapter 11 #2
Teddy looked so tense I paused and gave him a kiss. “Hey, no worries. It’s over now and I’m not taking everyone’s head off any longer. Remember? Someone helped point out that I was a dick.”
“You were angry.” Teddy pouted, hinting at his little side coming to the surface again. “And ignoring me.”
That was clearly the biggest sin, so I gave him another kiss. “Not any longer.”
He definitely had all of my attention.
“He seemed a bit cold about the whole thing, but within a couple of days he’d called me, screaming that I was a perv and had told everyone we know that I was kinky.” Nothing he’d said had been rational but from what I could tell I’d clearly hit some sensitive areas I couldn’t have predicated.
Teddy frowned, connecting the dots. “Was he…”
“I don’t know. I’d be more sympathetic if I’d done something wrong but he never gave me any feeling that he had issues in his past and his reaction was to do his best to blow up my life, so I don’t care.
” He’d killed my sympathy when he’d called my parents trying to get them to kick me out.
“He started the conversation. I was as careful as I could be without lying when I answered it. I never touched him in any way that could even be considered…dynamic. Hell, we didn’t go very far at all sexually. ”
Which considering how long we’d dated probably should’ve been a red flag.
My curious Chipmunk blinked again, making me chuckle.
“I don’t do casual, Chipmunk. He wasn’t serious about me and I could feel it.
So no sex and no trading blow jobs or anything like that.
Even if we were just vanilla dating, I wasn’t going to do anything with him while it felt like I was hiding a big part of who I was. ”
“I can understand that…but not the whole screaming it everywhere part.” Frowning, he gave me another soft kiss. “If it helps, my mother was proud of you for being clear about who you are and was glad you weren’t dating him anymore. She doesn’t like his aura.”
Because she was weird but smart.
“Thank you.” Returning his kiss, I nodded. “It does help.”
It was nice to know not everyone back home was a raging lunatic.
“My father told her that talking to you about your sex life wouldn’t be appropriate, though.” Teddy shrugged as I chuckled. “It was a long debate about what to do to help.”
I bet.
“And I just kept making it worse with the phone thing and…and my lack of awareness in my surroundings.” I really had no idea how I kept missing him. “Sorry about that.”
He giggled when I gave him a kiss and a pat on his ass. “You’re making up for it now.”
Good.
But I knew he was still curious when his cheeks heated up again. “But…I’d…I’d like to know if you went further than that with anyone else, though. I think I can ask that since…since I want to do stuff with you and you said we’re together…but I’m kind of confused about how far you’ve gone.”
“I’m proud of you for asking when it makes you uncomfortable, Chipmunk.” Rewarding him again, I snuggled him closer against me. “And yes, I think it’s a very reasonable question to ask given our new relationship status.”
My wording made him laugh but I didn’t let how cute he was or how good he felt against me distract us.
“I haven’t had penetrative sex with anyone, in either way.
I’m not religious and I really don’t need that your body is a temple lecture again.
Once was more than enough. But I do think that it’s something that belongs within a committed relationship where my partner is mine and I don’t have to hide how much I like the whole mine thing. ”
He was shaking his head but his grin was ear to ear. “I really shouldn’t encourage how possessive you’re going to be.”
But he was going to.
“I’m going to push right up until a clear limit or safeword, which is why we need to have the conversation, Chipmunk.
” Rocking him against me, I loved the way he moaned and shivered.
“I know that kissing you is okay, but what if I wanted to have you hump me until you come? I don’t know your limits on that. ”
His whine and the jolt that raced through him said he was enjoying the game, so I continued teasing him as I rocked him into me and rubbed his erection against my stomach. “I know you’d like me to give you a bubble bath later, but I don’t know your limits on how clean I can get you.”
Inside and out?
Ignore the fun bits?
Groaning, Teddy curled into me to hide against my shoulder but he didn’t lose ground as his drama leaked out. “Talking is hard.”
Talking about his limits was hard…but he could talk about literally anything else with damned near anyone.
It was cute that I was the only one who made him trip over his tongue and get shy with, though.
“Be my good boy and tell me if it’s green to make you hump me so I can watch you have an orgasm.” I wasn’t sure if it was the order part or the good boy part, but something had pleasure firing through him again and he whined as he tightened around me and nodded. “Good boy.”
Rewarding him, I rocked him faster against me and it was my turn to moan as he spread his knees wider for me. “Are you green with me touching you all over when I clean up my dirty boy?”
He made the sexiest sounds and his nervous barrier about talking eased the more turned on he got. “Green…yes…that’s…that’s a Daddy job.”
“Thank you for telling me that.” Since he needed another reward, I spread my hands wider so my fingertips were closer to the center of his ass and humped him faster against me. “I love being able to reward my good boy.”
His squeak said he was thinking about all the different ways he could be rewarded. “Are you green with me giving you teasing little spanks to let you see what it would be like to be bent over my lap? Just little ones.”
We were going to start nice and easy.
Oh, that moan.
“Green…I…” He fought another moan as I tightened my grip on his sexy ass, but he got the words out as he chased his orgasm as fast as he could. “I’m curious, Daddy. I…I want to know…I’ve…I’ve never done that, but…but I want to try.”
“I’m glad you saved your first spanking for your Daddy.” Tilting my head, I leaned in and kissed his neck, nibbling and licking as his orgasm got closer and closer. “I can’t wait to make your bottom pretty and pink just for me.”
And not having to hide how sexy that was made it all even better.
Because Teddy didn’t just understand the possession running through me, it turned him on.
“You—” Whatever he was going to say was cut off as I gave him one light pat and it threw him over the edge. His orgasm exploded out of him and the only sounds that escaped him were moans as I rocked him faster and held him tighter.
When he finally got every last drop of pleasure, he slumped against me and went wonderfully boneless, not a regret in sight. “When are you going to make my bottom pretty, Daddy?”
Oops.
We shifted completely faster than I’d hoped but my Chipmunk quickly chased his second wind, sitting up and frowning at me. “I’m sticky. I need bubbles.”
And I should’ve asked him a few more questions before we’d gotten to the playtime side of the discussion.
Well, as long as we did better with each discussion, I wasn’t going to complain…we’d get everything laid out eventually.