29. Natavi
Chapter 29
Natavi
M y heels clicked softly on the polished hardwood as I stepped inside of our new home. My heart raced ahead of me as I took in every corner of the room. I could still smell the fresh paint in the air. The foyer opened into a high-ceiling room with floor-to-ceiling windows that let in a lot of light.
I twirled around slowly, in disbelief as Monni nodded his head in approval. We moved through the house together, room by room. The kitchen was modern and wide with marble counters that I couldn’t wait to prepare food on. I already pictured my copper pots on the stove with cook books stocked in the pantry. We walked into the dining room, it was blank and void of a table that I was happy Monni didn’t order yet. I had to get my mind right with colors and the type of furniture I wanted in each room.
I teared up inside of Neosyne’s nursery room. It had soft gray walls and bare shelves. There was a rocking chair on top of a plush charcoal-grey rug. Monni had bought a matching grey baby crib for Neosyne to grow into. I’m going to add shades of navy and royal blue to my baby’s room. I thought to myself as we made our way to other rooms. We had three extra guest rooms which made this house a five bedroom, three bath home. I stepped into our bedroom, and it automatically felt sacred.
I fell in love with the high arched ceilings. Monni had a huge bed already made with crisp satin black sheets, there was a velvet black cover that matched the velvet black- and wine-colored pillows. There was two night stands that matched the bed, two lamps, and two robes handing on the back of the door. I smiled at Monni’s gesture to already make the room just for us.
I stood in the center of it all and spun around slowly with my mouth slightly parted. I already started to redecorate multiple things in my head. I wanted to put a fire place inside of our bedroom. Monni stepped forward until his chest pressed lightly against my back.
“I’ve always been the one in control… It’ll remain that way. In life, in bed, with everything.” He said as he brushed his knuckles along my jaw.
“I’m used to taking, leading, and owning. You let me do that with you so beautifully, Natavi.”
I leaned into his touch, my breath caught as his hand crept between my inner thighs. Monni cupped my bare pussy and squeezed tightly then released it.
“But tonight…” He continued as he ran a finger down my left pussy lip.
“I want you to lead, in here. I want to give you my control. Let you take me the way you want, no rules, or expectation, just trust,” Monni murmured.
For a moment, I didn’t speak. My heart stuttered from the weight of what he was saying. Monni was my soul protector built of stone that would never give anyone any type of control or a way to lead him with anything. In so many words, he was telling me that he wanted to surrender to me out of love. I turned around and placed my hands on top of his chest.
“Are you sure?”
He nodded once, and then his signature devious smile stretched his face.
“I want to feel what it’s like to be yours.” He chuckled.
I waited a couple of seconds before a slow smile stretched across my face. I reached up and tugged at the gold chain wrapped around his neck to pull him toward the bed.
“Don’t get too carried away, I’m new to this shit,” Monni warned me.
“Don’t get too sprung and start acting out after I put it on you. I’m about to fuck and suck the shit out of you.” I winked at him.
“Oh, and you can’t nut unless I tell you to.”