Chapter 22
Safira
The guys were eager to see me, practically begging to come over and talk. There was a quaint, usually deserted park nearby, so I told them to meet me there. I had a nagging feeling that I was forgetting something, but with everything going on, I brushed it aside.
There was a slight breeze as I waited on a bench, the wind teasing my skin and making me shiver even though it was warm out. The bright green of the foliage seemed even more saturated than usual. It was as if my senses were becoming more acute, not just my sense of smell. As if to make a point, my nose picked up the sweet scents of Oak, basil and rain. My head swiveled as I sought out their alpha fragrance, carried in on the wind. When I saw the three of them, a wave of relief washed over me. Their presence fulfilled a deep, primal need within me that seemed to grow stronger, craving their company constantly.
“Safira!” Tony called out, relief on his face as he practically ran toward me. The others followed, and Tony scooped me up as I nuzzled my face into his neck.
“Tell me it’s going to be okay.” I whispered as I breathed him in. I felt the others surrounding us, their bodies close as they joined in on the embrace. Their combined scents flooded the air, and I felt almost drunk on their pheromones.
“It’s going to be okay.” Tony said back, his voice as relieved as I felt.
“We are no longer promised to anyone. We’re free to pursue who we want.” Jax’s voice murmured into my ear, and I was giddy with joy. “We’ve already put ourselves back on the registry. It will be official soon, and we can court you the way you deserve.” He said as I exhaled in relief. They gently lowered me, and I traced my hands slowly down Tony’s chest. When I looked up at them, it was like looking through a lens where every color was magnified. I suddenly let out a burst of perfume, and it was stronger than ever before.
“Uh, guys?” Kaden said with alarm as he held his hand up to cover his mouth and nose. “I think…” His words trailed off and I felt the rest of them stiffen as their eyes grew hungry when they looked down at me.
“What is it? What’s wrong?” My voice came out, but high pitched, with a whine. I felt weak, like I needed them to support me. I needed their hands on me, now. I wanted them naked, giving me everything I desired. I wanted them more than I’d ever wanted anything in my life. I’d never felt this way before, about anyone, or anything.
“Shit.” Jax said as he reached down, gathering me up in his arms and lifting me like I was nothing. “We need to get her somewhere safe. It’s starting.” He yelled to the others as I tried to suck on his neck, savoring the taste of his skin as I moaned. I was overcome with emotion and arousal.
“What’s wrong?” I managed to whine. All I could see was his warm skin. I licked it again, feeling him shudder as he ran.
“Safira, you’re going into heat. We can't be outside.” Tony said, his voice straining as his hands reached over to feel my forehead.
“I want you.” I whined out, grabbing his hand and pulling at it, wanting to cover myself with him. A small part of me remembered I’d forgotten my suppressant, but my body was so needy that I didn’t care.
“We will take care of you, sweet thing. Do you want us to take you to our place to help you through your heat?” Jax asked, his eyes big and dark as he panted. They all seemed like they were on the verge of going wild.
“Yes, yes, I want it!” I cried, but I wasn’t even sure what I wanted. My body had never felt like this. The desire for them was more than I could take. I was craving the three of them on me, touching me, fucking me. My center ached, and I imagined what it would be like having sex with them. Suddenly my core contracted, and warm fluid gushed out from between my legs.
“Get in the car! Quick!” Jax shouted as they ran, carrying me to their vehicle. My mind was so high on hormones at this point that I wasn’t even sure what was going on. I’d been reading about heats, but nothing, nothing could prepare me for this. I barely registered that they were placing me in the car. Jax and Tony were in the backseat with me and I felt us moving, but all I could think was I needed more. I wanted them touching me everywhere, but especially my throbbing center. Every time I Imagined one of them on me, the slick came out and dampened my pants even more.
“Sweet Safira, just hold on, we’ll get you to a nest. I promise.” Tony said, his voice low with a hint of a growl as he ran his warm hands up and down my arms. His action sent ripples of pleasure through my body. I craved more of his touch. Jax had me in his lap, and I whined as I felt his hardness as I sat on him. I ground myself into him, spreading my legs as I struggled to remove my jeans. Jax grabbed my hands from behind, wrapping his arms around me as a low, warm vibration filled the air.
“Not yet, sweet girl. Just wait a little longer.” His voice purred out as I relaxed my back against his chest. The low vibration was joined with two other complementary low sounds, and I realized all three of them were purring as they calmed me down. It felt amazing, like a full body vibration that made the desperation subside. Sweat had beaded on my forehead and down my back, and my body was heating like a furnace. Suddenly a low, aching contraction started in my nether regions.
“Ah!” I gasped, doubling over while Jax tried to hold me.
“Shhhh, you’re okay omega.” Jax said as Tony ran his hands across my forehead, then down to open my shirt.
“She’s burning up.” Tony sounded far away, and I could hear the frantic desperation in their voices as they talked.
“Please!” I whined; my teeth clenched as my jeans soaked with even more slick. I was breathing heavily, craving them more with every second that passed. I tried to turn towards Tony, my hands reaching for his pants. “I need it!” I sobbed as my pussy throbbed. It physically hurt, and a deep part of my brain knew that only they could take the pain away.
“We’ll make you feel good, omega.” Kaden’s voice sounded so different, dominant and low as he drove.
“Be good for us, we’ll give you all the knots you’re craving.” Tony added, his whispers making goosebumps on my neck as he ran his hands lower over my drenched jeans. I could only nod, biting my lip as I closed my eyes and tried to brace for the next cramp of need.
“Here!” Kaden’s voice sounded far away, and then light hit my face. I opened my eyes to see the car door opened, but only for a moment before I was lifted and whisked up toward a large, white stone house that was bigger than any I’d seen in Weatherby. If I were in my right mind I would have admired it, but all I could do was look at the three gorgeous men as they carried me through the doors and up the stairs. We finally reached a cool room, with soft lighting and nothing more than a large floor filled with cushions and pillows. The room had enough lighting and soft textured materials that it instantly made me feel better.
“This room hasn’t been used before, it’s all we have for a nest.” Jax said, his voice tight as he looked at me for a response. I sank into the soft cushions as I breathed in the cool air, finally feeling momentary relief. This place felt perfect to me. I took my shirt and bra off, feeling better as the cool air balanced out my temperature. Once I had calmed down, the three of them started ripping off their clothes. I could feel my eyes practically glow as I assessed them. All three were tall, muscular, and beautiful. And all three of them were sporting massive, raging hard-ons. I swallowed as they began to kneel down around me, pushing my hair out of my face and murmuring words of encouragement and praise as I shivered.
“Whatever you need, just ask, omega.” Kaden said, his blue eyes now a deep cobalt. He looked like a wolf ready to eat. I wasn’t too far off in that assessment, since he crouched down and crawled up to me, slowly pulling my pants off until I was down to my panties. The slick had completely soaked them, and he lowered his face until he was breathing me in. He opened his mouth and I felt a warm, long tongue lap up at the drenched fabric before he let out a shuddering moan, closing his eyes. I raised my hips up in an involuntary movement, craving more of what I just felt. Kaden’s eyes snapped open and looked even more starved as he reached to pull my panties off. They were halfway down my legs before the logical part of my brain reached the surface to take control.
“Wait!” I cried out, and the three of them froze. Kaden looked up at me, his fingers completely still as they curled around my underwear. “I need this, so badly. But the thing is, I, well-” I stammered, unsure of how to get my words out, ‘I’ve never actually had sex before.” Three sets of eyes widened simultaneously. I looked down, feeling my face heat even more than it already was. “Actually, I’ve never even kissed anyone before.” My words came out quietly, and I waited as the air hung still in silence. What were they thinking? Would they abandon me, knowing I had no experience? It would be a very inconvenient time for them to be noble. Finally, Kaden broke out into a huge grin.
“Omega, you have no idea how much I want you.” He said, and pulled himself up to lean over me, bracing his arms on either side of my head. “Don’t worry, we won’t do anything unless you want it. We might have to lock ourselves in a separate room for the remainder of your heat, but I promise you, we will not cross any of your boundaries.” He said it lightly, but the look in his eyes was serious. I nodded, knowing that no matter what I decided, they would keep me safe.
Jax sat down near me, brushing the damp hair off my face with an unexpected tenderness. “Omega, we have something to tell you as well.” I looked up at him, his perfect face looking even more like a beautiful marble sculpture in the low light. He gave me a reassuring smile as I lay there in confusion.
“What is it?” I asked, breathing hard. Another cramp would come on soon, and I wasn’t sure I’d stay this lucid. Tony crouched down on my other side, looking at me like the sun rose and set just by me existing.
“It will be our first time too.” He said, and my mouth dropped open.
“How?” Was all I could squeak out. These men were everything that a woman could ask for. It didn’t make sense that they didn’t have any experience. Tony looked at me as if he were reading my mind and shrugged. “We just never had the desire to do anything with anyone else.” He settled in closer to me. Jax nodded at his words and reached for my hand.
“I think we made up our minds subconsciously, a long time ago, that we already knew what we wanted. We were waiting until it felt right. It turns out, we were waiting for you.” His words were soft and filled with an untold emotion. I felt my throat tighten.
“I want this, and I want it to be with all of you. I trust you.” I said, my desire for them now growing even more than I thought possible. “I just don’t know how to do this.” I whispered. Jax squeezed my hand as I spoke.
“So, the answer to that is that we’re going to figure this out together.” Tony said, his confidence unbreakable as he sat tall. Kaden nodded, and moved back down between my legs.
“Don’t worry, we were all made for this. Just let your body tell you what to do. And if you’re scared or want to stop, let us know. We can get through this together.” He reached for my panties again, still stuck halfway down my legs. “May I?” he asked, glancing down at them. I bit my lip and nodded. He slowly moved them down my legs. Soon, I was bared before them.
They held their breaths as they looked at me, and finally Tony broke the spell and leaned in. “Safira, I’ve wanted to do this ever since I first caught your scent, the day you arrived. Can I kiss you?” His voice was husky and his eyes were caught between looking at my lips and back up at my own eyes.
“Please!” I whispered, and he leaned down, placing his lips on mine. They were soft, warm and full, and my skin was so sensitive that it felt electric and ticklish at the same time. He pressed against me more, and opened his mouth. I felt his tongue on mine, and the sheer sensuality of that small movement caused more slick to flood out of me. Kaden moaned from between my legs, his hands gripping my thighs as I reached up to grab Tony’s hair, holding him to me as we found a rhythm to our kissing. It was a strange and beautiful thing, to kiss someone for the first time. We stayed like that, exploring each other until the need from my center sent another cramp through me. I winced and pulled back, crying out in pain and arousal.
“We need to give her relief.” Jax said as he moved down toward Kaden. “Omega, can Kaden kiss you too? Lower?” He was in control as he locked eyes with me. I nodded, reaching for Tony’s hand as I braced for another cramp. Kaden looked ecstatic as he lowered his head to me. “Right there, lick her all over. Clean that slick up off of her thighs.” Jax’s words came out as an order, but gentle enough that it was still so sensual just to listen to him. Kaden’s mouth opened and I felt the incredible sensation of his tongue licking all the way up my slit before he covered me with his mouth, licking and sucking my slick up like a wild animal. It was more sensation than I ever imagined, my nerves firing off and my body reacting as I squirmed with each bit of pleasure. I gripped Tony’s hand and let out a moan, shoving Kaden’s head into my pussy with my free hand as he curled his arms under my legs. He buried his head into me, and between the sensations of his licking, sucking and kissing, my eyes nearly rolled back as I convulsed in pleasure.
“More!” I cried out, the pleasure relieving the desperate discomfort that had been plaguing me.
“Give her what she wants. Give her everything.” Jax ordered, and Kaden happily obliged. His mouth covered my clit, pulling it up and sucking on it while I panted at the explosive feeling each time he rubbed the tip of his tongue on me. A single finger made small circles lower on me, and Kaden gave me a brief moment of reprieve while he looked up at me, his mouth covered in wetness.
“I’m going to try to put a finger in, is that okay?” He asked, and I nodded before reaching down in response and grabbing his hand, pulling it toward my pussy.
“I’ll take that as a yes.” Kaden remarked as he pushed his finger into me, very slowly.
“Oh, oh, more!” I gasped as I felt it filling me. My skin was so sensitive, wrapping around him and clenching as he moved it inside me. When I felt his mouth on my clit again, I nearly convulsed.
“You look so good like this, omega.” Tony said, his green eyes blazing as he watched. I was still gripping his hand, but he used his other one to trace my skin, running his fingers across my neck and down my collarbone, then leaning in to pepper each area with gentle kisses. The contrast of his soft touch mixed with Kaden’s intense lapping at my clit with his finger in me was more than I could handle. I bucked up against them, whining as my body both loved it and wanted even more.
“I can feel her squeezing me.” Kaden said in awe as he pulled away again.
“She’ll need a knot soon.” Jax responded as he finally leaned over and brushed his knuckles against my cheek. “You’re doing so very well, omega. I want to touch you more than anything.” His words lit me up.
“Do it!” I cried, and he ran his hands across my chest, barely touching my nipples before stroking my belly, then running his hands back up and cupping my breasts. All three of them were touching me now, pleasuring me as I felt my center contract again. This was better than anything I’d ever imagined. “More!” I barely realized I was speaking as I cried out again. Kaden responded by pushing another finger in, stretching me out in a way that felt so new but so damn good. I knew I needed more though. The social worker had tried to teach me about this, but I couldn't really grasp what knots were and how they worked. Now, I was craving something to fill me in a way that nearly frightened me. My contractions, I realized, were due to my body wanting to clamp down on something. They were getting stronger and more painful the longer I went without a knot. Another whine escaped my lips, and Kaden moved up my body until he was face to face with me.
“Can I try going all the way inside?” He asked, and I could only nod as the need took over. I reached out to grasp Jax and Tony, who each held one of my hands. ‘I just need to do one thing first.” Kaden said before leaning in, his mouth meeting mine as we kissed with all the frantic desperation we’d been feeling. I tasted my own slick on his mouth, and it was surprisingly sweet. His tongue moved with mine, twining around it as his lips crashed against mine. He, too, was wild in his passion as he found his own way of kissing me. I’d have to ask them later if they also were not only new to sex, but if I was their first kiss as well. He pulled back, looking at me with adoration as he angled himself at my entrance. “Are you ready?” He whispered, and I whined in response. “Tell me if you need me to stop.” He said before curling his hand under my head, and gently pushing his cock into me.
I didn’t know what to expect. I knew theoretically it should hurt, but I was so wet with slick and ravenous in my needs that all I felt was a mild discomfort as he stretched me out little by little. The pleasure was overriding any pain, and I let out a sigh of relief once I felt him lodge himself all the way in. It was so big, so good, and so new. He looked down at me with hopeful eyes ,and I smiled up at him in relief. “It feels incredible.” I gasped out, and he smiled back, kissed me one more time, and started moving.
Now this was even better. His cock was stroking me, touching places I didn’t know I could feel. It took a few minutes of us moving together before we found out what worked best, but as we did, it started to feel ridiculously good. “Just like that!” I cried when he found a special area inside me that sent shock waves of pleasure through me. He rocked his hips, grinding into me and reaching down with his fingers to stroke my clit.
“I don’t know how long I can last. I’m going to knot.” He said through gritted teeth. I let go of the others’ hands to reach for Kaden, pushing his hair back from his face. His basil and amber scent filled the air, mixing with mine so perfectly.
“Knot me then.” I whispered, and he let out a yell as I felt something incredible. The base of his cock seemed to grow, filling me past the point I thought possible. It hurt more than I expected. I let out a yelp as well, but then the intense feelings started. The knot pressed against nerve endings inside me that immediately triggered an orgasm. I clutched his shoulders as it rocked through me, my emotions all over the place as I realized I had just lost my virginity with one of the boys I’d always dreamed of. Not only that, but the orgasms also just kept coming. Kaden was fully inside me, his body against mine as he locked into me. He was gasping as I moved, both of us getting more pleasure with every tiny movement of his knot against my nerve endings.
“Oh my God, oh, oh!” My words tumbled out of my mouth, mixed in with babbling as the hormones coursed through me. It was the most intense physical experience of my life. And just when I thought I was done, a new wave hit me. I knew I was going to need more. A lot more.
I was fully entering my first heat. And we were only just getting started.