Chapter 47 In her arms
Vanya's pov
It's been two days since Mumma's demise. And he hasn't cried a single drop. To distract himself, he has engrossed himself in performing the rituals, handling the situation and preparing for guests'comfort. Taking care of everyone except himself.
In these two days I made sure everyone was eating sufficiently. He was not ready to eat anything but I was stubborn enough.
I can walk properly. He took care of me like a strict mother. He would sometimes distract me from the pain by his flirting. And right now I'm handling his meetings with his PA so that he can handle the situation at home.
I'm worried about him. He's suppressing his emotions in himself and consoling everyone. Ariv is a carbon copy of his elder brother. He helped him in every way possible. But at last he broke down in his father's.
I want him to cry his heart out. To let go of his emotions. I want him to feel free. It's the urge to take care of him, cherish him, hold him till he falls asleep, kiss him while he sleeps, wipe his tears for him, make sure he always feels loved, be his prior supporter, buy him anything he wants or needs. I just want him to be happy and in my arms. I want him to rely on me. I want him to know I'm there for him forever.
And at this moment I knew I had fallen deeply, crazily and sincerely for him.
"Has everyone had dinner?" I asked vani on call.
"Yes di except bhaiyaa!" She replied from the other side.
"Why?" I asked, even though I know!
"Waiting for you!....as always!" She answered.
"I'm on my way home!" I replied and ended the call. I'm determined to make him cry his emotions out today.
Hurriedly taking my stuff, I left for the parking lot. Reaching there, I unlocked my car and drove off to the mansion. As I entered his room, I noticed his absence and hurried to the bathroom. After a quick shower, I carelessly made my hair in a bun and left for the kitchen knowing his presence.
I stood at the threshold of the kitchen watching him re-heating the food.
"Aarya!" I called him. My voice, filled with concern and love.
As he acknowledged me, he took a long deep breath before wrapping his arms around me and resting his forehead on my shoulder, trying to relax himself.
"You're finally here!" He muttered snuggling in my neck. I hummed caressing his hair as softly and slowly as I could. Making him feel loved is now my priority.
"Come let's eat!" I said taking the casseroles while still being in his arms.
I gestured him to sit on the slab and he complied. After mixing the rice in daal I stood in between his legs. Forwarding a spoon full, I sighed him to silently eat and he again complied me without saying anything.
And as always, he made sure to make me eat with him.
I love him to endless extent!
"Do you want to sleep?" I asked him.
"I don't feel like!" He answered.
"Okay then wait for me in the backyard!" I said and sped to the room without listening to him.
Taking the quilt, I again entered the kitchen, made our ginger tea and went to the backyard.
Aaryaant's pov
"Aarya!"
I turned around and saw her lying on the soft mattress with open arms inviting me in her warmth. I nodded and lay on top of her snuggling in her neck.
It feels heaven in her arms. The only place I want to be is in her arms. I really loved her beyond the universe.
"Don't you miss her?" She asked me. I nodded resting my chin on her chest. And no one knows how much I miss my mother. Her sweet voice, her cute antics, her motherly warmth and affection.
I know she's trying to make me lose my emotions and cry my heart out.
"Then cry my bachhe! " Her voice was nothing but soft and calm.
"I want to cry but it seems like my tears are betraying me!" I exclaimed with a heavy sigh again snuggling in her warmth.
"You know right?" She asked making me confused.
"What?" I asked her.
"You have me!" She said. This made my eyes turn glossy and within a second my vision blurred as tears floated in my eyes. I blinked as a tear drop fell on her chest.
"Cry your heart out. I don't want you to burden yourself.!" She said. That was enough for me as I broke down in her arms crying hysterically. Her shirt was totally wet as that cloth absorbed my tears.
I can feel her tears in my hair. I know she's crying silently. I gazed up at her and she immediately turned her head on the other side. Trying to hide her tears from me. She can try as much as she wants but nothing is hidden from me when it's her.
Wiping her tears, she gazed at me and wiped my tears with her thumb. I was lovingly adoring her until she kissed my eyes.
"You're the most beautiful creature of God!" She said and I won't lie but my heart stopped at her words. She again kissed my nose.
"And I feel blessed to have my man in my life!" She's again and again making me fall harder for her.
Every time I think I can't fall any harder, she does something which makes me fall the hardest for her.
Grabbing her cheeks in my one palm, I pecked her pouty lips. I lack words to express and this is my way of expressing my emotions. She knows me well enough to understand my every emotion.
She's everything I want!
She's everything I need!
She's everything I crave!
She's my existence!
She's the sole reason for my living!
And at this moment I just want her and nothing else. I have won everything by being her's.
"You're handsome as hell!" She said and I snapped out my thoughts. I was so busy with myself that I forgot she was admiring my facial features.
"I know!" I said in a raspy voice because I cried a lot. She chuckled and pecked my lips giving me a chance to convert it into a proper kiss.
I kissed her slow and steady. My lips, melting into the warmth of her mouth. The kiss showed all her concern, affection and love for me.
And that's how I slept snuggling in her motherly warmth.
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