26. Rabbie
26
Rabbie
I couldn’t get out of the pub quick enough, as soon as we were out the door I had to have my hands on her. I’m surprised I lasted that long, touching her bare legs in public was a high I never knew I needed. I’m shocked at myself for taking the plunge, and making a very bold statement to the village as we walked into The Drunken Duck holding hands.
Since my mum showed up a couple of weeks ago, Crystal has shown me time and time again that not all women are like her. Crystal has had my back countless times, and supported me through this weird time. She doesn’t owe me anything, and yet she continues to prove me wrong about my insecurities by showing me that family isn’t always about blood.
We haven’t spoken about her leaving or what the plans are for the future. I’ve realised that I’ve been living in fear of the future for so long, and not living in the moment. But with Crystal being here, she’s shown me that we can’t always plan for the future and it’s okay to let the walls down to live in the moment.
I know she wouldn’t intentionally hurt me, it’s not who she is. I don’t know what the future holds for us, but right now I’m focusing on the present. I never thought in a million years that I would have this outlook, let alone step out of my comfort zone and actually allow myself the chance of getting to know someone. I feel like a new man, and I want him to stay.
We rush down the main street of Crossmackie, usually we take our time and smell the fresh crisp air, but tonight I want her naked in my bed. We barely make it through the back door of the cafe, our eyes land on the stainless steel island and both of our eyes light up. I push the thought of urgency out of my mind, I want to take my time with her. I lead her upstairs and into the flat, she pounces on me as soon as we’re in the hallway.
I lift her up and she wraps her soft legs around me. I back her up against the wall and trail kisses down her neck. I love those little hissing noises she makes as I nip her delicate skin. Her tiny hands are in my hair, and she gently tugs on it. Heat is consuming my body, and all I can think about is how good she’s going to feel when I’m inside her.
“I want you so bad, Rabbie,” she mewls.
Hearing her say my name like that makes me want to fall to my knees and worship the ground she walks on.
After last night I’m toeing the line of going completely savage on her, and I will if she doesn’t stop grinding against me. I kick open my bedroom door and carry her in. Edie is asleep on my bed and wakes with a startle as the door hits the wall. I gently place Crystal down on her feet, and grab Edie off my bed.
“I’m sorry my wee girl, but you’ll have to sleep somewhere else tonight,” I gently place her down on the floor in the hallway. There’s a look of betrayal on Edie’s face as I close the door on her.
I turn around to find Crystal eyeing me with pure lust, and I start to come undone at the seams. We’re pulled to each other again with this magnetic energy that is always between us. She runs her fingers underneath the hem of my t-shirt and over my chest. Her soft hands send ripples of energy over my skin. I grab the back of my t-shirt and pull it over my head. She stands back, and her eyes travel over my naked torso, usually I would feel self-conscious and get in my own head, but I feel calm and in control when she looks at me with those big green eyes.
“I was wondering when I’d get to see you shirtless again. I think about you in that towel at least five times a day,” she admits.
Her compliment warms me from the inside, I don’t take compliments or praise well but I know she’s being genuine, especially with the way she’s looking at me.
I close the gap between us because my hands have been off her for too long. I grab the hem of her t-shirt and pull it over her head, and kiss her as I throw it with mine on the floor.
“Is that so?”
I run my fingers through her gorgeous red hair, and trail kisses down her neck. It seems to be my favourite part to kissing her. I like how she squirms under my lips as I kiss the soft skin of her neck.
“Yep, I even pleasured myself in the shower after my run thinking about you,” she openly admits.
Fuck me.
“ You’re telling me I was downstairs whilst you were in the shower, touching yourself, thinking about me? Fuck, mo beag, that’s the hottest thing I’ve ever heard,” I groan.
If that wasn’t ammunition for me to snap then I don’t know what was. I unhook her sheer black bra, and quickly take it off her. I back her against the bed and she falls back, her perfect tits bouncing as she lands. I take a second to admire her beautiful body, her pale skin has little patches of freckles dotted all over the place. I want to kiss every single one. She unbuttons her tiny little denim shorts and wiggles out of them, leaving her in a tiny black thong.
My cock is straining against my jeans and is begging to be let free, but I’m too mesmerised by her. She’s looking up at me with half-lidded eyes, and she’s trailing her red painted nails over her body. She smiles up at me because I’m mesmerised by her. Her hands run over her full breasts, and she circles around her stiff nipples. Seeing her touching herself is such a turn on. She’s slowly making her way down her stomach. I swallow hard, and my mouth begins to water as she runs a finger under the waistband of her black thong. Her hand disappears under the fabric and her eyes close in pleasure. Her plump lips are parted forming the perfect ‘O’ and she has a sated look on her perfect face.
“My fingers did the job back then, but you’re way better,” she gasps.
I can’t take this any longer, I need to know what it feels like to be inside her. I want her to say my name in that gasping high pitched tone. I unbutton my jeans slowly and slip them off along with my boxers and let my hard cock spring free. Her eyes grow wide as she sees me standing above her completely naked. I grab my cock and stroke it a couple of times, she licks her lips as she watches me still touching herself. This game we’re playing is one I never want to stop playing.
I’ve never felt so alive when I’m with her.
“Rabbie,” she pants.
“Yes, mo beag?”
“This is torture, I want you,” she pleads, she stops touching herself.
“It’s been a while so I’m going to savour this and take my time,” I admit to her.
“A while, how long is a while?” She props up on her elbows and looks at me now.
I’m not going to shy away from this, she’s been so open with me and now it’s my turn.
“Hmm, maybe a year. I haven’t really kept track,” I shrug my shoulders.
“Fuck me. A YEAR?!”
“Oh I intend to mo beag,” I smile at her. “Abandonment issues, remember?” I laugh, and point to myself.
Her eyes soften as I openly admit what she already knows, just saying it out loud doesn’t feel strange anymore.
“I think we’ve done enough talking, I need to be inside you,” I bite my lip as I look at her sprawled out on my bed.
Her eyes darken and she spreads her legs, an open invitation. I sink down on the bed between her and hook her black thong and pull them down over her legs. Seeing her naked is everything and more.
“You’re so beautiful.”
She looks so bashful when I move a piece of hair out of her face, but I know she believes me. Her hand rests on the back of my neck and she pulls me down to her, and she kisses me with so much intensity, I can feel her body humming.
The heat between us is too much for me to handle. I lean back to grab a condom from my bedside table and tear the foil with my teeth, I roll it over my hard cock and settle in between her legs. Crystal grabs me at the base and rubs my cock through her wet folds to lube the condom. Seeing her slick arousal covering the condom makes me impatient and I rub up against her clit and she lets out a soft moan. It’s music to my ears hearing her sweet moans. I take great satisfaction knowing that I’m the one who’s making her feel like this. I run my large hands over her body as she wiggles underneath me, I try to bite back some control but it’s too much. No more stalling, this needs to happen or I’m going to combust from frustration.
I take one of her perfect round nipples in my mouth, and gently bite down on the stiff peak. The soft gasps that escape her mouth are too much for me to handle. She is fidgety underneath me. She’s getting riled up from the amount of time I’m taking, and I love seeing the frustrated look on her face as I take my time. Her body is too perfect for me to be quick about this, I could worship her all night.
“Rabbie, I can’t take this anymore,” she pleads.
“Tell me what you want,” I demand.
I nudge my hard cock in the soft spot and she looks up at me with those puppy dog eyes and I can’t wait any longer.
“I want you,” she whispers.
I kiss her as I slowly slide inside of her, we both let out a groan in unison. The anticipation dissolves, and the necessity intensifies. I’ve been thinking about this moment for weeks and it’s as euphoric as I’d thought it would be. I still for a second to let her relax around me and then I sink into her some more. Fuck, she feels incredible. She runs her hands over my shoulders and around my neck, she pulls me in close and I fill her to the hilt. She lets out a long satisfied moan, and I fully relax. It felt like I was holding my breath for a long time. She squirms underneath me, but I need a minute to fully take this in. To take her in.
“Rabbie, if you don’t fuck me I might die,” she exclaims.
I smile into the crook of her neck, her command unleashes the beast within me and every notion of me taking my time and being gentle is thrown out the window. I bite down on her shoulder as I pull out and slam back into her. She yelps from another unexpected bite followed closely with a deep guttural moan.
I grab one her legs and hook over my arm so I can fuck her deeper.
“You feel so fucking good, mo beag,” I let out a groan.
She looks up at me with half lidded eyes, and runs her hands over my chest. I could never get bored of hearing her hisses and moans. I find the perfect pace, and feel the hot tingly sensation building at the base of my spine. It’s the fine line between it being pure pleasure and completely losing yourself. She looks up at me with desire, and I can’t believe this is happening. I’m suddenly having an outer body experience. There’s nothing soft and tender about this, I keep thrusting hard into her as she lets out loud moans.
“Rabbie, you feel amazing. Please don’t stop,” she gasps.
“I love it when you say my name like that,” I admit to her.
I thumb her clit and apply pressure, and her eyes roll into the back of her head as I thrust harder into her.
“Look at me when you come baby,” I grab her chin.
Her eyes snap open and land on mine. Her big beautiful eyes are glossy, and I can feel her clamping down around me. I’m about to fall on the side of completely losing myself in her. But I want to see her come on me first, her rounded breasts bounce softly as I drive into her faster.
“Rabbie, I’m going to co–.”
She doesn’t get to finish what she was going to say as her orgasm rips through her, and she comes undone around me. I quickly follow her over the edge into oblivion, and it’s as blissful as I expected. I could stay here forever.
I let go of her leg as I sink down on top of her, and rest my head in the crook of her neck. The jelly-like feeling of an orgasm is the best feeling ever, it’s like you’re completely numb but in a good way. She wraps her arms around me tight as we slow our heavy breathing down. I kiss her shoulder and take a deep breath. I’ve never felt this content in my whole life. I literally feel like I’m floating. And by the sated look on Crystal’s face she’s still riding those post sex endorphins.
“That was so worth the wait,” she kisses me on the cheek.
I slide out of her and she lets out a sad moan. I laugh at her pouty face as I roll off her. She looks so beautiful with that after-sex glow on her face. Her cheeks are slightly flushed, and her red hair is a mess all strewn about. She rolls over on her side and looks at me with a beautiful soft smile. I could stay laying here with her forever. I scan over her body, her features, and I catch her doing the same. It’s like we’re memorising each other. Usually by now I’d be in my own head, and planning a way out of this situation, trying not to get too invested. Yet, I feel oddly calm and unnerved with what could lay ahead. She’s still taking me in, and she doesn’t seem phased that I haven’t said a word yet. That’s the thing we’ve learnt about one another, we don’t need to fill the silences with words. I brush a strand of hair over her shoulder and she leans into my touch and closes her eyes.
“Aye, it was definitely worth the wait. Although I’m kicking myself for not doing it sooner. I was such a coward that weekend up at the cabin,” I admit.
She gently grabs my hand that is still resting on her face and kisses my palm.
“It was too soon,” she smiles.
I don’t understand how she can be so patient with me. The acknowledgement and understanding from her is next to none. She kisses me on the lips now, and I know I don’t need to explain myself to her further, she just gets it.
I smile at her and jump up to grab a towel, and she looks at me with confusion.
“What are you doing?” She frowns at me a little.
“Come on, we’re going to shower together, and you’re going to show me how you pleasured yourself.” I hold out my hand to her.
A large smile spreads across her face, and the look of playfulness returns. This night is turning out to be one of the best nights I’ve had in a long time. There’s no first time awkwardness between us, it feels so natural with her.
We make our way to the bathroom, and my hands keep finding new places to touch her. She giggles as I run my hands over her rounded butt. I never knew I could be so obsessed with a woman’s body, but Crystal’s– I’m completely obsessed.
I turn on the shower, and she turns to me and stands on her tippy toes to kiss me. I find it so cute the height difference between us. I’m at least a foot taller than her, that’s why I gave her the nickname of mo beag–my little.
She steps into the small shower and the water trickles over her naked body and I stand watching on in admiration. I’ve never been this sexually open with a woman, usually it’s just a quick one night stand and I bail. But exploring with Crystal has been eye opening to say the least. She’s so confident when it comes to her sexuality and I love that about her.
I’m already hard again, seeing her standing under the shower is doing things to me. Water beads around her nipples and I instantly crave for them to be in my mouth. A flirtatious grin spreads across her lips as she grabs the shower head from the wall and teases it over her body, slowly making her way down to her clit, tilting her head back.
I jump in and join her, and roll her nipples between my fingers. She lets out a soft moan, and leans her head back against my chest.
I can feel her legs shaking and she waivers and nearly takes the shower head away. I place my hand over hers and keep the shower head over her clit
“Rabbie, it’s too sensitive,” she cries out in a soft moan.
“You can handle it,” I tell her. I don’t know where this assertiveness has come from, but she whimpers and bites her lips.
“Come for me, mo beag,” I whisper in her ear.
As right one cue, she crumbles and lets out a string of moans and groans. I hold her up as she rides out her orgasm, and then she slowly melts into my arms. I turn her around in my arms so she’s leaning against me. I take the shower head from her and run it over her beautiful body. I gently run my hands over her, and she leans on me in lulled satisfaction.
I could easily go for round two but we have plenty of time for that, and she looks relaxed and a little tired. I quickly wash our bodies, giving Crystal a quick shoulder massage and rinse off the soap. She still got a sated look on her face as I wrap a large towel around her.
“Thanks for a good night,” I kiss her.
She looks up at me from her dark long lashes and softly smiles. She looks dazed after her back to back orgasms.
“Now, let’s go to bed. It’s way past my bedtime, and you look tired.”
I grab her soft hand and lead her back to my bedroom. I pull back the covers for her. She drops the towel to the floor and slips between the covers. Seeing her naked in my bed is beyond crazy, I never thought it would lead here. I’m glad it did though.
I rush around to my side and jump in to join her. I roll over and scoop her up and drag her towards me. Her rounded butt presses into me as I spoon her. I stroke her bare stomach and a ripple of goosebumps forms on her skin. She lets out a long exhale and relaxes into my arms.
“Goodnight Rabbie,” she squeezes my hand that rests on her stomach.
“Goodnight mo beag,” I kiss her bare shoulder.
I drift off to blissful sleep, dreaming of the beautiful redhead cowgirl that is slowly making me realise that life isn’t as scary and sad as I thought it to be.