Chapter 21
Constantine
I climb on top of Enzo and straddle him, facing his feet. My stomach is still twisting and turning. I can’t believe we’re doing this.
“Lean back,” he orders, and I eagerly do.
His long fingers pry my ass cheeks apart, and he runs the tip of his finger along my hole. My entire body shudders at the sensation.
“Look at that. So cute and pink.” His breath ghosts across my skin with promises of making all my sexual fantasies come true. “I can’t wait to get inside your fucking virgin ass.”
My cock is resting on his chest, and it leaks onto his skin with his words. God, and I need to come already. So badly.
But when his tongue swipes over my hole, some ungodly sound comes out of me. My entire body is suddenly flushed, and a sheen of sweat covers it.
The licking starts gently, then he graduates to sucking and nipping. His fingers dig into skin, fat, and muscle, opening me up even more as he eats me out like I’m some damn dessert.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt something so good. Good? No, his rimming is god-like. My hands rest on his thighs, and my arms wobble and struggle to hold me up. I want to fall on top of him. I want to relax my body. God, I could do this all day.
Enzo pulls away, and I make another embarrassing sound. He laughs at me and squeezes my butt. “Tasty,” he says. “But I really need to be inside you. First, I want you on your knees, choking on my cock. Then we’ll work you open before I rail you. You wanted to be railed, right?”
“Yes. Very much. Please rail me.”
I climb off Enzo’s face and sit on my knees, my hands resting on my lap. I love the way he tells me everything that’s going to happen. It takes away all the doubt and uncertainty.
“Maybe I’ll even let you come, or maybe I’ll edge you instead.”
He stands on his knees and swipes his thumb over the slick head of my cock.
It’s so sensitive that I nearly jolt off the bed.
He smirks at my reaction. “You’re so responsive, Little Bird.
That’s one of my favorite things about you.
” He wraps his long fingers around his length, giving his cock a few tugs. “Now open wide.”
I do as I’m told and open as wide as I can. Enzo rests his cock on my tongue, and I lap at his tip to taste his bitter earthiness.
He hisses at the sensation and shoves his cock deeper into my mouth. “Yeah, baby. That’s nice. I’m going to fuck your face like I’m about to fuck your ass. Breathe through it.”
I don’t care what he does. I trust him like I’ve never trusted anyone before. He’d never intentionally hurt me.
His cock goes deeper, and I breathe through it when it hits the back of my throat.
I’m still so new at this, so I let him control everything.
And he does. He grips the sides of my head, pulls his cock out, and pushes back in.
Each time he goes in too deep, I gag and my eyes water, but I don’t stop him. I’ve seen how this works.
“Fuck, yeah. Look at that mouth taking me so good. You’re being so good for me. Look at your pretty blue eyes watering. Fucking stunning.”
He wipes the tears away with his thumbs as he keeps pushing my boundaries on how much I can take.
When I gag around him too hard, he pulls out, followed by strands of saliva.
I have to cough a couple of times, and wipe away some tears.
Enzo holds my hand and stares at me. “What a beautiful bird you are. Your kissable lips are red and swollen, and your eyes and nose are running. That shows how much you want my cock.”
I sniffle and nod. “I really do.”
Before I realize what’s happening, Enzo lifts me and tosses me onto my stomach in the bed. Then he pulls my ass up and presses a hand on my back to keep my front down.
He quickly kisses my hole before he reaches for the lube and condom sitting on the nightstand.
“We’re getting tested later, so I can fuck you bare.
I want to fucking breed the hell out of you.
I want to come inside you and plug you up so you have to wear my cum all day.
Or even better, do you want me to eat your ass out and then kiss you so you can eat my cum that spills out of you? ”
“All of it, please,” I say, making him laugh.
God, I’ve never been so turned on in my life.
It’s almost overwhelming, and I’m not sure what to do about it.
Before, whenever I got the urge, I’d just rub one out.
But now I’m consumed by it. By my angel.
My entire body feels like it wants to explode in a rain of cum.
It’s a wonder I haven’t come already, since my cock has absolutely no patience.
Even though this will be my first time, I don’t feel vulnerable with my ass in the air. It only feels right and comfortable. I’m full of trust for my angel. I lie there, resting my head on my arms, dying to have his fingers in me, then his cock stretching me.
Soon, an oiled finger presses against me and inches its way inside. My entire body relaxes as he explores inside me, working me open. I can easily take one finger. “You can do more fingers.”
Enzo says nothing as he sinks two fingers inside. They slide in and out smoothly, and he makes sure he grazes my prostate. I feel like I want to pee, but I also feel like I need to come when I don’t. Like I’m physically holding back my orgasm.
“Mmm…” I breathe out. It’s so relaxing, just like when he rimmed me.
“You feel good, baby?”
“Yeah. Really good.”
“You just give in to me so easily, don’t you?”
I nod on my arms with a lazy smile on my face. God, I love having my ass played with.
“You should see this view, Little Bird. Maybe I’ll set up a mirror for next time so you can watch me as I fuck you.”
My heavy cock jumps at the visual.
“Are you ready for a third finger?” he asks.
“I’m ready for your cock.”
He chuckles behind me before gently biting my butt. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I want a little burn and stinging pain. When I wake up tomorrow, I still want to feel you inside me.” I sit up and look back at him. “Trust me.”
“Okay, one stretch and burn coming right up.”
I snort a laugh and get ready.
“Once I press in, bear down on me. It will help,” he explains, but I already know this.
Enzo rubs the head of his cock around my hole in a circular motion before he nudges it against the muscle I’m trying not to clench instinctively. I take a deep breath, relax my body, and when he eases in, I force myself to push down on him. It takes all my control not to hold my breath and freeze.
It takes a second before the pain starts, but Enzo takes his time. He’s always so careful with me.
“You okay?”
“Yes, more… please.”
He pushes in, inch by inch, pulling out and sinking back inside. Each time he does, he goes deeper and deeper until he’s fully seated.
We did it. I’m breathing heavily from the sting and the desperate need to come.
All my senses and emotions are firing. The smell of sex, the burning arousal, the blackness behind my closed lids, the sounds of our heavy breathing…
they all culminate in a bundle of emotions.
My past tries to punch through my sudden vulnerability, but I don’t let it.
Not now. Not now.
There’s no reason to get triggered by having sex, but I’ve been alive for twenty-seven years, and no one’s ever cared about me or loved me or made love to me. So, it hurts.
I have to remind myself that I’m not alone anymore. Enzo wants me. He wants to move away with me and take me away from here for a better life.
But once Enzo starts really moving faster and harder, he takes me away from my spiraling, like he always does.
I swear he’s magical. Of course he is because he’s an angel.
Soon, I get lost in all the amazing sensations.
He feels so good inside me, better than expected.
And the pain is gone now that I’ve adapted to him.
“Fuck, what a perfect ass you have, baby. So smooth and bubbly, I just want to bite it all the time. And you wrapped around me… it’s fucking perfect.”
My body vibrates from his compliments.
I press myself lower into the floor, stretching out my hands to grasp the rug underneath me, but Enzo doesn’t give me a chance. He slips his strong arm around my chest and quickly lifts me, pressing my back against his front.
“I need more of you, baby,” he growls in my ear.
My skin bursts into a blanket of goosebumps. I reach behind me to grab his neck, and I rest my head against his shoulder.
“My beautiful bird,” he whispers.
I whimper at his words. They pull that emotion out of me again, but I don’t want to feel it right now. I just want to get lost in his cock and his protective body.
My balls are so heavy. I almost come when Enzo rolls over my prostate. But something keeps holding me back. Something keeps me from letting go. I’m honestly surprised I haven’t yet.
Touch.
I need his hand.
“Enny?”
“Yeah, baby…”
“Make me come… please.”
“Hmm, maybe I want you to hold it all in. Maybe I’ll stop to calm you down and then fuck you again. I can edge us both until we can’t take it anymore.”
I tremble at the thought, though I’m not sure if it’s because I’m turned on or terrified I won’t be able to orgasm yet. In the end, it doesn’t matter. Enzo can do whatever he wants to me. If he wants to edge me for a week, so be it.
Despite his words, he wraps his fingers around my swollen cock and slowly strokes me as he pumps into me. “When we’re done, do you want me to piss on you in the shower again? Would you like that?”
“Oh, my God. Yes… all of it. Give me everything.”
“I love a needy bottom.”
Enzo strokes me harder and faster. His movements and thrusts are awkward as he focuses on me. My body suddenly freezes, and I explode cum over his hand. My toes curl, and a strangled cry escapes me.
“Yeah,” he says and nips my ear. “Watching you come is the fucking hottest thing.
With that, he lets me go and shoves me back down, none too gently, and fucks my ass hard and fast. His fingers are digging painfully into my sides, hard enough to leave bruises. It’s another way he marks me as his. A literal ‘hands off.’
Then it’s his turn to freeze as the first hot spurt of cum fills the condom. I can’t wait until he gets tested so he can fill me up. I hope he makes me wear his cum in public. It will be our naughty little secret.
I’m completely satiated and numb. I feel like my muscles have fallen asleep or something.
My ass is still in the air when Enzo pulls out, stands, and tosses the condom into the garbage in the kitchen.
The next thing I know, he’s lifting me into his arms and carrying me to the bathroom before setting me on my shaky legs and feet in the walk-in shower.
Before we run any water, I ease onto my knees, lift my face to him, and close my eyes.
“Not this time. Turn around and give me your ass.”
I get into the same position I had in the living room earlier, but this time, I spread my cheeks and expose my stretched hole to him. Soon, hot piss decorates my skin, then it fills me. God, I think I’m growing hard again.
“I never thought I’d be into this,” he says breathily. “I liked it the first time, but now I’m really digging it. I like covering you in my scent like some damn animal.”
Yes, he gets it.
Enzo finishes with the pissing on my back. And before I can sit up, he squats behind me, sinking his finger in and out of my hole as if to push his piss into me.
“Yeah, I fucking like this.”
When he finishes playing with me, he fully bathes me like the last time, making sure everything is squeaky clean.
I can’t take my eyes off him as those ever-familiar emotions fill me. The ones I’d never had until I met my angel. The ones that nearly doubled me over right before we had sex tonight. Now they take over, and my eyes water.
As always, he notices. “What’s wrong, baby?”
“I-I’m just so happy. It’s… hard to process.”
His frown deepens, and he pulls me into a tight hug. “You deserve happiness, Con. Always.”
I claw at his back to keep from finally losing it. It’s stupid because I’d rather smile, not cry. I want to laugh, not be upset.
“Thank you” is all I can say. It’s completely inadequate. Enzo needs more than a simple thank you, but my words are heartfelt. Still, I tack on my ‘I love you’ at the end of it.