Chapter 28
She was scared that I”d say the sex was bad? Fucking hell, I was scared that I”d get inside her and blow my load without getting her off. Then the sex would be bad because of the premature ejaculator, and not the gorgeous woman beneath him.
I sucked on one of her nipples, flicking the tight peak with my tongue. ”I love your breasts.”
”They”re small.”
”Shh.” I squeezed them in the palms of my hands and looked at her. ”They”re the perfect handful.”
I let my thumbs tease her nipples, and her hips moved. ”You like that?”
She nodded, and groaned when I pinched the peaks hard.
I slid down her stomach and dropped my head in between her thighs. “You’re so beautiful,” I murmured, unable to stop touching her, teasing her. I couldn’t wait; I opened my mouth wide over her pussy. I knew my five o’clock shadow was rasping against her thighs, which I liked. Soft against hard.
I cupped her ass cheeks and lifted her to me. I ran my nose across her slit.
“Fuck, baby. You smell so good. You taste like a dream.” I licked her center, curling my tongue around her clitoris. I was slurping her juices, and the sound of my mouth on her was erotic. I wanted her to come because I wanted inside her, so I rubbed my tongue over her clit, again and again. Her hips rose, and she moved, trying to get even closer. Her body locked hard, and she let out a small wail just as her thighs began to shake.
I surged over her body and kissed her, letting her taste herself.
“Do I need a condom?” I asked. I didn’t want one. Even if she wasn’t protected, I didn’t want one. I hadn’t known that until right now. I wanted her bare. I wanted her filled with me. I wanted her pregnant. For someone who’d been super careful with the women he slept with, this was a major deviation.
“I have an I.U.D.”
I wanted that out of her. This wasn’t the right time for the conversation. It was the first time we were fucking since that shitshow I created last time, and yet….
“Have it taken out.”
“What?” she asked, flustered.
I snapped my hips and entered her in one thrust, balls deep. She screamed, and I wasn”t sure if it was pain or pleasure. I pulled back out a little, and then pushed in again.
”Am I hurting you?”
She shook her head. ”Feels so good.”
”Open your eyes, beautiful.”
She did.
”I don”t want you to have an I.U.D.” For fuck”s sake, Ro, let that shit go. It”s a conversation for later when she”s actually yours.
”Why?”
”You know why.” I moved my hips, rubbing my pelvic bone against her clit.
Her eyes widened. Her hands clasped around my arms.
My dick was ecstatic to be inside a warm pussy for the first time in a long time, my brain was doing a happy dance because I was with Isha, and my heart…well, that fucker was hammering away with utter delight.
”Rowan,” she panted. It was building again for her. I could feel it in the way she clenched around me.
”Yeah, baby, you gonna come again, aren”t you?” I didn”t know how long I could hold on. The need to orgasm was pounding inside me, making me want to take her like an animal, rough, hard.
I moved completely out of her, and she moaned. ”No, come back.”
”I want to go in deeper.”
I lifted her slender legs, kissing them as I put them over my shoulder. I entered her again, this time going deep, and it felt fucking amazing. I moved my hips hard and felt her orgasm, felt her pulse around my cock. I pulled out almost completely, and then slammed back, again and again. I wanted to ask if she was okay because she was sobbing, but I was already out of control. My movements were almost clumsy now, and I groaned deep as I spurted inside her, coming harder than I ever had before.
I let her legs fall onto the bed and sank on top of her. I nestled my mouth against her neck, gently taking some of her skin into my mouth so I could keep a part of her inside me while I was inside her. I rested on my elbows so she wouldn”t have to carry my weight.
Her hands stroked my back, her legs moved languidly against my thighs.
This was heaven.
I suckled her skin, knowing I”d leave marks, but I didn”t care. She was mine. All fucking mine now.
”Rowan.”
”Baby.” I kissed the flesh I had suckled, and went back to holding it inside my mouth.
”What did you mean about the I.U.D.?”
My breathing was still not normal, and I felt like a fucking caveman right now. ”I want to make a baby with you.”
I expected her to stiffen or push me away, but I heard a giggle.
I lifted my head to look at her. ”What”s so funny?”
She laughed, her body shaking.
”Isha?”
”Do you have like…a breeding kink?”
A smile tugged on my lips and, all of a sudden, we were both laughing so hard that I pulled out of her and fell onto my back. I grabbed her to lie against me, enjoying her.
”Is it like a rancher thing? You breed cattle and hence….” She couldn”t stop laughing.
And neither could I. The bed shook.
When we were finally calmed, I stroked her back. ”I want to have a baby with you.”
She kissed my shoulder.
”Let”s get through our first night together this time around, and then talk about major commitments like babies?”
”I just want you to know where I”m at. I”m all in, Isha. I”m holding nothing back.”
She raised her head to look at me. ”I”m not ready.”
”I know.”
”But you”re going to keep pushing?”
”No, baby, I”m not pushing; I”m pulling you closer, bringing you back to me.”
Her eyes were moist with emotion, and it tugged at me. She wasn”t sad, she was touched. ”I need time.”
”Take all the time you need, Isha. I”m not going anywhere. Except to sleep. Haven”t had a proper night for days.”
I fell asleep holding her. It was the best night”s sleep I ever had in my adult life.