Chapter 26
TWENTY-SIX
I take a deep breath in as I stare at my reflection in the mirror, then exhale slowly. It’s been a great day, and it felt good to let everything go for a while. And now, I want to end it feeling even better.
As I step out of the bathroom, Liam slips into the bedroom, leaving the door slightly ajar.
“She’s going wild down there,” he says with a soft chuckle. “It’s going to be a long night for her.”
The bells from Miss Bobber’s toy jingle from downstairs, and I can’t help but chuckle myself as I hear her running around after it. But as Liam moves towards the bed, wearing nothing but his boxers, my attention locks on him.
My eyes roam over his body, and I watch as the muscles in his arms and back flex when he pulls the blankets back on the bed. But before he can get in, I walk up behind him and slide my arms around his waist, pressing my lips to his shoulder.
A breath escapes him as he tilts his head to the side so I can trail my lips up his neck. My fingers trace the hard lines of his abs, and my cock is already hardening at the feeling of him under my touch.
Liam takes a deep breath in before he turns in my arms, and his lips meet mine. His tongue pushes past my lips, and we fall into a slow and intoxicating kiss. The light and carefree feeling I’ve had today is quickly evolving into a deep, aching need to feel every inch of him. To be so close to him that there’s absolutely nothing at all left between us.
As my tongue slides against his while his hands grip me tighter, his words from this morning float back into my thoughts.
I’m feeling brave. So I want to take something for myself.
I want him.
I push him back onto the bed and crawl over him, desperation growing at a rapid rate. Our kiss is now needy and full of heat as his hands slide down my back and over my ass. When I feel him hard against me, I moan into his mouth and grind into him, taking even more.
“Hm,” he hums against my lips, slipping his fingers into the waistband of my boxers and sliding his hands over my ass. He grips my flesh tight as I roll my hips against him again, the feeling sending a rush of exhilaration through me.
He suddenly rolls me onto my back and settles between my legs, pulling my boxers down. As I kick them off, the look in his eyes is one of pure hunger. He runs his hand over my hard cock as he rakes his gaze over my body, and as I lie here before him, exposed and vulnerable… I feel completely comfortable and safe. There’s no fear with Liam. No danger, risk, or hesitation. I can be entirely myself, free to explore my deepest desires… and he’s right there with me.
Liam leans down to take me in his mouth, and a groan immediately escapes me. My fingers slide into his hair, pushing it back so I can watch him and take in every bit of this. His eyes find mine and I keep my gaze locked on him as he sucks me. And it’s not long until he has me writhing beneath him and panting his name.
But this isn’t where this ends.
I reach out to pull his hand off my hip and push it down… towards my ass.
His eyes fly up to meet mine again, and he releases me from his mouth. He doesn’t say anything as he just looks up at me, like he can’t quite believe this is happening.
So I smirk down at him and shift my leg, opening up wider for him, and nod.
Liam releases a breath and drops his gaze, slowly running his fingers down the length of my cock, over my balls, and to my hole.
I can’t help but moan as he presses a finger to my hole, and he looks up at me, both heat and hesitation in his gaze.
We’re both new to being with a guy in this way, but some things… I’ve tried on my own.
“Lube is in the top drawer,” I say, looking into his eyes.
They widen slightly before he nods and reaches over to grab it. When he settles between my legs again, his eyes slide from the lube, up to me. “Have you…”
I just stare back at him with a small smirk, letting him conjure up the image of me playing with my ass.
His eyes light up and a smile spreads across his face. “That’s fucking hot.”
I widen my legs in response, and his eyes immediately fall as he lets out a breath. I watch him with a thundering heart as he coats his fingers with lube, and tosses the bottle on the bed beside us.
A shiver rolls through me as he presses a cool, slick finger to my hole, and his cool blue eyes peer up at me. He gently swirls his finger, pulling a moan out of me.
“Tell me what to do,” he says in a low voice. “Tell me what you like.”
I’m already overwhelmed, in the best way possible, with the feeling of him doing this to me… and we’ve barely even started. With Liam here, in my bed, wanting to make me feel good… it’s like everything is magnified. Every touch from him sends my body into overdrive, and my responses are intense, needy, and desperate. This is more than I’ve ever felt before, and it’s all because of him.
And from the look in his eyes, he’s enjoying this just as much as I am.
I nod as he stares up at me, waiting.
“Push it in,” I say.
He pulls his bottom lip between his teeth as he looks down at his hand, and slowly pushes his finger into my ass. Electricity shoots up my spine from the pleasurable pressure in my ass, and I moan as I grip the sheets on either side of me.
“You ok?” Liam asks as he looks up at me.
All I can do is nod and gently roll my hips, asking for more.
His gaze drops again to watch as he slowly drags his finger out of my ass, and pushes it back in. He does this a few more times, before he gently curls his finger inside me, and brushes against a spot inside me that has every nerve in my body lighting up. I let out a guttural groan as warmth radiates through me, and his eyes quickly lift to watch me as he does it again, and I moan even louder.
“Fuck…” he whispers, his eyes trailing back down my body like he’s drinking in every inch of me. When his gaze lands on my cock, he drops his head to take me in his mouth as he rubs my prostate again.
“Jesus Christ,” I mutter, my hands moving to grip his arms tight as everything in my body seems to come alive. The sensations of his warm wet mouth on my cock, slowly sucking and licking as his finger continues to slide in and out of my ass… I can barely even form a thought.
Then he pushes another finger inside me.
“Oh my god…” I groan, my head tipping back as he continues to suck my cock and finger my ass.
“More,” I say, looking down at him. “Faster.”
Those bright blue eyes meet mine as he increases his pace on me, and they sparkle with desire. I feel like I could come from the sight of him alone right now, but he feels so fucking good, I need this to last. I want to savour this moment with him, and I want to make him feel just as good as I do.
Pressure quickly builds deep in my pelvis, radiating through my body as he works me, and I grip his hair tight. I’m barely hanging on, and I don’t know how much longer I’m going to last.
When I feel like I’m close, my hands land on his shoulder and I push him back. “Stop.”
Liam’s eyes widen as he looks up at me. “Did I hurt you? Shit, I?—”
“No,” I say, shaking my head as I pull him up to me. I sink my tongue into his mouth, taking a delicious taste of him as the urge rises, so strong it’s impossible to ignore. The intense need to be as close to him as I can possibly get. To experience this with him and give him every part of me.
I release him from my kiss and look up into his eyes as he holds himself over me.
“Fuck me,” I say, my voice almost a whisper.
His brows lift as his eyes flick between mine. “Really?” he breathes out.
I just nod. This isn’t the first time it’s crossed my mind… but after the day we had today, and the way my feelings towards him have been growing… I want all of him.
“Condoms are in the drawer,” I say, my heart thumping.
He nods slowly but doesn’t move as his gaze lingers on mine. And a sinking feeling settles in my stomach.
Shit. He doesn’t want this…
“I had to go through an insane medical assessment to work offshore…” he says slowly, his eyes falling to my lips. “They tested for everything .”
My heart riots in my chest as his eyes meet mine again.
“I’m all clear.”
I stare up at him for a moment before I nod, willing my heart to settle the fuck down. “I haven’t been with anyone since I last tested… also clear.”
His lips tilt up in a small smirk, and my hands land on his chest to push him backwards onto his knees. I sit up with him and immediately grab the waistband of his boxers, pulling them down to free his rock-hard cock. As I lick the glistening bead of precum off his tip, his hand lands on the back of my head and he groans. The sound is fucking beautiful , so I take him into my mouth and pull another moan from him. I continue to suck and stroke him, desperate to make him feel good as I give him everything I can.
Until he suddenly grabs my shoulders and pushes me onto my back.
He exhales, gripping his dick and staring down at me with a shake of his head. “This isn’t about me.”
I can’t even find the words to respond as he stares down at me, eyes intense and roaming as he runs his hand up my leg and my abs. Then he leans over me, hovering his lips over mine. “You’re fucking perfect, mo chridhe.”
A stuttering breath escapes me as he kisses along my jaw, then pushes back and grabs the lube. I watch with heavy breaths as he lubes his cock, and swipes more over my ass.
When he lines up to push inside me, he pauses and meets my eyes, his hair falling messily around his jaw, framing the intensity of his bright, ice-blue gaze. In the soft glow of the lamplight, his stare pierces through me as he waits.
And I nod.
I fucking need this.
Liam pushes his hips forward, and his cock presses against my hole. I try to keep my muscles from tensing as he enters me, but the more he pushes in, the harder it is to relax. It’s both a burning discomfort and a pleasurable pressure, and even though I want it more than anything, my body feels like it’s trying to fight it. My hand lands on his arm as I wince slightly, the feeling much more intense than his fingers.
A look of concern crosses his face as he stops, but I pull at his arm and shake my head.
“Keep going,” I say.
He hesitates for a moment, but then he continues. And suddenly, he’s all the way in, and the pain is replaced by a feeling of fullness that is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before.
He stares down at me and releases a heavy breath. “Fuck.”
I nod, releasing a breath of my own. “Yeah.”
We both look down as he gently moves his hips back and slowly thrusts into me again. I take a deep breath and let the sensation roll over me. The pressure feels amazing, and even just hearing his groan as he gently fucks me pushes away every thought and feeling of pain or discomfort, both in my body and my mind.
He slowly and carefully moves his hips again, and I relax more with each thrust into me. I watch his abs flex, listen to his moans, and feel his cock sliding in and out of me as the strange feeling of being filled by him quickly becomes one of intense pleasure. And soon I find myself pulling on him and begging for more.
“Harder,” I say, my hand sliding down his side to his hip, pulling him against me.
He leans forward and brings his hands to either side of my shoulders, looking down at me as he buries himself deep inside my ass. I let out a grunt and close my eyes at the feeling of him so deep inside me, and he stays here for a moment longer. My hands run up his sides to either side of his jaw as I pull his lips to mine and kiss him hard.
Then I murmur, “Now fuck me.”
A rush of air escapes him as he pushes up on his hands and thrusts into me, harder this time.
With a loud moan I drop my hand to my weeping cock, needing to relieve the pressure that’s building. Liam’s gaze follows my hand as he continues to fuck me, slowly increasing his pace.
“Fuck…” he mutters, then pushes back onto his knees between my legs and bats my hand away to he can take my cock in his. He strokes me in time with each thrust into my ass, as his eyes roam over my body like he’s going to fucking devour me.
And I fucking want him to.
Our moans and groans fill the room as we get completely lost in each other, and I feel myself getting closer and closer. Being filled by him, with his hand on my cock, and his eyes all over me… it’s a feeling like nothing else. It’s both too much and not enough, and I never want it to stop.
Heat flushes through me as I try to hang on longer, and I bite my lip. The sight of him, the feel of him… He’s consuming every inch of me, and I’m afraid to even blink in case I miss something.
But his hand reaches forward, and his thumb pulls my lip from between my teeth. Then he leans forward and pulls it into his mouth, biting it himself.
“You need to come?” he mutters against my lips.
I shake my head, not trusting my words right now as I attempt to hold back a moan while he slowly slides his cock in and out of my ass.
“Looks like you do…” he says in a low voice, his lips dropping to my neck. He slowly licks up my neck to my ear with a low hum. “Tilg a-mach air mo shon, mo chridhe. Tha feum agam ort.”
I have no fucking idea what he says… but I can’t hold back any longer.
I fucking come.
The beautiful sounds of his Gaelic words rattle around in my mind as he fucks and strokes me, and I let everything out. I groan loudly as the pressure releases and pleasure crashes over me, and I come harder than I ever have before.
Liam looks down at me with a look of awe as he fucks me through my orgasm, and I can’t take my eyes off him either. When I finally catch my breath, I look into his eyes and run my hand over his abs.
“Come inside me,” I say.
His eyes flash with intense need as he pauses for a moment, then releases a breath and slams into me again. His face is flushed and his muscles tense as his hands grip my hips tight.
“Oh, fuck,” he moans as he drops his head and his hips stutter in their movement.
As I watch him come inside me, his abs contracting, his hold on me tight… I ask myself a question I’ve been wondering a lot lately.
How the fuck did I manage to get a man like him?
His eyes lift to meet mine as he takes in a deep breath, a dark strand of hair falling over one eye as we hold each other’s gaze.
And now that I have him, how am I supposed to manage when he leaves for work again this week?
I’m fucking obsessed.