12. Chapter 11 – Brody
Chapter 11 – Brody
I busted yet another knuckle on the exhaust I was trying to replace. Distraction and manual labor hardly ever went well together.
But distracted was all I’d been for days now. Since Hannah came clean about her sexuality.
Knox had been afraid when he found out that she would want to leave us for a woman, but I didn’t doubt her commitment to us. Not for a second. I also wasn’t dumb enough to think that if we didn’t allow her to explore this newfound interest, it would fester inside of her like a disease.
Causing harm to the only woman I’ve ever loved, which was the last thing I wanted. So I pushed in favor of letting her explore. I wanted her to have the chance to test the waters with herself and her desires.
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to at least be a witness to it, and not for the creepy, typical perverted male reasoning most would want to watch.
I was Hannah’s first kiss.
After she was done kissing me, she turned and kissed Knox.
I was there on the day she found out she was accepted to her dream college four hours away from our hometown. I held her hand and reassured her she would be okay without us for a few years. Even though she backed out and stayed local to stay near us.
The night she lost her virginity, I lay next to her when Knox slid inside of her for the first time. And then I took my turn.
That was how it had always been.
For all the big moments in life, all three of us were together before we even understood what that made us .
I needed it to be that way for this too.
But then, I found out who the mysterious Lex was, and everything tilted out of balance inside of my head.
Hannah thought I knew Lex from some important part of life when, in reality, I’d only ever interacted with her for twenty minutes on the side of the road once.
But that was all it had taken for me to realize; we were oil and water.
We’d never mix. We’d only ever battle each other for our rightful space.
Two Doms couldn’t share space within a relationship; not completely. Never mind the fact that Lex was as lesbian as they came, and Hannah wanted a woman that we could all share. It had a destined failure before it even started.
But that didn’t mean we couldn’t give Hannah what she wanted for her first time with a woman. Even if it was only for one time.
“Hey, anyone home?” I ducked out from underneath the hotrod I was working on and found Dallin standing at the open garage door.
“Hey, man.” I wiped my hands on a rag and then shook his. “What brings you out here in the middle of the day?”
“I had a meeting a few blocks over, I thought I’d stop in and say hey.” He put his hands in his jeans pockets and rocked on the balls of his feet. He was up to something.
“Spit it out.” I sighed, leaning back on the car lift post, and settling in for whatever bombshell he was here to drop on me. I had known Dallin for a few years now, and the man never ceased to surprise me.
He chuckled and relaxed a bit. “I want to apologize.” He ran one hand over the back of his neck. “I may have stuck my nose somewhere it didn’t belong, and I hear it may have backfired.”
“Lex.” I surmised, raising one brow at him, and he shrugged with a small smirk. “I should have known you wouldn’t have bailed on Hannah like that for the article unless you were up to something.”
“Actually,” He chuckled, “I genuinely had to reschedule it at the very least because of the expo next week. And then Reyna told me some things that Hannah had been asking her—” He faded off.
“Good god,” I groaned, “You knew my girl was into girls before I did? ”
He laughed and shrugged again, “In my defense, you not knowing, sounds a lot more like a problem within your relationship communication than it does about my wife’s over-communication.”
I scoffed and nodded in agreement. “We got comfortable,” I admitted. “We stopped seeing her and reading her the way we used to. She said she wasn’t sure until she met Lex, but we should have seen the signs that she was curious, at least.”
“I agree.” He nodded, “But I’m not perfect either and can admit that sometimes in my marriage we’ve all gotten too relaxed as well. We stopped dating each other and making time to learn more. There’s always more to know.”
I headed over to the large lounge area and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge, handing him one and then taking a seat in one of the leather chairs. The area was for clients and us to talk about builds and details, but the garage was empty, giving us the privacy for the conversation I needed. He sat in one of the other chairs and watched me closely.
“What did Hannah say to Rey?” I asked after a while.
“It was more of what she asked, Rey.” He mused, “She asked her things about how Reyna was confident enough to add Parker and Trey to our relationship after we’d been together for so long, just the two of us.”
I nodded, knowing exactly what Hannah had been searching for with that line of questions. “Because she wants to add to ours.”
“Does she?” He asked, leaning forward on his knees to stare at me. “Because Reyna thought she was only curious about her feelings for women, not adding another to the relationship full time.”
“She wants us all to add a woman to the dynamic, not just for her.”
His eyes rounded a bit, and he sat back in his chair, “And she thought that woman would be Lex?”
“Fuck if I know.” I scoffed again, frustrated with the whole thing. “Hannah knows Lex isn’t straight. It doesn’t add up.”
“What about you?” He asked, “Everything else aside, are you and Knox down to add another? Lex or someone else completely. ”
“I have no clue, man.” I replied honestly, “I can’t imagine having someone else in our life full-time.”
“I get it.” He nodded, “It was a big change when Parker and Trey moved in, I think in a way it was harder for Rey than it was for me since I lived with all of them at one point or another in life. But for Rey, they were both brand new.”
“It seems unobtainable.” I took a pull off the water, remembering the way Lex looked, grabbing the front of Hannah’s shirt and pulling her in like she was about to kiss her. She had been about to kiss her, and I interrupted her. On purpose. “Too good to be true, in a way.”
“Does Hannah want to just explore or date?”
“She wants someone we can all—” I tried to find the right words, “ Play with , I guess. God, that sounds so fucked up.”
“It doesn’t, actually,” Dallin assured me. “Polyamory is a part of the lifestyle .” He explained, “The lifestyle uses the word ‘play’ to encompass so many things. It doesn’t have to be demeaning or belittling to the person you’re playing with.”
“Why’d you involve Lex in the first place?” I leveled him with a stare and hoped he’d give me something straight. Something solid to find a footing in through all of this upheaval.
“To be honest with you, it was more for Lex than it was for Hannah.” He tilted his head to the side. “More for you.”
“Me?” I scowled, shaking my head, “How does adding a lesbian help me out?”
“I’m diving way deeper into your relationship than I ever imagined I would here,” He chuckled lightly, “But that’s my doing at this point. Nevertheless, I think someone like Lex is exactly what you could use to level out your relationship dynamic.”
“She’s a Domme, D.” I barked, “Don’t you understand what that means? She’d never fold for me. A Dom will always need someone to submit to them, male or female, it doesn’t matter. And I’ll never kneel for someone else. I can’t. ”
“Funny.” He twisted the bottle of water in his hands as he regarded me. “I thought that was exactly what Knox and Hannah were good at doing.”
“I can’t.” I shook my head and stood up, eager to end the conversation because I didn’t like how it was making me feel. Like I wasn’t enough for Knox and Hannah as I was without adding someone else in. “I don’t want to share them that way.”
“Fine.” He stood up, holding his hands up in surrender. “I didn’t mean to overstep your boundaries.”
“It’s fine.” I paced as the anxious energy built inside of me. “I just can’t.”
“I’m sorry, Brody.” He said evenly, and I believed him. I don’t think he set out to step on my toes. “But I didn’t come here empty-handed either.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, on edge.
He pulled a black envelope from his back pocket and held it out for me. I took it and flipped open the flap.
“An invitation.” He explained as I read the vague script on the matte black card. “To the Sinners Soiree house party this weekend.” I looked up at him when I recognized the name of the elusive sex club I’d only ever heard about in whispers. I knew Dallin and his spouses had gone to a few of their events, but never imagined taking Hannah and Knox to a place like that. Granted, that was before Hannah’s revelation. “It can be intense and over the top, especially this one since it’s the biggest one of the year. But I think it would be a great safe space for you all to dive deeper into this world. Even if you just spectate for the evening, it may answer some questions you all have about yourselves and your partners.”
“Why do I feel like if I take them to this place, we’ll be crossing a line in the sand that we can’t go back over at the end of the night?” I asked, feeling both dread and excitement at the prospect of going to the event. Lifestyle parties had always intrigued me, but I never had a purpose for them because I wasn’t interested in sharing either of my partners with anyone else. At least, that was how I had felt before. Now, I didn’t know what I felt.
“Because you can’t.” He replied evenly, like he was giving some significant words of wisdom to me, and in a way, I guess he knew enough with first-hand experience to do just that. “But that’s not always a bad thing. Maybe you all go and watch from afar all night long and take what you learned back to your house to discuss and open communication up further with afterward.”
“Or.” I mused, knowing there was another option far more likely given the temptation inside of those kinds of places.
“Or maybe you give yourselves the freedom to explore the fantasies you didn’t even know you had until the buffet of desire is laid out in front of you.” He smirked knowingly, “My only piece of advice is to set clear and firm boundaries before you walk in, about what you’re individually comfortable with as well as what you’d like to explore as a throuple. If you do that, then you can only learn from it positively.”
“Yeah,” I looked back down at the invitation as my head swam with all the possibilities the night could bring. “I’ll think about it.”
“Good.” He nodded and backed up toward the open garage bay. “Reach out if you have questions.” He winked, “Maybe we’ll see you there.”
“I hope not.” I joked, “The last thing I need to see is Trey’s naked ass running around.”
Dallin tipped his head back and laughed boisterously, “I’ll see you around.”
“Thanks.” I held the invite up and watched him get onto his bike in the parking lot and then ride off.
If I thought I was distracted beforehand, Dallin’s surprise visit completely surpassed it.
Never mind the raging hard-on I was sporting from imagining all the new things Hannah and Knox could learn in a place like that. The object of my fantasy pulled into the parking lot a minute later, jumping out of the tow truck and coming inside. “Was that D leaving?”
“Yeah,” I nodded, staring at him in thought.
“What?” He squinted speculatively. “I don’t think I like that look.”
“Shut the door.” I motioned to the overhead door and turned toward the staircase.
“What?” He scoffed, “Why?”
“Shut the door.” I looked at him directly. “Lock it. And put the closed sign over the window.” I took my shirt off over my head and started up the stairs. “ Unless, of course, you don’t want to hear about the kink party he just invited us to.”
“Oh, fuck.” He sprinted into motion, hitting the button for the door and then locking it, turning off the lights as he ran back across the shop.
It may have been the middle of the day, but I needed to satisfy the urges I was having. Being the boss of the garage meant I could close in the middle of the day for sex if I wanted to.
Knox ran up the stairs two at a time and slammed the door shut behind him, panting as I adjusted my cock through my jeans, palming it as he watched. “Details.” He demanded hungrily.
“Dallin got us an invitation to Sinner’s Soiree this weekend. It’s a kink party, the biggest one of the year.”
“We’re going?” He raised a brow, “Why exactly?”
“The goal for going could be many things. It could be to watch and see what we’re into, and what we’re not.”
“Or.” He growled, taking a step closer.
“Or it could be to let our sweet little Hannah free to play with another woman or two.”
He moved in and crowded me into the desk, “You’re going to take Hannah to a kink party and let those predators free on her?”
“No.” I grabbed him and flipped him around so he was the one pinned to the desk. “We’re taking her to the kink party and we’re going to help her find a woman that excites her and makes her feel comfortable enough to want to fuck her.” I kissed him, knowing he was just as excited by the prospect of it all as I was. I was the kinky one out of our group, but he was always down to add some flavor to our life. “And then we’re going to sit back and watch our girl have her first girl-on-girl experience, so she can see if she really wants it or not.”
“I thought she wanted Lex,” Knox growled and thrust his hips into mine. “I thought that was the end goal, even if it meant we never touched her.”
“It is.” I admitted, “But Hannah needs to decide what she wants more, Lex all by herself, or a female partner for all of us.” I slid my hand between us and stroked his hard cock where it grew down the leg of his jeans. “Besides, I’m not convinced that word won’t make it to Lex that we’re going to be at the party in the first place. Considering Dallin is the one who meddled with our love life to begin with.”
I bit his neck and opened his jeans.
“You like that idea, don’t you?” He moaned when I got to his cock. “You want Lex to be there.”
“Fuck yes,” Fisting his cock I stroked him, aching to make him lose his mind over it all. “I want her to realize what she’s missing out on and save Hannah from being touched by anyone else.” I kissed him again and then paused, “I want Hannah’s first girl-on-girl to be with Lex. I need to see them together, even if I can’t stand her personally.”
He chuckled and then pushed me backward into the office chair conveniently behind me and opened my jeans and freed my aching cock before falling to his knees at my feet. “You know what I want to see?” He teased, grabbing my cock and licking the tip.
“Hmm?” I moaned, unable to form words as he spit on the head and then stroked his palm up and down it.
“I want to see Lex, fucking Hannah, and all the while dominating you.” His eyelids drooped as he sucked my cock into his mouth, teasing it before letting it pop free again, “And I’d be happy to sit in the corner with a raging hard-on, never to get pleasure again, if it meant I saw you bottom for someone else besides me.”
“Won’t happen.” I wrapped my hand around the back of his neck and pulled him down onto my cock again, making him gag. “You’re the only person in the world to control me, and even that’s rare these days.”
“Lies.” He hissed, baring his teeth and threatening me until I let go of his neck so he could look up at me while using both of his hands on my thick cock. “You think you’re in control of everything all the time.” He pulled my jeans down and ripped them off, pushing my knees apart so he could get to my balls and taint, “But you’re about to let someone else fuck our girl because she asked you with her pretty pouty lips and fluttering eyelashes while she rode your cock.”
I grunted and clenched my teeth at his accusation, but he kept going .
“You’re just a simp, willing to do anything to keep our girl happy, even if that means letting someone else touch her.”
“Fuck you,” I growled, but he didn’t reply because he went back to sucking my cock, and I didn’t fucking care about anything else. “That’s it,” I thrust up into his mouth, desperate to relieve the ache in my balls. “I need you, Knox.” I groaned, pushing him back and standing up.
“Desperate for it, are you?” He smirked before kicking his boots and jeans off and pulling his shirt up over his head, giving me the full view of his naked body. He knew I was just as obsessed with him as I was with Hannah, there was no competition there, we just didn’t indulge as often as we used to because we got complacent.
But no longer. I learned my lesson recently with Hannah’s changes in tastes; I would not neglect Knox’s needs too.
“You know I’m always desperate for you,” I kissed him, stroking his cock and backing him up to the leather couch, pushing him down into it. “How do you want to take me?”
“Just like this,” He knelt on the couch and spread his legs, presenting his perfect ass. “I want it hard, Brody.” He groaned as I grabbed a bottle of lube from the toiletry bag we kept in our attached office bathroom. Some days, the urge struck even while we were at work and we needed to be prepared. “Fuck me like you used to.”
“You mean back when you were obsessed with me.” I coated my cock and then started lubing up his ass, pushing my fingers in as I worked it deep. “Before you forgot all about how desperate you were for me to fuck you that first time.”
“I’m always desperate for this.” He moaned, reaching underneath himself to stroke his cock. “You wouldn’t be a good boyfriend if you didn’t know that.”
With a growl, I pushed deep into him. “I’m the best fucking boyfriend, I give you whatever you want, whenever you want it.” I kept going until I was completely inside of him and sighed at how badly I wanted to just rail him into the couch. But I wasn’t heartless, and my cock was too big to be rough right away. “I gave you Hannah when you decided you wanted her, even after I told you I was interested.” I pulled out and slowly pushed back in, grabbing the front of his throat to pull him up against my chest as I bottomed back out. “I laid next to her and distracted her from the pain the first time you pushed your long fucking cock into her, taking her virginity.” Thrust.
“And then I took yours, too.” He growled, throwing it back onto my cock when I pulled out. “God, I remember it like it was yesterday, too.”
“Tell me.” I let go of his neck but wrapped one arm over his shoulder and around to his side, so he had to stay close. I wanted him so close as I fucked him.
“You’d been fucking me raw for days.” He scoffed and moaned when I rolled my hips, “As soon as you got a taste for it, you couldn’t stop.”
“I was addicted to making you come undone.”
“Fuck.” He groaned and pushed on, “Hannah helped prep your ass for that first time. The same way she helped me get ready to take your fat cock. She was so fucking perfect, waiting her turn for us.”
“She still is fucking perfect.” I mused, grabbing onto his cock and stroking it as I kept fucking his ass.
He gasped and started thrusting his own hips, pushing his cock through my hand and then backing up onto me in fevered need. “You bent over just like this the first time.” He moaned and kept going. “Right in the center of my bed for me like such a good boy.” He teased, and I slammed in hard, making him gasp as he kept going. “You begged so perfectly, too. I worked you up for hours before I finally gave it to you.”
“I was nearly cross-eyed with need.” I remembered how desperately he made me beg that night.
“God,” He moaned, remembering too, “Hannah crawled under your body and took your cock while I gave you mine. She was fucking wild that night. It was the first time we’d all had sex at the same time and then we never stopped.”
“Not until recently.” I shamefully admitted. “I didn’t realize how badly I missed feeling you both at the same time until she took us both the other night.”
“She’s perfect for us. ”
“And that’s why I’m going to do whatever it takes to give her what she wants.” I slammed into him repeatedly as we both chased ecstasy. “We have to. She’ll never leave us, but she’ll never be fully happy if we don’t.”
“I know.” He grunted, fighting my hold and bending at the waist to rest his forehead on the back of the couch. “I’m desperate to give it to her. I want it as well, though.”
“A woman?”
“Yes,” He cried, “I know that’s fucked up, but I want to fuck another woman with Hannah. With you.”
“Me too.”
I slammed into him as his admission forced my balls to pulse and pump come into his ass, but he held off.
I barely stopped thrusting when he pulled off my cock and pushed me down onto the couch, straddling my waist while he stroked his cock. “Yes.” He moaned, tipping his head back when I crouched down and took him into my mouth, swallowing him as he started coming. “Fuck, yes!”
I sucked him down and watched his whole body jerk and twitch from coming so hard as he fell onto the couch beside me, panting and gasping for air.
“I hate you.” He teased, peeking at me from one eye. “I wanted to cover you with my come.”
“I know.” I slapped my hand down on his bare thigh and then teased one of his balls, making him jump in agony because of their post-nut sensitivity. “But I didn’t want to be sticky the rest of the day.” I leaned over his face and kissed him, dominating him with my mouth. “And I make the rules of where the come goes around here. Not you.”
“Fucker.” He cursed as I stood up and walked to the bathroom.
“What do you say we surprise Hannah at work and go for a ride?”
“All of us?” He questioned, standing up to follow me. “I don’t remember the last time we just went for a ride like that.”
“That’s the point,” I smirked, running water and getting cleaned up .
“Hmm,” He hummed, pushing me aside to get a cloth wet. “Regardless of what happens with or without Lex, maybe she wasn’t the worst thing to happen to our relationship after all.”
“Only time will tell.”