28. Chapter 27 – Knox
Chapter 27 – Knox
T he sun was dipping again over the top of the tree line as I watched it, mesmerized by how no matter what happened, it rose and fell on its own, without fail.
My life was upside down and inside out, yet the sun didn’t care.
The world did not care.
I found a rural campsite that I’d heard about, a couple of hours outside of the city limits, and pulled in the other night. I did not know why, but it felt right.
It felt like the right kind of place to just—disappear. Somewhere no one would know where to find me.
Where I couldn’t disappoint anyone.
Or love them.
Brody’s words echoed through my head nonstop. It was haunting to hear his truth after all the years spent telling me lies.
And Hannah.
God, how I missed her. I could feel her heartache in my chest the longer I sat in the desolate wilderness. It wasn’t fair to leave her as I did, but I wasn’t capable of tending to her feelings and needs when it felt like my entire life had been a giant lie.
Made up like a make-believe story meant to make you feel better about something.
I couldn’t see up through the fog lingering around my shoulders, and I was afraid I’d be lost to it forever.
Just when things started getting really good, too .
Lex had been the whirlwind of everything I didn’t realize we were missing until she showed up and knocked us on our asses. Of course, it was Hannah to notice something in her we needed.
But it ended before it even had a chance to feel real.
She was done.
She didn’t want me. She wanted to heal her pain, and I wasn’t the right man for the job, like I thought I was.
Brody had been right because I wasn’t cautious or considerate of others when it came down to it. I was a lover. And a giver and I just wanted everyone to feel as loved as I felt.
Past tense.
But I couldn’t even do that right.
Would Hannah and Brody continue with Lex, with me out of the picture? Would she want to be a part of the relationship if it was just the two of them?
Shit.
I didn’t even want to be a part of the relationship if it was just the two of them.
Not if I was the problem.
I laid back in the grass and felt that overwhelming sense of calm, and nothingness lay over my body like a blanket. I knew I wasn’t very far from that light at the end of the tunnel hitting me in the face like a train, yet I couldn’t see a way out.
I lay there, watching the sky turn from orange to red, then to purple as inky black infiltrated it. The stars were just starting to shine through the light pollution when I heard the crunch of tires on the gravel trail across the meadow on the other side of the tree line.
I parked my bike in the trees where it died almost two days ago. In theory, I knew I should have sat up and called out to make myself known, just in case it was a large truck towing a camper that wasn’t expecting to come across a person lying in the tall grass.
But maybe that was why I didn’t move at all .
I watched the stars above as headlights shone over the meadow like a lighthouse beacon flashing over the darkness as it turned around the corner and aimed for the abandoned campsite.
The engine turned off, and I closed my eyes, hating that I was going to have to admit my defeats and weaknesses to some stranger when they stumbled upon me.
Suddenly, a familiar voice broke the silence, calling out from the side of the truck across the space. “Knox!”
“Fuck.” I groaned, contemplating what I was going to do.
“Knox!” Parker yelled out louder, cupping his mouth to make his voice drift further.
“You’re scaring away my friends, shut up!” I yelled back, still unmoving.
“Fucking hell!” He yelled louder, “Where are you?”
I raised one arm into the air above the tall grass, waving my hand lifelessly before dropping it back to my stomach as he ran across the meadow.
“Jesus, Knox.” He skidded to a stop, shining a flashlight in my face. “Are you okay? What the fuck are you doing?”
“Talking to all of my friends,” I motioned to the obnoxious chatter of the crickets and nightlife waking up around us, before throwing one arm over my face to block out his flashlight, “What does it look like?”
He kicked my leg and huffed, “Do you have any idea how fucking scared everyone is? Or how many people are out looking for you right now?”
“Save it, man.” I dropped my arm and looked back up at the sky, “I can’t take more right now.”
As he walked away, my heart stuttered in my chest, thinking he might drive off and leave me to the wild animals that got a little too close for comfort the last two nights.
But the lights from his truck turned off and moments later, he walked back over and sat down next to me in the grass.
“Okay,” He patted my chest, “Talk to me.”
I scoffed, but it was barely audible; I had no energy left to even be sarcastic. What a shame .
“When was the last time you ate or drank?” He looked down at me pitifully.
“I don’t know,” I shrugged, “I think I stopped pissing this morning. Or maybe last night.”
“Jesus man.” He cried out and stomped back to his truck once again. This time, when he returned, a bottle of water and three protein bars landed on my stomach.
“Oof.” I groaned, curling from the impact.
“Drink first, then eat.” He threw himself back down on the grass. “Or I’ll hold you down and shove it all down your fucking throat.”
“I didn’t know you were so bossy.”
“Yeah well,” He looked off over the empty dark meadow, “I’ve never come so close to losing a friend before.” I waved him off, but he aimed his finger at my face as I fought to find the energy to sit upright. “You could have died out here.” He looked around, “Didn’t you read the article about the hiker being mauled by a bear out here just like two weeks ago? I’m pretty sure Hannah wrote it!”
“Can’t say as I did.” I finally got up to my ass, and the world spun faster than normal and I fell over the other side of upright and landed in the grass. “Fuck.”
He grabbed me and sat me back up like I was a blade of grass. “I’m going to kill you. I’m going to nurse you back to life and then I’m going to kill you for getting yourself in such trouble.”
“Hmm.” I hummed as I opened the bottle of water and chugged it. Fuck, I was thirsty. “Fair enough.”
He watched me out of the corner of his eye while I attacked first one bar and then another. Okay, fine, I was apparently starving.
I mumbled, “Thank you.”
“What exactly was your plan here?” He nodded to the surrounding isolation.
“Well, to be honest.” I took another long drink of the water. “I wasn’t running on a plan. And then my bike died. And the whole idea of no cell phone reception sounded better when I had an exit strategy.” I shrugged and pointed over to my Harley parked under the canopy of the trees.
“Knox!” He groaned, “Do you have any idea how lucky you are that I found you?”
“How did you manage that, exactly?”
He grunted and rubbed his hand over his face, “You talked about wanting to check this place out a few weeks ago. When we exhausted every other option, we had to think outside of the box.”
“We?” I questioned, thinking straighter, with some sugar in my bloodstream again.
He looked over his arm at me, “Did you really think he wouldn’t look for you?”
I scoffed and clenched my teeth. “Would you expect Dallin to look for you after he admitted you ruined his entire life by falling in love with him?” Parker’s eyebrows fell over his eyes in a scowl and I looked away, hating the way the pain burned anew from even saying the words out loud. “He told me that my falling in love with him trapped him. He was stuck with no way out and he lost everything important to him because of it.”
“Damn.” He looked front again. “Fucking bastard.”
I smirked lightly, “See.”
“I’m sorry, man.” He whispered, and I shook it off, unable to let the sympathy in.
“I just needed some space. No big deal.”
“I need you to be honest with me, Knox,” He turned to face me and stared right at me, “Did you come out here to commit suicide?”
I rolled my eyes and opened my mouth to brush him off and assure him of the answer he wanted to hear, but stopped short. “Not to begin with.”
“But you were going to just lay here in the grass and let it happen?”
I shrugged, “I don’t know. The longer it went on, the less it sounded like a bad idea.”
“I believe that.” He put his hand on my shoulder and squeezed it as I hung my head in shame. “Brody reminds me of Trey.” I nodded, but didn’t look up, “And Trey says a lot of shit he doesn’t mean when he’s in his feelings. He was emotionally stunted at a young age, which prevented him from learning how to communicate in a healthy manner.”
“Healthy or not, the words still mean the same thing.”
“Yeah,” He nodded, and let his hand slide off my shoulder. “Maybe.”
The silence stretched through the darkness and my eyelids drooped as fatigue and emotional turmoil took their toll on me.
After a while, he cleared his throat, “So now what?”
“I don’t really know.”
A coyote howled off in the distance and the hair stood up on my arms. He stood up and wiped his hands off on his jeans before holding one out to me. “I can’t let you stay here.”
I stared at it for far longer than I should have, considering I was pretty sure he could throw me over his shoulder and carry my weak ass to his truck if he wanted to. I gave him my hand, and he dragged me to my feet, holding my elbow when the world once again tilted sideways, but at least that time I stopped from hitting the deck. “Thanks.”
“Anytime.” He grabbed my jacket off the ground and walked by my side to his truck.
“What about my bike?” I eyed my old trusted hog longingly.
“I’ll get Tito to come grab it in the morning.” He shook his head, “I doubt anyone is going to be stupid enough to come back in here tonight.”
“You did.” I tried to joke, but it fell flat. “Thanks.”
“Anytime.” He repeated, watching me get up into his truck before walking around to the driver's side and turning us back toward civilization.
“Is Hannah okay?”
“No.” He admitted and gripped the steering wheel, “Lex says she won’t eat anything.” The shame burned in my gut. “But she’s not mad at you.”
I nodded, unable to affirm that because we both knew she may not be right now, but she would be when the relief wore off.
We drove for a while, and I dozed on and off in the passenger seat until I heard his phone connecting to a call through Bluetooth. I cracked one eye when Reyna’s voice filtered through the cab.
"Hey, baby." She sounded tired and more guilt swam in my gut .
“Baby Girl,” Parker sighed, looking over at me as I gripped the handle tight. “I’ve got him. He’s alive. No thanks to circumstance.”
“You found him!” She cried, “Where? Is he okay? Did you call Dallin or Trey?”
“He’ll be okay with a shower and a meal and some rest,” He turned toward the highway that led to the city. “We’ll be there in about an hour. But do me a favor.”
“Anything.” She dropped her voice.
“Don’t tell Brody yet.” He replied, “It’s worse than he let on when he asked for our help, and Knox deserves some peace before Brody gets wind that he’s home.”
“Parker.” She warned gently, and I wanted to speak up and tell them to stay out of it, to keep their own sanity.
“No, Baby Girl. What Brody said was over-the-top cruel, and he deserves more than just some time to sweat it out.” He said between clenched teeth. “I’m going to bring Knox home and then I’ll go find Brody.”
She sighed, and I knew she wanted to tell him not to do what we both knew he was planning, but I didn’t have the energy to save Brody’s ass.
Not that time.
I was too fucking tired.
“Okay.” She finally said, “I’m telling Hannah though. She’s not going to last much longer without news.”
“That’s fine. Just let her know that what Knox needs isn’t going to be found at the end of a Brody tornado.”
“You make him sound like Trey,” She replied and I could hear the smile in her voice. Apparently, they were more similar than I’d ever realized. Though it made sense now that I was looking at it.
“We’ll be there soon, Baby Girl.” He replied, ignoring what everyone knew.
“I love you,” Reyna said and then hung up.
I closed my eyes and thought back to a time when Hannah said that to me without all the complications surrounding it .
Would I go back in time if I knew then what I know now? To blissful happiness before all the changes happened?
I thought of Hannah, silently questioning everything she knew about herself and how lonely I’d been when I had been at the same point years ago.
I thought of Lex, and how her spunky fire made me ache to be more and be better because she deserved it. Especially knowing why she was so bold and independent.
Then I thought of Brody, and how for years he felt like my literal other half. When I felt like we were so in sync and open with each other. There was a raw honesty between us we didn’t have with Hannah because we rarely minced words or worry about feelings.
Until suddenly, the words cut so deep that I couldn’t stop the blood that ran free in their wake.
Would we recover from our fight? Did he want to? Did I want to?
I ran every possibility through my head as we neared my home and became more distraught with each passing minute.
What if he didn’t want to be with me anymore, but wanted just Hannah and Lex? Was that something I could do, just cut that part of my life off and pretend it didn’t happen?
What if he wanted to go on like we always had? Could I pretend he didn’t regret me?
God, I was fucked.
“Hey, man.” Parker put his hand on my shoulder and shook me gently as I snapped my eyes open, getting my bearings as we sat in the driveway at the house.
“Right,” I nodded, wiping my face with my hand, glancing over to him, “Thanks again.”
“You aren’t regrettable, Knox.” He said, holding my stare through the dim lights from the dash. “He was wrong. And you deserve better than to be treated that way.”
I nodded and looked away, unable to speak through the thick emotion building in my chest. I opened the truck door and got out, stretching my tired body as Parker stood at the hood, watching silently .
The front door opened and Hannah ran out at breakneck speed, nearly missing every step on the way down and sprinting across the lawn to me wearing a nightgown and silk robe. “Oh, my god!” She cried, flinging herself into my arms.
Even though I was dead on my feet, I caught her and squeezed her back so tight I doubted she could breathe. She clung to me just as tight, running her hands over my head and neck as she cried into my ear. “I’m sorry.” I apologized. “I’m so sorry.”
“Shh,” She hushed me and pulled back far enough to press her lips to mine. “Don’t you dare apologize to me. Never. Not for this” She buried her face back in my neck, with her legs still wrapped around my waist.
Lex hovered at the steps, wearing an equally sexy robe with her dark hair piled on top of her head. They must have been in bed when Parker called them and I wanted nothing more than to just crawl between them and the sheets and let the darkness take me under again.
Reyna walked to Parker’s side, and they silently got in his truck, backing out of the driveway, leaving the three of us in the silence and the porch light.
“Let’s go inside,” Hannah slid from my arms and looked up at me. “You can take a shower while I make you some dinner, and then we can figure this out.”
I shook my head, giving her what I hoped was a believable smile. “I just need a quick shower and some sleep.”
She pursed her lips but didn’t argue, simply lacing her fingers through mine and walking alongside me toward the house.
When we neared Lex, she stayed silent, expressing so much with those dark, troubled eyes as she gave us space.
But I didn’t want space. When I got to the bottom of the stairs, I stopped and leaned into her, gently pressing my lips to hers. I didn’t ask or wait for her invitation, and I guess that was exactly what started the entire argument between Brody and me. My inability to be sensitive to her needs because I didn’t understand them.
But she didn’t hesitate for even a second before putting her hands on my cheeks and kissing me back. When I pulled back, she rested her forehead against mine, “Welcome home. We missed you.” She whispered, and I kissed her again.
“Let’s get you both inside before you get cold.” I pulled Hannah under my arm and Lex wrapped her arms around my waist as we walked inside.
“Let me fix you something to eat.” Hannah looked up at me worriedly, “You look like you haven’t eaten in days.”
“Parker has a large supply of protein bars in that truck of his. I just want to clean this stink off and sleep, baby. I’m okay.”
She nodded to the stairs, “You can go shower if you want, but I’m making you something. You can choose to eat it or not when you’re clean.”
I smirked and gave in to her insistence. “Whatever you say.” I kicked my boots off and climbed the stairs, ditching my clothes in the hallway so the stink didn’t follow me.
I turned the shower on and avoided looking in the mirror as the water heated and walked in. The water was steaming hot and was exactly what I needed to burn the grime off my body from lying on the ground for two days.
I tried not to think as the power of a hot shower tried to spin the wheels that hadn’t stopped until Hannah landed in my arms. I didn’t want to worry about the what-ifs and regrets. All I wanted was to forget it all.
I placed my palm on the stone wall and hung my head under the water, letting it run over my body, trying to silence the noise in my head. A soft voice came from the entrance to the oversized shower, and I looked over my shoulder as Lex stepped in.
Naked from head to toe, with her hair still piled up on her head. “I don’t want you to be alone.” I held her stare, unable to speak as so much spun around in my head. “Is that okay?” She asked, stepping behind me, gently wrapping her arms around my torso and placing one kiss between my shoulder blades.
Her body was warm against mine and I put my hand over hers against my stomach, unable to fight the comfort she was offering.
“I’m so sorry, Knox.” She whispered, gliding her hands over my abs and chest. “I never wanted you to hurt because of me. Never. ”
“Shh.” I hushed her, lifting her hand to kiss her palm. “I can’t think about it right now.”
“Okay.” She reached to the shelf on the wall, grabbed my shampoo, and kissed my back again. “Then let me take care of you.”
She poured some in her hands and the second her fingers pushed through my hair and her nails scrubbed over my scalp, I groaned, tipping my head back so she could reach it all. It was heaven as she slowly and sensually massaged my head.
“Rinse.” She ran her hands under the water as I stepped forward, rinsing the suds from my hair.
I didn’t understand what kind of relationship was growing between us, but it felt right. It felt honest in that moment. I craved honesty amidst everything else.
She stepped around in front of me and I couldn’t resist the urge to look down at her wet, naked body. She was sinfully sexy and my cock thickened the longer I looked.
Hours before, I’d been ready to end it all and let nature take its course. And then I found myself in the shower with a woman who wasn’t mine and an overwhelming desire to lose myself in her body sexually when that was the very reason I found myself in the woods, to begin with.
“You say you can’t think right now,” She pondered as she poured body wash on a cloth and lathered it up, “But your eyes say a lot is going on in that brain of yours.”
“All thoughts I shouldn’t be having.” I admitted, “I’m a warm-blooded man, after all.”
She smiled softly and dropped my stare as she brought the cloth up to my neck and started scrubbing the dirt and grime off my skin. I closed my eyes and allowed her touch to do exactly what it was meant to do.
To make me forget.
She rubbed the cloth over my chest and arms, silently working until she cleaned my abs and pushed her hand lower. I clenched my teeth together as she pressed her body to mine and leaned up on her toes to speak against my ear. “I thought you’d be mad to see me here when you got home.” She wrapped the cloth around my now rock-hard cock and stroked it up and down like she was cleaning it before sliding it down further to massage my balls. I growled deep in my chest as her wet tits slid over my soapy skin as she gripped my cock again and stroked me. “I don’t know what I’m doing exactly,” She hesitated, and I tipped my head down to look at her. “But I think you’re enjoying it, regardless.”
“I enjoy every touch you grace me with, Lex,” I spoke against her lush lips as my hands lost their battle of indifference and settled on her hips. “But you don’t have to do anything you–”
“Don’t.” She cut me off, tightening her grip on my cock and biting my bottom lip. “I don’t want your kid gloves or your eggshells, Knox.” She repeated my fears from my original conversation with Hannah and Brody. “I want this.” She dropped the cloth and gripped my cock with her bare soapy hand, sliding it over the head and down to my balls, massaging and teasing every inch of me. “I want you and your pleasures. I want the pleasures you’ve given me every single time you touch me.”
“Lex,” I growled, on edge, and fucked in the head over the whole thing.
“Shh.” She pushed me back against the wall and slid her body up and down against mine while she pumped my cock. “Just relax, baby.” She purred seductively, “Let me take care of you.”
“Fuck, yes.” I flexed my hips, pushing my cock deeper through her hand and against her silky body.
She kissed me, wrapping one hand around the back of my head and pulling me down to her delicious lips, tangling her tongue with mine as we played.
“Where’s Hannah?” I asked, desperate for both of them.
“Making you food,” She smiled and then bit her lip, “She sent me up here to see to your needs. I hope that’s okay.”
My cock twitched in her hand and I slid my hands down over her ass to pull her closer to me as I bit her bottom lip and sucked it into my mouth. “I’m not going to complain.”
She pulled back slightly, “I want to try something.” She licked those pouty lips that were swollen from my kisses. “Can I?”
“Whatever you want.” I held my arms out at my side, “It’s yours. ”
She took my cock and aimed it directly at those pretty pink lips between her thighs and I froze as she placed it in that small gap between her pussy and her thighs and then pushed forward. My cock slid through that silky skin, rubbing against her clit but not penetrating her even though it felt similar to sinking deep inside of a woman because of the wet friction.
“Shit.” I groaned, looking between our bodies as she slid back until the head of my cock was nestled right against her clit and then slid forward again.
It was incredible how erotic it was to watch her pleasure me with her silky thighs and pussy lips. I felt guilty for using her body at first, until I pulled my eyes away from watching my cock disappear between her legs and looked at her face.
She was staring up at me with hooded eyes and parted lips as she picked up the pace and rode my cock for the first time, even if it wasn’t inside of her.
“Knox.” She panted, clawing at the back of my neck for leverage as she stood on her tippy toes to be tall enough to get me where she wanted me. “Does it feel good?”
“I’m so fucking close,” I admitted, gripping her hips and pushing forward to take the strain off of her legs.
“Yes.” She tipped her head back and moaned. “God, you feel so good.”
“That’s it, baby.” I turned us and pushed her against the wall so she didn’t fatigue and changed angles slightly, so I was pushing my cock down and then between her thighs. It rubbed directly against her clit with pressure and she took it like such a good girl.
“Please.” She begged, digging her nails into my neck and biting my chest as she chased pleasure.
“I want you to come for me, baby. I need to feel you break for me.” Putting my fist against the wall to keep from hurting her, I fought to control my need for her.
“Break for me .” She challenged, grabbing my fist off the wall and wrapping it around the back of her neck. “Give me everything, Knox.”
“Yes.” I hissed and slammed her into the wall harder with each thrust.
“That’s it.” She gasped, and then cried out, “I’m coming.”
“Good girl. ”
“I’m coming on your cock, Knox.” She cried and tightened her thighs together even more, riding out the sensation of her orgasm. “Come for me, baby. Coat my skin with it.”
“Fuck!” I roared and pulled back until the head of my cock nestled directly against her clit and came, coating her with it just like she wanted.
“God,” She moaned, as I kept coming.
By the time my body stopped convulsing and spasming, my legs cramped, and I sank to my knees in exhaustion. I panted and rested my forehead against her abdomen in absolute shock from how good it felt to hear her beg for my touch and my body.
She ran her fingers through my hair, petting me and soothing me while we both came down from the high. When I could breathe again, I looked up at her sexy, pouty lips and bedroom eyes. “Thank you for giving me that.”
“Thank you.” She smiled softly.
“I want to see something.” I wrapped my hand around her ankle and lifted her foot to rest on the bench beside her. Her lips parted, but she didn’t protest as I spread her legs and sank to see the evidence of my orgasm coating her pussy. I growled and gently spread her open for the very first time as she scraped her nails over my scalp. “So fucking sexy.” I slid my fingers through our combined release and rubbed it in, covering every inch of her sensitive skin. “Mine.”
“Yours.” She pulled my hand free, sank to her knees in front of me and kissed me, slow and sensually. She ran her hands over my chest and back like she was familiarizing herself with my skin and touch. “I’ve never trusted a man the way I trust you, Knox.”
“I don’t deserve it.” I hovered against her lips, “I don’t have a fucking clue how to do this the right way. How to treat you right.”
“It’s not about right or wrong.” She lifted my hand from her waist and slid it over her breast to lie flat on her chest. “It’s about using our hearts and trusting them to lead the way here.” She lifted my palm off her chest and kissed it while staring right into my eyes like she was seeing my soul. “I trust you.”
Those words had never felt more impactful before, and I needed more of them .
I needed her confidence in me when it felt like everything else was slipping through my fingers like sand. “Thank you.” I closed my eyes and kissed her again. “You don’t know what that means to me.”
“I don’t.” She smiled and ran her fingers over my cheeks, “But I want to learn everything about you.” She stood up and helped me to my feet as I groaned in fatigue again. “We can start tomorrow though, after you get some rest.” She rinsed off and insisted on finishing her abandoned job of cleaning me, before holding her hand out to me, “Let’s get you in bed.”
“Okay,” I smirked, turning off the water and stepping out of the shower and finding Hannah sitting on the counter in her sexy baby blue nightgown with a dirty smirk on her face. “Han.”
I don’t know why, but I felt guilty, as though I had been caught with her friend behind her back.
“I don’t think I’ve ever listened to something so sexy secondhand before.” She licked her lips. “Promise me that tomorrow you’ll tell me exactly what you two were doing in there that made you both so loud?”
Lex walked over and pushed Hannah’s thighs wide and slid her hands up her sexy thighs, pushing her nightgown up as she went and my cock twitched to life again, watching them touch. “Did you get wet listening to us?” Lex asked as her fingers brushed the very top of Hannah’s thighs, and from my view, I could see she wasn’t wearing any panties under her blue gown.
I groaned as Hannah opened her thighs wider and leaned back against the mirror, revealing herself to Lex and me completely. “You tell me.”
Lex leaned down without hesitation and took a bold lick of Hannah’s pussy, making her cry out in pleasure before sucking on her clit. “Mmh, dripping for us.”
“Fuck.” I groaned, fisting my cock as I watched like a voyeur.
Both girls looked over at me and smiled seductively, watching me stroke my cock.
“Think we can make him come again without even touching him?” Hannah quipped naughtily .
“Without a doubt,” Lex pulled back and slid Hannah’s nightgown down, revealing her tits. “But we’d better get him into bed first, the last orgasm took him to his knees.”
“Mmh,” Hannah moaned as Lex tweaked her nipples before pushing her backward and jumping off the counter. “Bed, Mister.” She sashayed to me, sliding her nightgown over her hips and leaving it on the floor as she slid her hand over my cock and then backed up, pulling me forward by it.
I chuckled and followed the love of my life as she dragged me to bed and then pushed me down onto it on my back.
Both girls crawled up at my feet and I groaned, unbelieving that this was my life.
They faced each other and started kissing, adding extra flare for the show as I laid back on the pillows and watched, stroking myself.
“You two are goddesses.” I moaned, rubbing my balls as I stroked myself.
“We’re your goddesses.” Hannah winked at me and then pushed Lex down onto her back playfully.
“Put that pussy on my face,” Lex demanded, pulling Hannah up to kneel on each side of her head.
“Fuck.” She moaned as Lex wrapped her arms around her thighs and pulled her down flush to her face. “God!”
“Show her how much you like that,” I growled, stroking faster. “Make her come on your tongue, Hannah.”
Hannah fell forward with a dirty smirk on her face as she pushed Lex’s thighs wide, “Like this baby?” She dipped her dainty pink tongue into Lex’s lips, circling it around her clit, and sucked on it.
“Just like that.” I bit my lip to keep from telling them what else to do, eager to let them explore each other in their own way. Lex’s moans, muffled by Hannah’s pussy, were nearly my undoing.
I slowed my stroking down and forced my breathing to slow as well as I watched the show.
“How does it feel, Hannah?” I asked, desperate to be a part of it.
“So good.” She gasped, leaning up and using her fingers to push inside of Lex as she rocked on her face. “Oh my god, so good. Come have a taste.” Hannah nodded to the glistening snack laid out beneath her as she fingered Lex.
“Lex?” I asked, looking for her permission to taste her for the first time.
She hummed and spread her legs wider, inviting me in, and I didn’t hesitate.
When I had walked into the house an hour ago, I was dead on my feet. Yet, with these sexy women offering me such pleasure, I felt renewed and invincible.
I sank to my stomach, aiming my cock up against the bed as I laid down between Lex’s legs and kissed Hannah as she moaned while Lex did something she particularly liked.
“Lick her pussy, baby,” Hannah demanded, and I smirked as I went in. I went straight for Lex’s clit and sucked her hard, making her back arch off the bed as she pushed against my mouth, silently begging for more. “Fuck.” Hannah moaned, watching me. “I never thought I’d be turned on by watching you taste another woman.”
“It’s Lex, Sweetheart.” I licked my lips and kissed her again as I rubbed my fingers over Lex’s clit, making her cry out. “Let me hear you, Lex.”
Hannah lifted her hip and Lex moaned so loud. “Jesus fuck, Knox. Don’t stop, please.”
“Good girl.” I went back in and Hannah screeched as Lex spanked her ass and pulled her back down onto her face. “Both of you are so fucking good.”
“Make her come,” Hannah begged with her eyes closed and lips parted before sliding her hand over my head and pushing me down into Lex’s pussy harder. “Just like that.”
I pushed my tongue into Lex’s pussy as I rubbed my face back and forth over her clit, stimulating it with my unshaven face and she screamed as her entire body locked up tight and snapped.
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” Lex yelled, and I wasn’t sure what she was doing, but seconds later Hannah let out her own cry of pleasure and I tongue fucked Lex harder for being so good to our girl and rewarding her.
The entire time I played with Lex, I flexed my hips, grinding my cock into the bed, edging myself until I was ready to blow .
“I’m going to come.” I groaned as they both panted.
“Up,” Hannah demanded, jumping off Lex’s body and dropping to her stomach in front of me as Lex scrambled around to do the same. I kneeled in front of them and Hannah took hold of my cock and stroked me as Lex reached down and palmed my balls, gently massaging them until I was chasing bliss within their touch. “Come for us, Knox,” Hannah demanded.
I looked down at them, both staring up at me as Hannah sucked the tip of my cock into her mouth and that was it.
“FUCK!” I roared as my entire body crashed through ecstasy.
“That’s it, baby,” Lex purred, gripping my balls firmer as they tightened for her. “Drink him down, Hannah.”
Hannah moaned and swallowed my come, but pulled off at the last second and took the last few shots onto her tongue, showing me the release in a show-off fashion. I sank back on my feet, completely blown away by the two of them.
Or I thought so until Lex grabbed Hannah’s face and turned her, pushing her tongue into Hannah’s mouth and taking the come.
I moaned as Lex swallowed it, groaning at the taste before licking her lips seductively up at me.
I collapsed onto my back and sucked air, trying to get the dream I was stuck in to go on for the rest of forever.
Both girls crawled up and wrapped their naked bodies around mine as we all came off the high from the insane turn of events.
Hannah finally broke the silence after clicking the light off on the stand and curling back into my side. “Never leave us again, Knox.”
“You make a convincing argument.” I joked, but it fell flat as reality weighed back down on us. “I won’t.”
“Promise?” Lex asked seriously, “Don’t get me hooked on you if you’re going to leave us like that again.”
“I’m here for as long as you want me.” First, I kissed her and then kissed Hannah, assuring them both. “I hated being away from you both. I thought of you non-stop. ”
“Good,” Hannah whispered, settling her head on my chest as she held hands with Lex on my stomach. “Because we need you. We all do.”
She spoke of Brody for the first time since my return, and to be honest, I’d forgotten about him and the turmoil he created in my gut while I lost myself in Lex and Hannah’s pleasures. As the darkness surrounded us in our bed, I noticed how, despite the pain he caused me, our bed felt empty without him next to us.
I didn’t reply to her; I didn’t need to.
We just let the peace we had at the moment drag us all into sleep, content to worry about the rest of it in the morning.