Chapter Ten #2
“I don’t have the self-control that Dom does,” Matt says matter-of-factly.
“Good,” I say as Dominic helps me up.
“Shouldn’t have said that,” Matt says, scooping me into his arms, making me laugh.
“Natalie,” Dominic says.
“Nope. You two go help her and have fun. I don’t need to be involved to enjoy. I’m not the jealous type. Also, I think she would probably still stab Matt in the face for you, even if she does want him to fuck her. She’s not a threat,” she says, waving us off.
“Eh. I wouldn’t stab him, but I would definitely choose Dominic over anyone,” I say.
“I’ll take it,” Matt says, carrying me toward the stairs.
“You have to actually help her shower, Matt,” Dominic chuckles as he follows us upstairs.
“Of course,” he says.
When we get to the bedroom, he takes me to the bathroom before setting me on my feet. I put my arms out for both of them to hug me. I’m not usually a hugger, but I need comfort. My head is still a mess. Dominic wraps my wrists, as he always does, to keep the stitches dry.
Dominic turns the shower on before he steps back and leans against the counter.
He nods to Matt as if giving him a green light.
I keep my eyes on Dominic as Matt helps me get undressed.
I trust Matt, but looking at Dominic reminds me that I’m safe.
I can feel that there’s panic threatening to come forward, and I don’t want it to surface.
Matt sweeps hair off my shoulder and carefully runs his fingers across the spot on my neck where the needle created a bruise.
My eyes flutter when he gently kisses the spot, making Dominic smile.
Tingles spread across my skin when his hands move down to my waist. Another soft kiss on my neck, and I sigh.
“Get in and sit. We will join you,” Dominic says, stepping closer to kiss me. I nod and step into the shower. I sit on the shower bench and lean back against the wall as warm water rains down on me. I could sit like this forever. I have my eyes closed, but I hear them get into the shower.
“That’s one way to not drool,” Dominic laughs.
“Can’t be put under whatever spell you two cast if I don’t look at you,” I smile.
“She’s beautiful,” Matt says to Dominic in a tone that makes my stomach do a flip.
“She is gorgeous,” Dominic agrees.
“I need you to be blunt with me about what’s happening,” I say. One of them takes my hand and stands me up. There are hands on my waist while they stand behind me. The other is in front of me with their hands in mine.
“Look at me,” Dominic says. I open my eyes and see him standing in front of me. “You have control here, and I want you to consider your options.”
“Okay,” I say.
“I want to see him fuck you,” Dominic says. “I want to see my girl fall apart under my best friend. I know you have expressed interest in this, but you need to decide if he wears a condom.”
“Ah,” I say. “If you are asking my opinion, then it is safe to assume you are okay without them being used.”
“If you are comfortable with him being a part of this dynamic, I am fully prepared for him and me to raise the baby we put in your belly,” he says.
“I trust you with my life, Dom. I trust Matt with my life because you trust him with mine. You are my priority, and you always will be. As long as you can reassure me that no matter what happens, you and I will be okay, then I’m okay. I do have one stipulation,” I say.
“Okay?” he says.
“I want complete reassurance that this will not hurt Natalie,” I say.
“Natalie has been bugging him to be in another relationship like she is with her girlfriend,” Dominic says.
“She doesn’t want children, but he does, and she knows what that means if another woman gets pregnant with his child.
We always knew that the ideal situation would be he and I being with the same woman because as long as you and Natalie are on good terms, we could very easily stay together. ”
“How would that affect things if I decided I didn’t want to share you and didn’t want anyone else involved?” I ask. “Is our relationship dependent on me saying yes? Honestly. If you don’t think you can be in a relationship without him being a part of the dynamic…”
“I want you, Myra. There are no stipulations,” he says.
“You are under no obligation to say yes. You have every right to change your mind at any moment. If you get pregnant, we will raise this child together with you, but you are under no obligation to involve him in any way. I’ve made the decision that you are the only one I want to have sex with.
There are some things with Natalie that I’m okay with so long as you are, but that doesn’t involve anything penetrative, only oral. ”
“Why? She’s insanely beautiful,” I say.
“She is, but she is not the one I’m in love with,” he says. “She is one of my best friends and fully understands.”
“Their relationship has always been platonic and for play only,” Matt says, kissing my shoulder.
“You don’t have to decide right…”
“Yes,” I say.
“Oh?”
“I am in love with you. I like Matt. I obviously cannot say I love him, because I’m still getting to know him, but I know, without a doubt, I want to have your baby.
I don’t care when. He wants children and clearly trusts me enough to possibly mother his child if he is okay with having sex with me unprotected…
I would love to give him a child just as much as I would love to give you a child.
You both would make wonderful parents, and I want my child to grow up with just as much love and support as Rose has.
One day, I want her to meet her sibling and understand that I love her just the same as I will love any child that we create together,” I say.
“This doesn’t mean I want to go out of my way to get pregnant, but I am very happy to let fate decide if I am blessed with another child.
I am far more capable of caring for a child and giving them a good life now.
I have faith that I can keep them safe from all of the evil that lurks in my past.”
“I think for now, we should avoid obvious days where you are ovulating, but otherwise, I agree,” Dominic says.
“I say for now because you have a lot of healing to do. You have to take care of yourself first, so at least for the next couple of months, we need to pay attention to when those times are.”
“I track it already because Leon was adamant about me not producing a child like me,” I say.
“My wrists feel much better, but… as we are discussing this, I think it might be a good idea to temporarily get on birth control until all of the bullshit with Dad, Leon, and Alvin is taken care of. The last thing I need is for them to kidnap me and I end up pregnant with another incest child, or get kidnapped while I’m pregnant and end up losing the baby. ”
“So, until you can get on birth control, we avoid certain days,” he says, kissing me.
“Get it while you can,” I laugh. “Next week is a no-go then.”
“We have our ways,” he says with a devious grin.
“When are we going to address that you own a BDSM club?” I ask.
“When you’re healed, I want to take you there,” he says. “We can have the conversation then.”
“Okay,” I smile.
“Let’s get you clean before Matt bends you over,” he laughs.
Dominic and Matt take their time cleaning my body.
They tease me with light touches. By the time they are rinsing off my body, I am in a daze from the amount of lust that is pouring through me.
When I find that they are not progressing the situation, I decide to take it a step further.
I turn my body and grab hold of both of their cocks and start stroking them slowly.
I smile when I find that Matt is not only pierced, but he is also just as fucking enormous.
“Myra,” Dominic groans. “Your wrists.”
“Then I suggest you stop treating me like I’m fragile and take over,” I say bluntly, quickening my speed.
Matt growls and pulls away from me as he shuts the water off and wraps me in a towel.
Dominic gets me out of the shower, and they dry me off.
I walk into the bedroom, leaving them in the bathroom.
I bust out laughing when I am shoved onto the bed.
When I’m flipped over, Matt is the one who is on top of me.
“You are such a little tease,” he says before kissing me. I expect him to pull back and say something else, but instead, he continues to kiss me as he hooks his arm behind my leg and slams into my pussy. I cry out against his kiss when he starts to pound me into the bed.
“Fuck. Oh, fuck,” I yell, arching off the bed. He puts his hands on either side of my body, folding me in half, as he fucks me hard and deep. I hardly notice that they have moved me so that my head is dangling off the bed until Dominic holds the back of my neck.
“Open up for me, Blossom,” Dominic commands gently.
“Fuck,” I whine. “This is how I want to die.”
I open my mouth, and Dominic pushes his cock to the back of my throat.
I gag, but when he rests his hand on my throat, it reminds me to slow myself down.
I focus all of my energy on breathing as their pace turns unrelenting.
It reaches a point where I am breathing sufficiently with minimal effort, and the pleasure slams down on me.
I have my hands on the back of Dominic’s thighs.
They have their hands on my breasts, and I moan when one of them pinches my nipple. I am sucking Dominic as hard as I can manage to focus my energy on that rather than getting lost in the bliss as Matt savagely fucks me.
Dominic is the first to come after what feels like forever.
He groans deeply as he forces me to take as much of him as I can as he comes.
When he pulls away, Matt drops my legs and presses his weight onto my body.
His face is buried in my neck as he continues to fuck me.
My belly aches, and his brutality is shaking through my body.
I wrap my arms around him as another orgasm takes over, clinging to him.
Another orgasm takes over me as he comes with me, and tears suddenly surface with it.
The emotion swells so fast that it chokes me out as I start to sob.
Matt and Dominic have their hands on me, cleaning and comforting me.
Eventually, I end up lying between them.
I am facing Dominic with my face buried in his chest. Matt is pressed against my back, holding me tightly as I cry.
“Shhh. You’re okay,” Dominic says softly. “Breathe with me, Blossom.”
“I’m sorry,” I say through broken cries.
“It’s okay. I promise,” he tells me.
“I don’t know why I’m crying,” I choke out.
“Baby,” he says, lifting my chin. “You’ve been hurt so much in your life.
We know that we didn’t do anything, or you would have said it.
Triggers don’t need a reason. They sneak their way in and suffocate you for a while, but you will find your way out of the fire, Myra.
You are stronger than your triggers, even if it doesn’t seem like it.
You wake up every day and choose to make it to the next.
We will all be here with you as you learn how to navigate your trauma. ”
“Can we eat and watch a movie?” I ask.
“Yeah,” he smiles.