Chapter 3
Vaughn
He was breathing so hard I was worried he was going to pass out.
I’d closed my eyes when I’d pressed my forehead against his in the desperate hope of getting him to listen.
I was reluctant to open them because he was finally still in my hold and it just felt so damn good.
I’d never allowed my attraction to Aleks to get out of control, not only because he was just so young, but also because he wasn’t in any position to deal with any of it.
But admittedly, it was hard not to respond to his closeness.
I opened my eyes and saw that he was staring at my chest. He was sucking in lungsful of air, probably to try and calm himself.
I began rubbing my fingers over the back of his neck.
He remained stiff for several beats, then suddenly let out a whoosh of air and closed his eyes as he relaxed a little.
My other hand was on his upper arm. I moved it to his back and began trailing my fingers up and down his spine in the hopes of calming him more.
I wanted to offer him the water so he could rinse his mouth out because I was certain getting sick had left behind a sour taste, but I was too afraid I’d lose him if I stopped talking.
And I sure as shit didn’t care that some of his sick had transferred to me during the scuffle.
“After you and Dante and Magnus left the house, I torched it. Do you remember that?”
He nodded. “It blew up,” he said quietly.
“Right. I needed to destroy all the evidence. The cops passed it off as a gas leak and the whole thing was considered a tragic accident. No one knew about you except the people who hurt you.”
He nodded again.
“I spread the word that you were killed in the explosion… so no one would come looking for you.”
He stiffened a bit and I could tell he was battling with himself to believe me. I had no doubt his internal struggle was a brutal one. I barreled on so he couldn’t talk himself out of giving me a chance to explain.
“I was worried the story about your return would eventually get out and those people would recognize you and figure out you hadn’t died in the blast, so I came out here about a week after you got here and watched things for a bit.”
He opened his eyes and I could see the surprise in them. “You… you were watching me?”
“From a distance,” I said with a nod. “I had feelers out back in Chicago too to see if anyone found out you were still alive. I kept waiting for the reporters to start showing up…”
“Dante convinced Mama and Papa not to tell anyone back home I’d been found. They got me an emergency passport but then told the people they got it from that it had all been a mistake and that it hadn’t been me who’d been found. It was a false...”
He seemed to search for the right word for a moment, so I offered, “Alarm?”
He nodded. “Yes. False alarm.” He lifted his hand to wipe at his mouth. “Mama and Papa didn’t want people to know what happened to me,” he said softly. Color deepened his already flushed cheeks. “They… they wanted me to come home and be normal but when I wouldn’t let them take the…”
Aleks’s voice dropped off and he reached up to finger his neck.
He was looking for the collar.
It’d been gone by the time I’d gotten to Seattle.
I’d just assumed he’d taken it off as soon as he’d been free of Marcus, but now I was starting to wonder if it hadn’t been more complicated than that.
I silently cursed his parents for putting that kind of pressure on him.
But as much as I hated the people who’d put us in this position, I hated having to tell Aleks the truth about it.
But it couldn’t be helped.
“Aleks, your parents, they did an interview with a reporter in Brazil a few days ago. Did you know they were suing both the mall you were taken from and the police department?”
Aleks’s eyes went wide. “What?” he breathed.
“They filed the suit last week. They’re seeking damages for the pain and suffering they endured.
The suit they filed attracted the attention of reporters, or their lawyer reached out to them, but either way, your parents granted an interview to one of the bigger news anchors down there. It aired two nights ago.”
Aleks shook his head. “They… they didn’t say anything. Dante, he would have been so angry.”
“I’m pretty sure they didn’t tell your brother,” I reassured him.
“They probably didn’t expect the story to even get out, and it didn’t.
But the people who took you twelve years ago are still at work down there, Aleks.
They’re just a small part of a bigger organization that has ties all over the world.
The story showed a picture of you from earlier this year in front of your flower shop. ”
Aleks pulled back from my touch and I instantly missed the connection.
But I could tell he wasn’t deliberately trying to escape me.
The shock had him leaning back against the wall and his hand came up to cover his mouth.
I took out my phone and pulled up the clip of the news story.
I handed it to him. “Hit play,” I said, because I knew he wouldn’t believe anything I said until he saw proof of it for himself.
It was a reality I’d brought upon myself by not telling him sooner what was happening. Even now I was leaving out a critical piece of information, but I couldn’t bring myself to admit that piece of the story to him.
I wasn’t worried about Aleks trying to make a call with my phone.
Not only was my location using the phone untraceable, but he was already focused on the clip because the still image showed both his parents in what was clearly an interview of some kind.
He hit the play button. The interview had been done in Portuguese, but the clip had subtitles, so even if Aleks was a bit rusty when it came to his native language, he’d be able to understand the gist of the news story.
My heart hurt for him as I watched the expressions dance across his face as his parents talked about what life had been like without Aleks.
I just hoped he wasn’t noticing what I’d noticed when I’d seen the interview for the first time.
That everything Juliana and Pedro Silva said was about them and their suffering.
There’d been little mention of how Aleks had suffered.
But there’d been plenty of blame to go around.
The interview had clearly been orchestrated to cast the mall and the cops in a negative light and help move the suit forward, probably for a lucrative settlement deal.
When the interview reached the part where it talked about Aleks being settled in the U.S.
, I knew he was looking at the picture of himself.
His parents and the reporter had been careful not to actually say Aleks was in Seattle, but they’d foolishly used the picture without cropping out the name of the flower store.
It wouldn’t have taken a genius to figure out the store’s location.
Aleks handed the phone back to me before the interview even ended. I stopped it and watched him carefully. He looked numb.
And so very tired.
I was sitting on the floor in front of him, but as badly as I wanted to take him in my arms again, I knew he wouldn’t welcome the contact. He was way too raw.
“The men who took me from that alley… who sent them?”
“I’m not sure,” I hedged. “Most likely someone who was worried you’d be able to identify them.” I didn’t add in my second guess.
Or someone who wanted you for himself…
I didn’t know a lot about Aleks’s past, but I’d heard enough that he’d been a coveted prize because of both his unique looks and his impeccable obedience.
Marcus had taken pride in showing Aleks off to every perverted piece of shit in his tight circle of deviants.
The young man had become like a prime piece of horseflesh that everyone wanted but no one could get the owner to sell.
I’d had more than one fucker comment on what a shame the loss of Aleks had been – none of those same men had even made mention of Marcus’s death.
But it wasn’t something I wanted Aleks to know. It was bad enough that he had to face the fact that he was considered a dangerous witness… to learn there were men who just wanted to possess him was something he didn’t need to deal with at the moment.
And he most definitely didn’t need to know that there might even be those who were willing to use him as a pawn…
That was a fact I myself didn’t want to accept, but I knew I didn’t have a choice.
Aleks let out a strangled whimper that distracted me from my thoughts. I began to reach for him, but he pulled away and backed even farther into the corner. The rejection stung. He shook his head at me. “I don’t know how to believe you,” he admitted.
I swallowed hard and nodded. I deserved that.
I put some space between us so he wouldn’t feel so boxed in.
“I had to get you out of there, Aleks. I knew you wouldn’t understand why I couldn’t take you home and I didn’t want to take the time to explain it to you.
I needed to make sure those guys weren’t being followed.
I couldn’t take the risk that you’d fight me. ”
Aleks let out a harsh laugh. “I don’t fight,” he said softly. “You of all people should know that.” Before I could respond, he dropped his eyes and whispered, “So what happens now?”
The fact that he seemed more willing to believe me didn’t make me feel even a sense of accomplishment. “I’m still working on that part,” I admitted.
Aleks raised his hands to wipe at his wet face. As soon as he was done, he curled one long arm around his raised knees, then held out his hand. “I want to call my brother, please,” he said.
My stomach dropped out at that.
So my words hadn’t been enough to convince him I was just trying to help him.
Fuck, that hurt.
But hell if I’d go back on my word. And it wasn’t like I could really blame him for choosing his brother over me.