20. Thoren
CHAPTER TWENTY
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“ I think you found her,” Jake says, the minute the door shuts.
“Found her?”
“Your one. In one day, I watched her put more effort into taking care of you and making you happy than Jen did in years. That girl in there is all in, and I can see that you love her already.” He points at me when I open my mouth, cutting me off before I can protest. “Don’t deny it. You fall fast, it’s just who you are, and I see why you fell for her. She’s good for you.”
Focusing on the setting sun, I let that sink in. When Jen left, everyone close to me was supportive, but let me know they felt it was a blessing. I loved Jen, but the more I look back, the more I realize I loved the idea of her the most. It was best for both of us that she left to find her something more. Do I love Lily though?
Just the thought of seeing her puts a smile on my face. I’m aware of her movements, thoughts, and emotions, as much as she is of mine. I am happily giving up my time, money, and energy to make sure she is protected and cared for. Making her smile is constantly the highlight of my day, and I hate every moment we are apart. When I look at it that way, and think of how she is selfless with me, constantly thinking of my needs, and how her eyes fill with joy when she sees me… yeah, I definitely love that girl.
I pull out the chair next to me when the girls come back outside, making sure I get my girl by my side. Michele passes out beers and we all dig into the pizza.
“How often do you guys do things like this?” Lily asks around bites.
“Not often enough,” Jake replies. “We used to get together for dinner in town a few times a year at least, but life’s just gotten busy and we kind of stopped. It’s been about a year, at least.”
Shit, has it really been a year? I need to make this a priority again, especially with Lily part of the crew now. Michele wasn’t part of our friend group in high school, but we were friendly enough. She dated River’s friend Ethan for a while, and they were inseparable.
“When was the last time you talked to Ethan, Chele?” I ask.
Her bright eyes dim as she swallows her bite. “It’s been a few years. Last I heard, he was in Colorado following in his dad’s footsteps.”
“Who is Ethan?” Lily’s sweet voice asks.
“A kid we all grew up with. He and Chele dated in high school for a while before his family moved. His dad was a fire chief and got a job offer out of state.” I lean over to Lily, whispering in her ear, “Michele’s first, and to my knowledge, only love.”
She looks at her friend with a sad smile before scooting a little closer to my side. Her small fingers make teasing strokes up and down my jean-clad thighs and I can’t help but think she really wants the punishment I threatened her with.
“How’s woodworking full time?” Michele asks Jake, clearly uncomfortable with that topic.
“It’s busy. I got an offer from a showroom in Spokane to put my furniture there as well. They know the waitlist may be months, but they still seem interested anyway. I’m driving over next week to check it out and see if it’s the right fit,” he shrugs.
“That’s incredible, Jake. Quit being so damn humble, you’re killing it and you should be proud. It’s everything you’ve wanted and have been working toward for years,” I kick his foot under the table across from me to make sure he’s paying attention.
“Thanks, Hammer,” he kicks me back.
“You’re welcome, Ladder.”
Lily and Michele look between us like we’re crazy and I realize if we explain this, they will think we are. Jake rolls his eyes but smirks, so I know he’s going to spill the beans. We were on a roll there for five years, keeping it hidden.
“So I get the hammer,” Michele points to me, then turns to Jake wide-eyed. “Please tell me there’s a double meaning with the ladder.”
When he winks at her, she almost falls over in her chair, cackling. “Oh my god, yes! This is amazing. Can I see it? Wait, no, I don’t want to. Actually, yes I do. You have to show me, it’s Friendship 101.”
“I’m so lost,” my sweet naive Lily says next to me.
“Thor over here,” Michele says, pointing back at me, “has been calling his dick his ‘hammer’ since he moved back from college. Jacob’s ladder, you know the joke, works with this idiot over here, but I just discovered he has the piercing, too!”
“What piercing?” Lily asks again.
“The dick piercing! You know, barbells like rungs on a ladder through his dick. How many do you have? You know what, I’ll just count when you show me,” Michele says, practically giddy. I’m cracking up just as much as she is at the horror equally matched on both Lily and Jake’s faces.
“You’re not seeing it,” Jake declares adamantly.
“Oh, yes, I am, or I’ll start telling all the girls in town that you’re a big softie and your penis is small.”
His eyes narrow and I have to spare him, so I blurt out the last secret. “That’s not even the best part of it all.”
“What’s the best part?” Lily asks, her voice full of trepidation.
I stand up, turning to face my ass toward the girls, and begrudgingly, Jake does the same. In tandem, we pull down a side of our pants to reveal our matching ass tattoos. Mine, a small hammer, and Jake’s, a small ladder. We lost a bet with River right out of college and, well, that was our punishment.
The girls' laughs are loud and instantaneous, both dying over our tattoos. I should be embarrassed, but I’m not, and I saved Jake from having to whip out his dick. I would have had to punch him if Lily saw it, and I’m fairly certain he would then proceed to kick my ass.
Easy conversation and laughter filled the rest of our dinner. Jen rarely joined our friend dinners when we did them, and when she did, they never had this much happiness. I’m so grateful to be surrounded by friends that support me and my girl. When Lily finishes her last piece of pizza, I pull her onto my lap, hating not having my hands on her.
I’ve been half hard since our kiss upstairs, with her breathy moans, and the way she rubbed herself against me. My cock thickens again thinking about it, and I know she can feel it because she adjusts herself, subtly rubbing her ass over my growing length. My fingers grip her hips tight, trying to hold her in place before I embarrass myself.
Thankfully, Jake looks over and knows exactly what I’m thinking, so he starts packing up the table and offers to drive Michele back home. She drove with me up here for the surprise, and while I am grateful, I’m even more grateful I don’t have to take her back. With a quick adjustment while standing behind Lily, I follow our friends to the front door to say goodbye.
As Michele and Lily say goodbye, Jake gives me a bro hug, muttering, “She’s worthy of your hammer.”
I bark out a laugh and whisper back, “Michele’s still gonna want to see your dick.”
He shoves my shoulder hard and turns to give Lily a half hug before storming out to the sounds of my laughter. After locking the front door, I turn to Lily. The little minx already has her shirt off, discarded on the floor next to her, with her eyes glued to my cock.
Leaning against the door, I raise an eyebrow in challenge. “Finish what you started, Lily. Show me what’s mine.”
I’ve seen her naked already, hell I’ve had my fingers in her tight little cunt, but that was all for her. That night, she needed someone to relax her and care for her, so that’s what I did. After she’s been teasing me all day, this first time is for me. I watch with rapt attention as she slowly peels her shorts down her legs, kicking them off at the bottom. She’s standing before me like a goddess in a matching pale pink bra and panty set. Both are lacy and see-through, causing my mouth to water at the sight.
Lily has subtle curves, with lean legs I want to bury my face between, and the most perfect small handful of tits. Her olive skin is glowing in the dim light of the entryway, her blue eyes shining with excitement and nerves. Her dainty fingers reach back, unclasping her bra that she lets slide down her shoulders and fall to the floor. With her hard nipples on display, she reaches for her panties.
“Stop,” I growl out. “Turn around first.”
Like a good girl, she listens without hesitation. Her hips hinge as she drags her panties down her legs, her round ass on full display for me. By the time she gets them down to her feet, I can see just how wet she is for me. I bite back a groan as she stands back up and waits for further instructions. I love how obedient she is, and I can’t wait any longer to see just how compliant she will be.
I grip her at her waist and throw her over my shoulder, taking the stairs two at a time to get to my room. Her squeals of delight warm my chest as I plop her down at the foot of my bed. I kick the door closed behind me to make sure Shadow stays out, then grab a pillow from the bed and place it on the ground.
“Get on your knees for me, princess.”
She drops down wide-eyed, her pupils blown. My fingers stroke down her cheek as my thumb runs over her bottom lip. “Such a good fucking girl. Take my cock out.”
A shiver runs through her body as she gets to work, her shaky hands undoing my jeans. I think it’s from anticipation, but something in me needs to check in case it’s not. I want her lust, excitement, screams, and tears, but her fear is not something I’m after.
My large hands cover hers, stopping them. She looks up at me through her dark lashes with a questioning look. “I like to be in charge here, but you have all the power. You say stop, and we stop. Do you understand?”
“I don’t want you to stop. I’m out of my depth here, but I want it. I want to be your good girl, Thoren. Choke me with your cock, and make me say thank you.”
Fuuuuucking hell . She’s a secret sex vixen, and she doesn’t even know it. I want to ruin her.
I move my hands off of hers and nod for her to continue. She shimmies my pants down with more determination than a minute ago. As soon as my boxers follow, my cock springs out like the heavy hammer that it is.
Lily is looking at it like it’s her next meal making pre-cum leak from the tip, showing her exactly what’s in store. Her warm hand reaches out, holding it in place as she licks the slit clean. Before I can process the sensation, she opens wide and swallows half of me down. Her hot mouth moves up and down my shaft as her hand strokes me in even strides.
My head falls back as her tongue swirls around my tip, causing more pre-cum to leak out. She hums her approval, the vibrations radiating through me and I almost lose it. I promised to fuck her face, and that’s exactly what I’m going to do.
“Put your hand on my thighs, baby. I’m going to fuck your mouth now, and if it’s too much, you tap there and I’ll stop, okay?”
She moves her hands, nodding excitedly. One of my hands moves to the back of her head to grip her hair at the roots. I give it a little pull until her blue eyes look up and meet mine.
“Eyes on me, princess,” I grit out, as I thrust into her mouth. Her wet tongue adds the perfect pressure and I know I’m not going to last long. I set a punishing pace, rutting into her perfect hot mouth. My cock hits the back of her throat, causing tears to stream down her cheeks, but my girl takes it, her eyes never leaving mine.
“You’re doing so well, my perfect girl. Are you going to let me cum down your throat?” She nods slightly again as my balls draw up, and white hot heat barrels down my spine. “Swallow me down, princess, don’t spill a drop,” I groan as the first spurt of cum shoots from me. I swear the room spins around me as my cum spills down her throat. She works to swallow it all down, but a little leaks down her chin. To my utter surprise, she uses my cock to wipe it up, then licks it clean.
With that one move, I am done, completely gone for this girl. I pick her up and kiss her deep, tasting myself in her mouth. “So fucking perfect,” I whisper against her lips before wrapping her legs around me and crawling onto the bed with her. “Now say thank you.”
“Thank you, sir. Now get naked and fuck me.”
“Did my girl just swear?” I ask, pulling my shirt from my body and discarding my socks. “Oh, baby, I am going to ruin you in all the best ways. Say it again.”
“Please fuck me, Thoren.”
I want to spend the next hour between her legs, drawing orgasm after orgasm from her until she’s a crying, shaking mess. I want to worship her pussy the way she just worshiped my cock, but I’ll never deny this girl anything. If she wants me to fuck her, I’m going to fuck her with everything I have.
“Condom?”
“I’m clean, and on birth control,” is her breathy reply. “I’ve never gone without, but I want to feel you. I need to feel you.”
My chest rumbles with another groan. I’m trying to ruin this girl, but she’s the one doing the ruining. There’s no doubt I’m so stupidly in love with her, and she has no idea. Grabbing my cock that is hard again and begging to be inside of her, I rub the head through her slick entrance. I coat myself in every bit of her dripping essence, then grind against her, making sure I hit her clit.
My hips rock over her again and again until she’s mewling under me, dripping down her thighs and begging for my cock. I grip her knees, spreading them wide, and slowly push into her. As soon as my head is in, our moans mingle.
Inch by inch, I grind into her tight, wet heat. “You feel so good, squeezing my cock as if you were made for it.”
When I’m fully seated inside of her, I give her a minute to adjust to my size. I’ve gone bare before, but I swear it never felt like this. With the slight bunch of Lily’s brows smoothed out, I move, grinding into her. Angling my hips to rub her clit with every stroke, while keeping her legs spread for me.
“You are so beautiful, Lily, every inch of you on display for me.” I lean forward, taking her mouth in a passionate kiss, as I continue to work my cock in her. Dainty hands wrap around my back, her nails digging in and scratching down my back. That edge of pain spurs me on as I drag my mouth from hers, moving down her throat. I nip and kiss my way down, stopping to lick along her collarbone.
Her breathing is faster now, as she whines out a needy, “More, baby, please.” I lick my way down to her nipple before drawing it into my mouth. She arches her back, pushing it further into my mouth for me to suck and lick. I pick up my pace, fucking her harder. Her pussy flutters around me, telling me she’s close. My orgasm has been on the edge, ready to explode the minute she does.
I put my lips to her ear, commanding, “Come for me, princess. Milk my cock,” before leaning back down and biting her nipple hard.
She shatters around me as she screams out my name, her nails biting into the skin on my back. Her orgasm sets off my own, as her pussy squeezes the life out of my dick, milking every last drop of cum from it. My body gives out, the strength of the orgasm draining my last bit of energy. I collapse onto her, then roll to the side with Lily still tight in my arms.
We lie in contented silence, coming down from the earth shattering, soul-destroying sex. I look down at her blissed out face, hair a tangled mess around her head, truly marked as mine, and a feeling of peace washes over me. This is what I have been waiting for all my life. This feeling of mutual destruction, so we can build ourselves back together, weaving our hearts together as one.
Dropping a light kiss to her head, I gently slip out of her and head to the bathroom to get a warm, wet rag. She’s barely awake, wrapped in a ball in the middle of my bed when I step from the bathroom. Exactly where I intend to keep her. I carefully spread her legs, cleaning her up, before covering her back up and tucking her in.
“My beautiful Lily,” I kiss her soft, swollen lips. “I’m going to let Shadow out and lock up. Sleep, baby, and I’ll be back to cuddle you soon.”
I throw on some boxers before heading downstairs to do just that. I clean up the rest of the dinner dishes, let Shadow out, and pick up Lily’s clothes to put in the hamper. At the top of the stairs, I see the new office door open, drawing me to it. I have had this door closed and room empty for so long, it’s weird seeing it with furniture. It’s a great space for her to write, but my heart skips a beat at the thought of one day walking in here to see her putting our baby to sleep.
That day will happen. I can feel it in my bones. Jake may be right, that I love fast and hard, but it’s different with Lily. I don’t believe in fate, but I believe in listening to the world around you. Loving Lily feels like it gives me the steady strength of the trees in the forest, the warmth of the early morning sun rays hitting my face, and the rush of stepping into the river water on a spring day.
With that thought, I make my way back to the bedroom, crawling into bed next to my future. She latches onto me instantly, letting out a sigh when my arms wrap around her. Sleep drags me under easily, where I dream of the perfect summer day with my girl.