Chapter 31
Yeah, I could feel Tanner getting hard, and his towel was doing nothing to stop it.
That made me work my way up to his mouth so I could kiss him like I wanted.
I could feel Cody's hand against my arm on one side, and I had a feeling she was holding Tanner on the other.
Combined, this was giving me some really dirty ideas.
"Cody?" I asked as I kissed my way back down his neck on the other side. "I think it's time we put our bullfighter in the middle."
Her fingers paused, then clenched my forearm. "I don't even know how that would work," she admitted.
So I grabbed Tanner's towel and tugged. "Get your ass down on that bed," I told him. "Oh, and kiss her a bit while you're at it."
"Yes, sir," he teased.
Ok, maybe I liked that a bit more than I should've. Mostly because I knew my sexy man wasn't the obedient kind. But when I sauntered away with his towel, Tanner grabbed Cody and towed her to the bed, doing his best to get her out of that robe she was wearing.
The cloth hit the floor and I had to glance back.
Bare skin against skin, those two were fucking gorgeous.
Tanner's hard muscles pressed up against Cody's soft curves.
He was just tall enough to need to lean to get his mouth on hers.
She was brazen enough to hold him there, demanding the kind of kiss she needed.
And I was so fucking hard.
His towel got tossed on the bench at the foot of the bed. My hands found my bag in the dark, rummaging down into the bottom to find the one thing I really needed: lube. Once I had that, I stood back up and got to work kicking off my damned boots, but my eyes found those two again.
Cody had pushed Tanner down on the bed. He had her half on top of him, and there was a wildness to their passion. Not frantic, but so fucking real and honest that for a moment, I had to just watch my boy kiss my girl.
Tossing the lube onto the bed beside them, I said, "She needs to be on top."
"You're wearing too much," Tanner said.
So I reached over my head, pulling off my shirt with my good arm. That went where it fell, but I could feel it as both of them looked me over. Then Cody gave Tanner a nudge, making it clear she wanted him higher up on the bed.
"Naw," I said. "Leave his legs hanging off the side, because we're fucking him together, baby girl."
And Tanner tensed. "Do I get a say in this?"
I shrugged as I popped open my belt. "Sure. I just figured that if we're finally doing all of this, I need to be the one place I ain't gonna hurt myself. That means it works best for you to take one for the team, babe."
Cody was looking between us. "This is where I feel like an idiot again."
Tanner just grabbed her waist and pulled her over his hips. Then, together, they scooted a bit, putting them sideways on the bed so his legs were off the side and his ass was right at the edge. That was when my jeans hit the ground, and I couldn't fucking get them and my socks off fast enough.
"Threesomes work best when someone's in the middle," Tanner explained. "J.D.'s just decided that's going to be me."
"You get his dick, Cody. I get his ass. Together, we show our boyfriend what it means to make love to bull riders." And I reached for the lube, knowing I was gonna need a whole hell of a lot.
Because Tanner was a top. He didn't usually take it up the ass, but he'd just given me the ok for this. Yeah, and maybe I wanted to feel him for once. I definitely wanted to make it clear I wouldn't hurt him, and I had a feeling Cody would be all the distraction he'd need.
I'd just wrapped my fist around my dick when she lowered herself down onto him.
Damn, but I got to see every hard inch of him disappear into her body.
Standing behind her, I couldn't see the look on her face, but I had a clear view of his.
Tanner closed his eyes and parted his lips, clearly enjoying the feel of her.
"Nice and slow," I whispered, directing Cody through this.
And as I moved in to spread his legs and wipe the excess lube on my hand across Tanner's ass, I was close enough to kiss the side of her neck.
Cody whimpered, the sound making my dick throb.
Tanner shifted his hands from her thighs to her waist and began to direct the rocking of her body.
Slow. Sensual. Fuck, but these two were going to unravel me before I even made this happen.
Because this was really fucking happening.
This sexy hunk of a man looked so good as he pumped Cody higher.
I could see his abs tense as he pushed into her.
I watched her long, damp hair sway against her back with the movement.
I was just close enough to see over her shoulder, watching her breasts sway gently.
Then I bent my knees, caught his thigh, and lined myself up.
Then, slowly - so fucking carefully - I eased my way into Tanner's ass.
He tensed, pausing for a moment, and Cody leaned forward to kiss him.
Yeah, she knew what she was doing. She might worry about having never done it before, but she understood exactly what he needed.
As their tongues tangled, he relaxed again, actually letting me in.
"Oh, now that feels fucking good," I groaned as my hips pressed up against both of them.
Cody reached back, one hand finding my hip.
I caught her around the waist, and Tanner guided her back up.
Then, without a word needing to be said, we all began to move.
It started carefully as we each felt out the other.
The second time I pumped into him, Tanner let go of her with one hand to fist the covers.
The sound that came from his throat was so fucking sweet.
Then Cody moaned. Yeah, I couldn't do anything too wild. My ribs were too fucked for that, but I could definitely tease my girl higher. With one arm around her waist for balance, my other hand found her breast and tormented that hard nipple as I rocked into Tanner.
"C'mon, pretty boy," I begged. "Help me out here."
"Shit," Tanner breathed, hooking a leg behind my ass. Then his eyes snapped open, falling on Cody. "Oh, that's good."
Which made her moan. I loved the way they played off each other.
I couldn't get enough of how these two had become so perfectly matched for me.
I needed them to like this so bad. I wanted to show them I could be the thing they needed, because somewhere along the way, they had both become my whole world.
Cody was holding the arm I had around her waist, using that to lift herself each time she bounced on his dick.
Tanner let go of the covers so he could play with her clit, and I could see it all.
I could feel as he clenched when I rocked to match her pace.
Slow. This wasn't some hedonistic shit. No, this was love.
This was enjoying each and every sensation.
This was the sort of moment I would never, ever forget.
And the moan that fell from my lips was the most honest sound I'd ever made.
I couldn't even think of words. All I knew was the way these two made me feel.
From the silky slide of Cody's back against my chest to the heat of Tanner's ass wrapped around my dick.
I wanted more. I wanted to be closer, so I kissed Cody's neck again, making my way down to her shoulder as I thrust a little deeper.
"Fuck!" Tanner gasped, gripping me with his knees. "Jesus, don't either of you stop!"
So I lifted her a bit, showing her the pace I needed.
Cody moved with me as easily as she did a bull.
She was riding Tanner in the sweetest way, bending him right to her will, and dragging me along with them.
I had a feeling she didn't realize she was the one calling the shots right now, but I loved it.
I loved the way she'd stumbled so easily into my life, turning it all upside down, and making everything feel like it just might be ok.
"C'mon, babe," I begged. "Oh, fuck, you two feel so good."
Cody used her hand to pull, dragging me even deeper into Tanner.
I wasn't real sure what that was doing for her, but she gasped in pleasure, and I knew I couldn't take much more of this.
Damn, she was driving me wild, and a glance at Tanner's face showed his jaw was clenched hard.
Yeah, he didn't wanna break first. No, our girl got that.
We were gonna make her feel the way she deserved.
Together, we needed to give her every single thing we had.
I felt when her legs trembled. I heard Tanner gasp as he tried to hold on just a bit longer, but when Cody tossed her head back, Tanner lost control.
His ass clenched down on me so hard, I didn't stand a chance.
Her fingers dug into my skin, clinging to me like she was looking for a lifeline, and for a moment, the whole world just stopped.
Euphoria. That was all I could feel even as I tried to keep going, but it didn't matter.
Tanner groaned, all deep and harsh. Cody was panting.
I just gasped, struggling not to cry out like I wanted as I got lost in my release.
Together, we came, my dick buried deep inside my lover as my lips pressed against the other's shoulder - and it was perfect.
Our bodies rocked slightly as we breathed. My fingers were gripping Cody's side hard, as if she could help me keep my balance. For a moment, all I could do was hold them as I tried to make my thoughts actually work again.
I felt like I should say something, but I just couldn't figure out the words.
A million thoughts ran through my mind, from wanting to check on them to a desire to proclaim my love all over again.
Instead, I simply eased myself from Tanner's body, then stumbled over a step so I could drop down on the bed beside him.
"Wow," Cody breathed as she moved to claim the spot between us. "I think you two are ruining me for anyone else." Then a hint of a giggle slipped out. "Guess this means I should keep you both, huh?"
"Mhm!" Tanner agreed, flopping his hand over to find mine. "And yeah, I'll do that again, J.D."
"Naw," I said. "Next time, I wanna be in the middle. And if Cody ever decides she wants to try double penetration, then she can. Otherwise, we might have to all take turns."
Instead of answering, Cody just yawned. Tanner chuckled, but pushed his body higher on the mattress so he could snag the corner of the covers. Pulling those back, he somehow managed to roll off the bed on the other side.
"You need a washcloth, J.D.? Or you gonna grab a shower?"
"Washcloth," I decided. "I'll shower in the morning, because there ain't no way my knees are gonna work for a bit." But I grabbed Cody and pulled her closer. "Just tell me that was ok?"
"That," she said, "was amazing. Exactly the sort of thing to make my little declaration feel like it was ok."
"That you love us?" I asked, hearing water turn on in the bathroom.
She nodded, twisting around so she lay facing me. "Yeah."
"Girl, I don't know how to tell you this, but it wasn't a real good secret. Not that you love me, or that I love him, or that he loves you - or the other ways around. I think we've all been doing a real good job of making it pretty damned clear."
"And..." Those sweet baby blues of hers searched my face. "That's ok?"
"Yeah," I breathed. "Yeah, Cody. All of this? It makes everything ok."
Because I'd always thought I'd have nothing left after the Pbr. Now, I was starting to daydream about the future. For the first time, I had something I wanted a whole lot more than earning more money, winning more buckles, and showing the world it couldn't break me.
And right on the heels of that, I realized it could.
The truth was that if anything happened to Tanner or Cody, it would shatter me.
Evidently, somewhere between Tulsa and Tennessee, I'd changed.
Maybe Cody had tamed me. It was possible Tanner had changed me in more ways than he knew.
But all of that went together to mean just one thing.
Winning was no longer the most important thing in my life. I'd found something even better. Two of them, and it felt so much better than I'd ever imagined.