27. CHAPTER 27
CHAPTER 27
KASON
It’s been a week since I learned I’m going to be a dad. Now that the news has finally sunk in, I’m finding that I’m excited. Sierra is overjoyed and already buying little things like bottles and onesies. She also bought some contraption she said will suck the milk out of her breast for the baby. I had no idea such a contraption existed.
Sierra made an appointment last Friday with an obstetrician at a time I could attend with her. She’s new into the pregnancy, five weeks and in good health. She was concerned about the wine she drank, and the doctor set her fears at ease that it was okay this early in the pregnancy.
Counting back the weeks, we realize that the antibiotics she was on when she had a sinus infection may have disrupted the effectiveness of her pills. There’s no morning sickness yet and now that we know what was causing her mood swings, we can control them better.
Thank god.
If she cries, I hold her. I walk out of the room when she’s moody until she calms down. She’s craving sex and she initiates it more often than me. My body is taking a beating on the field and my cock is taking a beating from her cunt.
I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Her breasts are extremely sensitive and that might explain her coming when I fucked them.
Mom was so excited when she found out about the pregnancy and can’t wait to be a grandmother. We are telling those close to us so we invited Leo, Kylie, and Riley to my house to tell them over dinner. Sierra and Kylie squealed and cried happy tears together when we announced the pregnancy.
After dinner, all three girls escaped into the office to go on my computer to shop for baby stuff. Leo and I are in my living room having a beer.
“At least now we know why Sierra reacted the way she did on Saturday,” Leo remarks after taking a sip of his beer.
“Yeah. I was fine with her telling the women off, but I wasn’t expecting her to freak out on me.”
He nods. “How do you feel about becoming a father?”
“I was shocked at first when she told me. Now I’m looking forward to trying my hand at fatherhood with her. I don’t know shit about it, but I can’t fuck it up any more than Simon did.”
He’s thoughtful for a moment. “Have you heard from him?”
“He’s tried calling more recently, but I don’t answer. I have nothing to say to that asshole.”
Leo runs his hand through his hair. “I have something to tell you about Simon.” His tone is ominous.
I stiffen. “What has he done now?”
“When dad threw him out on his ass, we also restructured some of the management there. We’ve been finding some discrepancies. Looks like your dad may have been taking more than he was entitled to with the profits.”
This doesn’t surprise me. He’s a greedy bastard. “What are you and Connor thinking about doing? ”
“Nothing. Yet. We will wait until Nash and his team reviews the books.”
“Don’t hold back where I’m concerned. Throw his ass in jail for all I care.” In fact, I hope they do.
“It may come down to that. I wanted you to have a heads up. Dad is going to talk to your mom this week about it, but we are asking her to keep it under wraps until we can do a full review.”
“I’d prefer him thrown off a New Jersey dock with cement shoes, but jail will be satisfying as well.” Leo shakes his head with a chuckle before taking another sip of beer. He may have thought it a joke, but I’m serious. “That man could die tomorrow, and I wouldn’t give a shit. I’d have his body cremated and scatter his ashes in a landfill. He’s garbage and belongs there anyway.”
“Who belongs in a landfill?” Sierra’s sweet voice flutters into the room, and I turn in her direction. She, Riley, and Kylie are strolling into the living room to join us once again. Kylie takes a seat next to Leo, Riley climbs onto his lap, and Sierra is next to me.
“Simon,” I answer.
“Has he done something again?”
“Nothing for you to worry your sweet head about.” She opens her mouth to ask another question, but I get mine in first because I’m done talking about Simon. “What did you buy this time?”
She gives me a small smile because she knows I got her. There’s no way she didn’t buy something. “Well, I might have seen the cutest crib ever. It has great safety ratings and reviews. It’s white so it will go with the colors I was thinking of for the nursery.”
“I want a girl baby,” Riley pipes in grinning and clapping her hands as if this baby is her own. “You have to Auntie Sierra because mom is having a boy baby, and I want a girl baby.”
Both Sierra and I snap our gaze to Leo and Kylie. We had no idea they knew the sex of their baby so soon. Kylie shakes her head no, then runs her hand down Riley’s raven locks. “Sweetheart, we don’t know what we are having yet. It’s too soon to tell.”
“But Daddy said it’s a boy,” Riley pouts.
Kylie’s eyes float up to Leo’s in question.
“I have a feeling.” He shrugs then tickles Riley’s stomach, and she begins to giggle. “That was supposed to stay between us.” Riley squirms until Leo stops.
In the time I’ve gotten to know Riley, one thing is for sure. The little girl repeats everything, and it has landed Leo in trouble because he’s spoiling her much to Kylie’s dismay.
My hand slides over to rest on Sierra’s non-existent belly. A daughter wouldn’t be so bad. I’d have my own little mini-Sierra to love as much as I love her mother. Sierra peers down at where my hand is placed on her stomach and smiles tenderly at me. I can’t help to think she’s imagining a little girl as well.
Our talk turns towards Leo and Kylie’s wedding which is now weeks away. The week after the Super Bowl, if we make it that far.
Hours later, it’s just Sierra and me watching television in the living room. Her head is on my lap, and my fingers are combing through her hair. Her hand rubs at her belly before she murmurs, “I love this baby already.”
“He or she will be the luckiest baby in the world having you as its mother.” I mean what I’m telling her. She will be a fantastic mother and already is.
Sierra shifts her position until she is seated in my lap facing me. Her arms wrap around me, and she burrows her face in my neck. I cuddle her into me. “I want to give this baby everything I didn’t have. I promise I will always love him or her and put them first. This child is always going to know how important they are in my life.”
“I know you will.” Sierra will be the opposite of her mom and her dad for that matter. Speaking of…I have to approach this next part delicately. Charles called me asking if I thought Sierra might be willing to meet with him again. He also wants to tell his sons since so much time has passed.
“Have you given any further thought to talking to Charles?” I feel her breasts smoosh into my chest with her strong intake of breath.
“Yes. I’ve decided I’m going to talk to him again. I think maybe he really didn’t know my mom was pregnant with me.”
“Are you sure? Can it wait until Sunday when I’m home?” I have a Saturday playoff game in Texas, and I’m concerned about not being there for her.
Sierra pulls back before cupping my cheeks and looking at me with nothing but love in her eyes. “I love you for wanting to be there because I know you want to be, but this is something I feel I have to do with him on my own. I hope you can understand.”
“Of course I do. I’m proud of you. I know this can’t be easy, but you’re brave to face this.”
“With having my own child now, I need to have more answers. Answers that I never knew I needed or wanted. He texted and said he would like to speak more about that time.”
I nod because I hope she can finally find peace with what happened.
“Thank you,” Sierra says before caressing her lips against mine. Once. Twice. Three times before her tongue slides into my mouth. Just like that, I go to thoughts of being inside my woman. My dick agrees with those thoughts and hardens beneath her.
“I need you,” she moans, and it has me swiftly standing before removing our clothes and placing her back down into my lap. My cock jumps at the first slide of her heat against it, begging to be enveloped by her tightness. Sucking one of her hardened buds into my mouth, I rub and pinch the other with my fingers, and it has Sierra kneeling up to grab my cock and placing it at her opening. She gently slides down my length, and her action has my eyes rolling into the back of my head .
She rides me slowly, making sure to rub her clit on the shortened hairs of my pelvis, moaning at the sensation. It’s taking all my control not to jackhammer into her, but I know Sierra. This is a time when she wants to be in control and needs to set the pace.
My hands are gripping her hips so hard I’m afraid I’ll bruise her again. It may be wrong, but I like the sight of my marks on her. When it first happened, I felt bad, but Sierra has told me she likes my marks on her as much as I do.
“Fuck!” I yelp when she suddenly slams down on me. Her walls tighten then clench, squeezing my release out of me that I hadn’t realized was so close. She continues to ride out her own release while moaning until my dick finally stops twitching inside her wet heaven.
Leaning my forehead against her chest, she hugs me to her. “I love you.”
She doesn’t reply but holds me tighter.
I never imagined I could ever feel for someone the way I feel about Sierra. She has consumed me and become my everything. I don’t miss the life I led before her because I hadn’t really lived until she came into my life. She has me wrapped around her finger.
I don’t know what I did for God to deliver this woman into my life, but I’m thankful he did because my life is better and brighter with this beautiful woman beside me.