Chapter 11 #2
I reached out and touched his thigh. “I’m deeply sorry, Nash.
As I said earlier, I didn’t think about anyone’s feelings but my own, which was something I shouldn’t have done.
Since I got my heart broken, I had been picking up the pieces in my life.
Then I met you, and you’ve been changing me for the better.
I had a slip up, and it really hurt me to my core.
However, when I realized what I did was wrong, I tried to right it.
In doing so, I hurt you, and that’s something I never want to do again.
You have been the best thing that has ever happened to me.
You walked into my life after the darkest time.
I’m grateful for you, Nashton.” I scooted closer to him and rested my head on his arm.
Nash turned his head and kissed my forehead. “I forgive you, Kenzlee, but don’t let that happen again. I don’t want to lose what we have so soon... Hell, ever. You’ve come to mean a lot to me in a short amount of time,” he expressed in a tender tone of voice that nearly brought me to my knees.
Tears brimmed in my eyes since I felt the same way. “My feelings for you are mutual, Nashton.” Joy bubbled inside of me as I smiled brightly, happy I hadn’t lost him.
Nash lifted my chin and peered deeply into my eyes.
I lifted my head, wanting a kiss from him, and he didn’t disappoint me.
He kissed me slowly, getting me drunk off the way his lips and tongue moved with mine.
Moans slipped from my mouth at the sensational feeling that ran through my body.
I parted my lips more and gave him more of me.
He groaned and lowered his hands to my waist to hold me tightly against him.
All too soon, he pulled away from me, and I eyed him in confusion. “What’s wrong?”
Nash shook his head. “Nah, I don’t want to start off like this. I want you to be mine. I want a relationship with you. Before we continue this, I need to know, will you be mine? Forget about your ex and your past. Just focus on me and healing yourself. Can you do that? Will you do that for me?”
I nodded, knowing that was what I wanted to do. Since getting to know Nashton outside the gym, the feelings that came over me when we were together were too powerful. I didn’t want to ignore that any longer. I wanted him as much as he wanted me.
“Yes. I’ll be yours. Thank you for not giving up on me, even when I deserved it.”
He cupped my face in his large hands. “All is forgiven. What did I just say? We’re leaving the past behind and moving forward, okay?”
I pressed my lips together and nodded. “Yes, let’s move forward.”
There was no shadow across my heart tonight as I confessed to Nash I wanted him too. If anything, I felt blissfully happy and felt more alive than I ever had.
He smiled and lowered his head to kiss me again. I met him halfway and closed my eyes. When he slipped his tongue in my mouth, a sense of urgency drove me to lean closer into him more.
“I want you, all of you,” he mumbled against my mouth.
“Have me, please.” I ached for him in places that came back to life when he stepped into my life.
Nash pulled away from me and got up from the couch. “Show me where your bedroom is.”
I got up and led the way to my bedroom with my heart throbbing in anticipation.
I was ready for this. I’d been ready since he laid his lips against mine.
We walked into my room together, and I hit the light.
I sighed with relief when I didn’t see any clothes thrown everywhere on the floor.
Whenever I got dressed, I always threw things around until I got what I needed. Thank God, my room looked decent.
“There is no way in hell you love white and gray this much. Look at this room.”
I giggled. “Yes, I do. I told you, those are my favorite colors.”
I observed my bedroom as Nash was doing, and I smiled at how beautiful it was. The theme of it was white and gray, with no other in the mix, just the way I liked it.
I turned and wrapped my arms around his neck. “As much as I’d like to give you a full tour of my bedroom, I don’t think I’m up for it now. What I want is you, deep inside of me.”
Nash lifted a brow before he smirked. “Oh, yeah?”
I nodded. “Yes.”
With all the boldness I ever had, I leaned up and kissed Nash’s lips.
He returned it. Our lips moved slowly together as our tongues tangled, causing small moans to slip from my mouth.
He pulled my shirt up and over my head, dropping it onto the floor.
Everything else soon followed my shirt, along with his clothes too.
Our bodies felt good against each other, causing me to squirm against him.
His hands traveled down my body and gripped my ass.
Nash grasped the back of my thighs and picked me up.
I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he carried me to the bed.
He gently laid me down and covered my body with his.
His tongue was deep down my throat as I played in his hair.
All too soon, he pulled his lips from mine and trailed kisses down my body.
Squeezing my breasts in his hands, he played with my nipples before he latched on to one.
I gasped and quivered. Nash’s mouth had a mind of its own as it paid attention to both of my nipples.
“Nash, please.”
“I’m going to take good care of you, baby,” he whispered, continuing his kissing journey.
My skin burned from having his lips on me. The pleasure I felt made me blissful. I was ready to explode. He hadn’t even put the dick in my life yet. What was he doing to me?
I bit down on my bottom lip when his breath fanned my sex. This man knew how to eat some pussy. Nash took me to paradise and back again before. This time, I wanted to go to heaven, and I knew he’d deliver too.
Nash opened my legs, placing them over his shoulders.
The lick he gave my flesh caused me to cry out and arch my back to get closer to his mouth.
He licked and sucked on my clit so good that the moans that slipped out of my mouth were embarrassing.
I was sure I saw heaven before he brought me back to earth.
I was on a high I had never been on before.
“Oh, Nash. Ohhh! Please don’t stop!” I gripped his head and held him in place. I didn’t want him to move from between my legs.
Nash mumbled something I couldn’t make out, nor did I care. I just wanted him to keep doing what he did, which was to make me feel good. All too soon, he released my pussy, and I groaned in disappointment.
Nash chuckled. “You’ll be okay.”
He rubbed his erection against my flesh, causing me to move with him. I was too damn eager to feel him buried deep inside me. I felt the tip of his dick at the entrance of my opening. He seemed to be taking his time, but I wanted him to get it done.
“I’m not made of glass, Nash. Please, just do me real good.”
He lowered his head and kissed my lips as he pushed his inches inside of me. I gasped in his mouth and moved with him. He stroked in and out, stealing my breath each time. I made sure I moved with him, causing groans to slip from his mouth.
Nash flipped us, and I smiled wickedly. I loved to ride, so he was about to get the best ride of his life.
With my head thrown back and my back arched, I moved up and down on him.
A roar of thunder sounded out in the distance as rain poured on the rooftop.
That didn’t stop my show as I rode Nashton as if he were a bull.
“Fuck yeah, baby. Oh, damn,” he groaned, grasping my hips and thrusting upward. I cried out and bounced up and down on him.
Our sounds of pleasure filled the bedroom, mixed with the rain that beat against the window and roof. My body was on the verge of erupting.
“Fuck, baby.” He groaned again. “You feel good as hell.”
I only moaned in response. If only Nash knew how good he felt when he was buried deep inside me.
“Ahh! Ohhh! Nash! I’m not going to last!” I squealed as tears threatened to spill down my face.
“Then don’t.” He panted. “Let go, baby.”
That was all he needed to say before I reached my release. His deep groans let me know he wasn’t far behind me.
I rested my face on Nash’s chest, trying to catch my breath. Gosh, he wore me out and hadn’t let up when I climaxed. He kept going and going, keeping me on a high that had me calling out his name repeatedly.
“Damn, that was good,” he declared, kissing my forehead.
I could only smile and close my eyes, ready to take another nap. Nash had worn me out, but I welcomed it. He reached for the covers and pulled them over us, and I sighed deeply, getting pulled into a deep slumber.