Chapter 19
“Ohhh, fuck! Ahhh! Nash!” I moaned as I threw it back on Nash.
Nash had his dick so deep inside of me I couldn’t do anything but move with him.
“That’s right. Say my damn name.” His hands ran up and down my back, sending hot flashes through my body. I was on fire from the lovemaking we were doing.
Nash had woken me up by sucking on one of my nipples. When I rolled over onto my back, that was it. He got on top of me and slid his dick inside until it felt like he touched my throat.
He reached under me and played with my clit, rubbing his fingers back and forth on my pussy lips. I panted and moved with him until I screamed out his name, unable to hold it in. Nash continued to pump in and out of me until he exploded too.
He slowly pulled out of me, and I dropped onto the bed, resting my head on the pillow. I could go back to sleep without a care in the world. I didn’t know what Nash and I would do today.
After our engagement, we booked ourselves a vacation.
It was our first one, and I loved every minute so far.
For Christmas, we started planning our wedding and decided that we’d wait to have a wedding.
Since he gave me my gift early, he added to that by buying coloring books, markers, and coloring pencils to go with it.
Nash had also gotten me two bottles of the perfume he loved for me to wear. He got Pinks a bed for his house.
I had gotten Nash cologne, more gym shorts with T-shirts — his everyday wear, and an Apple watch. He’d tell me he liked mine, and whenever I told him to buy one, he’d say he would but never did.
It was the end of December, with the weather getting colder and colder. I hoped it didn’t snow this year.
“It feels like it gets better and better every time,” Nash stated, wrapping his arm around my waist.
I smiled into the pillow. “That’s ‘cause it does get better and better. I can’t seem to get enough of you.”
He chuckled. “Oh, I know.”
I rolled my eyes playfully and snuggled closer to him. My eyes grew heavy, letting me know I needed more sleep.
“Go ahead and sleep. We have a busy day today. I know that it’s a bit cold—”
“A bit?” I scoffed.
Nash chuckled. “Okay, it’s cold, cold, but I want to get out and do something. If you’re game.”
“Of course, I am. Every minute I spend with you is the best thing.”
“You already know the feeling is mutual. I pray to God every day that our feelings for each other get stronger and stronger every day. It makes me love you more and makes me want to give you the world if I could. You mean so much to me, Kenzlee. Having you in my life is the best thing that has ever come out of my life. I’m grateful for you, beautiful. ”
I got up and climbed on top of him, smiling down at him.
“Nash, I’m grateful for you too. You came into my life at the hardest time of my life.
I was battling depression, heartbreak, and grief.
You turned everything around in a matter of months.
I never would’ve thought I’d be here with you, but look at me now, I’m here.
You healed my broken heart. I learned to let go of grief.
I never felt as free as I do right now. You changed me, baby.
You healed me and freed me with your love.
I’m not perfect, but I’m ready to embrace this life with you. ”
The look Nash gave me had me lowering myself to lie on his chest.
“Damn, man. I have no words to say,” was his reply.
“You’ve said so much over the past few months we’ve been together. I just wanted to get that off my chest.”
He hugged me tightly to him. “Thank you for saying it. I love you, Kenzlee.”
“I love you more, Nash.”