13
“Sup Sash?”
Beans’s low deep voice answered.
“Hey Beans, y’all good over there?”
“Shit, we straight, you good? Them niggas ain’t trippin’ on you, are they? I told you to let me come with you.”
Beans had always been the easiest one to talk to out of the guys. He’d been the most understanding. He’d offered to come, but this was something I felt like I needed to do alone. Being a woman around a bunch of men was like a fight to prove I could be just as good as them in every way possible. My life has always been this way.
The sound of Beans’s beat making centered my focus. “Damn, you couldn’t wait until I got off the phone?”
“Money and time waits on no one Sash, you know that. What’s the word though? They gone let us ride?”
“Well, something like that, Chevy wants to meet you guys first,”
I eased out.
“Ok, bet. You like one of those niggas?”
Instant butterflies filled my stomach as I thought about Zu. I then felt bad because in a moment he needed me, I didn’t have his back. “Beans let me call you back,”
I mumbled.
“Yeah, you like one of those niggas.”
“Bye!” I spat.
I hung up the phone on him and hopped out of my bed. The small apartment I had set right off the beach. I threw on something comfortable and left the house. The thought of me riding to see a nigga in the middle of the night made me feel different, but I felt like I owed Zu. There were things he needed to know about me, and I wanted to share but, I had to know Zu would be different.
When I got to his house, I parked my bike alongside his. I took a deep breath as I went up to his door. Two light taps as I stood there waiting for him to answer. One minute became too long, and I started to walk away. The sound of his door unlocking stopped me. I backpedaled and saw him standing there holding a towel around his waist. The imprint of his dick was hard to miss. Zu was definitely packing.
“He glanced over my head and poked his head out the door, “What you doing here?”
“I wanted to apologize for earlier, I—”
“No need, you were doing what you felt was right for you Sasha, all good,”
he said as he went to close the door.
I moved my foot so fast, catching it before it closed. “You didn’t let me finish. Stop doing that Zeus!”
I spat. “Just because things don’t go your fucking way you don’t get to cut people off. Everything does not revolve around Zeus!”
“Sasha, I never said it does, I—”
“It’s fucking Freckles!”
I blurted out.
A heavy breath left my body after saying that. I don’t know what had come over me. I guess I had gotten so used to the nickname that him calling me by my real name bothered me. He had finally looked at me. I could tell he knew nothing about a genuine relationship. No one had ever properly loved Zeus. He was like a spoiled kid, one you had to break of bad habits.
“Are you done?” he asked.
“No, I’m not,”
I said as I stepped inside, wrapping one hand around the back of his head, bringing his face forward and kissing him.
I heard the door close behind me, then the feeling of his arm wrapping around my waist picking me up. Kissing him was like a breath of fresh air. The way his hands gripped my body said he had always been the one in control, but now it was my turn. I wanted to break Zeus down. I wanted to strip him down to his vulnerable side because the only way to love someone genuinely is by loving from a broken lens.
He carried me to the bathroom where the shower was still running. Zeus climbed inside with me still wrapped around him. “My clothes,”
I mumbled between the kisses.
“I’ll buy you more.”
We pulled away from each other, and the way he looked at me made me blush. His eyes rested on me. Although there was seduction in them, there was also a piece of seriousness that nestled there as well.
“I’m taking a chance doing this with you. I’m not a man to be played twice. Freckles, I will rip a nigga’s head off in front of you. I don’t have it in me to go through that shit again,”
he told me. “If I fuck you, you belong to me.”
I placed both hands to the sides of his face. “Fuck me then,”
I whispered.
A sexy as smile appeared on his face. Zeus leaned forward, sucking on my neck, and sending my head back under the water. “Harder!” I moaned.
He didn’t even bother to pull my shirt over my head. Instead, he ripped it straight down the middle. I tussled with the open wet shirt, “Fuck that shirt and fuck on this dick,”
he growled.
He unlatched my bra, freeing my breasts, scooping one of my nipples in his mouth. The way he flicked and sucked on it was driving me insane. The shit hit better now that I had nipple rings. He tugged at it while I pulled at my pants. “Zeus wait!”
I shouted it, pushing him back.
I came out of all my clothes as he stood there like a fucking God watching me. I placed one leg on the edge of the tub and motioned for him to come to me. He took a few steps. “Knees,” I purred.
His brows raised in confusion, “The fuck?”
“You’re an eater, right? Get on your fucking knees, Zeus!”
this time it was more of a demand.
He ran his hand down his face, “I’m going to give you this pass,”
he mumbled.
Zeus did as I said getting on his knees. He pushed my leg open wider, then wrapped his precious lips around my clit. My head rolled in a full circle as I allowed my fingertips to tug at my nipple rings. He opened my lips, diving in deeper. “Goddamn!”
I moaned as my hips dropped. “Oh shit, you a good eater, yes,” I cried.
He gripped my legs, picking me up. My body fell back, and he didn’t stop. The nigga was eating my pussy while I hung upside down. I ran my hand down my body, opening myself wider for him. My legs shook, my body jolted. “My God!”
I moaned louder.
I was cumin’ and cumin’ fast. “Zu!” I howled.
Zeus, two, Freckles zero. He helped me up, then moved his hands to each side of my ass cheeks. Zeus gripped them tightly, opening them wide, “You good? You ready?” he asked.
My hand wrapped around his throat. “No nigga are you ready?”
He eased me down onto him, so fucking slow. I felt every single inch that went inside me. “Grrr,”
he growled.
The grip to his throat got tighter as he moved my body in a circular motion. Up, down, and around.
Every time I came down, I allowed my pussy to cling onto him, sucking that bitch up. His head fell forward, and I pushed up. “Eyes on me,”
I told him.
Up, down, and around.
My stiletto nails dug into the side of his neck as his lustful eyes remained on me.
Up, down and around.
I began moving my body snake-like. “Yes, like that baby eyes on me,”
I moaned. “Eyes on Freckles.”
“Fuck, this pussy is good, shit!”
he groaned.
Up, down, and around.
Fuck this pussy, nigga. I mouthed.
Zeus’ mouth fell open.
Your pussy, Zeus. I mouthed,
The more his eyes remained on me, the more he was sinking.
Up, down, and around.
I felt his knees buckle. He sucked in a deep breath, “I’m about to fucking cum,”
he growled.
I released his neck, hopped down, got on my knees, and wrapped my mouth around him.
“Oh, my fucking God!”
he shouted.
Zeus gripped the wall with one hand and the shower curtain with the other. I sucked and slurped his ass up.
“Baby I’m cumin’,”
he grunted.
I moved faster.
“Freckles, please,”
he begged.
I had him where I wanted him. His legs locked as he exploded as every baby shot down my throat. I stood, wiping the sides of my mouth. I knew I had him where I wanted him. He was worried about me being his. No, his ass was mine. I turned my back on him, allowing the hot shower water to run down my body. A smile eased on my face because I knew that even if Chevy denied my crew, I was now in with Zeus.
Zeus, two, Freckles one.