Chapter 45
Full of endless possibilities
ZARA
Kade’s breath catches as his fingers dig into my waist like he’s trying to steady himself.
It’s futile and he huffs a broken sound, somewhere between a growl and a groan as my hands slide down his chest. The hard planes of muscle beneath his shirt quiver, and I drag my nails over him, slow and deliberate, savoring the way his body responds to my touch.
“You’re so easy to ruin,” I murmur, leaning in to brush my lips along the edge of his jaw. “I barely have to try.”
“Zara,” he rasps, his hips jerking up against me in a silent plea that makes my grin widen.
“You said I could have anything, Kade,” I tease, my voice low, my hands curling into the fabric of his shirt. “I’m just taking what’s mine.”
“Fuck.”
His head drops forward, his forehead brushing mine, and his voice comes out rough, desperate.
I tug his shirt up, exposing his skin, and his muscles flex beneath my palms as I splay my hands over him.
He’s burning up, heat radiating from him like he’s barely keeping it together, and it’s intoxicating.
I shift against him, rolling my hips, and his hands slide up, one curling around the back of my neck, the other gripping my thigh. He pulls me closer, and the sharp gasp that escapes me only excites him more.
“Tell me how you want this, kitten,” he growls, his lips ghosting over mine.
I breathe, pressing harder against him, my nails scraping up his chest as his muscles tense beneath my touch.
He shudders and his cock digs into me as I grind against him, making damn sure he’s in as much agony as I am.
His lips part and his breath turns ragged as his eyes lock onto mine, dark and burning, begging me to answer him.
“I want you to lose control, Kade. I want you to forget everything but me.” I smile, a wicked thing, and let my hands glide lower, skimming over the taut line of his stomach. “What’s wrong, Kade? Afraid I might break you?”
His answering growl vibrates through me, and he jerks me closer, his lips finally capturing mine in a kiss that’s all heat and hunger.
It’s rough and unrestrained, a kiss of total surrender and a promise of destruction.
His teeth graze my bottom lip, a sharp bite that makes me gasp against his mouth.
It’s all the invitation he needs. His hands grip me harder, dragging me closer until there’s no space left between us, only fire and the wild pulse of desire threading through every touch.
“Break me, kitten,” he dares, his hands sliding up my sides. “But don’t think for a second I won’t ruin you in return.”
My fingers dip inside his trousers and Kade groans, and I can only imagine the turmoil going on in his head. He forces himself to still against me and I ignore him, arching my back as I grind against his rock hard cock.
Kade’s hands curl into fists as he strains and his needy, desperate groan shoots straight to my groin. I watch as his lips part, his breaths pant and his eyes close as he clings to whatever semblance of sanity he has left. Finally, his eyes snap open, blazing with need.
I slow my movements until my hips rock in a tortuous roll, stopping just when he moans and begins to chase the high he desperately needs.
His eyes flicker between mine and his groin as he watches me undo his belt.
I take my time and dip my head back towards his, and he reaches up, his lips devouring me like a man who’s been starved for weeks.
My fingers play with his fly and Kade’s erection springs free from its confines. He’s so hard and big that I can’t help but touch him as I try to explore every inch of him, and something inside me melts, turning me into a helpless mess of need between my legs.
“Lower,” he breathes.
I dip my hand inside his briefs, trailing my hand down as I wrap my fingers around his cock.
A sound of pure satisfaction and unbridled want escapes his throat and it’s so fucking hot it makes me shudder.
My pussy clenches and I shift my weight, trying to ease the uncomfortable heat that’s rapidly turning into an inferno.
My teeth grate as I drag them along his skin, moving down his chest as I move my hand up and down his shaft. Kade’s hips move and I stop again, forcing him to wait, making him endure the torture of needing more but being unable to get the relief that’s so damn close.
I slide backward and Kade groans loudly, his greedy eyes flickering all over me as I stare up, certain I’m killing him.
I blink up at him, removing my hand as I slowly drop to my knees, positioning myself between his legs.
Kade reaches for my face, bringing it closer to his cock, and it’s only now I remember exactly how fucking intimidating it is.
I line the top of his cock up with the seam of my lips and coat them with the precum that’s forming at the head of his dick. Kade watches me intently, mesmerized by the sight of me on my knees before him, and dart my tongue out as I stare into his eyes.
He exhales and I play with his cock, swirling my tongue around it and planting kisses along his shaft. I reach the spot on the underside of his cock that drives him insane and I suck it lightly, making the man writhe as my hands hold him down.
“Stop teasing, kitten,” he murmurs, his eyes focused on my lips.
The thought of filling my mouth with his cock has me even more turned on than I already am, and without another word I open my mouth and slowly take him inside it.
Kade’s cock hits the back of my throat and I gag a little, but I don’t stop.
I hollow my cheeks and suck hard, relishing the strangled moan that escapes Kade’s lips.
His hands tangle in my hair, not forcing, but guiding, as I bob my head up and down his length.
“Fuck, Zara,” he groans, his hips bucking slightly. “Your mouth… Gods, you’re perfect.”
I hum around him, the vibrations making him shudder.
My hands slide up his thighs, nails digging into the taut muscle as I take him deeper.
The taste of him, the weight of him on my tongue, it’s intoxicating.
I want more, need more, and I move faster, working harder, turning his groans into moans.
His thrusts quicken and his breathing turns ragged and his cock swells in my mouth.
Kade’s close. Dangerously close.
And I’m determined he’s going to come down my throat.
“So fucking good.” He tips his head back and his hands guide me down. “So fucking good, kitten. Fuck, I’m coming.”
I don’t stop. My hand reaches for his balls and I squeeze them as his dick starts to jerk. Kade grunts and comes hard, spilling his come down my throat as he holds me in place. It tastes salty and sweet and I swallow it frantically, still sucking until I’m sure he can’t take any more.
I pull away, licking my lips as Kade stares at me, his eyes half-hooded and his chest heaving. He’s coming down from his high and he’s left with no option but to watch me pull his trousers off him.
“Fuck,” he breathes out.
I smirk, knowing I intend to fuck him stupid.
Kade’s hands slide up my back, fingers tangling in my hair as he pulls me back to him.
His lips crash against mine, hungry and demanding, tasting himself on my tongue.
I moan into his mouth, my body arching against his as he pulls me closer and his hands explore my body, leaving trails of fire in their wake.
His hands slide under my top, pushing it up and over my head in one swift movement. The cool air hits my skin, making my nipples harden. Kade’s eyes rake over me and his fingers tease me, playing with my breasts as he kneads and pinches them.
I arch into his touch, more soft moans escaping my lips. Kade’s eyes darken, desire blazing in their depths as he watches me react to his touch. His hands slide down my sides, fingers hooking into the waistband of my trousers.
“These need to go,” he growls, tugging impatiently.
I lift my hips, allowing him to strip me bare. The fresh air kisses the heated skin between my thighs and I shiver, both from the chill and the intensity of his gaze as his eyes rove over my naked form.
“Beautiful,” Kade murmurs, his voice full of lust. “My perfect little fucktoy.”
His hands slide up my thighs, teasing and threatening to explore my cunt. I squirm, aching for more, but he holds me still, a wicked glint in his eyes. His lips crash onto my neck, sucking and biting, marking me as his. I gasp, my hands flying to his hair, pulling him closer as I demand more.
“I want you,” I breathe, my voice high and needy.
“Me?” he asks. “Or my cock?”
I whimper and dig my nails into his chest. “Both. I want them both and I want them now and you said I could have anything I wanted.”
Kade throws his head back and laughs. It’s free and dark and delicious, a sound that pulls the world into sharper focus.
His teeth flash, his eyes light up like the night’s sky and he’s utterly devastating in his beauty—unburdened, unguarded, and utterly alive.
His sharp edges soften into something achingly human, and the universe holds its breath to watch him enjoy this moment with me.
“You missed my cock in your tight little cunt?”
I nod and roll my hips over him. “I did.”
A deep sound rumbles from Kade’s chest as he groans out and his hand snakes down my body. His fingers move between us and he nudges my legs further apart, giving him more room to grind and rub against my pussy while I writhe against him.
I shift, moving with him, rubbing against his hardening cock that’s trapped between us.
It feels good but not good enough, and all I do is create more torturous friction that heightens my arousal and anticipation.
I’m dripping and my wetness is coating Kade’s cock as I slip and slide over him, still searching for release.
Kade’s hand grips his cock and his eyes are filled with so much desire that I whimper. He nudges his tip against my entrance and he moans as he teases me, straining to stop himself from thrusting into me.