Chapter 30 #2
Luke’s hands sink over my ass and I stiffen, unsure what will happen next.
We’ve found ourselves in our merge and as real as this feels, this isn’t our physical form right now.
It’s unfamiliar and it’s unnerving, and I don’t quite know what to expect and I’ve got no idea what Luke’s asking me to do.
“Just follow my lead, Nia. Let some of that control slip and live a little.” Luke’s mouth sucks and nibbles over my neck and heat melts away my resistance. “Trust me. Yourself a little too.”
My fingertips find his hips and I dig them in, enjoying how the hollow in his body feels as my hands explore it. Luke moans and pushes into me and my recesses soften, accepting him into their spaces.
“Tell me what you want.”
“Soft,” I whisper and he laughs. “Slow.” Luke stops laughing. “Intimate.”
“Done, pretty girl.”
His lips crash onto mine and I lose myself in him, enjoying his warmth and the security he gifts me.
Luke plays with my mouth and my soul dances with his, as we connect and come alive for each other.
My arousal rises like a tide under the moon and I feel Lyall’s desire ebbing and flowing into me, mixing with Luke and Lawson’s as we somehow merge.
I’m separated from them but I’m part of them.
They’re different and distanced from me, but we’re so close we may as well be one. I’m losing myself and finding something else, and it’s more than I thought I’d ever know. I’m sinking into Luke’s darkness and its welcoming. It’s safe. It’s familiar and comforting. It’s home.
“There you are, pretty girl. I see you. All of your lines and scars. All your curves and the flaws inside you they conceal.” His kiss deepens and I moan as he lifts me into him.
“I see all of it, Nia, and none of it scares me. None of it pushes me away. You are beautiful and your imperfections make you more so, and all I would change is that you accept all you are. Stop doubting yourself and start listening, and you’ll see yourself as I see you.
” He moans and I sigh a reply. “As Lawson and Lyall see you.” Luke’s hands dig into my ass and pull me closer. “And you’ll see me as I see you.”
Luke’s hands explore my body and I warm, softening as desire sweeps through me and I no longer care whose it is. I’m happy and content, certain I’m safe, and adamant this is where I want to be. I’m sure this is what I want and I push back into Luke, more than reciprocating as I ask for more.
His touch deepens and my clit throbs as Luke groans become louder. He’s enjoying this too and I gasp as his fingers play with me and the ache between my legs turns into something even hotter.
“See me as I see you.”
Luke lets his fingers build my excitement and my back arches, pulling me away as the pleasure flowing through me increases. My chest heaves and my heart pounds as I feel Lyall’s heart race, certain that Lawson is asking for the same from her.
We’re both experiencing unadulterated pleasure, both gifted its ecstasy by our mate. My wolf and I are writhing against our partners and we’re both desperate for more, both clawing and whining as we ask Luke and Lawson to give us what we want.
“I thought you wanted slow and soft, sweetheart?”
I laugh and Luke kisses the space between my breasts, letting my head tip back. He drags his teeth over my skin and sucks a nipple into his mouth, sending a bolt of pleasure and pain straight to my pussy.
“You’re such a cunt.”
He hums and I feel his cock slide through me. “Are you going to be a good girl for me, Nia?”
Luke lifts me and I slide my hands either side of his face, pressing my soul against his forehead. We meet and it’s perfect, completely in balance as our connection deepens and I close my eyes, letting myself sink deeper into him.
“Ride me, Nia. Take what you want from me. Take what you need.”
He pulls me onto him and I’m so full it’s exquisite. My pelvis contracts around Luke and I gasp as my pussy tightens, wringing every ounce of pleasure it can from his cock.
Lyall growls and I feel her pleasure too.
It’s hot and feral, and she’s a needy mess of want and need.
Lawson’s enjoying himself and taking care of his mate, making damn sure she’s satisfied and eager for more of his attention.
He’s feral too and he’s letting his dominance run wild, relishing Lyall’s submission and the enjoyment she’s taking from it.
“Move, Nia. Move that sexy little body of yours for me.”
My hips respond and I grind into him, lifting myself as I let him sink into me.
Luke’s hands help me rise but he doesn’t thrust, making me move for both of us as I search for a rhythm and angle that works.
It takes a little time and Luke is patient, letting me learn and find myself as he kisses me and moans against my chest.
“Such a good girl for me, Nia.”
I moan and he laughs, sending vibrations through my chest.
“You’re such a slut for praise, sweetheart.”
He thrusts up and his cock catches me, making me gasp.
“And pain too,” Luke says, yanking me down onto him. “Such a fucking pain slut, Nia. Admit you like it when I breed you rough.”
His grip tightens and he takes control, dictating the rhythm as his movements turn frantic.
He’s harsh and unrelenting, sending pleasure and pain into me as I struggle to keep up and the heady mixture of the two sends me higher.
I’m gasping for air, filled with arousal and unsure if I’m in agony or ecstasy, alternating between the two and driven insane by the sensations carrying me away.
“I love this,” I whisper.
“Good girl,” Luke rasps back. “Good fucking girl.”
My movements match his as we work ourselves into a frenzy, fucking each other harder and faster until we’re both teetering on the edge of oblivion.
I’m hot and cold, lost and found. I’m so fucking dazed that I’m crystal clear, certain only that I need to come and Luke’s as desperate for release as I am.
“Come on my cock, Nia.”
His teeth dig into my neck and I scream, exploding as my orgasm tears my soul apart and his collides with me.
The burst of pleasure is uncontainable and his soul merges with mine, filling the void that surrounded me and my scream turns louder as Luke roars his release.
I’m consumed and set free, alive and my lifeless body moves, extracting every second of bliss from this moment I’m sharing with Luke.
“Good girl,” he praises and I glow brighter. “This is what we’re meant to be, Nia. Perfect balance. In perfect harmony. You complete me and I’m everything you need. This is all I want and all I crave, and you will give me this over and over and I will never want anything else.”
Luke wraps himself around me and I pant, closing my eyes as the heat and exhaustion take hold. I hear his grin and feel his satisfaction sweeping into me, as Lyall whispers that I am safe and Lawson tends to his mate.
“Sleep, Nia,” they whisper in unison.
I smile and drop my head onto Luke’s chest, certain that I won’t be the same when I wake.
I’m different now, and I may not understand all the ways in which I’ve changed, but I’m sure I’ll be safe when I wake.
My eyes close and I slip into sleep, sure that Luke will be there to help me through whatever lies ahead, in one form or another.