Chapter 14
Niko Freeman
The Next Day
Finding out Maddie snuck and got an abortion with our first seed…
that sent me. I would never look at Maddie the same.
I really couldn’t trust that bitch. If she felt some type of way, she should have came to a nigga.
We were together, I might have not agreed with the way she wanted to handle the situation, but I wouldn’t have been blindsided by her actions.
In my head, I was thinking Maddie was a real one riding for a nigga, but in reality, she was just like any other bitch who got mad and did some grimey shit when they got mad.
When Maddie and I first got together, I never promised her I’d be faithful.
I was still young as fuck, and I knew being faithful wasnt in me at the time.
I kept telling Maddie to find her a nigga that would be faithful.
She insisted that she didn't care about other bitches.
She was a college girl who wanted to be with a nigga in the streets.
I ended up liking her more than I expected.
At the time, Maddie was something different.
She acted like she had her head on her shoulders, so I kept her around.
We eventually wound up being in a relationship, as long as I promised to limit how many ho’s I fucked with.
At first, everything was cool between us.
Maddie pretended like me fucking other bitches didn’t bother her.
Since she lived on campus most of the year, a lot of shit didn’t get back to her.
Once she was done with school, I could tell she was puttin’ on, but if she wanted to lie to herself, who was I to stop her?
Maddie was grown as fuck. I wasn’t about to keep tryna baby her feelings.
Like I said, Maddie stood out the most when it came to the other bitches I was dealing with at the time.
She wasn’t hounding a nigga for his time.
She never tripped if she saw me out with another girl.
Maddie knew her role and played it to a tee.
When I called, she answered, and was always ready for me when I had time for her.
I liked that she put me first. For Maddie stayin’ down with a nigga, I slowly started doing for her.
At first, it was little stuff like getting her hair and nails done.
Then it slowly graduated to bigger things like trips, shopping sprees, or taking trips with me.
For a minute, I really thought Maddie was the bitch for me.
I still did me on the side, but Maddie was my main bitch.
All that nagging and complaing my niggas had to deal with, I didn’t have to.
Or that’s what I thought until we moved together.
I don’t even know how that shit happened either.
One minute Maddie was talking to me about helping her move into a bigger place.
I was with it ‘cause her little studio apartment was small as fuck, and I hated going over that bitch. But I wasn’t expecting to be moving in with her too, but it was what it was.
I moved in ‘cause I figured in-house pussy was better than not having it. That was my mutha fuckin’ mistake ‘cause Maddie’s true feelings started to show.
I guess she thought she had a nigga, so she could do whatever she wanted.
Maddie started to say little slick shit and nagging my head off.
Half the time, she’d accuse me about bitches I didn’t even fuck.
She became extra insecure. I couldn’t even talk to another bitch without Maddie assuming something.
I always told Maddie the truth when it came to me fuckin’ with another bitch, yet she acted like a nigga was the biggest liar in the world.
That’s when I knew it was time for me to get the fuck on, but a nigga ended up locked up.
I could say I was on some selfish shit keepin’ Maddie around during my bid.
I wasn’t tryna do that time alone, and Maddie was down to do it with me, so I said fuck it.
Then when she told me she was pregnant, I took it as a sign.
What was crazy about Maddie killing my seed behind her thinking assuming I was fucking with Daisy, I didn’t fuck with her.
Never had and never would. Daisy was a straight hood rat and would do anything for a dollar.
I had some niggas on the inside that were looking to get their hands on a few phones and some other shit.
I didn’t know how Daisy did it, but that bitch could hide anything on her body and get it past any security.
I didn’t have to worry about Daisy snitching either, she knew what time it was.
If Maddie’s stupid ass would have asked me what it was with Daisy instead of going off assumption, my seed would still be here.
That wasn’t how shit played out, and I would never be able to trust that bitch again.
At the same time, I couldn’t just leave Maddie for dead.
Her doctors put her on bed rest for the remainder of her pregnancy.
Maddie thought that meant I was finna be up her ass.
Fuck nah, she was madder than a mother fucker when I hired a nurse to be with her around the clock.
Then I moved her mama in to be there too.
I told the nurse and her mama to only call me if there was an emergency.
Even then, I told them to call her damn doctor first ‘cause I wasn’t finna let Maddie worry me.
Once I had her set up and knew my seed was straight, I focused on my other baby mama who was finna make me go upside her fucking head.
Yanna had me running in fucking circles, and I didn’t like that shit.
A nigga was far from perfect, and I never claimed to be anything close to perfect.
When I fucked up, I owned up to that shit I did and tried to fix whatever I fucked up.
What I didn’t fuck with was a mutha fucka thinkin’ they could run all over me ‘cause I was tryna right my wrong. My patience was limited as fuck, and I barely had any understanding. It wasn’t often when I felt the need to do all the explaining shit Yanna had me doing.
Especially with how she’d been moving concerning my seed.
If anything, her ass should have had the most understanding when I tried to explain to her why a nigga didn’t show up to the appointment.
It was common sense that it had to be something important for me not to show up.
Yanna knew how I felt about having seeds of my own, nothing was coming before them.
What Yanna wasn’t understanding was I had two seeds on the way.
Granted, I didn’t fuck with how Maddie got herself pregnant, but I was gonna be there for my seed the same way I would with Yanna and our daughter.
Since Maddie and Yanna were both pregnant, I might have been stretched a little thin, but I was gonna show up for them both the same.
At that moment, Maddie needed me more. If the shoe was on the other foot, I would drop everything to make sure Yanna and our daughter was good.
Yanna wasn’t tryna hear me, though, and I wanted to be an adult about the situation, but she made shit like that impossible.
I had it in my mind to let her cuss me out.
I deserved that much. I never expected to pull her to her old house and that bitch be empty.
I thought her ass was tryna punk me or something ‘cause there was no way she was able to move that fast without me knowing. Leave it to Yanna to have a nigga moving all outta character. I did want to see where her head was at when it came to Will. Which is what led me reaching out to Will to see if he was still fucking with Yanna or not. I hadn’t seen Will since my coming home party.
My dad would mention him here and there.
The only thing that would catch my interest was hearing Will had a girl.
Before I wondered if it was Yanna, but after finding out she was carrying my seed, I prayed Yanna wasn’t Will’s girl.
I’d be damned if she thought she was finna raise my daughter with another nigga.
I heard Yanna when she said she wasn’t fucking with Will, but you could never be too sure.
Dealing with Maddie taught me not to put nothing past bitches.
Not that I thought Yanna was anything like Maddie, but I spent years with that broad, and she still did foul shit I never thought she’d do.
Yanna was cool, but I was still getting to know her.
Just like I didn’t know her all the way, she didn’t know me either.
She was used to dealing with weak ass niggas like Will.
Niggas who let her get away with that slick ass mouth and fucked up attitude.
Yanna was used to running niggas, so she thought she was a nigga.
I had the right thing to remind her tough ass who the nigga really is.
“My nigga, you need help.” Nakeem snickered looking over at me as I sat in his passenger seat of his car.
”I’m chillin’, my nigga. Just tryna see my baby mama,” I cooly responded, sitting up to get a better look at the faces walking past the car into the building in front of us.
“Chillin’?” Nakeem scoffed at me shaking his head. “Stalkin’ is more like it.”
“How am I stalking when this girl carrying my seed? I got rights too.”
”For one, who the fuck is the bitch you claiming you got pregnant, and why we ain’t never met her?
“Shiiit, y’all seen her before.”
My brother knew I had two babies on the way. I just hadn’t told them who my second baby mama was. I knew they wouldn’t give a fuck, I was their brother. They were riding with me right or wrong. I wanted to get Yanna’s head on straight before I introduced her to my family.
“Okay, so who the fuck is she? She ugly, ain’t she?” Nakeem gave me a serious expression.
”When the fuck have you ever seen me fuck on an ugly bitch?” I mugged him.
Nakeem kissed his teeth. “Niggaaa, act like you wasn’t sneaking and smashing Marisol back in highschool.”