20. Sovereign
Chapter Twenty
SOVEREIGN
I sat at the dinner table ignoring all the praise that I had been receiving from the meeting.
Everyone seemed pleased with my actions except my bitch ass husband.
Malice was really starting to become a nightmare for me.
This whole marriage had me feeling like I was living in some twilight zone.
It felt like he was trying to force cuffs on me and keep me as his personal prisoner.
One thing I couldn’t deny was how each time he eyed me, he caressed every part of my body.
Sexually he was the best I ever had, he overpowered my body and had the magic key to make me say and do crazy shit in bed.
My body caved in and bowed down to him every time. My mind always wanted the opposite.
“Eat your food, Sovereign.” He looked at me from across the table, sitting his fork down.
His rough deep voice sent tremors down my spine.
Always demanding, always telling me what to do like I was a child of his.
I was tired of Mexican food. It’s all we ever ate day and night.
I was ready to get back to the city. I needed to desperately get back to my sister.
I needed to look her in the eyes and get some understanding.
She was apart of me, if this was betrayal then she would be the third person to step all over my heart.
A painful lump formed in my throat just thinking about my Empress.
I was falling into a deep pit of depression, and I didn’t know how to stop it.
I tried to force my armor of being strong to hide how I was feeling.
Slowly but surely, I felt myself cracking into small pieces.
Picking up my spoon I scooped up some rice and beans and placed the combination in my mouth.
I tuned them out until Roberto looked at me and smiled.
His aura seemed to lighten my mood, so I smiled back.
“You want kids with my hermano, chica?” He put the taquito between his index finger and thumb like it was a blunt and fake puffed from it before taking a bite.
“No, I don’t. Kids will get in the way of business.
” I followed up, not wanting to reveal that I couldn’t have kids.
At least I thought I couldn’t. If I could have kids, I’d never have them with a crazy muthafucca like his brother.
I was plotting a way to get away from him when I made it back to the states.
Once I saw Empress condition, I would take over and take her away from Malice people.
“Kids can be taken care of by di grandparents.” My Abuela smiled as she picked up her cup and sipped.
I ignored her and played around with my food.
I could feel Malice eyes on me, and I ignored his stare.
For years, I felt numb when it came to the opposite sex.
The only thing I used a nigga for was sex and half the time that wasn’t satisfying enough.
The twins definitely pleased me by licking and sucking all over me, but they didn’t compare to Inferno.
Not even their average size dicks compared.
Inferno dick was bigger than both of their dicks put together.
The length and size, the way he stroked inside of me and touched me had me wet every time he was near.
I never gave a damn about who a nigga was laying pipe too either until I stumbled on this dick head. He was to intense, too cocky, he knew how he operated in the bedroom. I hated him for trying to wake something up inside of me that I buried a long time ago with Melvin.
“Hermano.” Roberto smiled and popped his cherry red lips. He stood up from the table and moved his imaginary bang from in front of his face. Roberto was so damn random, but I loved his randomness, while we sat at a table full of serious individuals Roberto was the one to lighten up the mood.
“Not now, Roberto. The adults are talking.” He winked making me roll my eyes hard at him.
“I just want to say something really important since everybody’s so serrrriiiooussss.” He stood up and put his hand on his hip.
“I’m not gay no more…I am DELIVERT! I likes women.” He dropped down low and popped his ass before standing back up. “I saiiiiddddd! I’m not gay no more! I like womenssss! Women! Women! Women!” He switched his hips and cat walked around the huge dinner table until he was standing behind me.
“Like Andrew Caldwell said. I am delivveeerttttt!” He kissed me on the forehead then cheek, placing his arms around my neck he hugged me from behind.
I couldn’t hold my laugh; I started cracking up.
The look on Malice’s face was comical. His brown skin turned red, even their father started to chuckle.
“Wheeewww, I saw that on TikTok honey. Y’all was starting to suffocate me with all this masculine dead energy.
” He fanned himself then stuffed his mouth with food.
I found myself relaxing a tad bit. I still had a mission to go on at midnight.
Murder was on my mind; I didn’t give a damn about anything else but handling what my Abuela sent me to go do so then I could check up on my sister.
Excusing myself from the table, I went to Inferno’s private study room where he was starting a new book collection. Pulling out my phone, I called the only person that I knew to keep it real with me.
“How are you, Queen?” His deep voice held skepticism in it. If anybody stay worried for me, it was Bundy.
“I’m worried, Bundy. How is she?” I took a seat behind the oak wood desk and placed Bundy on speaker.
“She’s fine, not talking or making eye contact with anyone but she’s fine. She has asked for you, said she needs to speak to you about somethings.”
“I understand.” I got quiet wishing I had a blunt and a glass of Dusse. I desperately needed something to calm down my anxiety.
“Teddy has been moving the same. I can see the worry in his eyes. You do understand that the kid was just protecting his household, right?” I could hear Bundy’s heavy breathing; I nodded my head instinctively like he could see me.
I had to pay Teddy a visit. I didn’t want him to think that I was now against him.
I understood that Empress was on some sneaky weird shit.
Teddy killing Murk’um and shooting Empress was what Teddy was supposed to do.
I was only human and couldn’t help but to worry about Empress.
It had been me and her when there was nobody else.
“I understand, let him know that it’s all love and I’ll see him soon.” I tapped my fingers against the desk.
“Got you, Queen. I miss you, want you to be safe. Who been rolling up your blunts since you not around me?” I bowed my head and smiled, licking my lips I softly laughed.
Bundy got on my nerves because he never hid the way he felt about me.
He was a good friend and always made sure my needs were met, even if they were the smallest things.
“She has been rolling them herself, because she chooses to.” Inferno stepped into the small dimly lit room. Flicking his lighter torch on and off. I pressed the end button on the call and looked into his eyes.
“Seems like he might be a problem that my flamethrower will solve.” He walked around the desk right into my space. Taking a seat at the edge of the desk, he kept his eyes locked in with mine.
“Bundy is my business.” I didn’t blink, I just kept my gaze locked in with his.
“My wife business is my business.” He smiled, leaning forward to stroke my left cheek. I hated the instant goosebumps that covered my skin just from one simple touch from him.
“You’re sadly mistaken Malice, now if you will excuse me. I have to prepare for a late-night mission.” I stood to my feet and prepared my self to walk away, until he grabbed me firmly by the wrist.
“I don’t think you understand, Sovereign.
The pussy is remarkable as fuck, it proceeds itself and speaks loud as fuck to me.
It’s so good that from now on, if I even think a nigga is fondling it or even fantasizing about feeling you then his flesh will burn slowly, until I have a nigga’s skeleton bones in Hades.
” He yanked me between his legs and grabbed a handful of my ass, giving a tight firm squeeze, I simpered and closed my eyes briefly.
“You got a good mouthpiece on you; I can’t wait to see the way these soft pretty plump lips feel like on the tip of my dick.
That tongue spit fire and I know when it strokes that sensitive vein on the shaft of my dick, I’ll release down your virgin feeling throat.
You’re all mine Sovereign, you’re a Ruiz.
A Queenpin, you will learn your rightful place as my wife and the respect will follow.
” He released the grip he had on my ass and smacked my ass hard; the sting had my clit thumping hard.
“Now run along…. Do this last mission for your Abuella, so all of her skeletons can fall out of her closet. Daddy will be here to clean up another mess of yours.” He stood off the desk, forcing me to take a couple of steps back from him.
Grabbing my chin, Malice leaned down to kiss me and I turned my head letting the kiss land on my cheek.
Squeezing my chin tight, he chuckled and walked away.
“Four men will accompany you tonight. My men, not your Abuella’s.
Enjoy tonight, this will be the last time you get your hands dirty.
We are too wealthy for such things. It is an insult to me, to have my wife doing peasant kind of work.
” Closing the door behind him, I stood in the same spot for ten minutes straight.
Shaking off the weird eerie feeling that formed into the pit of my stomach.
I walked out of the room to go to our master suite to suit up for tonight’s events.
“Remember, Sovereign… give them headshots. Nothing to be explained, in and out.” My Abuela sat up in bed with her nightly glass of wine. I don’t know why I traveled here first; she insisted that I came to see her before carrying out the hit she put me on.