116. #3
The moment they did, Ravi absent-mindedly rubbed his foot against Yug's.
Yug froze.
He's awake?
After a moment's hesitation, he shifted even closer and pulled part of his own duvet over Ravi as well.
Without opening his eyes, Ravi reached out and gently pulled Yug closer by the shoulder.
The movement brought Yug against Ravi's bare chest. Ravi always slept without a shirt.
The warmth caught Yug off guard.
It was comforting.
Safe.
And somehow, that made it even stranger. Because it was Ravi.
The same infuriating, impossible man who drove him crazy almost every day. Ravi's rough fingertips absent-mindedly brushed against Yug's arm.
The steady warmth, the quiet room, and Ravi's familiar presence slowly eased the tightness in Yug's chest.
He finally allowed himself to relax.
"I thought you were sleeping," Yug whispered.
"I snore too loudly," Ravi muttered, his voice thick with sleep. "You wouldn't be able to sleep."
Yug let out a small sigh.
"But-"
"I could also get a call at any time," Ravi said quietly. "I can't let my guard down. And... I sleep like a corpse."
Yug was silent for a moment.
"You can let your guard down with me, Ravi."
Almost unconsciously, his fingers traced slow circles over Ravi's chest.
It didn't even feel like a deliberate decision. It was as though his body had moved on its own.
Ravi frowned slightly.
Something was different about Yug tonight.
Very different.
Did Aarav's wedding affect him that much? Ravi wondered. Or has he actually lost his mind?
Unable to make sense of Yug's behavior, Ravi finally pushed himself upright and sat against the headboard.
Yug immediately grew self-conscious.
Maybe Ravi thought he was being strange.
Even so...
...he never let go of Ravi's arm.
Ravi suddenly moved closer, pushing Yug back onto the pillow.
The chain around Ravi's neck brushed against Yug's chin as he hovered over him.
"What's wrong?" Yug asked.
Ravi closed his eyes and ran a hand through his hair. The faint light from the bedside lamp fell across his face, highlighting the tension in his expression.
For some reason, a vein was popping over Ravi's forehead and Yug found it extremely hot.
"I don't know if I should tell you this," Ravi admitted quietly. "You might get mad at me."
Yug looked at him carefully. The soft light reflected in Ravi's eyes, making him look strangely vulnerable.
"I'm not thinking about Aarav," Yug said. "And I don't want to talk about him right now."
That caught Ravi off guard.
Yug gave him a small smirk.
"Dude... are you jealous?"
Ravi didn't answer.
Instead, Yug slowly reached out and intertwined their fingers.
"Ravi, I want you to be yourself when you're with me," Yug said softly. "And I don't want you carrying any doubts about us."
"I don't doubt you," Ravi replied. "Besides, if you ever do anything, I'll hunt you down".
Yug stared at him.
"Thanks for the very comforting threat."
Ravi's expression remained serious.
"I'll hunt you down and keep you with me."
A small smile appeared on Yug's face.
For a moment, neither of them said anything.
They simply looked at each other.
Yug didn't want to overthink anymore.
He pulled Ravi closer by his chain and kissed him. The moment Yug felt the warm flesh against his own lips, he flushed and melted. Screaming inside his mind what the hell he was doing.
Yug still sucked on Ravi's lips harder. Ravi inserted his hands under Yug's shirt and held his waist. They kissed hard until they were out of breathe. Ravi shifted and kissed the mole behind Yug's ear.
Yug wanted Ravi to suck at it harder but Ravi just took a smell of his cologne instead.
"Do something. I want something else", Yug breathed out as he grabbed Ravi's biceps tightly.
Ravi smirked and then kissed Yug's collarbone. He held Yug's throat with one hand while licking on his chest. Yug breathed very hard.
After a while, Ravi pulled back and sat between Yug's legs.
Yug looked at him quietly, still holding onto him.
His fingers moved over Ravi's arm, appreciating the strength and warmth of the person sitting in front of him.
"If you're not tired, I'm always ready to fuck you," Ravi said casually.
Yug immediately rolled his eyes.
"Ugh. Shut up."
Ravi moved back and sat beside him.
"I'm serious."
Yug looked at him for a moment.
The problem was that Ravi wasn't joking.
And that somehow made Yug even more nervous.
This is too fast. Calm down. Calm down.
But his thoughts weren't exactly helping.
"Why should I sacrifice my ass for you?" Yug asked.
Ravi looked at him, confused.
"Because I thought that's what you wanted? You're a bottom right?"
Yug stared at him.
"Excuse me? Why would you even think that?"
Ravi shrugged.
"I don't know. You just seemed like that type."
He paused.
"Shaurya and I were actually wondering how two people like you and Aarav would manage since both of you seemed-"
"What exactly do you and Shaurya discuss?" Yug interrupted, horrified.
Ravi simply shrugged.
"I'm just asking. Are you not?"
"No!" Yug answered immediately.
Ravi raised an eyebrow, clearly surprised.
"Then this might be a problem."
Yug looked at him in disbelief.
Yug sat there silently for a while, unable to process what they had just been discussing.
They were actually talking about this. Talking about sex. Too fast.
About something that, until now, he had only thought about in the back of his mind.